Gardenia ABO

The evening wind was originally warm, but in Ji Mu's feelings, it carried a hint of coolness.Gu Yuanchen's eyes became colder and colder, he put away all his politeness, and also withdrew all his patience with Ji Mu.

After a while, he finally said the two words that Ji Mu wanted to hear: "Remember."

If it was Ji Mu, of course Gu Yuanchen remembered and knew that he was admitted to C University. Just now, Gu Yuanchen also received a message from Lu Qiuyuan, saying that he would have dinner with Ji Mu the day after tomorrow.

Lu Qiuyuan never gave Gu Yuanchen the right to refuse in this matter.

Thinking of this, Gu Yuanchen's next sentence was extremely plain: "I still have something to do, let's talk about it the day after tomorrow."

"elder brother……"

"My father has arranged a dinner for the two of us to meet the day after tomorrow, you should know." Gu Yuanchen was polite and distant, he walked past Ji Mu quickly, without pausing at all.

Ji Mu chased after him and followed closely behind Gu Yuanchen, with fine sweat on his forehead.

Gu Yuanchen walked straight to the parking lot, not intending to continue talking to Ji Mu at all.A second ago, he was still willing to talk to Ji Mu.The next moment, after knowing who Ji Mu was, Gu Yuanchen felt an inexplicable conflict in his heart.

Unbearable memories occupied his thoughts, and he couldn't even feel sympathy and pity for this helpless Omega.

The former Ji Mu viciously rejected him.

"I, I have something to say to you." Ji Mu wanted to pull Gu Yuanchen's hand, but was afraid of being thrown away by him, so he had to follow all the way.He spoke in a hurry, as if trembling and crying, so pitiful as hell.

Beside the sycamore tree on the side of the road, the street lights are already on.The shadows of the two fell on the ground, following the footsteps, only Ji Mu stepped on Gu Yuanchen's carefully.The parking lot is not far from the college, and Gu Yuanchen walked there quickly.

"elder brother!"

Gu Yuanchen had to stop, and as soon as he spoke, the indifferent tone pushed Ji Mu away: "At school, I hope you don't call me that, and don't tell others about the marriage contract, it will cause trouble to me. "

Gu Yuanchen also said: "Don't worry, I will persuade my father as soon as possible to make the engagement completely void."

Stop talking.

Looking at the season curtain in front of him again, he was frightened by the words of canceling the engagement, hesitantly grasped the corner of his clothes, he didn't know how to put his hands down, his eyes were drooping, as if he was about to shed tears, but he still looked like a persistent chaser. Like a loved one, he plucked up the courage to take a step closer: "Are you still angry with me?"

Gu Yuanchen mercilessly avoided his question, and said very officially: "I heard that Ji's business has frequently encountered problems in the past two years, and my father has helped a lot."

"Our family is very grateful to Uncle Gu!" Ji Mu said eagerly, "If it weren't for Uncle Gu, maybe I wouldn't be able to see you today!"

"Even if the engagement is cancelled, the Gu family will still help the Ji family because of their old love." Gu Yuanchen smiled, "Don't worry."

"I didn't come back because of this!"

"is it?"

Ji Mu silently endured Gu Yuanchen's cynicism.He wanted to make it clear, but told himself that once many things were made clear, he would completely lose the chance to stay by Gu Yuanchen's side.

Gu Yuanchen would not love him.

But he wanted Gu Yuanchen to fall in love with him, which was his only wish for many years.

Ji Mu looked at Gu Yuanchen hurt, but in Gu Yuanchen's eyes, all of this was Ji Mu's acting skills.He couldn't stand it anymore, and he didn't want to have anything to do with Ji Mu again.

A year ago, those words of Ji Mu are still clearly remembered in his mind, and he will never forget how Ji Mu laughed at his confession.

Ji Mu was his first love when he was young, but also a scar, and even a rotten rose in his heart.

It shouldn't have bloomed.

It shouldn't have appeared before his eyes again.

It was Ji Mu who personally destroyed Gu Yuanchen's single-minded love and the confidence in his youth.

Gu Yuanchen was furious in his heart, but on his face he said lightly: "You once said that you hated this engagement. Now, I do the same."

Ji Mu was dumbfounded.

Gu Yuanchen continued to say: "Your pheromone is very strong. I don't know if you did it on purpose or not. But I hope you can take the inhibitor on time and don't cause unnecessary trouble to others."

Gu Yuanchen looked at the time, the conversation between the two was less than 10 minutes.

He said: "Although we have a 90% pheromone match, I still don't like you, and I don't like your strong rose pheromones. You were right once said that pheromones are not everything, and I hate using Emotions built by pheromones."

Ji Mu's fingertips trembled.He watched Gu Yuanchen stretch out his hand to open the car door, and uncontrollably stepped forward to grab his hand.The warm touch felt like a needle prick, making Gu Yuanchen wave him away.

