am i a devil

Wang Mo: "..."

Xun Ying: "..."

Both of them waited with a little embarrassment for the end of the hoarse advertisement on the radio.

"Sometimes it's just not good." Xun Ying said.

"Sometimes when I'm about to fall asleep, a commercial is suddenly interrupted, and I have to start over from the beginning."

"I understand, I understand." Wang Mo said empathetically.

It was as if when he was living in the bachelor dormitory, sometimes he was about to enter the dreamland, and he didn't know which big brother suddenly broke out the wailing of a single dog, so he could only be frightened all over, and then Continue to brew sleepiness.

However, Wang Mo feels that it is always easier for him to fall asleep, because whether it is the previous work of moving bricks or other part-time jobs, or the big star who is now a popular fried chicken, regardless of his income, his work is considered high-intensity and requires certain physical strength. It's work, and it's easier to stick to the pillow most of the time.

But for Xun Ying, it might not be that simple.

If I knew I should have taken him to experience life before I entered the entertainment industry, moving bricks for a few days, then Xun Ying would not only be able to win the reputation of the king of bricks, but it would definitely be easier than it is now Fall asleep, Wang Mo thought.

Just when Wang Mo was still recalling the brick-moving skills that helped him support his family before, the radio, oh no, the crowing commercials in the chatter box finally ended, and a piece of melodious and soothing light music was replaced.

Ah, that's right, Wang Mo thought, this station is just a little exaggerated in the advertisement, but after entering the program, it must be the kind of cold winter night with a cup of hot coffee in hand, sitting around the fireplace A literary and artistic experience like a night talk on the sidelines.

Wang Mo's deep male voice or intellectual female voice had almost started to broadcast, and then he heard a busy tone on the phone.

After the busy tone, the host's very down-to-earth voice said that the call has come in, can I help you? Then Wang Mo listened intermittently for about an hour.

Wang Mo: "..."

In my heart, Mr. Xun has completely lost his relationship with literary and artistic young men, Wang Mo sighed in his heart.

After he patiently listened to the parents' short stories on the radio, he looked up at Xun Ying and found that he was quite interested.

Wang Mo: ""

Under such a handsome appearance, there is such a gossip hidden in his heart. Wang Mo couldn't help admiring the magic of creation.

Xun Ying finished listening to this program that adjusted family conflicts, and then turned on the radio.

Wang Mo was finally saved from the unfolding of God.

"Amo, are you not interested in this kind of program?"

After turning off the radio, Xun Ying spoke to Wang Mo.

Wang Mo: "..."

"Should...how can I say it?" Wang Mo thought about his words, but it was hard to say too bluntly.

"It's relatively ordinary. This kind of short-sightedness of parents happens every day, so I don't feel particularly interested." Wang Mo thought for a while, and then answered Xun Ying's question in a more pertinent manner.

"Well, I also think that people of your age may not like this type of program." Xun Ying nodded as expected, thinking that Wang Mo was right.

"Then do you really like it so much?" Wang Mo's strong thirst for knowledge prompted him to ask back.

In his impression, Xun Ying didn't seem to be the type who was very interested in the conflicts among family members and the trivial housework caused by it.

"I'm not interested." Xun Ying thought for a while and said.

"Actually, if you read or listen to something that interests you when you are sleeping at night, maybe you will not be able to fall asleep." After Xun Ying finished speaking, he looked at Wang Mo as if asking for advice. glance.

Sure enough, Wang Mo nodded, feeling that Xun Ying was right.

Sometimes he will avoid watching something that can make him excited before going to bed, such as various sports events, or the kind of very burning animation and film and television works. Gu Lu got up all night to do some "cultivation" activities. Of course, it is an indisputable fact that he couldn't get up the next day.

"However, although I don't watch programs that I am too interested in, I can't watch programs that I am not interested in at all." After Wang Mo admitted it positively, he said the other way around.

He is not like some people who are said to be hypnotized by using a foreign language that he does not understand at all, or that are very difficult to solve math problems. The hypnosis audition materials he wants must be the kind that he is slightly familiar with. .

"Well, it's not that I'm not completely disinterested in this kind of family life with heavy fireworks. How should I put it, listening to others say this makes me feel very real, can you understand?"

Xun Ying thought about the wording, and tried to explain to Wang Mo clearly the reason why he listened to such short children's programs from parents.

