airborne boyfriend

Qi Yi didn't speak for a long time, Li Ao said: "Why, can't you say it?"

Qi Yi looked at the cigarette butt in a daze, and said lightly: "What's there to say, why do you listen to this if you don't sleep in the middle of the night?"

Leo said very seriously: "I want to get to know you."

When Qi Yi heard this sentence, he turned his head and glanced at him, and the two of them looked at each other for a few seconds, Qi Yi felt uncomfortable with his eyes, turned his face away and didn't dare to look at him anymore, the atmosphere was a bit weird at the moment.

Li Ao said: "What? Are you afraid that I will speak out?"

This Qi Yi is not afraid, based on his understanding of Li Ao, he is not the kind of person who breaks his mouth.

Leo asked: "Does he know you like him?"

Qi Yi thought it was a little funny, "Do you know it's still a secret love?"

Leo said: "Not necessarily, what if people know? Tell me, I want to hear."

Qi Yi looked at him, and the thing that had been hidden in his heart for so long was suddenly discovered. In fact, he was a little nervous and worried. Li Ao was not surprised at all that he liked men. Do ordinary people react like this?

"I'm gay, why aren't you surprised?"

Li Ao smiled and said: "It's not surprising, there are many entertainment circles, and those who like men and women are their own freedom."

Qi Yi smiled and said: "Actually, there is nothing to say, it's been so long, I almost forgot about it."

Li Ao heard that he didn't interrupt, and felt a little stuck, since he had almost forgotten it, why bother to be here in the middle of the night, hurting the spring and the autumn?

Qi Yi couldn't help but took out another cigarette, held it in his hand, and asked him, "Do you mind?"

Li Ao frowned, didn't say whether he minded, just looked at his hand holding the cigarette, slender and fair, with a cigarette between the index finger and middle finger, he usually looked cold, but now he was melancholy and cool, still Especially distressing.

Qi Yi smiled, didn't light the cigarette, he put the cigarette back into the cigarette case, and said: "Then don't smoke anymore, you are a good boy, I can't take it away."

Li Ao looked at him, and waited for him to continue. He knew that hearing such things would make him feel uncomfortable, but he wanted to know about the past like a self-torture. He wanted to know what kind of person could make Qi Yi fall in love with him for so long now. Still haven't let go.

Qi Yi didn't know why he wanted to hear this. Only he knew about this secret love. What he said just now was the truth. After so many years, he really forgot a lot. Since Li Ao wanted to hear it so much, he took it as a memory of the second of my youth.

"The first time I saw him was in the second semester of the first year of high school. He had just transferred from another school and lived in my house for a while. His mother and my mother have been friends for many years, so it should be taken care of. I just met him. When he saw him, I was still amazed how handsome this man is, but unfortunately, he is mentally retarded."

Xia Xuye is indeed handsome, not to mention the handsome type among ordinary people, even in the entertainment circle, he is conspicuous. Qi Yi liked him at first sight.

Leo laughed, "Then why do you like the mentally retarded?"

"He was really fucked up at the beginning, a bad boy, he has lived in my house for a long time and treated us indifferently, with a bad temper, as if we owed him millions, no manners at all, emotional intelligence It was suffocating. When I saw his defiant appearance, I wanted to beat him up. Just thinking about it, I didn’t dare to do it. Something happened at home at that time. It’s understandable that he felt very uncomfortable, but his His behavior really deserves a beating. On the first day he came to school, he had a fight with his classmates. If my parents hadn't begged for mercy, I might have been expelled again. At that time, I thought he was very unpleasant."

Qi Yi smiled and continued: "Before I started to teach him a lesson, someone else taught him a lesson for me. He often fights and occasionally gets injured. Once I saw him being beaten by many people, and I thought it might kill someone. I just helped him, we were both injured a little bit, he was more seriously injured, I took him to the hospital, he was very ungrateful, scolded me for meddling, made me so angry, I knew I would let him go He was beaten to death."

When Li Ao heard that Qi Yi was hurt because of others, he was angry, jealous, and sad. He shouldn't have asked, but now he felt even more uncomfortable when he heard this, and said nervously: "How did you get hurt?"

Qi Yi squeezed the little finger of his right hand and said, "Here, I can't see it unless I look carefully."

Li Ao carefully took his right hand and looked at his little finger carefully. The knuckles are a little bent. If you don't look carefully, you can't see it. He used to think that Qi Yi's little finger had a developmental problem, but he didn't think there was such a story. Well, this flaw will stay with him for the rest of his life. Every time he sees it, he can remember that he was injured because of that person, which is really uncomfortable.

Li Ao looked very seriously, Qi Yi's entire right hand was gently held by him, it was not the first time the two shook hands, but this time it was different than before, making Qi Yi feel that he was cherished, no Knowing if it was an illusion, he felt that Li Ao was caring for him, so he withdrew his finger and said, "It's done."

Li Ao asked: "You hate him so much, how did you fall in love with him?"

"Since then, his attitude towards me has become a little bit better. I am in the same class as him and still at the same table. He naturally knows that my hand is injured and I can't write. I used my left hand to write during that time. Maybe he feels a bit uneasy about his conscience. , treated me a little better, and even helped me take notes."

