I'm in trouble

After reading the report, Mo Yunshan sat on the sofa without moving for a long time.

There is no anger, only unstoppable distress and guilt.

It turned out that my father had done so many excessive things to the vixen, and it turned out that after going abroad, the vixen had such a difficult life.

I don't know anything about myself.

When the vixen needed support the most, he was not by her side, which made things worse. Even if she really wanted revenge, he deserved it.

Mo Yunshan couldn't help thinking, if she didn't come back to disturb the vixen's life, would she live better?

But there is no if in this world, just like there is no way to go back ten years ago and change the fact that I left, and now there is no way to change the fact that I have re-entered the life of a vixen.

Hope...

The name popped into Mo Yunshan's mind.

She recalled what he had said in the restaurant, and he must have known more than was reported.

Mo Yunshan went around a lot and found Shang Wang's contact information.

Although she doesn't have many contacts in City A, it's not too difficult to ask one by one through friends abroad.

——"Who is it, please?"

"Hi, Mr. Shang, I'm Mo Yunshan, I want to see you, is it convenient?" Mo Yunshan said.

——"Miss Mo, I was really surprised to receive your call! Why did you see me? Ask me if I am in collusion with Yin Ruli to kill your family?"

The voice on the phone was mocking.

"I had some misunderstandings before, I hope I can figure out what happened back then, and I want to meet you, is that okay?"

Mo Yunshan is very calm, she is no longer the impulsive girl in her 20s, she will not turn around and run away when encountering little things.

——"Since you delivered it to your door yourself, why should I refuse? I have time at seven o'clock tonight. Where does Miss Mo want to meet? I respect Madam's decision."

"When I make a reservation for the restaurant, I will send the information to Mr. Shang's mobile phone."

——"Sorry, I'm afraid I can't have dinner with Miss Mo. If Miss Mo can play tennis, we can meet on the tennis court. There is a good tennis club near the Yuluo Mansion. What does Miss Mo think?"

"no problem."

—— "I'll send you the name later, and I'm looking forward to meeting Miss Mo."

After hanging up the phone, Mo Yunshan hugged his knees and did not move for a long time.

In fact, compared to the current situation, she would rather that the misunderstanding at the beginning was true, and that after she left, the vixen would really be with Shang Wang because of marriage. I won't bear that alone.

She knows too well what it's like to miss, how hard it would be for a vixen to miss someone so much when she was in such pain.

When she was young, she thought that loving someone meant that you belonged to me, and I belonged to you, with all my heart, and never betrayed.

But now, she only hopes that the person she loves will not work so hard, at least not because of her.

What her father did to the vixen, she could never finish in her whole life.

If she had known this earlier, she would never have the courage to come back to find the vixen, let alone stalk the vixen like that and drag the vixen into suffering.

It turns out that this is what the vixen meant all the time when he said that he didn't want to hurt himself.

Mo Yunshan bit her arm and tried her best not to cry, but the tears were still so disobedient, one drop after another rolled out in strings, scalding her cheeks with pain.

Shangwang saw Mo Yunshan and smiled contemptuously: "I don't know whether to say Miss Mo is courageous or thick-skinned. I should know from the last time I met you that I hate you very, very much."

Mo Yunshan pursed her lips: "I'm sorry, Yin Ruli can treat me with any attitude, because I owe her, but Mr. Shang probably doesn't have the qualifications."

Shang Wang took a few steps forward with a tennis racket in his hand, "If Yin Ruli hadn't warned me, I would never let Miss Mo live for so long, but this time you are looking for me, so I can't blame you superior."

"I want to know all the things my father did to Yin Ruli, the original ones. I hope Mr. Shang can tell me everything." Mo Yunshan said.

"What will happen after you know? Can Deyi Yin Ruli endure so much humiliation for you? Or is Deyi still protecting you after ten years, even breaking up with me and not letting me reveal anything about that year to you!" Shang Wang was emotional, "You leave as soon as you say you want, and come back as soon as you come back. Why do you still pester her after you come back? Don't you think it's too late to care about this now?!"

"You said she wouldn't let you tell me those things, didn't you?" Mo Yunshan's eyes gradually turned red, but she would not shed tears in front of irrelevant people.

"Yes, she won't let me tell you, but I can't hide things by nature. Even if she doesn't recognize me as a friend, I don't want to see her being tortured by you again and again. As long as you have something to do, leave her Farther away, the farther the better!" Shang Wang distanced himself from Mo Yunshan and stood behind the serving line.

This is a half court, and there is a wall in front of the two.

Shang Wang took out a ball from his pocket and threw it upwards. He swung his racket vigorously. The ball bounced off the wall and came straight towards Mo Yunshan.

Mo Yunshan immediately responded with a swing, hit the ball back, and bounced off the wall to Shang Wang.

When she catches a ball, Shangwang will tell her a little bit, and when she catches another ball, she will get a little more.

Mo Yunshan gritted his teeth, not to be outdone, even if he was about to lose his strength, he did not stop.

In the end, Shang Wang couldn't stand it anymore, blocked the ball with his racket, and withdrew his hand.

Mo Yunshan's lips were pale and his face was covered with sweat, but his expression was still arrogant.

"I've told you everything I need to tell you," Shang Wang stared at Mo Yunshan for a while, "If you still love her, I hope you can catch her well. She is very lonely."

