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There is a canteen in Li Village, which not only sells drinks and snacks, but also cigarettes and liquor.

Many people made money in the city, came back to buy materials to repair the houses, and boasted to each other that they built small garden houses; The adobe houses with slightly better conditions can live in old-fashioned brick houses.

Cheng Kongqian's "former residence of a pirated disc shop" is half adobe house, half brick wall. It has been idle for many years and finally gave it to a new owner.The new owner not only did not renovate the house, but opened a canteen inside and hired people to manage the business.

Children who go to and from school often visit, and there are also old people who buy daily necessities here.

Before Cheng Weizhi said that one day he won the lawsuit, he must hire a team to distribute leaflets overwhelmingly with gongs and drums, and the leaflets printed the result that his father was finally cleared of his grievances.Later, when the lawsuit was really won, Cheng Weishi didn't want to be so extravagant.However, he still burned a copy of the verdict, and went to Taocun Reservoir to worship the clear lake water three times, and kowtowed a few times. It turned out that when Taocun was not flooded, his father's tombstone right here.

Duan Kejia came forward and asked the village head to inform the whole village, saying that there was an unjust, false and wrong case in Li Village, and now Cheng Kongqian, the person involved, has finally been wronged.

Today, except for a few elderly people in the village, most of the villagers don't know or have forgotten who Cheng Kongqian is.Originally, when everyone passed by the small shabby house that had not been inhabited for a long time, if they had any doubts, they would probably be told the rumors of a green hat murderer. Just listen to it and enjoy it, you won't be convinced.

But it won't get into it.

But now, after the village head yelled at him, the whole village began to feel sympathy for this poor "green hat murderer", especially those young people in the village who have been influenced by foreign cultural thoughts in recent years.Some young people who were aggrieved even went to the old temple a few kilometers away from the village to burn some high-quality incense for Cheng Kongqian, hoping that Cheng Kongqian could rest in peace after death and pray for the Cheng family.The Cheng family's parents received a lot of sympathetic gifts, food such as chicken, duck, pig, sheep, fruit and seafood, daily necessities such as wool rolls, and admission tickets for P city ice sculptures for leisure and entertainment, and so on.

However, there was another woman from outside the village.Like these young people, she burned incense and kowtowed for the deceased Cheng Kongqian, wishing him a peaceful life in the underworld and peace in his eyes.

But she didn't pray for the Cheng family's parents, nor did she give them gifts.

The woman was wearing a face scarf and dark glasses.She wasn't afraid that anyone would recognize her—she believed that after so many years, no one would recognize her.

She fell ill, and the skin on her face and body began to fester, and the flesh on her legs began to stink.

She has a son.She had seen her son on TV and knew he made a lot of money doing it.

She left without saying goodbye, leaving only a letter in the rental house.Because I don't want to drag my son down.

She knew she would not live long.

The woman learned the news that the dead man had finally been rehabilitated on the Internet, and immediately bought a ticket to return to her hometown, wanting to take another look at the place where they grew up together before leaving this world.

Tao Village is low-lying and has been flooded by the river now. Most of the villagers have moved to several other villages and towns.She walked around in front of the canteen in Li Village a few times, and vaguely saw a man who was also wearing sunglasses and a mask (or a mask) poked his head out, and quickly shrank back.

Knowing a child is like a father.Knowing a child is like a mother.

Even if there is a mask in front of her son, she can still recognize him.

She felt that Brother Cheng must have recognized him at that time.

Walking on the road in Li Village, she couldn't help thinking about what happened in Tao Village.

She remembered—

In the autumn of that year, her father was seriously ill, and his head was swollen a lot.I went to the county hospital for two or three months, but my family's savings were all spent, and nothing got better.

She learned how to make some handmade accessories and sold them in small markets.I get up before dawn every day. In order to save money, I don’t turn on the lights. I use the moonlight outside the house and the sunlight at dawn to make ornaments. My fingers can be pricked and bleed every day.She was afraid that Brother Cheng would be worried, so every time she went to call Cheng's house, she deliberately avoided the matter of her father's serious illness, and only said how happy she was every day.

Later, she really couldn't afford the money for medical treatment, so she had to ask Brother Cheng's parents to borrow money.

The life of Cheng's family is not rich, and they borrowed 5000 yuan from her at first, but they don't want to see her anymore.The elders of the Cheng family didn't want their future daughter-in-law to bring a terminally ill old father to marry.One more mouth to eat, but this mouth is still a waste of energy and money.

One day, she found out that she was pregnant and panicked.

One night before Brother Cheng left, they hugged each other and lay down, sucking and kissing the tears on each other's faces, and then they got along well...it was so natural.When she woke up the next day, Brother Cheng had already left, but left a note on the table telling her to pay attention to her body.She secretly read the village doctor's book, which said that she was in a safe period at that time, so she didn't care.

Unexpectedly, she was really pregnant.

It just so happened that Cheng Kongqian called his home that day and asked his family to find her to answer the phone.Although the Cheng family gradually alienated her, they didn't tell Cheng Kongqian their prejudice against her, so they asked her to answer the phone.

She was very flustered, and her palms kept sweating during the call, but in the end she still didn't tell the secret - after all, it was in front of the Cheng family's parents.The thinking in their village is very traditional, and any unmarried girl who is pregnant will definitely become the laughing stock of the villagers after dinner.She was afraid that the Cheng family's elders would think that she was the kind of woman who was unruly and shameless.

