Rebirth alone

An Chengxuan has always been himself, with a paranoid personality. The more he is rejected, the more unwilling he is. In order to break Zhou Ziqian, he has done a lot of ridiculous things, such as forcibly moving into his apartment, all kinds of entanglements and temptations, and he has nothing to do. Needless to say.

Due to the relationship between the two families, Zhou Ziqian couldn't get too rigid with him, so he could only try his best to tolerate it.It wasn't until Zhou Ziqian was attacked and had to suspend school to go home that he got rid of An Chengxuan's entanglement.

It's a pity that the good times didn't last long, An Chengxuan came to the capital in the second year after finishing his studies, and took over part of the An family's business in Beijing, and the two have met again since then.

Maybe what you can't get is always the best, right?Although An Chengxuan didn't pester Zhou Ziqian as before, he didn't give up completely.He had changed lovers one after another, and had too many male companions to count, but he couldn't tolerate anyone around Zhou Ziqian. The people Zhou Ziqian raised were either forced to leave by him or lured away by him.Zhou Ziqian didn't want to bother about this, and he also cared about the favor that An Chengxuan helped him find the robber who hurt him back then, so the two of them maintained this kind of friendship, whether close or not.

"Xiao An is very jealous. There is no one I care about who is not hostile to him, including Yunxi." Zhou Ziqian looked at Ye Tao with a wry smile, "It's just that he will be mean and difficult to others, but he dare not be too harsh on Yunxi." presumptuous."

The baby stared, his little face puffed up: Meow!Which onion does the fox count?What right does he have to be jealous of me? !

Ye Tao caressed the aggrieved kitten, his face calm and indifferent as usual.He was neither surprised that Zhou Ziqian and An Chengxuan had an ambiguous entanglement, nor did he think it was unusual for Zhou Ziqian to have a lover.

There are no more than three situations for a man to be serious. Either he is indifferent in nature and has no desires;A man like Zhou Ziqian who wants to look good and have a family background, if he really wants to be ascetic as a monk, he may be suspected of having some hidden disease.

Hearing Zhou Ziqian say so much, the only thing that made Ye Tao a little curious and concerned was the attack he just mentioned.Ye Tao looked at Zhou Ziqian indifferently, and his eyes wandered to his chest and abdomen for a while: "Is that the scar under the tattoo left at that time?"

Zhou Ziqian pressed the scar that was integrated with the tattoo through his shirt, and then nodded.He seldom mentioned this matter to others, and even his family members knew the details, but when Ye Tao asked, he recalled and told him.

It was Zhou Ziqian's birthday that day, and he hadn't planned to celebrate it, but An Chengxuan called a few friends to celebrate his birthday on his own initiative.A few people ate and drank in the restaurant first, but they still didn't enjoy themselves, so they went to the nightclub again.Everyone was drunk at the end of the show, so they had to call a car to go back. When Zhou Ziqian got into the car, he realized that An Chengxuan had fallen behind, and the cars on the left and right could not fit, so Zhou Ziqian let the others go first, and he Turn back to find An Chengxuan.

He remembered that the fog was so thick that night, the neon signs of nightclubs and street lights on both sides of the road were covered by thick fog, and it was impossible to see people clearly from three meters away.He also drank a lot of wine, and for a short distance from the street to the nightclub, he walked with one foot deep and one foot shallow.Suddenly a motorcycle stopped in front of him, and the person on the back seat jumped out nimbly, held a dagger against him, and demanded that he hand over his wallet.He drank too much alcohol, he was a little delirious, and he didn't know if he resisted, but in a trance, he heard someone call Zhou Ziqian, and he was stabbed immediately.He clutched his wound and fell on the side of the road. The motorcycle roared away, and An Chengxuan stumbled over.

Whether the injury is serious or not, and how critical it was at the time, Zhou Ziqian did not tell Ye Tao, but brought up the origin of the tattoo with a bit of humor: "A Master of the Book of Changes that my father convinced said that this scar is not good, and it will prevent evil from disasters. Getting angry, I got a tattoo to cover up the scar in order to comfort the old man."

Lotus is one of the four auspicious flowers in Buddhism, and it is also suitable for dispelling hostility.Thinking about it, Ye Tao glanced at Zhou Ziqian's delicate, yet fierce face, and sighed secretly: I'm afraid the hostility is not on the scar, but hidden in his heart.

