A scheming first love dressed as a school grass

The sarcasm on his face was undisguised, as if he was saying: Xu Mi, do you dare to look at your heart?

It seems to be saying: Xu Mi, are you really stupid or hypocritical?Want to play some tricks again.

He took risks all the way to accompany him to seek medical treatment, and went up the mountain to find medicine for him regardless of difficulties.The world of ice and snow, the bone-chilling wind, all he cared about was the reason why he did these things, didn't he care about whether he was in pain, was he afraid?

The cold gaze, as if looking at a stranger, he obviously came here for him.

The nose was suddenly sore, and the coldness and tingling brought by the howling wind and the wet and cold snow were not as good as the heart.

Xu Mi thought in his heart: You are such a fool, you obviously have nothing, and you don't know how to protect your only heart.

Slowly pursing his lips, that cold smile was very much like Qi Yao's once, his soft voice was stained with coldness, "Yes, I can be so good to every friend, as long as he can give me what I want , it's not just you."

As long as Qi Yao can give me what I want, I will not leave him.

The clear handwriting on the diary appeared in Qi Yao's mind, overlapping with Xu Mi's own words, and the feeling of congestion in his heart made him almost out of breath.

Qi Yao held his breath and looked at Xu Mi with an indifferent expression: "What do you want to change this time? I told you to say it straight away, and it took so much trouble."

Xu Mi's smile deepened, and she wanted to stand up and talk to him instead of looking up at him, but found that her legs and feet were stiff and unable to move, so she simply moved and changed to a sitting position.

"What you get in exchange for benefits is not as good as what you are willing to give. I treat you better, and you treat me more affection. It will always come in handy. You see, it's not because I treat you that you like it." Fuck me? I don't even care about my lying to you or my father. "

Xu Mi paused, and changed his breath: "It's the same for other people, just cheat and coax, and you will get what you want."

Seeing the silence on Qi Yao's face disintegrate little by little, and his face became extremely ugly, Xu Mi didn't feel any better.It turns out that duplicity is just a weak defense, it's cowardice, it's evasion, it's Xu Mi's most annoying method.

Feelings are really a troublesome thing, which makes people not like themselves, or even hate themselves.

Qi Yao sneered, "Xu Mi, don't take yourself too seriously. Do you think I really like you? There are many people who treat me well, please me, and are willing to pay for me. Quite a few of you. I won’t be able to get in like a stupefied young man because of such a little false kindness.”

"Really, that's the best, just because I'm tired of this game." After a while, Xu Mi reluctantly got up, patted the snow on his body, and smiled, "Here, take it, when I Donate to charity, Master Qi, goodbye."

Goodbye is not a friend, but a partner of interest.Xu Mi's heart twitched, and only when his feelings became clear did he realize the pain in his heart.

"Just leave like this? What about the reward? Do you think I care about your charity?"

Looking at his staggering back, the black mist in Qi Yao's eyes became thicker, and his voice seemed to be mixed with crushed ice, which was stingingly cold.

"You don't know yet, I agreed to come to Dr. Xu with you because I had already contacted him. He saw me a doctor, not because of the test, nor because of your flattery."

Qi Yao's tone was full of malice, just to ruthlessly puncture those good things.

Everything is false, and Xu Mi is also in Qi Yao's game.He said he liked it, but never really believed it.

After being pointed out by him, those doubts were solved, and he was played like a monkey.

My whole body hurts from the inside to the outside, I can't say where it hurts more, it's probably numb.

It's also good to turn your back on him, he can't see all his emotions, and it has nothing to do with him.

Xu Mi sniffed, pretending to be calm: "Really? That's just right, the two are settled. We are not good people, it's better to talk about interests, Young Master Qi, let's not insult our feelings."

Qi Yao silently looked at his back, frowning unconsciously, as if a big stone was blocked in his heart.

"Xu Mi, won't you be angry if you're cheated? Even if it's acting, haven't you put your heart into it for so long?"

Qi Yao asked persistently, his hands gripping the handrail hard, his knuckles turned white.

Xu Mi laughed lightly, "I'm sorry, Young Master Qi, a person of my status is not worthy to talk to you sincerely, you should find someone who is willing to talk to you, anyway, as you said, I am not the only one."

After speaking, he kept walking down the mountain, and ran into the villagers who had found him.

"Xiao Xu, are you okay? You're worried about me."

The eldest brother who led the way looked anxious, and the worry and concern in his eyes were genuine.

Look, a stranger who has only been with him for a day, the first thing he does when he finds him is to ask him: Are you okay?

Xu Mi wanted to cry, but she was so tired that even crying seemed difficult.

Then smile, how easy it is, just pull your lips.

"Brother, I'm fine, I'm sorry to trouble you, let's go down the mountain."

Xu Mi was weak, and his body shook violently, and was supported by his elder brother.

Originally, I thought that when I saw Qi Yao, I would tell him that I was in pain.He also wants to be cared about, someone he can confide in and rely on, instead of just pretending to be strong.

Qi Yao's pupils shrank, his fingers subconsciously pressed the button, and then stopped.

