I've been to this room

2015 1 Month 17 Day.

There were fewer and fewer people on the avenue, and the lights of the bungalows disappeared one by one, but Xia Mingxiao suddenly jumped up from the bed.

Qin Yuqi is not someone I imagined, he exists, and there will be traces of his existence in the place where he was born and raised. Xia Mingxiao wants to find Qin Yuqi's existence!

Xia Mingxiao ran a lot of places that night, and it was almost dawn.

What a sad transition from naughty boy to nerd.

There may not be anyone in this world who is willing to play rock-paper-scissors with Qin Yuqi and never get tired of it, but at least there are friends who are willing to play basketball with him, and family members who are willing to eat with him and go to and from school together. The existence of human beings can be regarded as the proof that Qin Yuqi existed.

Xia Mingxiao thought it would be great if she spent more time getting close to Qin Yuqi, so that she could be with Qin Yuqi all the time, so that Qin Yuqi would not become so silent and gloomy.

In the evening, Xia Mingxiao bid farewell to her relatives who lived here, and was about to return to Town D. Thinking that she had to walk in the snow for several hours, Xia Mingxiao suddenly felt that the world was so cold.It seems that today is not completely in vain, at least Xia Mingxiao recalled Qin Yuqi's active side.

Oh, I really want to see Qin Yuqi when she was young and late.

Suddenly, I felt that the appearance of a certain young lady following me asking for candy must be very cute.

If only I could go back to the past...

2015 1 Month 17 Day.

Qin Yuqi bid farewell to Master Ghost Escort. It was already dark when she came back from the cemetery. Thinking that Xia Mingxiao was going back to Town D tomorrow and she had to follow her, she detoured back to her hometown to have a look.

Lord Guicha told Qin Yuqi never to do anything that would make him regret, but now he has already regretted it.

Qin Yuqi saw her father lying on the kang tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep, the bags under his eyes almost caught up with the dark eyes; he also said that he would go fishing, mountain climbing, and learn to ride a bicycle with Qin Yuqi, but why couldn't he spare time to accompany Qin Yuqi , Now he has time, but there is no one to accompany him.

Qin Yuqi saw the video of him when he was just learning to walk on her mother's mobile phone, and she showed a smile that was uglier than crying; she liked how this little guy ran around behind her. Ignored Qin Yuqi's bland 'I'm back' now she wanted to hear it, but she couldn't hear it anymore.

Qin Yuqi saw her grandparents looking at his childhood photos and lamenting again and again; they used to expect Qin Yuqi to grow up to hold a great-grandson, but this "growth" is no longer possible

Qin Yuqi saw her cousin telling her little daughter about Qin Yuqi when she was a child, although they all talked about how he bullied Qin Yuqi, of course, there were dumplings with coins in the past, Qin Yuqi almost snatched a coin The embarrassment of being choked to death.

Perhaps, he misunderstood them.

In fact, his family loved him more than anyone thought.

Sorry, I even suspected that you hate me;

I'm sorry, I don't understand your feelings;

Sorry, I should value you more;

I'm sorry, I've always been self-centered;

I'm sorry, I don't realize how much you love me now.

How many people have turned into a lifetime of regret because of a momentary impulse and a momentary blame.

Home is not a shackle, and missing is not a burden. Now I wish I could run back like I used to and say "I'm back!" Then you serve steaming dumplings, and the whole family sits together and says Joking and laughing.

But you can no longer hear my voice and see my appearance.Now I regret that I have been indulging in my own world and not being with you well.But it's too late now.

Please laugh, be light and happy, please see the present happiness clearly, this is my biggest wish now.

Whenever I feel joy and warmth, it must be because you think of me again.

When Qin Yuqi left, she couldn't help but look back at the home that was very close but far away.

Should he say "goodbye" to those family members who love him?

2015 1 Month 19 Day.

Back in D Town, Xia Mingxiao knocked on the door of Qin Yuqi's house. He knew that no one would answer, but he still did so involuntarily.

However, the door opened.

The door was opened by a fashionable middle-aged woman who looked at Xia Mingxiao with dissatisfaction and asked him what's the matter. There was a man's voice in the room urging the woman to come back quickly.

Xia Mingxiao looked blank.

By the way, Qin Yuqi's home has been sold.

He also wanted to tell Qin Yuqi that he had gone to his old house.

He also wanted to tell Qin Yuqi that he missed his childhood.

He also wanted to tell Qin Yuqi that if he had the chance, he still wanted to go home with him...

However, everything that was once held on to was broken.

January 2015, 1.Su Ran

Su Ran was sick and hospitalized.

There are four beds in Ward 301 of the inpatient department of D Town Central Hospital. On the bed by the window is an office lady in her twenties, who seems to be busy all day long.Su Ran was on the bed next to him, and next to him was a little girl who was only seven or eight years old, talking about popular topics that Su Ran couldn't understand all day long.On the bed next to the wall was a sixteen or seventeen-year-old boy, probably a high school student. He didn't usually talk much, but if someone spoke to him, he would definitely respond, and occasionally he would giggle alone.

It snowed heavily last night. In the morning, the little girl with short hair clamored for Xia Mingxiao to accompany her to go outside for a snowball fight, but luckily her mother stopped her.

At noon, Chen Qiumiao came to visit.

In the afternoon, the boy's family came to see him and brought a big fruit basket, but in the end it was shared by other patients in the ward.

In the evening, Su Ran was pushed to the intensive care unit, and then, did not come back to this ward.

2015 1 Month 28 Day.

Xia Mingxiao caught a cold, probably because he froze while taking the bus on the return trip. This time the cold virus was still very strong, and Xia Mingxiao, who was always in good health, was dragged into the hospital alive.

Qin Yuqi followed Xia Mingxiao into the hospital. There are quite a lot of ghosts here, some of them don't even realize that they are dead, and they are still lying on the hospital bed moaning in pain.Seeing a world completely different from the normal scene, Qin Yuqi has been able to accept it silently, anyway, he is also one of the members of Haunted.

That evening, Qin Yuqi saw the man next to Xia Mingxiao's next bed who was sent for emergency treatment because of his serious illness. Within a few hours, he saw him again in the world of ghosts.

"Hi." The man greeted him standing at the door.

"Hi." Qin Yuqi responded.

The author has something to say:

Su Ranxian is a copy of feelings...but a ghost and a person who can't see ghosts...