Gardenia ABO

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In Ji Mu's heart, a building collapsed, and the bang almost deafened his ears.There are countless flowers, plants, branches and leaves around, "rustling" with a sudden wind.Originally, the world was silent, and their voices had long since disappeared in Ji Mu's empty heart.But gradually, from a certain day, it has the noisy sound of the outside world. After listening to it for a long time, it becomes noisy and lively.

When Ji Mu wanted to step out to have a look, he realized that he was always alone.The noisier the place, the lonelier he is.

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Ji Mu seemed to have returned to his youth, lying on the bed in the attic, writing countless thoughts on the letter paper, all of which he wanted to tell Gu Yuanchen, he wrote it down for the purpose of selection.The time for weekly correspondence is only that point, and Ji Mu can't stay in Ji Mu's room for a long time.

So he would first write down what he wanted to tell Gu Yuanchen, and write a little bit every day.When it was time for the weekend correspondence, he would choose the most interesting things to tell Gu Yuanchen, integrate these thoughts accumulated for a long time, and tell him: Brother, I miss you very much.

[After the gardenia garden, I miss you every day. ]

[How have you been recently?Have you eaten anything delicious? What do you think is the best?I think strawberries are the best, if you can eat them every day. ]

[I don’t know if you still remember the man in the garden. ]——Ah, this cannot be written.The season curtain was crossed out in a hurry, and he lowered his eyes regretfully.

At that time, there was a faint light from the small window in the attic, which fell on Ji Mu's broken hair.He raised his head, his amber pupils turned into a clear curved lake under the sunlight.

There was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, and the pleasant scent of gardenia was on his body.

The bruise on his forehead has faded a lot, and maybe there will be new bruises on his body tomorrow.

But at the moment of writing the letter, he felt extremely satisfied and happy.

He thought, even if he owns the whole world, he can't compare with the happiness at this moment, right?

It's just that when he thinks that Gu Yuanchen will be with Ji Mu when he grows up, he is very sad.It is obvious that the person who communicates is always me, and the person who likes Gu Yuanchen the most is also me, why is it that the person with a high degree of compatibility is the proud and conceited Ji Mu?

He took a pen and read something silently, and wrote it down as he read.

[I hope that time can pass a little slower, and then a little slower, not to grow up. ]

[When you grow up, you won't like me anymore. ]

Even if time slows down, his bruises will hurt for a long time, and his life will be imprisoned in Ji's attic, he doesn't care.Loving someone is like making yourself stupid, so stupid that you have made many irreparable mistakes.Mistake again and again, very sad.

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Ji Mu didn't know how he left with Gu Yuanchen, he only remembered that at the gate of the hospital, Gu Yuanchen broke the arm of one of the Alpha bodyguards.Afterwards, Lu Ze'an, who came out of nowhere, saw the injury on Ji Mu's face, and kicked an Alpha over in anger. Lu Zelin and Xiao Cheng only helped a little, and Gu Yuanchen and Lu Ze'an seemed to be cheating.

The entrance of the hospital suddenly became chaotic, Yuan Limei's exclamation was ear-piercing, Ji Mu was guarded by Xiao Cheng, and Lu Zelin stopped the guard who wanted to call the police.

Ji Mu felt dizzy, and his glands ached all the time.

Yuan Limei scolded sharply, the sudden scene made her regret her unnecessary actions.She wanted to defeat Ji Mu, but she didn't know that Ji Mu turned against him.

Ji Mu raised his eyes and happened to meet Yuan Limei's gaze. He looked at Yuan Limei expressionlessly, deeply, as if he wanted to see a hole in her body.

Suddenly, in the severe pain, his glands seemed to take away his consciousness, and he fell to the ground, the sun was shining brightly, and in his eyes, only the blue sky remained, with white clouds floating and the sound of the wind still.

When he woke up, he was lying safely in a ward, and the wounds on his face and hands had been carefully treated.

Gu Yuanchen sat beside him silently, maintaining a stiff posture, probably for a long time, because the sky was getting dark.Gu Yuanchen was exhausted, his eyes were reddish.He got up to pour a glass of water, and put it aside, not for Ji Mu, nor for himself.But he needs to do something to cover up his unsettled emotions.

Ji Mu moved his lips, not knowing what to say.

Gu Yuanchen turned his back to him, clenched a fist with one hand, not knowing what he was thinking.

Silence made each other elusive, the smell of disinfectant in the hospital was uncomfortable, Ji Mu carefully looked at Gu Yuanchen's back, tears flowed quietly into the pillow.

Gu Yuanchen made a sound, trembling slightly: "Why are you pregnant?"

The Alpha contraceptive pill kept at home is not a decoration, Gu Yuanchen takes it seriously, in order to avoid leaving a child when the season is over.He didn't want Ji Mu to get pregnant prematurely, he was afraid that it would affect Ji Mu's future, and he was also afraid that Ji Mu would have a hard time after having a child.

