Gardenia ABO

Han Sen was silent for a long time, so long that Ji Mu thought he had hung up the phone.

The tears on the cheeks were cold, and Ji Mu's eyelashes were soaked in silence, like dense seaweed in the water.

But as time passed, Han Sen said softly, as if he was afraid of hurting Ji Mu, "When I met Sui Qiu, you were already in kindergarten. You are a little one, and you always like to ride on my Let me take you to the river to go fishing. Your mother followed us, carrying a bag, and filled it with your favorite biscuits, yogurt, and chocolate."

It was a good time, and it will live in Han Sen's memory forever.

it is warm.

"I asked Sui Qiu why she kept you even though she was divorced. Because of you, she had a hard life at the beginning. Taking care of children and working part-time together can really crush a person."

But she still survived, with a silly, persistent love.

"She told me that when she found out she was pregnant with you, she had been looking forward to you for a long time. Even if she was the only one waiting for you, she still wanted you to be born into this world and live with you."

"..."

He stubbed out a cigarette, and the ash fell: "I know that you blamed your mother in your heart, thinking that she just died like this, and sent you to a cage to suffer. But you have to know, if it weren't for She has cancer, if it wasn't because she was desperate, if it wasn't because she was so kind that she felt that the Ji family had a conscience...she would never send you back. "

Sui Qiu's fault is that her heart is too simple, she actually doesn't understand how deep the resentment and hatred in this world can be.It is because they don't understand that they send the child into hell with their own hands.

"Xiao Mu, whether you want to keep your own child or not is your business. I can't make the decision for you. But I can be sure that Sui Qiu has always loved you. From your birth to her death, She loves you all."

It has nothing to do with the Ji family and the Yuan family, she is just a mother who simply loves her children.

Han Sen saw all this in his eyes: "All the beginnings may be wrong, but you don't have to choose that wrong path again. You are not Sui Qiu, and the child in your belly will not be you."

Tragedy doesn't always repeat itself, and tragedy doesn't always follow.

Ji Mu clenched his phone tightly, the tears on his face were cold.There is a stone in his heart, hanging on the edge of the cliff, it can't fall down, it can't turn back.

The two paper airplanes in memory landed lightly on this stone.

One was given to him by Sui Qiu when he was young, and the other was given to him by Gu Yuanchen when he was young.Both planes can fly high and far, but the plane that Ji Mu folded by himself cannot take off. It crashes in front of his eyes, rubs against the rock, and falls into the lonely patch of gardenias.

The young Ji Mu ran over, picked it up among the flowers, and stared sadly at his paper airplane with dark eyes. It was like his life that could not take off, unable to see the blue sky, and unable to pass through the continuous clouds.

So, Sui Qiu told him that you have to write your wish in the paper airplane and fly it out, and the wish will come true.

So, Gu Yuanchen told him, you have to breathe out in front of the plane so that it can fly.

Therefore, Ji Mu guarded the two planes and grew up alone.

Now, there is a new life in his belly, waiting to grow up to be bigger than this world.As the biological father of the child, Ji Mu could sense that it was longing for its own pheromones, longing to lie in the gentle gardenia garden and get a little love and protection from Ji Mu.

It wants to live, so desperately.

For this reason, Ji Mu opened the drawer without any further hesitation.He took out two artificial Alpha pheromones and swallowed them whole with cold water.

The phone was on the bedside table, brightly lit.It was clearly daytime, but the house was as dark as the attic of Ji's family back then.Feeling a bit of embarrassment for no reason, he subconsciously took the phone over and saw that it was Han Sen who sent him three messages.

As far as the eye can see, the anxiety is gradually dispelled.

The first one is: [Seven o'clock in the morning the day after tomorrow, if there is no accident, I can pick you up on time. ]

The second is: [Child, if you want to stay, you can stay. Your mother will be happy if she knows that you have a child. She likes children so much. ]

The third is: [Don't be afraid, Uncle Sen won't leave you alone. ]

Ji Mu wiped his face. He stared at the three messages for a long time, lying on his side on the bed, his eyes burning.

For many years, Han Sen was like his real father. When he was young, he even hoped that Han Sen could become his real father.

