Hideko Sookie Biography

After this afternoon, Xiuzi had the urge to try with Shuji. In fact, she had guessed some of Shuji's thoughts all along. After all these years, no matter how restrained Shuji was, the emotions she inadvertently revealed, Xiuzi Being so smart, I have already felt it, but I just don't want to touch it.Now she began to want to practice Shuji as an opponent. She was not afraid of the problems of the opposite sex and the same sex. On the contrary, she thought it would be more challenging.She began to tease Shu Ji with her body movements, but Shu Ji's reaction was neither dodging nor responding, love is still very sacred in her heart, she hoped that Xiuzi would think clearly, Xiuzi often does it before thinking, or just does not think, Often a relationship is over, and she still hasn't figured it out.At present, Shuji is very clear about what Xiuzi means. It's not that she must be Shuji, she just has some interest in Shuji.Shuji didn't want to be like her predecessors, who were left behind by her after the passion. She thought that she must be a little different in Xiuzi's heart.This time, Xiuzi couldn't figure out what Shuji was thinking. She didn't say a word about liking or love, but she showed it everywhere in her behavior.In fact, what Shu Ji wants is not that kind of romantic love. She thinks that if she wants to start, she needs to be clear about it, everyone should make it clear, and then treat each other seriously, instead of consuming each other's flesh together like that.But Xiuzi believes in her experience too much. In the past, she and her boyfriends have always abided by some customary gentleman's agreements. Some things on the table mean that they have to promise something, and she can't do those responsibilities at all. Since In this way, she can't say it, otherwise she will become an emotional liar.

Shu Ji is the first person that Xiuzi can't touch, Shu Ji is not a master, her relationship experience is still blank, maybe this is called being strong without desire.After that, Xiuzi dispelled other thoughts about Shuji, and occasionally went to see her when she was in a bad mood or bored.Fortunately, everyone didn't say anything, so they can still continue to be friends. This is how adults deal with their feelings. Both of them act as if nothing happened.In this society where everyone is independent, no one has to do anything.How could she and Quan Xiuzi give up her entire forest for a tree like Shuji, and she went to fight elsewhere.Shuji is also working hard to run her flower shop. She has opened two branches, but most of the time she still stays in the old shop, because Xiuzi only knows the address here.

As she grew older, Xiuzi changed boyfriends less frequently. She began to find someone to settle down with, but none seemed suitable.Her boyfriends are all okay to fall in love, but they are not ready for marriage.Xiuzi doesn't want to talk about that kind of love anymore, she is a little tired.

Xiuzi also put Shuji in the consideration list, but Xiuzi knew what kind of person she was, she was fickle, and her relationship could not last long. She didn't want to hurt Shuji.But Shu Ji has a special feeling that attracts her.Shu Ji is as clear and thorough as tea, which can make people absolutely relax, and you won't get drunk no matter how much you drink.So they lived not too far away.Xiuzi dominates their relationship, and Shuji has been working hard to make herself outstanding. When she felt that she could finally do it, she conceived a confession, but she just said a few other gossips, before getting to the point, Xiuzi started Sensing something was wrong in the atmosphere, Xiuzi subtly let it go with a few words, and she let Shuji have nowhere to focus.She directly blocked the way forward, "No one should try to tie me with feelings, I will not only love one person." Shuji's confession was stillborn like this, what Xiuzi didn't know was that it was Shuji that day. For her birthday, she turned down all the celebration gatherings of her relatives and friends, just to have the opportunity to reveal the secret she had kept in her heart for many years.Later, Shu Ji also mustered up the courage to try again, but she never had a chance to say that sentence. After Xiuzi's experience in love is so rich that the unarmed Shu Ji has encountered soft nails a few times, she dare not dare.

Finally, Shuji understood that Xiuzi was like the moon in the water, the flower in the mirror, who could always be seen but never got.She really worked hard, tried her best, she couldn't hold on anymore, Shuji was drunk for the first time in her life, after waking up, she went out to cut her long hair, and went back to the store where she had bought flowers two or three times. The customer suddenly boasted to her: "You have become beautiful." This is a young man wearing glasses. Since then, he has come to buy flowers frequently. One day he said that he would send flowers to a girl he liked. He said If you want 11 roses, they must be wrapped delicately.Shu Ji picked the freshest flowers of the day and took twice the usual time to wrap them for him.After he paid the money, she solemnly held the flower to Shuji. Shuji has been sending flowers to others for so many years, but she has never received one. After all, God has never forgotten her. Shuji was moved. , she was too tired, and wanted to find someone to lean on, so she agreed to the other party's invitation to have dinner together.