Seeing Xu Mi walking away slowly, the big stone in Qi Yao's heart was getting bigger and bigger, weighing down the whole atrium, making it difficult to breathe.

"Master, shall we go down the mountain?"

The cold wind was bitter, and it hurt people's faces. If they stayed for a long time, they would definitely be frozen, the leader's subordinates boldly asked.

Qi Yao didn't answer his question, with some incomprehensible emotions on his face, as if he was asking a question, or talking to himself: "Is he in pain after being frozen all night?"

There was a cut on the white face, and the edges were red and swollen; the hands were red from the cold, and there were new injuries, and the legs... after kneeling in the snow for so long, it must have been very painful.

The subordinates thought they were asking him, and replied honestly: "Young master, if you spend a night outside in this damn weather, you will be fatal if you don't die."

Qi Yao remained silent for a long time, letting the cold wind shave his face red, feeling the stinging pain carefully.He still wants it, and it hurts even more.

"Master, let's go down the mountain."

His subordinates couldn't stand it anymore, and he couldn't stand the cold, so he tried to persuade him again.

"Well, let's go the other way"

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When I returned to the old Chinese doctor, the sky was already bright.

Hearing footsteps in the yard, the old Chinese doctor immediately put on his shoes and came out, with a serious face: "Xiao Xu, hey, just come back."

He seemed to want to say something, but held back, patted the boy on the shoulder, and sighed.

"Everything is ready, go to the club, and the medicine should be ready when you come out."

The old Chinese doctor staggered in and explained in a slow voice.

It is rare for an old Chinese doctor to be so considerate and caring. Even if he knew that he and Qi Yao had lied to him together, Xu Mi couldn't get angry with him.After all, he didn't ask either.

"Thank you, Grandpa Xu."

Xu Mi smiled slightly, but that smile was different after all.

Of course, the old Chinese doctor also noticed that little alienation, and guessed he knew it.

There is nothing to explain, the old Chinese doctor nodded and went to see the stove.

Soaking himself in the hot water, the wounds all over his body exploded, the pain made him sweat, but his legs still felt cold, and his forehead was also cool when pressed against it.

I've never felt so much pain, from body to heart.Xu Mi is really a person who can't bear the pain, the tears that he held back for a long time finally flowed down when no one was around.

Xu Mi covered his eyes with his palms, letting himself vent quietly.

Xu Mi, just this once, really really stop being stupid in the future.You don't have the qualifications to be presumptuous, you don't have extravagant capital, and you have more important things to do.

After you think about it, your novels will be put on the screen, and the joys and sorrows and fantasy adventures you write will be shown to everyone.

And mother, she will come back sooner or later, she is still waiting for you to become stronger and help her hold up the sky.

Xu Mi, you have no right to be weak, after crying, it's over.It's not worth it, don't be greedy for the warmth that doesn't belong to you.

"how is he?"

Qi Yao looked at the old doctor quietly and asked.

The old Chinese doctor glared at him, "What did you say to him? The child's mental stimulation is not small."

Qi Yao was startled, and said nonchalantly, "It's just telling the truth."

"Tell me about you, who did he work so hard for? He was injured like that, and let him come back alone. Who knows what you did?"

The old Chinese doctor looked at him with eyes that hated iron but steel.

"He doesn't need to know."

Qi Yao said lightly, being known is just one more point that he can laugh at.

"All right, all right, just keep your mouth shut. Anyway, there are no major problems, but there are many minor problems. You have a fever, and you need to heal your body for a long time." The old Chinese doctor showed a little worry on his face, "I still have to find someone Come and take care of us, the three of us are neat and tidy now."

Qi Yao was silent, "Understood, I will arrange."

"You arrange, your arrangement is useless, and Xiao Xu has to be willing to accept it."

The old Chinese doctor said meaningfully, and it was just his guess.

Will he leave?

Qi Yao thought for a while, it was already like this, and it made no difference whether he left or not.Is it necessary to stop?Are you eligible to stop?

"Take me upstairs."

Qi Yao said to his followers.

The room was quiet, only the sound of even breathing.

Xu Mi was lying on the bed, her face was flushed, and a veil was placed on her forehead.

The sockets of his eyes were red, he didn't know if it was from the heat, or...

Qi Yao watched silently for a while, but did not approach after all.

"Help me clean another room."

He ordered to take it.

When Xu Mi woke up, the room was pitch black.

Qi Yao didn't come back to sleep, thinking about it, he knew that he would not come back, and now he wished he could not see himself.

If it weren't for the physical condition, Xu Mi would not have kept it, and no matter how many times he met, it would only add to each other's hearts.

The quilt smelled of Qi Yao, so Xu Mi folded it and put it aside, went to the cabinet to search again, it was not as thick, but it could barely cover it.

Sleeping on a 1.5-meter bed alone feels too spacious. Habits are a terrible thing.

When I was with Qi Yao, the quilt was always easy to warm, unlike now, my feet were still cold, even after I had slept.

Every time I woke up, I was either hugging him or tucked into his arms, from embarrassment at the beginning to self-righteousness later.

Some things, bit by bit, inadvertently seep into your life.

And now, we have to remove them one by one.