Immediately afterwards, Ji Mu's voice was choked with sobs: "I didn't send that email a year ago."

Gu Yuanchen's hand stopped, and he calmly looked at the slightly agitated Ji Mu, like an outsider.

He heard Ji Mu say: "I have never hated you, and I have never hated our engagement. I have always cherished it, and I have always wanted to be by your side. I have made a lot of efforts..."

He declined to comment, and Ji Mu's attitude was completely different from back then.

But he also asked: "If it's not you, who is it?"

Ji Mu hesitated to speak, he couldn't speak, so he could only say bluntly: "It was posted by someone else."

"Who is he? Why is he doing this?"

"...He is jealous of me, and he hates me too." Ji Mu clenched his fists, his knuckles turned white, "It doesn't matter who he is, brother, please, trust me."

Gu Yuanchen felt that Ji Mu's words were too funny, and the appearance of this other person in Ji Mu's mouth was too outrageous.After receiving that email that year, Gu Yuanchen waited for Ji Mu, but apart from rejecting all his contacts, what else did Ji Mu do?

He really couldn't think of any reason why Ji Mu would turn his head back besides realizing the benefits that the Gu family had brought to the Ji family.

Gu Yuanchen cut off Ji Mu's thoughts bluntly: "No matter how much you insist on our marriage contract, there will be no result."

The wind in September was too muffled, and Gu Yuanchen's voice was even muffled.

He went on to say: "I did like you before, but that was all in the past."

As night fell, Ji Mu was splashed with "cold water", feeling the coming of early autumn in advance.He watched Gu Yuanchen get into the car, stood in front of the car in a daze, and slowly lowered his head.

For feelings, Ji Mu is dull; for Gu Yuanchen, he is devoted, like a moth to a fire, but he has to be in a weak position because of a previous misunderstanding.He didn't move for a long time, and the soles of his feet were heavy and stagnant as if they were loaded with lead.

There were three or two students passing by not far away, Gu Yuanchen didn't want to honk.He got out of the car and said bluntly, "Please let me go."

"..."

"Seasons?"

Gu Yuanchen called his name.

Ji Mu looked up, his eyes were as gentle as the lit street lamps: "Can you let me pursue you again?"

Let go of everything in the past and start over.

He begged for Gu Yuanchen's love so humbly.

…………

Eight years ago, Ji Mu typed the keyboard unfamiliarly and wrote the first email in a brightly decorated room.The fragrance of white roses on the window sill, accompanied by the fragrance of green grass, came to him, hiding in a cup of tea like the wind.

He carefully typed the first line——

[Hello, brother. ]

He deleted it, stroked his fingertips back and forth on the keyboard, and then, as if making up his mind, he typed all the content in one go——

[Hello, brother.

The gardenias in the garden are all dead, but I have them stuffed.

Maybe I'll keep it in my notebook this summer, it's beautiful.

Also, I made a paper airplane today, following the method you taught, but it still can't fly.

After you return home, I miss you very much.

I'm writing an email for the first time and don't know what to say.

looking forward to your reply. ]

The 11-year-old Ji Mu typed the last punctuation, without signing, he pressed the send button.The wound on his forehead has healed, thankfully no marks left.He is secretly happy, but also happy.He sat in front of the computer and waited all afternoon, but he didn't get a reply.

It was only later that he found out that Gu Yuanchen's school had a dormitory system with strict management, and he could only access the computer on weekends to reply to him.Gu Yuanchen's Alpha father is rigid, afraid of affecting his studies, he has never bought him a smartphone.

It's the same with Ji Mu, he doesn't have a mobile phone either, but his reasons for not having a mobile phone are different from Gu Yuanchen's.

…………

So from the time Ji Mu was 11 years old until he was 16 years old.Their most commonly used contact tool is email, and they contact each other by email once a week.

Emerging chat software appeared one after another, but because neither of them had a mobile phone, the weekly computer email delivery became their best way of contact.

When Ji Mu was 14 years old, 16-year-old Gu Yuanchen bought his first mobile phone.

He took his mobile phone with him and used it to send emails to Ji Mu.One a week, one every five days, one every three days, and finally, one every day.

Until one day, Gu Yuanchen asked him: [Can we call?Anyway, we have a marriage contract, can you use your father or mother's mobile phone?They shouldn't say no. ]

The boy's mind is like delicate sand, and he treats this feeling with care.

Ji Mu couldn't refuse him, but he had unspeakable difficulties.

He would go to the public telephone booth and make a cross-country call to Gu Yuanchen every Saturday at three o'clock in the afternoon.Often it would end in less than 10 minutes, because his pocket money was pitifully small, but he didn't complain to Gu Yuanchen.