That night, Shu Ji dressed up and had a formal first date with the other party. It was a very high-end western restaurant.In fact, Xiuzi was also there that night. When Shuji came in holding the man's hand, Xiuzi happened to come out with her male companion. If there were no accidents, the two of them would bump into each other at the door, but Xiuzi's handbag After taking the seat, she went back to get it, and Shuji and the others walked over.After returning from the first appointment, Shuji fell on the bed and suddenly felt a strong longing for Xiuzi. She took her mobile phone and turned to her number. She wanted to broadcast it several times, but finally gave up.The worldly vision and Xiuzi's ambiguous attitude are the two main factors that make her dare not.

In order to sort out her mood, Shu Ji gave herself a long vacation, and she went on a long trip.During this period, Xiuzi came to the store to look for her once, and left after hearing from other clerks that she had gone on a trip.After returning, Shu Ji agreed to the other party's request for a relationship, and then she changed her place of work, and she went to another branch.When Xiuzi went to her shop again and couldn't find her, Xiuzi felt that Shuji seemed to be avoiding her, so she took out her phone and wanted to call her immediately, but after thinking about it, she seemed to have nothing special. I'm afraid it won't fit.Later, there was another time when Xiuzi was doing business near her shop, she purposely swerved her car to pass by the door of her shop.Sitting in the car and looking in through the glass door, there was a strange girl sitting inside, so Xiuzi just drove away.

Shu Ji is going to get married, she walks ahead of Xiu Zi, she accepts her own shortcomings and the imperfection of her life.She finally took the initiative to ask Xiuzi to meet. The place was in a cafe. They hadn't seen each other for almost a year. This time they met each other and found some changes in each other. They seemed to have a lot to say, but they didn't know where to start. How to start.Shuji handed over a red invitation card, telling Xiuzi that she was getting married and would move to another city to settle down after marriage.Xiuzi was very surprised, Shuji had not changed all these years, Xiuzi thought she would always be like this, and then she could always stop by her place at any time.The invitation was so red that it hurt your eyes, Xiuzi didn't reach out to take it. "I'm sorry, I'm going to the bathroom." She wanted to find a place to sort out her emotions. Hiding in the bathroom, her mood suddenly became very bad, a little sour, as if something had been taken away.Something was stuck in her heart, making her unable to tell what she felt, was it envy, jealousy, reluctance or unwillingness?She wanted to grasp something, but her helplessness towards reality and herself made her unable to do what she wanted.

Xiuzi has always felt that she is brave and will do whatever comes to her mind.However, people with Shu Ji's character are always thinking about this and that, and can't move forward.Now it seems that she is another kind of bravery. She accepts what she doesn't have or can't at the beginning, and then she strives for what she wants on this basis. I didn't expect her to walk so steadily step by step.Shu Ji was waiting for her, they sat like this, they had finished talking, but neither of them wanted to leave, so they both tried their best to find something to talk about, but they didn't even know what they said.They wanted to prolong the time of this meeting as long as possible. It is estimated that the only thing left for them in this life is the afternoon in this cafe.From now on, Shuji will be someone else's wife. Shuji is known to Xiuzi, and she will be infinitely loyal to marriage.But her loyalty is to trample on the betrayal between them.But was there anything between them?Not even a kiss.I don't know why Xiuzi felt it so deeply. The faces of the boyfriends who had had many close contacts with her were blurred, but she was the only one who was so clear.

Shu Ji's fiancé came to pick her up in a car, and he was waiting outside. After Shu Ji answered the phone, she got up and said goodbye.Xiuzi looked at Shuji's retreating back through the glass, when a drop of liquid fell into the coffee cup in her hand, it was her tears.The coffee in the cup was already cold.The waiter came to collect Shuji's cup. Her cup was already empty, but the two packets of sugar were intact on the plate. Compared with the bitterness in Shuji's heart, this cup of bitter coffee was really nothing.Xiuzi said to the waiter, "Give me a cup of bitter coffee too, no sugar."

Drinking coffee, Xiuzi recalled the details of getting along with Shu Ji in these years one by one, feeling the scent of Shu Ji in the air, and stayed until the cafe closed before leaving.

There seems to be love between them.