Rebirth alone
Chapter 126
Deliberate negligence and forgetting brought the derailed people and things back on track. They were busy or self-cultivating in their own way, and they lived in peace with each other, and there was almost no intersection.
Ye Tao lives in Qingning, but he has been ill for a long time. He is already lacking in spirit, and when he is born, he will feel chest tightness, shortness of breath, fatigue and fatigue due to external factors such as seasonal changes. Zhou Ziqian's trouble made him angry again. Body, heart and chest pain in the sick bed, the pain felt like a stab like a twist.
Ye Tao, who has such a tough temper, said to Ah Qing in throbbing pain: "It is better to die than to live like this."
It's not surprising that people have such thoughts when they are in great pain, but Ye Tao is not a person who can say such things.Ah Qing, who had always been calm, couldn't help feeling a little flustered after hearing what he said, and then asked her grandfather who was enjoying his old age to come out of the mountain in a daze.
Ah Lao is kind-hearted and kind-hearted, and has a friendly temperament. He also chatted with Ye Tao for some gossips, and finally diagnosed the same illness as Ah Qing's previous diagnosis: blood stasis and blockage, as long as blood circulation is activated to remove blood stasis, When the heart arteries are unobstructed, the pain disappears.
However, it is not enough to have a well-known doctor and good medicine for the problems in my heart, otherwise Ah Qing will be there, and there is no need to bother Ah Lao to come out of the mountain.
"I heard from the fourth son that Young Master Sun has a bright heart and eyes. Although he is young, he is extremely intelligent. In my opinion, this may not be the case. Of course, Young Master Sun may be covered by illness, or it may be that my old eyes are dim. I didn't see the old man. What a shrewd person, but I see a fool who is entangled in his thoughts." Ah is over a hundred years old, even if he relies on his old man, no one will pick him up, so the old man doesn't have too many taboos, and if Ah Qing can't say anything, the old man will just play it lightly. After saying it, he patted Ye Tao's trembling hand, "My child, your heart is your own. If you don't want it to be easy, it must be hard. If you don't want to suffer, you have to treat it well. I know it's easy to say It is difficult to do it, but no matter how difficult it is, you have to do it, and only if you let it go, it will let you go."
It's not that Ye Tao doesn't understand the truth, but it's really difficult to do it. After all, the heart cannot be controlled by reason.You wrap your afflictions around it one by one, if you wrap it too tightly or deeply, it will be called pain.When you feel unbearable pain and want to remove the shackles, you realize that you have been entangled too much, and you don’t know where your clues have gone, so you can only endure the pain and search bit by bit, even if you want to be free, you still have to let go time.
That night, Ye Tao suffered from heartache again.Ye Tao pressed his heart, his head and back were covered with cold sweat, and his face was almost pale.Accompanied by the palpitations, there is also a lack of oxygen-like suffocation, which makes people wish they could tear open their chests and take out the lump of flesh and blood inside to breathe for a while.Ye Tao pressed his chest tightly, as if he was twitching, his fingers were trembling with spasms.He actually hated himself a little. It was so useless for a big man to be so coquettish and hypocritical!
When Ah Qing was awakened by the noise next door, she ran over before she even had time to put on her shoes.Ye Tao lay prone under the bed, his body bent into a ball, and all the medicine bowls and water cups that had been placed on the bed before fell to the ground, all scattered and messy.
Ah Qing carefully carried Ye Tao back to the bed, and fed him the emergency medicine.I don't know if it's because of the pain or something, but Ye Tao gritted his teeth and refused to take the medicine.
"Don't want to live anymore? Open your mouth!" Ah Qing was anxious, pinching his cheek, forcefully pried open the jaw, and put the medicine in.
"I don't want to die, it's just that I'm living too hard." Ye Tao looked at Ah Qing who was anxious and angry, his eyes were blurred, and his words were a little slurred, "I lived a difficult life in my previous life, and I have to add another one in this life." More words, living so hard for two lifetimes, I don't want to admit defeat, I have to admit defeat."
