Gardenia ABO

Old accounts should not have been turned over.

Sometimes, not knowing is far better than knowing happiness.So Ji Mu's biological mother, Sui Qiu, never told him what the secrets she brought into the mud and closed forever.

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nine years ago.

One month before Sui Qiu committed suicide, she asked Han Sen, who was only 25 years old at the time, to come to her house for dinner.

There are still a few delicious home-cooked dishes and a bottle of soju.

When Sui Qiu was eight years old, her adoptive parents died unexpectedly, and she grew up in an orphanage.She has lived independently since the beginning, and in order to take care of herself, she learned how to cook well.In Han Sen's eyes, Sui Qiu has always been a person who can enjoy life in the barren days.

On that day, she took the initiative to fill a glass of wine for Han Sen, thanking him for his care over the years.

Under the warm light, Han Sen drank wine, facing Sui Qiu who was as gentle as water in front of him, he couldn't help feeling hot in his heart.He likes Sui Qiu, and has admired her since he met Sui Qiu at the age of 15.But Han Sen is just a poor boy and a gangster, he can't do anything except take care of Sui Qiu and Ji Mu's life every now and then.

Facing the beautiful Sui Qiu, the young Han Sen had low self-esteem, desire and greed, these things always flashed along with his despicable temperament.

But often, this kind of thinking only exists for a moment, and it is defeated by reason.

"Actually, I should be the one to say thank you. If you hadn't saved me and sent me to the hospital, I might have died." Many years ago, Han Sen was young and frivolous and ignorant. The scar is also left at that time.

Han Sen didn't speak the language of country H. He worked hard to learn foreign languages ​​for Sui Qiu.

"I will be by your side forever," he said.

It was like a confession in disguise. The young Han Sen blushed, grabbed his pants nervously with both hands, and said sincerely: "There is also a small scene, I will treat it as my own! You know, he has always Like me very much."

Said, Han Sen smiled embarrassedly.

Sui Qiu pursed her lips and smiled beautifully.She listened quietly to Han Sen's words, and filled a glass of wine for him again.

"Han Sen."

"I'm here!"

Sui Qiu's eyes were full of light, like a moon falling into a lake: "Starting tomorrow, don't come to me again."

Rejected, Han Sen was at a loss for words, his smile froze at the corner of his mouth, and he looked at Sui Qiu in a daze.

"Xiao Mu has been picked up by his father, and I should go too." Sui Qiu said softly, "Thank you for taking care of me these years. But you should have your own life, don't waste time on me."

Han Sen couldn't believe it: "You, you want to go back to that person? But he obviously abandoned you! Why did he suddenly pick up Xiao Mu?!"

He actually wanted to ask: Have you been threatened?

But Sui Qiu's next words made Han Sen completely desperate.

"I was the one who contacted him." The lake in Sui Qiu's eyes swirled into a vortex, bottomless. There was a past hidden in her heart, and she suffered from years of no one to confide in. "Back then, I also proposed divorce. When I left , is already pregnant with Ji Mu, he doesn't know."

Han Sen's eyes were slightly hot, and he turned his head stubbornly.

He knew very little about Sui Qiu, and right now he was even more speechless and didn't know what to say.

Seeing his appearance, Sui Qiu didn't intend to continue to hide her past.She drank a glass of wine and said tiredly: "I met him when I was 22 years old."

When you meet the self-righteous love of your life, you are actually the wrong love of your life.

"He said that he was sent by my long-lost father to pick me up. He was my fiancé and married me with my fingertips. I love his gentleness and elegance, and I am also immersed in his sweet words. I followed him desperately Here, I met my elderly father and my sister who was the same age, and married him..."

All this seems to be a short dream, both sweet and painful.

Sui Qiu has no education, no experience, she is just an ordinary Omega, how would she know about the entanglements and conspiracies in those deep family courtyards.After she married into Ji's family, as time went by, Ji Feng's gentleness was like a consumable, and it was exhausted very quickly.

Her husband's estrangement made it difficult for her to gain a foothold in Ji's family alone.

