The Life of the Blessed One

From the moment he was born, Bai Yan was envious of others, of their happy families, of their well-fed and well-clothed clothes, and when the envy reached its peak, it turned into jealousy.

The little children were displaced and driven away wherever they went, and their food was either begged or stolen.

Stealing is a survival skill for Bai Yan, and when the body grows gradually, stealing becomes robbery.

According to theory, his life should be better and better, but unfortunately the world is not good, the big family has a group of guards, and the small family can't eat enough for themselves.

Hunger always accompanied Bai Yan until he came to Peach Blossom Village.

That year Jun Chu was 14 years old and Bai Yan was 16 years old.

The 16-year-old Bai Yan is dry and thin, half a head shorter than Jun Chu, who is two years younger than him.

It was spring when Bai Yan first came to Peach Blossom Village, and there was no mature food in the field. He dug out the seeds that had been planted a few days ago, and filled his stomach with wild vegetables from the mountain. See the difference.

There were chickens and ducks crowing in the village, and Bai Yan panicked, but he didn't make a move easily.

Last month, he passed by a village. He was so hungry that he didn't know the situation in the village. He stole a chicken and was chased three miles away by a villager.

Bai Yan wandered around the village with a tangle of gray hair—in their thieves' profession, this was called stepping on the spot.

Occasionally, a villager would block his way with sideways glances, so he would pretend to be a lame man, and stretch out the broken bowl in his hand.

Eating mixed noodles pancakes, Bai Yanhuang went to the village school.

The sound of reading aloud attracted Bai Yan to walk in. He leaned against the corner of the wall and looked in through the window. He saw Junchu who had been picked up by his husband to endorse the book. The young man with a beautiful and white face, what silk and satin he was wearing was natural according to Bai Yan's knowledge. Not coming out, but the extraordinary style of the whole body is different from others.

Bai Yan just glanced at him and knew that he was a fat sheep with a good birth and a good family background.

When school was over, Bai Yan sneaked behind Jun Chu, and when he saw the grand and magnificent Jun's house, he thought to himself that it was indeed so.

In the next few days, Bai Yan quietly followed Junchu. Junchu was born with a good family background, not only his family members and even his teacher treasured him, but the little friends in the village even worshiped and respected him.

——Such a beautiful life made Bai Yan envious and jealous, and finally turned into yearning.

In order not to be kicked out by the villagers, and in order to get a better job, Bai Yan sneaked into the fields to find food, and he didn't dare to dig too much for fear of being discovered.

There were no wild animals on the mountain. On the day of following Junchu, he was exhausted after eating wild vegetables and drinking stream water all day. His eyes were dark and he fell backwards, his head hit a rock and he woke up in pain.

Regardless of the dizziness and pain in the back of his head, Bai Yan hurriedly got up, the back of Jun Chu who was chasing him had long since disappeared, and in the middle of the loess path, there was a green lotus leaf with two white flour steamed buns on it.

Bai Yan rushed towards the steamed bun and took a bite, it was sweet.

Another clear day.

Bai Yan buried his head and followed Jun Chu, and at some point, he forgot his original intention of being a big voter, to harm the villagers' fields, just to leave Jun's family alone.

It was only after he was taken in by Jun Chu that he realized that most of those fields belonged to Jun's family, and at that time, his yearning for Jun Chu had turned into a shady liking.

Bai Yan never thought of revealing his heart, such a dirty, feeling of being spurned by the world, just torment him. Anyway, he is the reincarnation of an evil spirit, and he has been suffering since birth.

And he didn't feel that liking Jun Chu was a crime.

It is an honor for such a small and ugly self to like the beautiful and excellent him.

Even if there is pain and sadness all the time, especially when Jun is out of Yunshu's house, Bai Yan always has to bear the piercing pain. Compared to liking Jun's glory, this pain is like a shining light, and cannot compete with the sun and the moon.

When Xin Mojie saw Jun's phantom, Bai Yan really didn't want to live anymore.

Bai Yan's determination is unmatched, especially during the ten-year period of his secret love, his heart became stronger. He could bear the pain of liking Junchu but dared not speak up. He could even marry Junchu and Yunshu. bear.

But he can't bear it, there is no end to the days without king, day after day without end, I don't know if he is alive or dead, that kind of empty endless pain, after drunk sober, it starts to attack again, year after year, it will destroy his strength Devour it all.

He is like a tree whose roots have been chopped off so that only the outer bark is visible.

His life is far more painful than death.

He took out his lifelong obsession, repaired the sword that Jun had given him, and committed suicide.

When the physical body dissipated, a smile hung on the corner of his mouth, and he murmured two words, "That's great!"

It's good that you don't need to cut the phantom that you made.

It's nice not to have to bear the pain of not having Junchu by your side.

Don't miss, don't miss Junchu, that's great.

Turn into nothingness, don't need to love you anymore, it's great.

It's good to end this miserable life.

In the second life, when the hidden swordsman recovered the memory of his previous life, Bai Yan also felt "really good".

It's great to have countless skills and magic tricks in my mind out of thin air.

It's great that the self in the previous life died stupidly, and now I have the self in this life.

