Gardenia ABO

That night, Lu Qiuyuan stayed by Gu Qianming's bedside and stayed up all night.

The scene of the dinner party eight years ago kept reappearing in his mind. Just like now, it was difficult for him to get close to Gu Qianming, and his low degree of compatibility rejected him.Lu Qiuyuan's tears silently slid down to his chin. He wanted to shake Gu Qianming's hand, but he was afraid of hurting Gu Qianming.

Sitting alone, he thought of the day when he gave birth prematurely, the thunder rumbled, he was pushed away by Gu Qianming, and even his heart was empty.

After that, he was entangled in this nightmare and suffered from mild postpartum depression. It was Gu Qianming who walked out with him, it was Gu Qianming who promised over and over again that such a situation would not happen again, it was Gu Qianming who promised to be loyal to this marriage Promise of.

But what's the use of saying more, Liu Dongyan's appearance is like being thrown into a huge stone on a lake that has finally regained its calm, and the water splashes everywhere.

Lu Qiuyuan wiped his face carelessly. He was in his thirties, crying like a child: "Qian Ming, can we not do this?"

Gu Qianming on the hospital bed seemed to be half awake after hearing his cry, but he didn't seem to be awake. He looked at Lu Qiuyuan dully.

The next morning, all of Gu Qianming's indicators returned to normal.

This night's toss made him very weak. After recalling yesterday's scene, Gu Qianming was dumbfounded. He couldn't tell whether it was guilt or self-blame, and subconsciously avoided Lu Qiuyuan's sight. Promising something empty, Gu Qianming quietly closed his eyes, pessimism overflowing his heart.

Yesterday was Lu Qiuyuan's birthday, and he actually gave such a "gift".

Silence is a dagger, which cut a bloody wound in the hearts of the two.Lu Qiuyuan got up silently, and poured out a bowl of hot porridge from the thermos on the cabinet.

The porridge bowl was very hot, Lu Qiuyuan scooped up a spoonful and blew it on his lips: "Your hand hurts, let me feed you."

Gu Qianming didn't speak or move, his eyes were extremely red.

"You need something to eat." Lu Qiuyuan's eyes were red and swollen, but his attitude was as if nothing had happened. He gently handed over a spoonful of porridge and said, "Even if I am in such a situation, I might not be able to do it well. very good……"

The more he said, the more far-fetched he was, and in the end, he couldn't go on.He is a high-quality Omega, unless it is close to 95% fit, otherwise he will not lose all consciousness.But Gu Qianming is an ordinary Alpha, like most other Alphas, easily surrendered by the fit.

But those Alphas can't meet soul mates with such a high degree of compatibility.Therefore, Gu Qianming was both "lucky" and unlucky.

In addition, Lu Qiuyuan also understood the influence of aphrodisiacs.

The scar on Gu Qianming's lower lip was bright red and smelled of rust: "I'm sorry."

Lu Qiuyuan put down the porridge bowl, smiled to himself, it was ugly: "That mark needs to be removed by surgery, and your compatibility is too high, it is not an ordinary mark. But the doctor said that Liu Dongyan is not in good health, and it will take a few days later .”

After saying that, he wiped his eyes calmly.

Gu Yuanchen opened his lips slightly, and said with difficulty: "Qiu Yuan, I'm sorry..."

"I don't like it when you say I'm sorry." This makes me look so pitiful.

But other than that, what else could Gu Qianming say?What should be promised and what should be said, he said it last time, but he didn't do it at all.

Now say it again, what's the point?

Gu Qianming's mouth was dry, and he took a deep breath: "I—"

Lu Qiuyuan immediately said: "Qian Ming, I know you have to, but I just..."

It's just that I feel so sad, the degree of fit is like an invisible shackle, which imprisons not only Gu Qianming, but also Lu Qiuyuan.

He kept wondering, and even at the end, he began to question himself, who gave him the courage to marry him with such a low degree of compatibility?He also felt confused and unlucky. Almost everyone can't meet a highly compatible soul mate in their life, but Gu Qianming did.

Lu Qiuyuan couldn't control himself, and the more he thought about it, the more confused he became. This kind of wild thinking made him exhale in panic, and painfully swallowed a suffocating memory. He raised his eyes, and under the haze, he saw Gu Qianming holding his hand.

Through the gauze, it was difficult for Gu Qianming to hold his palm tightly.

"After he removes the mark. Let's take some time to tidy up and go abroad together?" Gu Qianming said, finding it difficult to make a decent voice.

"...What about the company?"

"It will be a little inconvenient, but it's okay." Gu Qianming said lightly, his words fell into the dust.He's trying to salvage, trying to make amends, trying to do a lot of things.But whether these methods are useful or not, he himself does not know.

Gu Qianming was also in a mess.

Lu Qiuyuan pursed his lips tightly, tears were boiling hot, the helplessness of reality was going to kill him.

His Alpha marked other Omega, this is a fact that cannot be changed no matter what.

"Qiuyuan, don't cry." Seeing Lu Qiuyuan's tears, Gu Qianming's heart throbbed. He reached out and hugged Lu Qiuyuan tightly, and said stupidly, "Don't cry."