Even though everyone respectfully calls her "Mrs. Ji" when they see her, in private, no one thinks highly of her.

Sui Qiu didn't know etiquette, didn't know how to communicate with the rich, and was as clumsy as a fledgling bird that couldn't fly.Due to the language barrier, she could only hide at home all day, depressed and worked hard to learn the language of country H.But Ji Feng still thinks that she can't do this or that, and complains that Sui Qiu can't even do the most basic thing of going out with him to socialize.

Sui Qiu was unable to study since she was a child, and under the pressure of Ji's family, she became increasingly haggard.

Until one day, Ji Feng said to her: "Your sister, Amei, has been living alone in Yuan's old house since your father passed away. She graduated from X University, so it is better to let her live at home so that she can teach you. She It's your sister, and I will never despise you for being stupid."

In this way, Sui Qiu followed Ji Feng's words and invited her own sister Yuan Limei to live in Ji's family.

So, day after day, Sui Qiu's language finally passed, but the nightmare also began.

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"But who would have thought that before he met me, he and my sister were already in a relationship. And he married me because he followed the elder's last wish and wanted the shares in my father's hands. With my father's Only because of his support, he can squeeze out his elder brother and inherit the family business from his father." Sui Qiu smiled wryly, "He lied to me, and Ah Mei hated me for it. I couldn't accept this reality, so I chose to divorce .”

Since then, she has not returned home.Instead, he settled down in this small town and gave birth to Jimu alone.

Han Sen moved his lips, he had nothing to say, but his heart ached even more than Sui Qiu.

But Suiqiu was no longer in pain, she calmly said: "I have cancer, from tomorrow onwards, I will go to the hospital to receive treatment with peace of mind. After all, Xiao Mu is his child, he will always treat him kindly, right?" At this moment, apart from Ji Feng, Sui Qiu didn't know who to turn to or turn to for help.

For her, Han Sen has Han Sen's life, and Ji Mu always has the blood of Ji's family on him, so he shouldn't drag Han Sen down.

The night wind passed by, and the lights in the house flickered.Seeing the tears falling from the corners of Han Sen's eyes, she smiled helplessly.

All that awaited her was death, and she committed suicide in despair.

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Sui Qiu in Ji's family and in Ji Feng are just pawns.

She and Yuan Limei are fraternal twins, similar but different.

When she was young, the Yuan family traveled abroad, but because of her father's negligence, she was abducted by human traffickers and sold to adoptive parents in the countryside.Her biological mother died of a sad illness, and her father lived in self-blame for this, looking for her all his life, trying to make up for her.Even on his deathbed, the elderly father held Sui Qiu's hand and said "I'm sorry".

And her younger sister Yuan Limei's childhood was also ruined.

Since she was lost, the Yuan family has become a ruthless icehouse, and anyone who steps into it is a lunatic.

She thought that after returning to Yuan's house, the reunion with her only relative and only sister would be a warm scene.Unexpectedly, that day, Yuan Limei just stood on the steps, looking at her expressionlessly, without saying a word, with deep vortexes in her eyes.

She doesn't welcome Sui Qiu.

Sui Qiu greeted her happily, and what she got was a silent scrutiny.

After a long time, Yuan Limei said with a sarcasm: "Everything is yours."

Sui Qiu didn't understand, until she found out that Yuan Limei was having an affair with Ji Feng after marriage, she was forced to know what Yuan Limei was talking about.

Parents and admirers.

This is all Yuan Limei said.

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"咚咚-"

Before Han Sen finished speaking, the door of Jimu's dormitory was knocked twice, and the dormitory aunt urged outside: "Student, why haven't you packed it up yet? Come out quickly, you are the only one left unregistered, I'm coming soon on vacation."

Ji Mu was still immersed in the truth that Han Sen told him. His face was pale and his fingertips were trembling.

He couldn't open the door of the dormitory, and his confused thoughts told him that he must have a good rest.He had to forget everything Han Sen told him, he had to convince himself not to think about it.

Ji Mu never knew that her mother committed suicide because of cancer and years of despair.