As long as you kill Jun Chu, you will be able to achieve the Tao in one fell swoop, and live forever as a true immortal-this point is even better and cannot be better.

Bai Yan did not hesitate.Immediately abolish the cultivation base that had already reached the level of transformation of the gods at that time, and switch to the Tao of Wangqing.

As Bai Yan thought, the demon seed is really suitable for Taishang Wangqing, as if the seal was broken, the spiritual power of heaven and earth gathered towards him, and in an instant, he recovered seven or eight levels of skill in his previous life.

After that, the speed of cultivation was also rapid, a hundred times faster than before, and even the spiritual root of the fire element also mutated. The karmic fire that was cultivated was fueled by the seven emotions and six desires of all things, and its power was incomparable.

The Qingfeng sect, who was so frightened and joined forces with other sects to suppress the Yunxiao Sword Sect, retreated immediately, only dared to shrink back and make some small moves, even the old monster Nangong Fu of the Shushan Sword Sect did not dare to easily conflict with him.

Everything in this world is under Bai Yan's control.

In fact, as early as last year, Bai Yan's cultivation was able to hit the Mahayana stage.

In the last life, Tiandao dealt with him first with the ninety-nine thunder calamity, and then with the heart demon tribulation. In this life, he is not afraid of any heart demon calamity. It is hard to guarantee that Tiandao will not find other ways.

For this reason, Bai Yan took over the management rights of 22 places, while suppressing his cultivation to the integration stage, never touching the Mahayana stage, secretly accumulating cultivation, unless he can withstand two ninety-nine thunder calamities, otherwise he will Will not break through easily.

Although he didn't know why Dao Dao's brain was squeezed by the door and gave him a second life, he would not take chances and think that he had a third chance.

On the other side, he was also secretly looking for the existence of Junchu.

Of course, Bai Yan didn't know Junchu's name at that time, so he used "that person" instead.

Find Junchu and kill Junchu, no matter how unhappy the law of heaven is, it can't hinder his longevity.

Just thinking about Tiandao being depressed and unhappy, but helpless towards him, Bai Yan felt refreshed.

So what about the demon species, not only did he not become a demon, but he also cultivated the Dao of Longevity, freeing himself from the constraints of fate. Could there be anything more enjoyable than this?

of course not.

Bai Yan is full of confidence and feels that his future is bright and under control. He is willing to play modern legal games with a clown like Gui Daozi.

In the end, he fell in the rain of lovesickness, and found out that Jun Chu was the "that person" he had been looking for.

Bai Yan, who woke up after being knocked out by Wei Xuanji, muttered in his heart:

Junchu is insignificant, in front of Changsheng, he is nothing.

He practiced the way of forgetting love too much, if there is any personal affair, it will be eaten back, and the soul will be destroyed, and it will never exist again.

He can't fall twice on one person.

Acacia rain is a conspiracy of heaven, and Junchu is also a conspiracy of heaven. As long as he is sensible enough, the conspiracy can become a godsend opportunity.

He should be happy, God stood by his side for the first time, and delivered the fruits of victory to his mouth.

In front of longevity, love is nothing, it is worth a few meters and a few pieces of meat.

As long as you can become a real fairy, you can get what you want, how can a king come out, how can you compare with it.

Junchu is insignificant, he is nothing.

Thinking like this, Bai Yan stretched out his poisonous hands to Junchu twice.

Jun Chu avoided it, but it didn't matter, Bai Yan believed that as long as he spoke softly and kept his face, there would be plenty of opportunities to strike.

From sunrise to sunset, Bai Yan waited and waited, but he couldn't wait for Jun to come out.

Jun ran away.

Catch, catch him back.

killed!Chopped!

Don't think about the past, don't worry about what you dream about at night.

With just one knife, he can live forever, and he can sit on an equal footing with the way of heaven, and all living beings will bow their heads at the command of nature.

Just a knife, no big deal.

Looking at Junchu below him, Bai Yan sneered, "Yuqingmen will avenge you? Okay, I'll wait."

Sure enough, Junchu's liking was to lie to him, to lie to him for his life.

"Come and I'll kill one, come and destroy one by one." Bai Yan showed a devilish smile, and with force in his hand, he chopped Acacia down inch by inch.

Pierce Junchu's robe, pierce Junchu's skin.

Blood, red blood, meanders down, with a unique smell of iron, but has a unique sweetness, as sweet as steamed buns on leaves, and bent over to lift him out of the filthy bed, he The smell of Junchu tastes as sweet.

This smell has accompanied him for two lifetimes, making him happy and painful, but now he hasn't smelled this smell for too long.

Miss you so much.

His hands were trembling badly, Bai Yan could hardly hold the sword, he looked at Jun Chu, feeling sore and swelled in his heart.

This man, whom he could kill with one thrust, was his doom.

A catastrophe that can never be avoided.

He surrendered.

He is no longer a fairy.

The author has something to say: =_= I think I can move myself when I write emotional dramas, probably because I bring in Bai Yan's feelings, but you don't know his feelings.

ps: Without saying a word, the three lines of listening to all living beings are on the way of forgetting love on the encyclopedia.