"I know it's hard for you to live, but you are so young, it's not time to admit defeat, just hold on a little bit longer, and you'll get better after you get through this." Ah Qing is kindhearted, not to mention the benevolence of the doctors. , Seeing Ye Tao like this, it is inevitable that I can't bear it.He stroked Ye Tao's forehead wet with cold sweat to comfort him, "Speak out for suffering, don't just bear it. Don't say you are still a half-grown child, even a person of my age would cry out for suffering like you It hurts, and you will cry when the pain is severe. You are good everywhere, and you are smart, but you are too strong. Why do you have to be so hard on yourself? Who doesn’t want to shed a few tears when the pain is severe? "
For those who want to be strong, soft words are more tearful than insults and accusations. Ye Tao's eyes are sour and his eye sockets are red, but he insists on not letting the tears roll down.However, no matter how strong a person is, there are times when he is weak. When Ye Tao was as drowsy as a dream, those sour tears that collided with his eyes quietly flowed down, wet his pale cheeks, and fell into his temples.What made Ye Tao cry was not this failed relationship, but he was almost unable to bear the ups and downs of two successive lives.He has never expected much, just a little well-being and being alone. Why is it so difficult?
Ah Qing stayed by the bedside all night, and the next morning told Elder Ye about Ye Tao's illness at night. The original intention was to let the old man think more about it when prescribing the medicine, so as not to be too concerned about the damage to the body caused by the medicine and dare not take it seriously. medicine.
"I went over when I heard him fall off the bed? You didn't take care of him in his room?" The benevolent old man frowned, and the heavy red sandalwood walking stick hit Ah Qing's leg. Tell you to receive the consultation fee and enjoy the blessings?"
"I didn't..." Ah Qing twisted her face in pain, and almost jumped up with her calf in her arms, before trying to defend herself, the crutch came again, Ah Qing didn't care about her face, she still jumped away with her calf in her arms up.
The people in the hall looked at each other, no matter how Ah Qing is also a famous doctor, and he is over 40 years old, the scene of being taught by the old man as a half-child is really unbearable to look at.
Ah Qing's image was completely destroyed by the old man, and afterwards he smoothed things over for himself without embarrassment: "I have a good relationship with the old man, and the old man always thinks that I don't grow up."
People nodded like pecking rice, and especially echoed Mian'er: "I can see it, I can see it."
From then on, Ah Qing made a bed on the floor in Ye Tao's room, with one ear propped up in his sleep, and if there was any movement on the bed, he quickly got up to check, not stinging his responsibilities, and never forgetting the "earnest" teachings of the crutches.
Ah Lao was not in a hurry to leave. The old man lived in the house for half a month, and while helping Ye Tao take care of his body, he would also chat with him to relieve his boredom.Ah is over a hundred years old, and belongs to those who have experienced it. You can see that Ye Tao is depressed, and he has his own way of persuading others. Flashy "chicken soup" flavor.
Under the careful care of two generations of famous doctors, Ye Tao finally recovered slowly.By the time the blood lost during the illness and obsession regained its strength, summer had come to an end, and the autumn tiger was wagging its head and tail in the heat of exhaustion, like a naughty and vicious big cat.
Elder Zhou returned to the capital at this time of year. Because he was exhausted all the way and his health was poor, he took a rest for a few days after returning to Beijing, and then began to get busy with the transfer of power.He has been in power for too long, and he has held it too tightly. Even though he had started preparing for this a few months ago, there are still many trivial matters when it comes to the end.It is not difficult to get the only son upright, but what is not easy is to pave the way for his son, so that Guangyu's shareholders and senior management sincerely agree with a young superior, and are willing to assist him and support him.
Mr. Zhou has been busy for a while with these things that cannot be done by others. During this period, Ye Tao visited Zhou's house once.During the coffee break after dinner, Elder Zhou mentioned Zhou Ziqian's marriage. Only then did Ye Tao know that Zhou Ziqian's wedding date had been fixed.Because Master Tuesday passed away not long ago, the Zhou family could not hold a big wedding with the lights and festoons, so Zhou Ziqian and Guan Jinshang will get engaged first in October this year, and then hold the wedding next spring.
Ye Tao listened to the father and son talking about this, and he didn't know whether it was because he had suffered too much pain in the previous illness and had become numb, or if he finally loosened the inexhaustible entanglement in his heart, seeing Zhou Ziqian with his own eyes. Yes, Ye Tao's mood didn't make much turmoil.
Ye Tao felt lucky for this kind of calmness that he didn't know whether it was numbness or relief. He finally found some real rationality and self-sustainability. Is this level over?