Wang Mo: "..."

If you want to explain clearly, he doesn't really understand it, but if you don't understand it, it seems to be a bit of a glimpse of the door.

Does Xun Ying lack some sense of belonging to this world?

He is a little less connected to the world than the average person.

The most common and common life is to have parents to take care of you when you are young, live with your lover when you grow up, raise children together, take care of the elderly, and finally go to the end of life.

Neither Xun Ying nor he has experienced this basic pattern that has lasted for tens of thousands of years from ancient times to the present, and most likely, they will not experience it in the future. After all, Wang Mo feels that although they are still straight , but there is a bit of sincerity between each other who wants to bend for each other but still can't bend, this kind of thing can't be rushed, maybe slowly accept your own beatings, and then you can conquer yourself.

So he wants to hear about the very ordinary life, how can there be a life where the spoon does not touch the edge of the pot? This kind of life can make him have a superficial sense of substitution, as if living too ordinary, office workers at three points and one line, Sometimes I also like to go to the cinema to watch blockbuster movies on weekends and experience the extraordinary life of a superhero for a few hours.

As a member of the Violent Demon Beaters, Xun Ying would like to experience ordinary human fireworks in this kind of life-like radio program.

"Xun Ying, don't worry, you will definitely have the opportunity to experience this kind of cursing parents in the future." Wang Mo thought for a while, and no matter what he said, it didn't sound like comforting words to others, but after Xun Ying heard it, it was still Very useful.

"yes."

Xun Ying nodded and said, "Then, let me lend you a good word."

Wang Mo: "..."

Why did he look unconfident, Wang Mo thought to himself, this is not going to work.

So Wang Mo went on to encourage Xun Ying.

"Anyway, no matter what kind of relationship we have, we will live together." Wang Mo said.

"To put it bluntly, you are also a bit of a straight man of steel, and my temper is also quite straightforward. If you live together in the future, there is no one who will not touch the edge of the pot." Wang Mo retorted A mouthful of milking their future.

Xun Ying: "..."

"Thank you, Amo." Xun Ying said.

Although they have not confirmed their relationship until now, Xun Ying can always feel that Wang Mo has indeed been giving him opportunities and working together with him. Sometimes, the warmth triggered by such joint efforts The feeling is not lost to true love.

"You're welcome, but, family members, we are the only ones anyway." Wang Mo thought for a while and said.

Xun Ying: ""

"I mean there are only the two of us in the small family, and Brother Mao in the big family." Seeing a question mark appearing in Xun Ying, Wang Mo added another sentence.

"Of course." Xun Ying nodded.

"I mean, if you like a big family with four generations under one roof, I'm afraid I can't give it to you." Wang Mo said.

"This is not caused by my subjective will, it is mainly caused by my physiological structure. We are together and cannot have children."

"Well, I know that." Xun Ying nodded and said.

"Amo, do you like children?" Xun Ying pondered for a moment, then asked Wang Mo.

"It's okay. My previous idea was to let nature take its course after marriage. If the other party's physical condition does not allow it, it's okay. That's it." Wang Mo expressed his thoughts sincerely.

"So, what about you?" After waiting for a while, Wang Mo asked again.

"When you're with me, you won't be able to experience the family happiness of having children," Wang Mo said.

"It doesn't matter, as long as I can be with you, I can give up everything else." Xun Ying looked at Wang Mo and said affectionately.

Wang Mo was very moved.

Then he heard Xun Ying go on to say: "But in fact, this is nothing to me. In terms of will, I belong to the easy-going type like you. In terms of instinct, this instinct has never been awakened. Don't worry about it. From the point of view of traditional raising children for old age, I am so rich that I don’t need anyone to support me; from the point of view of extending my life, I am immortal and I don’t need to extend my life.”

Wang Mo: "..."

Wang Mo: ""

"No, just wait for a while."

Wang Mo repeated what Xun Ying said several times in his mind, and then launched his special attack of righteous condemnation on him.

"As the co-author, you didn't have any appeals in this regard, so you acted like a lover before, saying that you could give up everything for me"

Xun Ying: "..."

Just when Xun Ying was saying something, Wang Mo suddenly looked him up and down suspiciously.

"Xun Ying, tell me the truth, you didn't go to the Internet to learn some PUA stuff to deal with me, did you?"