He has always misunderstood that his mother is a mistress who destroys other families, so he lives tremblingly with his sins, lest he destroy the balance that was so hard to maintain in Ji's family.

He still remembered that one day after Sui Qiu committed suicide, Ji Feng was on a business trip, and Ji's family was extremely gloomy.He hid in the attic and wrote letters to his mother who was going to heaven, crying while writing, tears blurred the handwriting.

He folded the letter paper into a paper airplane and flew into the Gardenia Garden.Because my mother said that Gardenia is him.So where there is Gardenia, she will stay, and will always be with her.

But the paper plane did not fly into Sui Qiu's hands, instead, Yuan Limei, who looked very similar to Sui Qiu, received the paper plane.

Thus, the paper airplane became a turning point.

Yuan Limei tore it up, crazily pulled Ji Mu's hair against the wall, and told him bloody word by word: "Your mother, that bitch owes me, and you owe me too. She ruined my life." Life, you still want to ruin my son's life!"

"You shouldn't have been born, and she shouldn't have sent you back!"

"Do you think I will treat you kindly, Sui Qiu?"

"When she was taken away by human traffickers, she should have died in that corner!"

"I tell you, you have to recognize yourself, the Ji family doesn't belong to you, and your name doesn't belong to you either!"

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Ji Mu, who was only ten years old, was trembling with pain and his face was covered with blood. He cried and begged Yuan Limei to spare him.

He was wrong, and his fault was that he should not have been born.

Yuan Limei has no regrets, she feels happy about Ji Mu's pain.Every word she said was imprinted on Ji Mu's body, telling him how to write, how to pronounce, and how to engrave the word "humble" on his back, every inch and every bone, exactly.

From that day on, the attic of Ji's house was always gloomy and cold.

Lying on the narrow bed, Ji Mu often felt that he was rotten, buried in the soil like the shoveled gardenias in the garden, and disappeared into an insignificant speck of dust in the world.

It has been raining for a long time, and the darker the place, the more viciousness in people's hearts can be aroused.

There were always new wounds and old wounds on his body, mixed together until Yuan Limei lost the interest to hit him again.So he hid in the attic like a mouse, trying to live his life carefully.Gradually, Ji Mu became an illegitimate child ridiculed by others in the mouths of others.

Including in his school, the word "illegitimate child" has become synonymous with him.The classmates looked down on him, bullied him, drew sketches on his desk, and asked him how much he paid for a night.

All kinds of humiliation made Ji Mu start to pretend, he became a person who was sometimes indifferent and sometimes well-behaved, but actually he was vengeful and selfish.It wasn't until he met Han Sen again in his third year of junior high that all this improved slightly.

Once, Ji Mu also deeply hated his mother, hated why she was a mistress, why she gave birth to herself, and why she committed suicide.

These hatreds have now become confusion.

"Mom was cheated by my father..."

Ji Mu covered his face and suppressed his emotions. His eyes were red, and there was a suffocating emotion in his heart, like a volcano erupting, and he was furious.

"Xiao Mu, there is no point in continuing to entangle with Ji's family." Han Sen wanted to convince him, "I don't want you to be hurt like your mother."

Ji Mu put down his hands and said in despair, "Uncle Sen, no one can save me."

It was in the past and it is now.

The place where his mother sent him was not a big house, but a cage.It was Sui Qiu who delivered him to Ji's family with his own hands, and asked Ji's family to put chains on him and imprison him tightly.

Han Sen hurriedly said: "I can save you, if you want, I will come to pick you up! Although we may have to hide at first, as long as you are willing to wait..." Han Sen has lived and died all these years, for One day, he has the ability to take Ji Mu out of Ji's house and take him away completely.

however.

Ji Mu laughed: "But I don't want to hide like a mouse anymore. The days in the attic are too long." He hung up the phone, tears slipped down without warning, and he said softly to himself, "The Ji family didn't Be kind to me, I have nowhere to go."

So, when the opportunity fell in front of him a year ago, when Ji Feng allowed him to replace Ji Mu, he saw a glimmer of hope——

Gain the light of a new life.

He will hold on tight.