He remembered Gu Yuanchen's gentle voice, and also remembered Gu Yuanchen's cheerful tone.

Every time Gu Yuanchen said "I want to see you" to him, Ji Mu would smile slightly wryly, his eyes were filled with deep disappointment, and he responded with an attitude completely different from his expression: "I want to see you too."

"How much do you think about that?" Gu Yuanchen deliberately asked this question after his ears turned red on the other end of the phone.

Ji Mu was stunned for a moment, the afternoon sun was dazzling, and his hair was reflected in a thin light.He expressed his immature love in a strange way, but he didn't know that the words of love that he uttered were hot, and they also burned the heart of the other party.He said very seriously: "I don't know, but as long as I am awake, I will miss you very much."

As if I am alive, I will think of you.

And this "want to see you" cannot be restrained, it is like a fairy tale in Ji Mu's heart, making him happy every day.

Even though there are more scars on his body, even though life is full of ups and downs, he is still sunny and full of hope in his heart.

Gu Yuanchen became his dream.

…………

But all this is beautiful, the fault occurred on a certain day a year ago.

Gu Yuanchen received an email from Ji Mu.

The content is very simple, no more than 180 characters, and it responds to his previous email about the confession of the season.

What he received was—

[Your confession makes me sick.

Could it be that my obedience has misunderstood you?

I don't miss you at all, and I don't like you, Gu Yuanchen, I hate you.

For a long time, I have been in contact with you because of the persecution at home, and the lies you tell me day after day have made me suffer.I don't like you at all, and I can't lie to myself anymore.

I never felt that there was anything to look forward to from this engagement.

The fit of pheromones makes people just like animals mating, with no self-awareness at all, but we are human, and we will enter into a marriage contract because of this kind of thing, which is too disgusting. ]

Gu Yuanchen couldn't believe it, he suspected that this email was not sent by Ji Mu, so he kept sending new emails to Ji Mu, and even called Ji Mu's mother's number without giving up, and contacted Ji Mu.

But the response I got was an indifferent "Don't look for me anymore" from Ji Mu.

On the other end of the phone, the boy's voice said so.

click-

Time froze, and Gu Yuanchen's feelings for him were broken.

Teenagers have intense emotions, gather quickly, and are easily hurt.The verbal violence from the one he loves has become a scar on Gu Yuanchen's first love, hurting his remaining dignity.

The curtain of seasons back then severely crushed Gu Yuanchen's self-esteem as a teenager.

Until now, Ji Mu in front of him was actually able to say the shameless words of "re-pursuing".This made Gu Yuanchen both shocked and disgusted.

He immediately rejected Ji Mu again decisively.

…………

After being rejected by Gu Yuanchen, Ji Mu had a dream that night.

The dream is still the villa where I lived when I was young, and the garden full of gardenias.

The scent of gardenia is leisurely, the same as Ji Mu's.The young Omega hadn't gone through puberty, the pheromones were not very obvious, and they didn't have the ability to attract Alpha.Especially in this garden, this light pheromone aroma is unconsciously masked.

Ji Mu sat on the lawn, bowed his head and carefully folded a paper airplane, smoothed it out and put it in the book.

In his dream, paper airplanes can't fly.

At this very moment, a chubby Alpha boy broke into the garden and fell into this dream belonging to the season.He pushed aside the gardenia flowers and leaves, and said politely, "Hello? What are you doing here?"

The young Ji Mu was taken aback by the boy he met for the first time. Facing a stranger, his eyes were filled with panic, and he hurriedly dropped the paper airplane and ran away.Barefoot, he hid in the gray attic along the narrow stairs. The building was dark, and he was trembling and vigilant like a mouse.

In the dream, he was not confident at all.

…………

At 05:30 in the morning, Ji Mu struggled to wake up from his dream as if he was about to suffocate.

The mobile phone was placed next to the pillow, and there was a message on it: [Have you returned to China? ]

The season came back very slowly, and he just woke up from a nightmare, his thinking seemed to be half a beat behind: [Yes, I was admitted to C University, and my father asked me to finish my studies in China. ]

[For Gu Yuanchen? ]

[Sorry, I don't want to tell you this. ]

[I am very worried about you, you will be hurt sooner or later by his side. ]

Ji Mu covered his face, his fingertips were cold: [I will have a new life. ]

Will.

The other party did not send any more messages, the phone dimmed, and the dormitory was so quiet that only the sound of my own breathing could be heard.Rose pheromones enveloped him, chaining him to past memories.

Ji Mu didn't feel sleepy anymore, he lay on the bed and waited until dawn.

Three hours later, the phone received another message from that person: [Professor Fu Yu from the Finance Department of University C is an old friend of your mother. ]

He pressed the message and didn't intend to find the professor, nor did he intend to cause trouble for him.