The author has something to say:
I still babble a lot, hey, I am almost desperate to get rid of this problem.
Ye Tao lives in Qingning, but he has been ill for a long time. He is already lacking in spirit, and when he is born, he will feel chest tightness, shortness of breath, fatigue and fatigue due to external factors such as seasonal changes. Zhou Ziqian's trouble made him angry again. Body, heart and chest pain in the sick bed, the pain felt like a stab like a twist.
Ye Tao, who has such a tough temper, said to Ah Qing in throbbing pain: "It is better to die than to live like this."
It's not surprising that people have such thoughts when they are in great pain, but Ye Tao is not a person who can say such things.Ah Qing, who had always been calm, couldn't help feeling a little flustered after hearing what he said, and then asked her grandfather who was enjoying his old age to come out of the mountain in a daze.
Ah Lao is kind-hearted and kind-hearted, and has a friendly temperament. He also chatted with Ye Tao for some gossips, and finally diagnosed the same illness as Ah Qing's previous diagnosis: blood stasis and blockage, as long as blood circulation is activated to remove blood stasis, When the heart arteries are unobstructed, the pain disappears.
However, it is not enough to have a well-known doctor and good medicine for the problems in my heart, otherwise Ah Qing will be there, and there is no need to bother Ah Lao to come out of the mountain.
"I heard from the fourth son that Young Master Sun has a bright heart and eyes. Although he is young, he is extremely intelligent. In my opinion, this may not be the case. Of course, Young Master Sun may be covered by illness, or it may be that my old eyes are dim. I didn't see the old man. What a shrewd person, but I see a fool who is entangled in his thoughts." Ah is over a hundred years old, even if he relies on his old man, no one will pick him up, so the old man doesn't have too many taboos, and if Ah Qing can't say anything, the old man will just play it lightly. After saying it, he patted Ye Tao's trembling hand, "My child, your heart is your own. If you don't want it to be easy, it must be hard. If you don't want to suffer, you have to treat it well. I know it's easy to say It is difficult to do it, but no matter how difficult it is, you have to do it, and only if you let it go, it will let you go."
It's not that Ye Tao doesn't understand the truth, but it's really difficult to do it. After all, the heart cannot be controlled by reason.You wrap your afflictions around it one by one, if you wrap it too tightly or deeply, it will be called pain.When you feel unbearable pain and want to remove the shackles, you realize that you have been entangled too much, and you don’t know where your clues have gone, so you can only endure the pain and search bit by bit, even if you want to be free, you still have to let go time.
That night, Ye Tao suffered from heartache again.Ye Tao pressed his heart, his head and back were covered with cold sweat, and his face was almost pale.Accompanied by the palpitations, there is also a lack of oxygen-like suffocation, which makes people wish they could tear open their chests and take out the lump of flesh and blood inside to breathe for a while.Ye Tao pressed his chest tightly, as if he was twitching, his fingers were trembling with spasms.He actually hated himself a little. It was so useless for a big man to be so coquettish and hypocritical!
When Ah Qing was awakened by the noise next door, she ran over before she even had time to put on her shoes.Ye Tao lay prone under the bed, his body bent into a ball, and all the medicine bowls and water cups that had been placed on the bed before fell to the ground, all scattered and messy.
Ah Qing carefully carried Ye Tao back to the bed, and fed him the emergency medicine.I don't know if it's because of the pain or something, but Ye Tao gritted his teeth and refused to take the medicine.
"Don't want to live anymore? Open your mouth!" Ah Qing was anxious, pinching his cheek, forcefully pried open the jaw, and put the medicine in.
"I don't want to die, it's just that I'm living too hard." Ye Tao looked at Ah Qing who was anxious and angry, his eyes were blurred, and his words were a little slurred, "I lived a difficult life in my previous life, and I have to add another one in this life." More words, living so hard for two lifetimes, I don't want to admit defeat, I have to admit defeat."