After finishing speaking, he put the racket on his shoulder, leaving a back view.

Mo Yunshan took a few steps back, put his back against the wall, and slowly slid down to the ground.

She was not surprised that Shang Wang suddenly changed his attitude.She could feel that this person treated Yin Ruli sincerely.

If it can be noticed by others, the vixen should be really lonely these years, so that he doesn't even have the strength to hide.

When I don't know, where I don't know, I bear the loneliness alone.

But does the vixen want to catch her by himself?If you want to, you won't push it away again and again, right?

But if you don't want to, what is the struggle again and again?

Ten years of being alone, so what?

Mo Yunshan lay on the bed, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep.

She recalled Yin Ruli's performance during this period over and over again, even if what she said and what she did could be faked, those gentle eyes that were inadvertently shown, those caring love, could they all be faked?

Shang Wang said that the vixen didn't want her to know what her father had done. In fact, from the very beginning, the vixen didn't want to hurt her.

If it wasn't for her stalking, the vixen would have no chance of revenge on her.

Everything is totally different from what the vixen said.

Does the vixen hurt when she says those words?

Mo Yunshan's mind was in a mess, he didn't know how to face the vixen and their relationship.

She only knew that she should compensate the vixen no matter what, because she left ten years ago, because of what her father did, and came back to mess up the vixen's life because of self-assertion.

Yin Ruli put a glass of water on the bedside, took out the bottle of sleeping pills from the drawer, took out two pills and swallowed them with the water.

Just about to go to bed, the doorbell rang.

It's already 11 o'clock at night, who will come?

She turned on the monitor at the door. Under the dim light, there was a familiar face.

Yin Ruli turned off the screen and ignored it.

But the doorbell kept ringing one after another.

She opened the door with a cold face: "Visit late at night, what's the matter?"

"I come to apologize to you." Mo Yunshan looked solemn, "Apologize to you for everything."

"If Ms. Mo is talking about that boring article, then don't pay attention to it. Now some media will always fabricate some exaggerated facts in order to attract people's attention. What kind of love-hate entanglement, it sounds like the eight o'clock file Soap opera, it's ridiculous." Yin Ruli said, "I'm ready to take a rest, see you, Miss Mo."

"Since you told me to ignore these things, why should I care? Do you think that I will retreat when you push me away again and again?" Mo Yunshan smiled bitterly, "You push me away again and again like this. Fucking me, it just makes me feel like you never stopped loving me."

Yin Ruli smiled, "Miss Mo's logic is really different from ordinary people's. Do you think that the more I hurt you with words, the more I love you? Are you too narcissistic or am I not clear enough?"

"I can't ignore the fact that my father hurt you. No matter what I do, I want to make it up. Otherwise, I will feel guilty for the rest of my life. You just know that I will, so you do everything you can to push me away, right?" Mo Yunshan straightened Staring straight at Yin Ruli, "You used me to boost Mo's stock price. The time you said those words to me was so close to the time when the report appeared. You just don't want me to feel so guilty, do you?"

"Miss Mo's imagination is too rich." Yin Ruli took a step closer, "I didn't know that I was so powerful in your eyes, and I had planned so much in advance, and I didn't know that I was so great in your eyes. Are these just to ease your guilt?"

She looked at Mo Yunshan's face for a moment, "Isn't it a little too funny?"

Mo Yunshan also took a step forward and stepped into the house, "It's been like this since before. When I took a step forward, you paved the next 99 steps. How do you know that we can pave it together? It won't be better? How do you know if I want to be protected by you, do you know that I also want to protect you well, protect you from any harm. Do you know how much I feel sorry for you when I see you like this? "

Yin Ruli sneered lightly: "What's the difference between you being like this and counting the money for the other party after being sold? Do you think it's revenge if I torture you for nothing? If so, it proves that I tortured you well. not enough."

"I'd rather you torture me, I'd rather you vent all the grievances of these years on me than torture yourself like this! Do you dare to look into my eyes and say that you don't love me at this moment? Or do you dare to say that you really don't love me?" Do you want me to go far away and not bother you again?" Mo Yunshan grabbed Yin Ruli's wrist and pushed up the sleeve.

"If so, what are these?"

There are several teeth marks on Yin Ruli's arm.

"You have been like this since before. When you want to hold back your tears, you will bite your arm. You don't want people to see your fragility, but when I see you pretending to be strong, my heart hurts. It hurts more than seeing you Tears hurt even more!"

After a long time, Mo Yunshan showed a shy smile, "Even the me in my 20s never believed that you would do anything to hurt me. If you really want me to have a bad life, just tell me about it earlier , I don't have any intentions to compete for the best actress, I just can't wait to make up for the damage you have suffered because of me. No matter what you want me to do, I will do it without hesitation, even if you want me to jump into the fire Not even blinking an eye."

"It's getting late, Miss Mo, please go back." Yin Ruli broke free from Mo Yunshan's hand.

Mo Yunshan turned around and closed the door, with his back to Yin Ruli, silent for a long time.

"Yin Ruli, we are not young anymore, can you stop treating me like a child, making it so difficult for me to take a look at your wound? I know you blamed me for not trusting you ten years ago. Believe in you at all times, why can't you trust me once?" She still didn't turn around when she said these words.

Yin Ruli said, "If your father never wakes up, do you owe me or I owe you?"