He hoped that their child would be born with sufficient preparation for each other.

Gu Yuanchen has treated Ji Mu sincerely, he is always thinking about Ji Mu, but he never thought that in Ji Mu's eyes, his concern is actually too much.

Gu Yuanchen didn't turn around, he also started to find a way for himself: "Is there something wrong with the medicine?" When he said this, he felt funny.

Ji Mu didn't have any strength at all, guilt stripped him like a thread, he would not lie to Gu Yuanchen again: "I changed your medicine."

Gu Yuanchen's hand paused: "Why did you do this?" For the Ji family, or for what?As long as Ji Mu gives him a reasonable reason, "Ji Mu, if you want a child, you can discuss it with me before, can't you?"

But Ji Mu didn't, he replied: "For myself."

Gu Yuanchen's moves are fixed in place, he is always Ji Mu's move.

"Among the evidence I got before, there is a recording of the conversation between Mrs. Ji and you. You told her that there is only one child left in the marriage contract between you and me. After having a child, no matter what the truth is, the relationship between us There is always something involved."

Up to now, the recording is the ironclad proof that Ji Mu did say such a thing.

Now, Ji Mu has nothing to say.

Gu Yuanchen couldn't wait for his denial, so he mocked himself: "I am your bargaining chip, and so is the child. Have you ever thought that I have divorced Ji's family by now. Once the child in your womb is born, would be an illegitimate child."

When the words "illegitimate child" came out of Gu Yuanchen's mouth, Ji Mu's heart was completely broken.If it weren't for the appearance of Yuan Limei and Ji Mu, Gu Yuanchen would never blame him for being pregnant without knowing the truth.Even, Gu Yuanchen might be happy about it for a long time.

Ji Mu thought: Everything is ruined.

After the anticipation and expectations are burnt out, winter will come, and the cold wind will pass through. Since then, every word is frost on the icicle.But Ji Mu thought, what else can he not listen to and suffer?

Gu Yuanchen closed his eyes, suppressed his emotions, and continued: "Have you ever thought that I might not accept this child?"

Every word that comes out of his mouth is spoken at a steady pace. God knows how much effort Gu Yuanchen took to confront Ji Mu calmly.

Ji Mu shook his head slightly, and his voice was also soft, as if he didn't have any extra effort: "I want to keep it, please."

For him, no matter how sharp the words are, they are already numb, and the pain will no longer hurt when it reaches the extreme.

Ji Mu is now in Gu Yuanchen's hands, and his fate is also in Gu Yuanchen's hands. The child's fate only needs a word from Gu Yuanchen.Because Ji Mu's behavior is equivalent to a liar, if the criminal evidence is released to the world, no matter in the laws of country C or H, he is not eligible to keep this child.

Even if he stays, he is not qualified to be the guardian of the child.

Unless Gu Yuanchen compromises and gives him a chance.

Ji Mu didn't dare to ask Gu Yuanchen to sympathize with him, he only hoped that Gu Yuanchen would allow him to keep this child: "My glands are in very bad condition, maybe there will be only one child in this life."

Gu Yuanchen looked at him, the past seemed to be a daydream, he didn't say a word.

Ji Mu fell into the scorching summer, but was repelled by this gaze, freezing to the bone, he probably understood what Gu Yuanchen was worried about, what he was worried about.So he said: "If you are willing to let me leave with the child, I assure you that this child will never appear in front of the Gu family for the rest of his life."

He was afraid that Gu Yuanchen would not believe it, so he paused for a moment and swore: "If——if I break my promise, I will die a terrible death!"

"Ji Mu!" Without thinking about anything, Gu Yuanchen blurted out angrily, suppressing his "poisonous oath", "Don't say such things."

Gu Yuanchen frowned, his expression clearly told Ji Mu that he didn't like to hear such words.

His feelings for Ji Mu went from being confused and hard to let go at the beginning, to gradually "compromising" now, the process is slow and difficult.Countless times, Gu Yuanchen cast aside his indecision in his heart.But seeing Ji Mu in pain, he also hurts, his heart is always broken in two, and he sticks himself together again.

Ji Mu has been able to observe words since he was a child, and when he saw the looseness in Gu Yuanchen's eyes, he quickly said flatteringly: "As long as I know about the Ji family, I will tell you, and you can ask me anything you want to know. "

Gu Yuanchen took two steps closer, and in Ji Mu's eyes, there was a sense of condescension, which made Ji Mu flinch a little, deliberately avoiding his gaze.

Seeing Ji Mu's movements, Gu Yuanchen took a step back consciously.What was not finished that night was continued today.

"I want to know, he is the one who is engaged to me, why do you say that you have been writing and calling me?"

"Because Ji Mu said he didn't like you, but in order to complete Yuan Limei's task, I asked me to help him correspond with you every week. Every letter had to be checked by him at the beginning, and then he got tired of it and stopped taking care of it. content."