Ji Mu rubbed his eyes and sent Han Sen a message: [Thank you, Uncle Sen. ]

It was also at this moment that Ji Mu really decided to keep the child in his stomach.He rubbed his lower abdomen, knowing in his heart that once a child is born, the surname cannot be Gu or Ji.If possible, he wanted the child to have Han Sen's surname.In this way, it can be considered that he took the initiative to cut off his future ties with the Gu family and the Ji family.

Early the next morning, Ji Mu went to the old man's stall to eat bean curd and fried dough sticks as usual.

The old man still scooped up a spoonful of bean curd in his bowl, and muttered: "You look better today than yesterday?"

Ji Mu smiled restrainedly and said, "I'm going to live at my uncle's house, and I'm leaving tomorrow."

Hearing this, the old man was very happy for him: "You are so weak, you have to take good care of yourself." For a while, he thought that Ji Mu was an orphan who had no family and was deceived by some bastard Alpha. It was so pitiful. of.Now that there is an uncle who can take care of him, it is a good thing.

Ji Mu finished eating the tofu curds one bite at a time, and packed the extra fritters in a paper bag. He once again praised the old man for his craftsmanship.

Before leaving, the old man took down the gardenia on the knot and gave it to him: "My wife said before that you look like a gardenia. This is a gardenia in August. I just picked it on the window sill this morning. Young man, there will be a period later. "

The old man's wife is an Omega, but he is a Beta. Beta and Omega cannot be marked, but they have been together for almost half of their lives, and they are lucky to have a daughter, happy and happy.

Ji Mu understands that this kind of liking is long-lasting. In contrast, the relationship between Gu Yuanchen and him is just a lie built with pheromones and cannot last long.

"Thank you." Ji Mu always said thanks.

He also figured out a lot of things.

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At seven o'clock tomorrow morning, he will leave the town, the city, and perhaps the country soon.

He thought carefully in his heart, he had to remember every money Han Sen spent for himself, and he had to pay it back to Han Sen when he got to work later.Even though Han Sen had received favors from Sui Qiu before, after all these years, Han Sen had already paid back what was due, and the rest was owed to him by Ji Mu and Sui Qiu.

Ji Mu needs to write down everything Han Sen does now, so that he can repay it one day.

But there's always something that can disrupt a season's plans.

Sometimes it's a gust of wind, sometimes it's rain, sometimes it's Gu Yuanchen standing outside his rented room.

After not seeing each other for more than a month, Gu Yuanchen still looked at Ji Mu motionlessly with the same solemn expression on his face.In the eyes that once gazed at him affectionately for a short time, there is still lingering anger from knowing the truth.Gu Yuanchen's anger was far beyond what Ji Mu could imagine.

"Senior..." Ji Mu mumbled, standing there in a daze, unable to tell whether it was fear or surprise.

But Gu Yuanchen was different, his tone was indifferent: "Ji Mu."

Just two words quickly brought Ji Mo back to reality.

Gu Yuanchen took a step towards him, neither near nor far, and the distance between the two did not change, because Ji Mu took a step back timidly.He thought of that day when he heard what Jim Mu said in the parking lot——

"Brother, you will definitely help me get justice, right?"

Ji Mu remembered clearly that Gu Yuanchen responded to Ji Mu with a hug.During this hug, they can say countless sweet things in their ears, so there is no need to guess, Gu Yuanchen will agree to Jimu, because he "loves" Jimu.

He must have come to seek justice for Ji Mu, and he might come to steal his glands...

But now, once the glands are taken away, there is no way the child can escape a second time.Besides, he wasn't sure if Gu Yuanchen would want to keep the child after he knew it existed.The child has not yet been born, as long as Gu Yuanchen doesn't want it, the Gu family and the Ji family will have a hundred ways to cause an accidental miscarriage.

Gu Yuanchen is such an excellent Alpha, his future and his marriage will not be ruined by a lying Omega like him.Ji Mu sees himself too clearly, so he is afraid again and again.

"Ji Mu," Gu Yuanchen called him again, he glanced at the bad environment around him and Ji Mu's pale face, "Come back with me first." The alley was dark, covering the light, under the shadow, Gu Yuanchen didn't See the bandage wrapped around Ji Mu's neck.

