cosine of desire

Excited.Lin Yujing noticed that she was wandering on the edge of grief and joy, so he led her to the piano and played her own piano piece "Summer".He once secretly swore that this piano piece dedicated to Xia Tian would only remain on the CD to commemorate the golden time of the water town in Hunan, but over the years he has never forgotten Xia Xia’s graceful figure, so much so that his memories of her merged into Zheng Qie’s figure .He pressed the keys, and the elegant poems like flowing clouds and flowing water called for the secret and distant silence in his heart, and the graceful and graceful movements touched the soft and fragile waves of emotion.

This is Zheng Qi's first time listening to Lin Yujing's performance, and the wonderful sound of nature opened the door of love for her.In the next few weeks, she locked herself in the small dormitory, playing love songs on a loop with the joyful love and slight loss that she tried her best to suppress, and endured loneliness tossing and turning in the silent night. Is it song or love.She finally suppressed her embarrassment and called Lin Yujing, who expressed this as a progressive friendship.The follow-up time silhouette is like a dream.They roamed in Chaoyang Park in their spare time, walked along the moat, saved up money to buy movie tickets, climbed to the top of Fragrant Hills to watch the sunrise, and even the remaining clues were full of love.Lin Yujing devotes himself to the creation of piano music, and each stave is deeply immersed in the yearning for Zheng Qie. The inspiration of the music rushes to his heart with the burst of emotion; She regained consciousness, and she began to study hard all night, vowing to win the favor of the unit with excellent academic qualifications after graduation, and get rid of family and financial shackles.The love finally reached its peak under the matching of the two.On the evening of August [-]nd, Qixi Festival, Lin Yujing invited Zheng Qie to the solo room of the piano workshop.The narrow, cylindrical performance room was dimly lit, lit only by candles placed over the piano head.Wearing a suit borrowed from Zhang Lingyan, Lin Yujing placed the piano score carefully drawn for many days in the center, her pale hands lay flat on the spotless keys, the veins on the back of her hands illuminated by the faint candlelight were well-defined.A love song, Zheng Qie speculates with his intuition about music, a love song dedicated to her.Standing on the right side of Lin Yujing, she closes her eyes and feels the love poem transformed by ethereal music: Candlelight embellishes us/the pure hope of the dreamer/the rainbow appears and disappears/the sun shines on eternity.

Until now they have not made a conclusion on who confessed first.The secret of being a couple cannot be kept in the heart for a long time. Within a week, many colleagues sincerely congratulated Lin Yujing one after another, although they knew that he had to work harder to continue the difficult love in the capital. "In the future, you want to get married and live here," Zhang Lingyan warned him after hearing the news. "It's impossible without enough property." The environment is really scary.She pulled down the rope, and saw a lonely plank bed under the orange light, the dark brown walls were covered with dust and gave off a stench, and the dilapidated wardrobe in the corner seemed to be in ancient times, with scattered shirts and music manuscripts in it. "I didn't expect the environment where you live to be so bad." She spoke cheerfully and bluntly, and the shock when she first arrived dissipated in a relaxed conversation.Zheng Qie did not back down because of the harshness, but continued to visit with cooked food. Even when she learned that Lin Yujing had caught a cold and had a fever unexpectedly, she carefully selected mung beans to make soup, and brought the warm soup from Jialian pot to Xinxing Nanli , because Lin Yujing's residence only provides communal kitchens and toilets, where the light is dim, rats and ants are frequent, and it is a shelter and gathering place for swarms of cockroaches.Local residents saw that the two acted intimately and frequently, and even had the illusion that they were husband and wife. "You can't stay here anymore. This place will destroy your body bit by bit. I have asked for leave from Qinfang for you." Zheng Qie whispered to Lin Yujing. Coughing constantly in the quilt, he swallowed antipyretics with mung bean soup.

Lin Yujing did not bow to the many pressures of life, but tried every means to expand her ability to make a living.He handed over some of the piano pieces he had composed to Zhang Lingyan, who hurriedly entrusted them to the general manager of the record company for appreciation.The manager was surprised when he heard it, and then praised the young man's extraordinary talent, saying that those outstanding piano pieces can be used as the background music of the video advertisement.Lin Yujing received his first salary from the record company that night.He was ecstatic, his face was radiant, and he hugged Zhang Lingyan for a long time, because his songwriting talent was finally manifested in Beijing.He invited Zhang Lingyan and Zheng Qie to dinner. "Sorry, I brought a newcomer, we can get to know each other," Zhang Lingyan introduced when everyone gathered in the cafe, "His name is Yu Xian, and he can be said to be my confidant in literature. Desire, he just let me know Your people, you two can be said to be fellow villagers."