"You are my Alpha, you are mine!" Lu Qiuyuan finally couldn't help sobbing, and in his two simple words of comfort, he broke down crying, "How can you mark others, you can't The... I hate fit, I hate it to death..."

Gu Qianming patted Lu Qiuyuan's back awkwardly, repeatedly, again and again.

…………

Liu Dongyan has been very weak since he was forced to stop sexual intercourse.In this case, Liu Dongyan could not accept the demarking operation, and he had to recuperate in the hospital for a period of time.

Gu Qianming's physical fitness is relatively good, so he was discharged from the hospital first.

At that time, Gu Yuanchen happened to be attending a foreign language training camp, and the timing happened to be that he was not at home.

Every night, in the huge villa, there are only two people, Lu Qiuyuan and Gu Qianming.

This was a good time to get along, but from that day on, Gu Qianming, for some reason, was often distracted and absent-minded. Lu Qiuyuan couldn't see what he was thinking, and it was hard for him to speak.

So, Lu Qiuyuan found a few books and always read them to Gu Qianming before going to bed.Because the doctor said that Gu Qianming needed more rest and relaxation, he asked Gu Qianming to lean on his lap and read some poems to him.Lu Qiuyuan's voice was gentle, like a leaf falling in autumn.

Lu Qiuyuan was waiting, waiting for the day when Liu Dongyan's mark would be washed off, and the day when they had settled everything and went abroad.

He wants to keep this home.

…………

However, in the middle of the night one day, Lu Qiuyuan had a nightmare.He woke up sweating profusely. Outside the window was a continuous rainstorm and thunder flashed, just like eight years ago.He panted heavily, Gu Qianming in the dream left him and walked to Liu Dongyan's side.

Lu Qiuyuan got up in a daze, his left hand was cold, Gu Qianming was really not in the room.

Lu Qiuyuan swallowed a mouthful of saliva, landed on the ground barefoot, and walked silently to the living room.He saw Gu Qianming sitting silently on the sofa next to a small dim light, staring at the thunderstorm outside the floor-to-ceiling windows of the living room, without saying a word.

"Qian Ming?" Lu Qiuyuan said hoarsely.

Gu Qianming looked at him slowly, and said hesitantly, "Are you awake too?"

Lu Qiuyuan walked over and turned on the bright light. He saw Gu Qianming's sad face with tears streaming down his face.

"What's the matter with you?" Lu Qiuyuan felt a chill in his heart, and spoke inarticulately.He approached, reaching out his hand to hold Gu Qianming's face, the tears were still warm.Because of Gu Qianming's sadness, the pine and cypress pheromones on his body also became uncomfortable.

Lu Qiuyuan frantically touched his face lightly, trying to wipe away his tears, but no matter how he wiped it off, Gu Qianming's tears couldn't be stopped. From warm to scalding, it wasn't just Lu Qiuyuan's hands that burned.

"why cry?"

"..."

"Why are you crying!"

Lu Qiuyuan cried out, insisting on asking for a result.In the past two weeks, Gu Qianming's mind has become confused. He can't distinguish between reality and dreams, and he can always hear crying. Subconsciously, someone is influencing and torturing him.Lu Qiuyuan sensed something was wrong, but he didn't dare to say a word.

Lu Qiuyuan was stubbornly waiting.

A flash of thunder flashed, rumbling and splitting half of the sky.

Gu Qianming said suddenly: "I always hear his cry!"

Rumbling--

Looking at the lightning outside the window, Gu Qianming said hoarsely and confusedly, "His crying is always in my mind, I feel so uncomfortable...

"I don't understand what's wrong with me...

"As soon as I heard his cry, my whole heart seemed to be pinched and pulled, the pain was terribly painful, and the tears were uncontrollable.

"I really don't know what's wrong with me...

"Qiu Yuan, it's really strange that I am like this..."

Rumbling--

"It's like, he's going to tear me apart, he's been crying, I can feel it...why can I feel it?!"

The summer thunderstorm probably split Lu Qiuyuan's heart.

Gu Qianming raised his head, tears stained his face, he seemed to be about to collapse, stepping on a tight string.It could fall anytime.He knelt down to the ground slowly, and he, who never cried, wept bitterly in despair.The thing pressed in the body is strange, it is devouring itself.

Unable to speak out, unable to speak, when a word is spoken, it is a landslide, a roaring flood, overturning everything.

Gu Qianming wanted to give Lu Qiuyuan love, he wanted to give Lu Qiuyuan a perfect family, but in the end he realized how weak and helpless he was when faced with things like compatibility.

He accepted Lu Qiuyuan's love, but he still couldn't give Lu Qiuyuan the peace he wanted.He was in chains, and the irony of fate had chosen him.

It's bad luck, it's disgust!

He hated himself, and the way the fit and pheromones had held him.

"Qiu Yuan, I'm sorry."

But Lu Qiuyuan said it, he doesn't like to hear sorry, it seems so pitiful.

Between Alpha and Omega with a matching rate of up to 85%, once marking is completed, there will be linkages in emotions and pheromones, and they can also bond each other spiritually, which is a level that ordinary partners cannot achieve after marking.