"I know it's hard for you to live, but you are so young, it's not time to admit defeat, just hold on a little bit longer, and you'll get better after you get through this." Ah Qing is kindhearted, not to mention the benevolence of the doctors. , Seeing Ye Tao like this, it is inevitable that I can't bear it.He stroked Ye Tao's forehead wet with cold sweat to comfort him, "Speak out for suffering, don't just bear it. Don't say you are still a half-grown child, even a person of my age would cry out for suffering like you It hurts, and you will cry when the pain is severe. You are good everywhere, and you are smart, but you are too strong. Why do you have to be so hard on yourself? Who doesn’t want to shed a few tears when the pain is severe? "
For those who want to be strong, soft words are more tearful than insults and accusations. Ye Tao's eyes are sour and his eye sockets are red, but he insists on not letting the tears roll down.However, no matter how strong a person is, there are times when he is weak. When Ye Tao was as drowsy as a dream, those sour tears that collided with his eyes quietly flowed down, wet his pale cheeks, and fell into his temples.What made Ye Tao cry was not this failed relationship, but he was almost unable to bear the ups and downs of two successive lives.He has never expected much, just a little well-being and being alone. Why is it so difficult?
Ah Qing stayed by the bedside all night, and the next morning told Elder Ye about Ye Tao's illness at night. The original intention was to let the old man think more about it when prescribing the medicine, so as not to be too concerned about the damage to the body caused by the medicine and dare not take it seriously. medicine.
"I went over when I heard him fall off the bed? You didn't take care of him in his room?" The benevolent old man frowned, and the heavy red sandalwood walking stick hit Ah Qing's leg. Tell you to receive the consultation fee and enjoy the blessings?"
"I didn't..." Ah Qing twisted her face in pain, and almost jumped up with her calf in her arms, before trying to defend herself, the crutch came again, Ah Qing didn't care about her face, she still jumped away with her calf in her arms up.
The people in the hall looked at each other, no matter how Ah Qing is also a famous doctor, and he is over 40 years old, the scene of being taught by the old man as a half-child is really unbearable to look at.
Ah Qing's image was completely destroyed by the old man, and afterwards he smoothed things over for himself without embarrassment: "I have a good relationship with the old man, and the old man always thinks that I don't grow up."
People nodded like pecking rice, and especially echoed Mian'er: "I can see it, I can see it."
From then on, Ah Qing made a bed on the floor in Ye Tao's room, with one ear propped up in his sleep, and if there was any movement on the bed, he quickly got up to check, not stinging his responsibilities, and never forgetting the "earnest" teachings of the crutches.
Ah Lao was not in a hurry to leave. The old man lived in the house for half a month, and while helping Ye Tao take care of his body, he would also chat with him to relieve his boredom.Ah is over a hundred years old, and belongs to those who have experienced it. You can see that Ye Tao is depressed, and he has his own way of persuading others. Flashy "chicken soup" flavor.
Under the careful care of two generations of famous doctors, Ye Tao finally recovered slowly.By the time the blood lost during the illness and obsession regained its strength, summer had come to an end, and the autumn tiger was wagging its head and tail in the heat of exhaustion, like a naughty and vicious big cat.
Elder Zhou returned to the capital at this time of year. Because he was exhausted all the way and his health was poor, he took a rest for a few days after returning to Beijing, and then began to get busy with the transfer of power.He has been in power for too long, and he has held it too tightly. Even though he had started preparing for this a few months ago, there are still many trivial matters when it comes to the end.It is not difficult to get the only son upright, but what is not easy is to pave the way for his son, so that Guangyu's shareholders and senior management sincerely agree with a young superior, and are willing to assist him and support him.
Mr. Zhou has been busy for a while with these things that cannot be done by others. During this period, Ye Tao visited Zhou's house once.During the coffee break after dinner, Elder Zhou mentioned Zhou Ziqian's marriage. Only then did Ye Tao know that Zhou Ziqian's wedding date had been fixed.Because Master Tuesday passed away not long ago, the Zhou family could not hold a big wedding with the lights and festoons, so Zhou Ziqian and Guan Jinshang will get engaged first in October this year, and then hold the wedding next spring.
Ye Tao listened to the father and son talking about this, and he didn't know whether it was because he had suffered too much pain in the previous illness and had become numb, or if he finally loosened the inexhaustible entanglement in his heart, seeing Zhou Ziqian with his own eyes. Yes, Ye Tao's mood didn't make much turmoil.
Ye Tao felt lucky for this kind of calmness that he didn't know whether it was numbness or relief. He finally found some real rationality and self-sustainability. Is this level over?
The author has something to say:
I still babble a lot, hey, I am almost desperate to get rid of this problem.
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