Chapter 5

The tenderness of that party is the friendship between Lin Yujing and Yu Xian.Before that, he had listened to Zheng Qie's many stories about the past in the capital, but he had never felt so deeply the love and hatred views of foreigners towards big cities, and Yu Xian, as a fellow villager who had already taken root in the capital, was deeply touched by him.He was born and raised in Beijing, and he has visited the streets and alleys of the capital. The slender appearance of the southerners cannot conceal the roughness and toughness of the north.In the evening of the second day, Lin Yujing and Yu Xian invited each other to Yuan Dadu City Wall Ruins Park.The Xiaoyue River in the Panda Circle Island section of the park is calm, and it spans from Anzhenmen to Jiandemen as straight as a string.They stood on the stone bridge in the middle of the Xiaoyue River, looking at the pedestrians on the bank through the antique street lamps.The two young men were silent for a long time facing the breeze, enjoying the beautiful night scene and the emptiness and silence.In the end, it was Lin Yujing who broke the silence.

"Last night I shared with you my experience in Hunan, and now I want to hear your story in Beijing."

In the early summer of ten years ago, Yu Guangli and Yang Guang dragged their luggage to the Desiree Community, and the red leather suitcase with the Eiffel Tower engraved on it slid across the rough road.The skinny son Yu Xian is carrying a bag, looking at the fresh things with clear eyes: one side of the tall building is covered with scarlet paint, the white paint advertising slogan "You can't forget it" on the emerald green shed, And one or two elderly people who are not wearing any respiratory protection tools and are comfortably leaning on chairs to bask in the sun.Yu Guangli opened the main iron door of the building, and Yang Guang dragged the red suitcase into the damp and dark corridor with great effort. Yu Xian, who was still standing outside the door, looked up at the dark red sign: "Three Gates".The flickering voice-activated lights in the corridor tightened their bodies, quietly watching Yang Guang struggling to carry the suitcase.Dust fell from the trunk, drifting toward corners and plastic railings already covered in grime.The new home has arrived.Turning the brand-new door lock in the corner of the eye, a damp musty smell came out as the brown-red iron door opened, and then occupied the entire corridor.

Several family and friends were invited to bring second-hand furniture to their new home: a sofa carved with multicolored floral decorations, a dark green carpet with stripes, foldable metal chairs with pink upholstery, and a wooden table.Bedding and kitchen utensils were purchased at the Panda Market, and the wooden double bed was also delivered by the moving company.During the spare time of arranging the furniture, Yang Guang took the cosine to walk around the whole Desili community based on her experience of taking nephews and nieces to hang out in the past years.They have been to the "Begonia Flower Creek" in the city wall ruins of Yuan Dynasty. The clear river in the ruins park reflects the withered and yellow weeds on the bank, the blue sky and tourists of all ages; Cinemas with various shades of light; the Xiaoyue River in the Ruins Park extends to the other side, and the now-relocated Panda Huandao Wholesale Market is where Yang Guang buys on weekends.At that time, supermarkets and chain convenience stores had not yet taken root in that area, and various sellers who sold a wide variety of daily necessities gathered in the wholesale market to rent shops for transactions.At night, under the dark cover, the young man showing off his superb stunts is stepping on a skateboard and jumping back and forth in Desiree Square. When cosine is watching this wonderful night performance, he will take a deep breath when he sees every fancy gesture, which he cannot understand These youths will risk their lives to complete high-risk actions in exchange for applause from others.Sitting on the sidelines, Yu Guangli was calm, as if all this was not worth mentioning to his rich experience.He looked boredly at the light and shadow that flitted swiftly when the young man leaped and jumped, and listened to the low friction sound between the roller and the ground with a little appreciation: he seemed to be a sleepy student lying on the desk, receiving teaching with his ears A meaningless remark from a staid history teacher.

The peculiar layout of the residential buildings in Desiree attracted Yu Xian, and Building No. 19 was a place where he often came and went.It was a building on the right side of the three-story building of the neighborhood committee. When entering the ground floor, people could smell the faint fragrance of washing powder. In the dark parking room, there was only one voice-activated light emitting yellow light for illumination, and the car mat was covered with dust. In the dark corner where cockroaches and ants roam freely, it is extremely difficult to recognize their size without a flashlight.The compartment next to the outer staircase belongs to Zhou Luoxi, a middle-aged worker. She has bought it since the last century and opened a tailor shop with the sewing skills she learned during her previous wanderings.At that time, there were only three families living in this newly renovated residential building. A welfare home for the elderly was established next to the office building of the neighborhood committee. In the garden, the leaves covering the light blue sky were dense and shaded. The asphalt pavement formed pearly spots.Tall chimneys stand between the residential buildings as a symbol. The chimneys are covered with black marks. Billowing white smoke from the mouth.

Liu Xiao, who lives in Changchun on the same floor as Zhou Luoxi, is running a food store inside the community. At five o'clock every day, he rides a tricycle with an iron frame bumping around