That's it, Ji Mu's letter went from being well-behaved at the beginning to expressing his thoughts later: "He didn't know about our phone conversation, but I secretly called you from a public phone. That's why, I haven't been able to use The phone or mobile phone at home can contact you, and you can't let you call me on your own initiative."

Gu Yuanchen didn't refute anything, he patiently listened to every word Ji Mu said.Seeing that Ji Mu's cheeks were swollen badly, he wanted to reach out, but was afraid of hurting him.

But Ji Mu seemed to be heartbroken, and there was no extravagance in his eyes.In the past, there were always countless expectations in his eyes, as if many stars lived there.Every time I see Gu Yuanchen, it is the moment when the stars twinkle.

Now, the stars are gone, leaving only the endless night.

Gu Yuanchen turned his head away: "Is it him who rejected the email and phone call?"

"Yes. That's because I had conflicts with Ji Mu. At the beginning, I got the chance to be admitted to D University, but he couldn't even go to university because he got into trouble everywhere. Ji Feng blamed him, and he held a grudge against me Mind you. At that time, he didn't allow me to go to his room and send you emails."

Gu Yuanchen moved his lips slightly: "You obviously had my mobile phone number at the time, why didn't you call me?"

"I didn't know that you would send a confession email, and I didn't know that Ji Mu would do that. After I know what he did, it will be too late."

"Since it has been such a long period of time, you and I have been in contact, why didn't you tell me all this as soon as possible?" This made Gu Yuanchen the saddest, "Why did you lie to me with them?"

Ji Mu couldn't open his mouth. He was quiet for a long while, and said with a low self-esteem as if resigned to his fate: "If I told you my true identity from the beginning, you would never talk to me again. No one has treated me as well as you, even if you are Pity me."

"...Why do you think so?" As soon as he finished asking, Gu Yuanchen thought of what he told Ji Mu that day - he took him to play with him in the garden because he pitied him.

He said it himself.

Gu Yuanchen swallowed a piece of ice in his throat, feeling cold for himself, he shouldn't have said that.

And Ji Mu's Adam's apple moved up and down, his heart was so numb that he didn't feel anything.He actually didn't want to say anything, but he had no choice but to explain everything honestly under Gu Yuanchen's question, showing his ugliest and truest side in front of him without reservation.

Shame engulfed him endlessly, and he couldn't help but smiled bitterly silently: "I and you are only 40% compatible, and I'm not the young master of the Ji family. The 'illegitimate child'. Besides, I have a dark and despicable personality, which is not what you see."

So you won't like me, if you know, you will push me away as an impostor early.

How dare I tell you to snuff out the little light in my heart with my own hands?

From the day Gu Yuanchen learned the truth, Ji Mu was pushed away by Gu Yuanchen's indifference, and he pessimistically fixed himself in the distance.Therefore, when he said this passage, he was very sure, without a trace of doubt.

People under the sun, how can they be friends with people in the mud, let alone love each other.The love between him and Gu Yuanchen has never been equal.If he still can't recognize himself and still has unrealistic fantasies, it will only make people more disgusting and feel that he is unreasonable.

If Ji Mu wants to keep the child, there is no need to make Gu Yuanchen angry at this time, he will say what Gu Yuanchen wants to know, and he will do what Gu Yuanchen wants him to do.

Ji Mu didn't share his thoughts about looking for Gu Yuanchen in country C when he grew up, lest Gu Yuanchen hear it and laugh at his overreaching and self-indulgent sentimentality.

After all, even when Gu Yuanchen took him to play in the Gardenia Garden, he just felt sorry for him.How dare he say that Gu Yuanchen would like him after knowing the truth and come to save him?

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But Ji Mu didn't know, when Gu Yuanchen heard this, his whole heart trembled violently, this kind of pain was like a thousand needles piercing continuously, without stopping.

If he doesn't like Ji Mu, why should he be so entangled?If he insisted on attributing this liking to the degree of fit, in the past three years, the influence of rose pheromones on him was actually not deep.Gu Yuanchen is an excellent Alpha with a very high ability to control pheromones. Could it be possible that even so, he will be subtly influenced by the high degree of compatibility?

He doesn't understand.

Ji Mu's eyes stopped looking at him, as if he no longer had extravagant hopes, and in front of the blurted truth, Ji Mu gradually closed his heart.

It will be better and less painful.

The boy in the attic did not get his own sun after all.

The clock is ticking, and no one can give a definite answer.

Gu Yuanchen heard Ji Mu say softly: "Ji Feng attaches great importance to the marriage contract between the Gu family and the Ji family, if I dare to destroy it, Ji Feng will never let me go, and Yuan Limei will find a way to kill me... I was also afraid that they would send me to the Li family before I went to university."

"The Li family?"

"It's a partner of the Ji family. The second young master of their family is the Alpha who appeared in the video evidence. He likes me very much, but he is dating many people at the same time. I heard when I was a freshman in high school that there is already an Omega Had a baby with a Beta, and I don't want to be next."

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