Therefore, to remove the mark and forcibly break the connection between them will hurt each other to a great extent, and may cause mental illness in severe cases.

Gu Qianming's attending doctor did not suggest that they force Liu Dongyan to remove the mark: "This is not an ordinary mark relationship. If it wasn't for that Omega's willingness, let it go from the bottom of my heart. Otherwise, forcibly removing it would be like killing him. The most important thing Yes, his emotions will most likely affect Mr. Gu's mental state."

That's why, these days, Gu Qianming has been crying in his head.It was Liu Dongyan who was struggling, he was unwilling to remove the mark, he wanted to grind Lu Qiuyuan and Gu Qianming to death.

Lu Qiuyuan listened quietly, his face numb like a delicate puppet.

"What should I do?"

"Stopping one party's pheromones can remove his glands. But Mr. Lu, after inspection, we found that his constitution is not suitable for replacing glands, so removing them is no different from killing him."

Lu Qiuyuan moved his lips, and asked unwillingly, "What else can I do?"

The doctor thought about it, and finally sighed: "Only a very small number of people in the world will meet a soul mate. Most people's compatibility is at most 70.00%, and there will be no such trouble at all..."

In other words, doctors don't know what to do.

Because the matching degree of more than 85% has always been a once-in-a-lifetime fate. Fate has played with it skillfully, and no one can refuse it.

…………

Lu Qiuyuan didn't get the answer he wanted, and returned disappointed.

Afterwards, Gu Qianming went to see the doctor by himself: "Before, I took the inhibitor for eight years according to your doctor's advice. This allowed me to regain my sanity when facing Liu Dongyan."

The disappearance of pheromone is tantamount to killing the fit.

"You actually have a way, right?" Gu Qianming became much thinner.

The doctor replied embarrassingly: "Mr. Gu, Mr. Lu will not want you to use this method."

"I want to know." Gu Qianming said, "Please tell me."

He was very persistent, but the doctor had no choice but to say: "Alpha has no glands. If you want to block the connection between the two without being affected by the other party, you must rely on drugs to gradually eliminate the pheromones in your body. Not only do you need to take inhibitors, but you also need to take pheromone dormancy injections."

These things will have certain side effects in the future, which will gradually devour Gu Qianming's health. If the side effects are serious, it may even shorten his lifespan.

But this side effect is better than the effect of fit, at least it won't be mentally disturbed, and it will be crazy for a lifetime.

The doctor continued: "This is a protracted battle, and it will take a long time to get rid of all the sources of pheromones in your body. But pheromones are part of your body, and you cannot live without them. If Mr. Lu knows, he must not meeting……"

"Then don't tell Qiu Yuan." Gu Qianming interrupted him, "Can I get the first injection today? If I want to increase the dose, will it be effective immediately in the current situation?"

The doctor looked at Gu Qianming with a complicated expression, and found that he had been tortured for a while.

He hated the pressure of this fit from the bottom of his heart, like a broken beam, the person who hit it was in a trance and wasted.

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This is a bitter memory, and even the slightest corner of it in a dream will be so bitter that you will retch.

This is true for Gu Qianming, and even more so for Lu Qiuyuan.

Now Lu Qiuyuan is 49 years old, and there are fine lines around his eyes.He has always paid attention to health preservation, and he looks much younger than his actual age, but the disappointment accumulated in his body still makes him enter an aging stage.

He parked the car by the river to enjoy the breeze, with a cup of coffee in his hand to refresh himself.

The other side of the river is brightly lit.The night view is picturesque, but it is still much inferior to what I saw in the apartment on the 27th floor.

But Lu Qiuyuan never went to that apartment again.

From then on, Lu Qiuyuan hated celebrating birthdays and hated receiving gifts.

He is always angry about many things.

Half an hour later, Lu Qiuyuan walked into Gu Yuanchen's villa carrying a white bag.

It's past dinner time, and Gu Yuanchen hasn't come back yet, but there are three cups of half-drunk strawberry milkshakes on the coffee table, which were brought by Xiao Chen.

Lu Ze'an and Chen Ye are playing cards with Ji Mu.

"Uncle Lu." Ji Mu was the first to call out, "Have you eaten yet?"

"I ate it in the office." He put the fruit on the table, it was a few boxes of fresh strawberries, "Your Uncle Xia Chen went to pick strawberries today, and sent a few boxes over."

Lu Ze'an pricked up his ears: "My dad doesn't take me every time he goes out to play with my dad."

Lu Qiuyuan laughed: "If I take you there, their date won't be called a date."

Chen Ye greeted Lu Qiuyuan cautiously, and Lu Qiuyuan took a closer look: "Are you Chen Ye?"

"You know me?"

"Xiao Mu's best friends are you and An An." He is an elder after all. Seeing their poker spirit, he couldn't help telling him, "Xiao Mu should pay attention to rest now, and don't play for too long. I Go to the kitchen and squeeze juice for you."

"Uncle Yuan, don't be so busy, we almost have to go home." Lu Ze'an drove Chen Ye back with a sense of responsibility.