Therefore, she decided to put it on hold for the time being, and wait until she finds an opportunity to talk about it later.

Er Tiao, Cheng Kongqian's good buddy, happened to come to Cheng's family to visit Cheng's parents that day.Er Tiao stayed at the Cheng family for dinner, but the Cheng family's parents also kept her for dinner for the first time.

During dinner, Erjou drank, and looked at her in the wrong way.

The Cheng family let her stay overnight, but she didn't think much about it.

But in the middle of the night, Erjo sneaked into her room and raped her.

She was crying in the room, shouting so loud that it almost knocked the roof off, but no one came to rescue her.

Er Tiao's father is very well-connected in Tao Village, and it is said that he is going to run for the next village head, so of course such scandals are not allowed to be exposed.

Er Tiao originally just wanted to find excitement, to bully his friend's wife, how could he have so many worries.Just after Erjo was worried that she would make a publicity after the incident, a gangster friend in the county told him doggedly that he had an idea.

So, on a rainy night, some gangsters from outside the village broke in and gang-raped her.

And stuffed money in her dirty tattered clothes.

Sure enough, they know what gossip is most afraid of a traditional woman.

They didn't know, or they knew, but they didn't care - on the bed not far away, her seriously ill father was lying there, unable to speak or move, and could only hear her heart-piercing words screams.

You see, she can't even speak clearly now.

Not many women have the courage to maintain the cognition of "I am not wrong" amidst the accusations of "You are not chaste".

Even at the beginning, she felt that she was a complete victim. She felt that everyone in the village owed her and owed her an apology. Her reason was gradually drowned out by the villagers' accusations and disappeared.She subconsciously realized how dirty and despised she was.

But her father still needs money for medical treatment, so...

She thought, just continue to be dirty like this.

During the darkest weeks of her life, she received a letter from Brother Cheng.Ah, it turned out that the other party didn't know what happened to her.He asked her in the letter why she didn't answer his calls these days, and he was very anxious.

In her reply letter, she made up a beautiful life that only existed in dreams, wrote it down, and sent it back according to the address, as if nothing happened.

Every other month, she would write one after receiving one.

Even she herself felt that she was too hateful.She is a liar.Doing the most despicable job every day, but living in the letter as a naive girl with unlimited hopes and longings.

She knew that it was impossible for her and Cheng Ge'er in this life, so she decided to give birth to the child in her womb, at least she could have a thought in this life, telling herself, look, this is the crystallization of my lover and me in this life.

The momentary impulse made her regret several times.Because she was destined to be an irresponsible mother in her life.

Her son is called "Unknown" by her, and he has no surname or specific name, because she is afraid that others will know the son's biological father and discredit Cheng Kongqian's life.

It's better for a decent man not to have anything to do with a woman like her.

The old father died not long after, and her temper became more and more irritable. After meeting Brother Cheng again, the shock and despair in his eyes made her hysteria reach its peak.

On the one hand, she can't control her emotions and loses her temper with her son, beating and scolding at every turn; on the other hand, she hopes that her son can grow up smoothly, she loves him dearly and loves him.

It took a long time before she realized that this was a sign of a mental problem.And when she realized this problem, her son was lost at some point.She washed her face with tears all day long, had no heart to work, and even had no heart to eat or sleep.Dressed in her gaudy clothes, she searched everywhere for her lost son.

She was afraid that her son would be abducted by human traffickers.Predicting that her son might be begging on the street with missing arms and legs...she would wake up from the dream, drenched in cold sweat.

Unexpectedly, one day, the son came back alone, and he became a stutter.She hugged him and wept bitterly, and wrapped him a drawer of meat buns with her own hands.

Another day, she asked about her son's whereabouts when he disappeared.The son stammered and said to her: "I went to Cheng Kongqian's place... He, he asked me to call him, his father!"

She heard a shock and took a big step back, her legs trembling uncontrollably.

Seeing her son's fearful and bewildered expression, she vaguely recalled that there seemed to be something wrong with her spirit, her own identity, that she was an unchaste woman, and that she was an irresponsible mother who couldn't give her son a bright future. s future……

If, if you can recognize your ancestors and return to your ancestors...

She picked up the high-heeled shoes at hand and made a move to hit him deliberately, making him run out crying.

She closed the door directly in the room, and shouted from behind the door: "I don't know! Don't call me mother anymore! Go find him!"

In the end, I added another sentence, and brought a crying voice: "I don't want you anymore!"

"I don't want you anymore."

I don't want you anymore-

Recalling this point, she felt that there was no need to continue to recall.

So be it.

She looked in the direction of Li Village's canteen.

Just now, she saw the unknown.

Even though his face was tightly wrapped, she still recognized him.

That was her son, her unknown, the crystallization of her life with her deceased lover.

Son should be doing fine now.

She was ashamed to see Cheng Weishi again, because she was an irresponsible mother.

At this time, the sun was setting, and the water surface of Taocun was gradually covered with a large piece of sparkling sunset glow.

A sunset stained with blood.

It was getting late, she felt, it was time for her to leave.

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Notes for the full text:

① From "Lu Xun's Diary".

②From Rousseau's Confessions.

③Marx quoted Dunning's "Trade Unions and Strikes": "If capital has a 50.00% profit, it will take risks."

④From Bian Zhilin's "Broken Chapter": "You decorate other people's dreams."

⑤ "Pedro Paramo" in the main role.

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