The corner of Li Ao's mouth twitched, "Is it because of this that I like him?"

"Of course not! There are many people who want to help me take notes, but it's more convenient for him to be at the same table as me."

Xia Xuye even recited him. Once it was just the two of them at home. Qi Yi's parents went on a trip and would not come back for a few days. When they were at home, Qi Yi always cooked. Xia Xuye was like a young master. Yes, I never do housework. One day Qi Yi didn’t cook or go out. Xia Xuye went to kick his door and didn’t respond for a long time. When he went in, he found that Qi Yi was sick. Xia Xuye panicked. He hated it the most. Going to the hospital, but I still ran away with him on my back. I was so anxious that I forgot to take a taxi to the hospital. I ran all the way there with my back on my back, and took care of him for several days. After that, Xia Xuye also started to learn to do housework, Qi Yicai I have slightly changed my opinion of him, and I think this person is not that bad.

Qi Yi didn't say this part, and felt very ashamed. After being recited by someone, he had a good impression of him, so he couldn't say it.

What really made him fall in love with Xia Xuye was because of other things. He said: "I wanted to be an actor at that time, but my parents were against it, and my teachers didn't like me. My grades were pretty good, and they wanted me to go to university. , After graduation, I have a stable job as a civil servant, but I don’t want to do this, I don’t like this way of working, I will see the end of my life, there is no hope, I had a big fight with my parents, and I almost dropped out of school.”

Li Ao didn't expect Qi Yi to be so rebellious. In his impression, Qi Yi has always been very obedient, polite, gentle and modest.

"My parents were determined not to let me act, and the quarrel almost broke up. At that time, my relationship with my parents was very stiff. He begged me, encouraged me, supported me unconditionally, and gave me all his money to let me go. Take the art test and give me travel expenses for the audition, otherwise I wouldn’t be here, if I didn’t become an actor, I might be a teacher in school now.”

After hearing this, Li Ao felt more and more blocked. That person encouraged and supported Qi Yi when he was most helpless. Maybe Qi Yi liked him that much at that time. How much he wished for the people who were by Qi Yi's side at that time It was me, but it was a pity that he was still in elementary school at that time, and they didn't know each other. If Qi Yi hadn't persisted and became an actor, they might never have known each other for the rest of their lives. Thinking about it this way, Li Ao's jealousy towards that person would be less so A little bit.

He pretended to be relaxed and joked: "Isn't it a chef? Auntie said that if you don't become an actor, you will be a chef."

Qi Yi smiled and said, "I'm just joking."

Li Ao was silent for a while, and asked: "Then what happened later? According to what you said, he must have a good impression of you because he supports you so much. Isn't it natural for you two to be together?"

Qi Yi smiled and said: "It's not that simple. I originally wanted to confess to him, but he went abroad and left suddenly. There was no news at all. I didn't reply to my text messages, and I turned off my phone. I have tried all the contact methods, but there is no response at all, and I left inexplicably, and this crush came to an abrupt end."

Li Ao felt sour and uncomfortable, and asked masochistically, "He's back now, do you still like him?"

Qi Yi lowered his eyes in a daze, and said in a low voice: "To be honest, I don't know."

I don’t know that it means I still have feelings for him. If I forget it, there will be no such conversation between them. Leo said: "He may know that you like him, so let’s go, or else he wouldn’t have left. I no longer contact you."

Qi Yi said: "I don't know, I was also very puzzled, and I didn't try to contact him after that, I think if I become famous in acting, he will always know."

Li Ao was shocked: "You don't act for him, do you?"

Qi Yi couldn't help but smile: "Of course not! I liked acting before I liked him, and it's only because of his help that I can continue on this path."

Li Ao said anxiously: "Then what are you going to do now? Are you looking for him to continue confessing your love? That's right, he's back now, he must come to you because he can't let you go, and you two will soon rekindle your old relationship."

When Qi Yi heard this sentence, he laughed instead, and said: "No! There are not many crushes in youth, and not all of them have endings. I don't like him that much now. It's been so many years, who? I don't know if he already has a girlfriend or boyfriend, not to mention whether he is gay or not."

Li Ao was silent for a long time, and suddenly came over, the distance between the two was very close, Qi Yi was startled by him, "What are you doing?"

The two looked at each other for a while, Qi Yi was puzzled by him, Li Ao suddenly stepped back, took his right hand, held it up to his eyes, and said, "I was thinking, is it still hurting here? "

Qi Yi was very uncomfortable being held by him, he withdrew his hand, looked away, and said in a low voice: "Of course it doesn't hurt, it's been so long, it's all gone, I forgot how it hurt... "

When he said this, he suddenly stopped, and he suddenly understood what Li Ao meant by asking this. The scar was healed and he forgot the pain. What if that person came back? Don't worry, no matter how difficult it is, it will gradually fade away with the passage of time.

Leo stroked his hair and said, "Go to sleep, good night."

After he finished speaking, he got up and went out. Qi Yi was stunned, and then he realized that Li Ao touched his head just now, as if to comfort him. He touched the place where Leo touched just now, and the feeling was still there. , the mood is indescribable for a while.

The author has something to say: I will write another chapter later to make up for what was missing yesterday.