Naturally, Zhou Ziqian didn't know what Ye Tao was thinking, looking at his tranquil eyebrows, Zhou Ziqian only felt that his mood was peaceful, and the gloom that would condense in his heart when he recalled those old things was not as strong as before.

Maybe that's why Ye Tao attracted him?Ye Tao's peace and indifference does not come from his words, but from his heart.Betrayed by his lover, he can feel relieved, and he can face the luck and misfortune brought by the resurrection from the dead with peace of mind.He sincerely yearns for the tranquility, peace, indifference and ease that he can't ask for, Ye Tao possesses everything, how could he not be attracted?

When he didn't know Ye Tao's identity, he was only curious and interested in his nephew's change.Now that he knows the truth and knows more about Ye Tao, he is even more dissatisfied.He couldn't help wanting to know more, and wanted to keep him by his side, not for a year or two, nor for three to five years, he wanted to keep him for a long time and take him as his own.This kind of unworthy thought was like a terrible seed, he didn't realize it when it germinated, and he couldn't control it once it broke the ground.

Luo Dong's reminder did not serve as a warning, but instead increased Zhou Ziqian's sense of crisis, making him want to get closer to Ye Tao, wanting to turn Ye Tao into his own, and wanting to cut off all his escape routes, so that he could get closer to Ye Tao, wanting to cut off all his escape routes, and let him except himself There is nowhere else to go around.

This kind of paranoia that runs counter to reason makes Zhou Ziqian distressed and even a little panicked. What can he do to curb this selfish desire that will disrupt his life?

Zhou Ziqian's entanglement and restraint, people who are fans of the authorities will naturally not know, life is still going on like that.

The next day when he was young, Zhou Ziqian received a call from Luo Dong, asking him to take Ye Tao to Luo's main house for dinner.Zhou Ziqian understood without Luo Dong saying too much, this was Luo Dong's preparation for getting married.

Luo Dong's parents were both soldiers, and Luo's father had a high position and authority, and he never bothered about trivial matters.Luo's mother was open-minded and open-minded, and she didn't say much about her son who didn't want to talk about marriage too early but was keen to adopt children, but she was taken aback thoughtfully after meeting Zhou Ziqian.

That night, after seeing off the guests, Luo's mother casually asked her son, "Don't you mean to be in the bar?"

Luo Dong blinked his peach blossom eyes for no reason at first, and he almost knelt down to his mother after realizing it: "Mother, you are overthinking, no, you are a wise man. Your son likes beauties, but not so much. He's so full of nonsense. His Zhou Lao Er can only see that face, and his insides are completely dark, so I don't even want change."

Luo Mu was a little puzzled: "Since you look down on him so much, why are you so close?"

Luo Dong picked up his knee and put it on, and said nonsense in a serious manner: "I've taken a fancy to his nephew, a pretty little beauty with delicate features, it's so comforting to look at."

Naturally, the wise mother wouldn't listen, so she murmured thoughtfully, "I like that child."

Luo Dong thought to himself, of course you like it, you have been waiting to see him 800 years ago, if he is a girl, you wish I could marry him back as your daughter-in-law.

Because he was a guest at Luo's house, Ye Tao didn't take his lunch break, and played with Yutong for a long time. He was inevitably a little sleepy, so he took a nap on the road. The wind, Ye Tao caught a cold when he went back.

After Zhou Ziqian fed him the medicine, he sat by the bed for a while, finally feeling relieved, and slept on Ye Tao's bed with all his clothes on.

Ye Tao suffered from the wind and cold, but he still felt cold even though he was wrapped in a thick brocade quilt. Coupled with his subconscious habits, he felt that there was someone beside him, so he leaned over in a daze.

The coldness of the winter night, the haunting pain, and the mutual attraction, all these make the layer of cotton wool between the two of them extremely redundant.

Zhou Ziqian turned off the bedside lamp, hugged Ye Tao into his arms in the dark, warmed him with his own body, and absorbed the breath and temperature of his body.Since Ye Tao revealed his identity, the two of them have never been so close again. In fact, it has only been a month or two, but Zhou Ziqian feels that it has been a long time since the last time he hugged Ye Tao like this.He thought he knew how much he liked Ye Tao, but this closeness seemed to tell him that he liked this person more than he thought.

Zhou Ziqian's arms are full, but his heart is not enough. He longs for him so much, and his emotions that will disturb everything are screaming aggressively, and his reason is retreating under the overwhelming pressure. He knows that he should withdraw and hide from him. , but can't let go no matter what.