His voice is very cold, like a basin of ice water in the summer.

Ji Mu understands his situation, he cannot be taken back by Gu Yuanchen at this time, and he cannot be held by Yuan Limei.Han Sen was coming to pick him up tomorrow, and he finally mustered up the courage to keep the child and decided to go with Han Sen.

If caught back, everything is over.

In a panic, Ji Mu no longer thought about it, he turned around and ran away.

The fried dough sticks and gardenia fell to the ground in a hurry, and Ji Mu ran very fast, as if if caught, he would go to hell, he tried his best to escape.

Gu Yuanchen's footsteps followed the solitary gardenia, the fragrance was fleeting, and it merged with the pheromone on Ji Mu's body, disappeared at the end of the flowering period in August, disappeared in the air, and never appeared again up.

Alpha's physical strength is far superior to that of Omega, and since Jimu is very weak now, he can't run very far at all.It didn't take long for Gu Yuanchen to catch up with him, grabbing Ji Mu's wrist suddenly, the pain caused Ji Mu to frown immediately, and let out a short syllable: "Ah!"

Gu Yuanchen quickly let go, and was about to ask Ji Mu if he was hurt, but unexpectedly, as soon as he let go, Ji Mu nimbly avoided him, turned around and ran away again.

"Ji Mu!" Gu Yuanchen subconsciously grabbed him and grabbed Ji Mu, accidentally causing Ji Mu to slip on the stones at his feet.Fortunately, he didn't fall, but his hands were tightly held by Gu Yuanchen, unable to move.

But Ji Mu was still struggling to escape. He staggered and couldn't stand still. He knelt heavily on the ground with his knees and made a muffled 'dong' sound.This time Ji Mu learned to be obedient, and gritted his teeth in a muffled voice. His cheek was rubbed against the rough wall, which hurt and scratched a little skin.He felt that the fall hurt everywhere, and he couldn't say anything.

Gu Yuanchen was frightened, he didn't let go completely, but relaxed a lot of strength.Afraid of hurting Ji Mu again, he hurriedly said, "Don't run away! I have something to ask you."

There were too many question marks in his heart, and he was one-sidedly unwilling to listen to Ji Mu's explanation before. After calming down, he wanted to ask Ji Mu one by one to understand the truth thoroughly.

It's a pity that before Ji Mu could speak, he said with a crying voice: "Senior, senior, can you let go? I won't run away, really!"

Only then did Gu Yuanchen realize that because he was holding Ji Mu's wrists, Ji Mu couldn't break free, couldn't use all his strength, and couldn't stand up.

"Senior, it hurts too much, I don't want to kneel, please, senior..." Ji Mu trembling, his heart numb with pain, begged Gu Yuanchen in a low voice.

Ji Mu's knee was skinned and bleeding.Seeing this, Gu Yuanchen immediately let go of his hand, and became tense for a moment.He was really in a hurry just now.

Gu Yuanchen's forehead was covered with sweat, and he stretched out his hand to hug Ji Mu: "I'll take you to the hospital!" As soon as he finished speaking, his eyes fell on the bandage on Ji Mu's neck.

Ji Mu sensitively noticed Gu Yuanchen's confused gaze. Suddenly, he huddled back against the wall and stared at Gu Yuanchen timidly. He was really scared. Gu Yuanchen's behavior just now made Ji Mu misunderstand Gu Yuanchen has made his position clear.Ji Mu paused for a moment, confirming Gu Yuanchen's intentions.

His hands didn't know whether they were nervous or emotional, but suddenly trembled violently, and he took off the bandage around his neck in a panic.

Circle after circle, it was reflected in Gu Yuanchen's pupils, hard as a needle.

As if voluntary confession can be forgiven, Ji Mu turned his back, completely exposed the back of his neck in front of Gu Yuanchen, shook his lips, and said honestly: "Mark me to wash it, I really washed it. You , please let me go..."

He didn't know how sharp his words "washed the mark" were in Gu Yuanchen's ears.

But Ji Mu didn't give up, he was like a rabbit trapped in a predicament, pitifully begging for mercy: "I really know I was wrong, I will never dare again... Senior, please let me go Once, okay?"