Liu Hansheng talked about the situation with Li Yuluo Beixiao that night.

Li Yu pursed his lips, trying to say something, but finally smiled helplessly.

Already knew that, didn't you?

That's just a joke.

Liu Hansheng turned his head away, unable to bear to say those words.

Don't laugh, it's uglier than crying.

Li Yuluo has a fragile heart but forces herself to become stronger gradually.

Speaking of crying, Liu Hansheng had never seen her cry.

Perhaps on a dark night, when the moonlight shone through the window, Li Yuluo shrank herself in a corner, crying silently?

Such a stubborn Li Yuluo would definitely not want to cry in front of others.

It was getting late at night, Li Yuluo got up to bid farewell.

Liu Hansheng watched the boy leave.

The young man's thin shoulders seemed unable to bear too much weight, the moonlight shone coolly on her shoulders, and the ends of her hair seemed to be able to burst out a little bit of starlight.

That night, the letter from Lihuapuzi did not pass from Dingbei Wangfu to Beishizhong's mansion, nor did it pass from Beishizhong's mansion to Dingbei Wangfu. The rare tacit understanding between the two of them cooled Li Yuluo's heart.

The last few months have been one of sweetness and torment.

Li Yuluo secretly held Bei Xiao's hand in his mind as he walked, chewing on their letters and conversations over and over again, laughing foolishly in his mind alone, turning his head to look at Bei Xiao from time to time.

The two passed by occasionally, Bei Xiao didn't immediately raise her smile, and Li Yuluo didn't stare at her, and quickly lowered his head, pretending that they never met.

As soon as the eyes intersected, they moved away. No one called anyone, as if they didn't know each other.

Of course, if Li Yuluo took the initiative, smiled and called out, it would not have ended in such a result.

But Li Yuluo, her character, her way of doing things, doomed this love that has not begun yet to end in loss, just like the loss of a stranger.

Bei Xiao was neither indifferent nor disgusted, she still said a few words to Li Yuluo a few times, not many times, which was very suitable for the occasion of the pleasantries at that time.

Li Yuluo would reply with a smile and a word or two.

Ok.

Yes.

In fact, she discovered very early on that she and Bei Xiao had nothing to talk about except for some topics in school, and the nonsense with Bei Xiao.

They don't seem to fit.

It's just that Li Yuluo didn't want to admit it.

Facing Bei Xiao, Li Yu's thousand words in his heart turned into monosyllables and a smile the moment he uttered them.

Li Yuluo was not reconciled.

It was the first time she liked someone, and she, who had always been dull, realized that this was love.

She wanted to get closer, but she kept thinking about it.

Because I care too much, I am too careful, so I stay away unconsciously.

Why is this the result?

Do not live by committing sins.

Can't blame anyone.

Not all people are born brave.

Some people, after being hurt, despise their own fragility, break their cowardly cocoon, and tell themselves with the shattered shell that from now on, don't run away anymore.

Every time I shrink back in the future, I will step on those shells, and the wound will never heal, and it will be red at the touch.

So my eyes were red, I wiped away my tears, and stepped forward.

Once you take the first step, it gets easier after that.

Since there will be no intersection with Bei Xiao in the future, let's leave something behind.

It's time to break up, it's okay to buy something.

Of course, it was impossible to send Bei Xiao alone, although Li Yuluo wanted to do so very much.

But reason told her, no.

What should I give?

It definitely couldn't be food, Bei Xiao completely forgot about her after eating.

It has to be something that you can keep around and see often.

Jade pendant?Sachet?

No, no, no, it's too meaningful.

Li Yuluo thought about it and couldn't think of a reason, so he simply took Liu Hansheng out for a stroll.

Every ten-day vacation, the two of them searched for interesting little things everywhere, and Li Yuluo picked out for a long time, selected a few items, carefully packed them by himself, and everything was ready.

This big package was wrapped by Li Yuluo himself. It's not exquisite, and it's a bit ugly to comment on. Li Yuluo couldn't bear to look directly at it, and silently comforted himself. will be thrown away.

There are also a few slightly smaller or similar packages for a few sons and brothers who have a good relationship with her in the school in the past few years, which can be regarded as a deception.

Liu Hansheng looked at the things in his hand, not knowing whether to laugh or cry.

"Even me?!"

He accompanied the selection process throughout.

I almost guessed what was inside, which is too careless.

Li Yuluo snorted and smiled at him.

Liu Hansheng is helpless, this is Li Yuluo, he doesn't know how to care about people, and it's awkward if he really wants to care. He seems to have a distance from everyone, and he doesn't know how to maintain a relationship.

Indifference and indifference have been her disguise for more than ten years. Because of indifference, she is not afraid of losing.

As for whether Li Yuluo is afraid or not, who knows?

On the day the show ended, Li Yuluo waved to Bei Xiao and said less than a few words.

The general idea is to tell her that the gift is placed at the school gate and let her get it by herself.

She had already informed Bei Xiao that there were such things as gifts, and Li Yuluo also specially emphasized that she had given many people.

Bei Xiao smiled and said that he knew.

The two staggered, one went forward, the other went back, and there was no other word.

These few insignificant words may be the last words they said in this life.

As for Li Yuluo, he wanted to hug Bei Xiao at the end of the show, but he didn't know how to bring it up, and it would never come true.

The author has something to say:

Bei Xiao's role is almost over. She is the protagonist, but not her destination.

I don’t know how many words will be written in this article. Before, I thought it would be amazing if the total number of words was [-].

Since it is not a destination, it is always necessary to separate.

Li Yuluo needs to put it down for a while, and slowly figure it out.

When she crawls out of the tortoise shell and can be alone, let's meet the young lady again.

That's when it's really over.

I used to miss this story.Some things have been accumulated for a long time, and then at a certain point, at a certain ordinary time, when I wake up after sleeping, I find that I can suddenly let go.

No need to talk about letting go all day long, but you can't help but see people you have never met before, or even completely different, with flashing side faces, trance voices, no matter how disappointed and helpless you are when you regain your senses.

You don't have to think about it, don't care about it, because it doesn't matter anymore.

The young lady was given to Li Yuluo as a free gift. Anyway, as a biological mother, I have never met it.Spread your hands.

I don't know how many people read this article, maybe one, maybe two, or maybe none.

It’s okay.

Finally, I wish the children who are still struggling to find their own happiness as soon as possible.

Singles, happy Tanabata.Will I be beaten if I write be in this section.

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