instant ashes

I started dreaming again, and the protagonist of the dream was Fan Xiaoyun's mother.

She still looks very young, in her early twenties, looks normal, and is dressed more fashionable, just like a college student in the city. She is standing on the side of the road, as if she is waiting for someone.This is a place with perfect transportation, towering high-rise buildings, and developed commerce. This should be a city, I think.

She waited for a while, a silver-gray van slid up in front of her and stopped, the window was lowered, she seemed to communicate with the driver, my perspective was a bit far away, I couldn't hear what they said, The door opened, she got in, and the van drove away.

The scene switches to the inside of the car, the girl is sitting in the co-pilot seat, the driver is a young man, and a young man is sitting in the back seat.When the car drove for about seven or eight minutes, the driver and the man in the back seat looked at each other through the front mirror. After receiving the signal, the young man in the back seat carefully and quickly took out a towel from behind him. , covered the girl's mouth and nose, the girl struggled to get up, and grabbed the young man's hand, but the strength of the two sides was too great. After a few minutes, the girl finally became completely quiet, and there was a pungent smell in the car. smell.

"Fuck! This little girl, it hurts me to pick my nails! Damn it!" the young man cursed.

"Did you take the drug too heavily? Don't fool people, you won't be able to sell it." The young man sniffed the smell in the car and frowned.

"Don't worry, I have the numbers."

……

The girl was transported to our village in a coma all the way.

I saw the two men drive the car to the north of the village, got out of the car, and walked into a house. After a while, the two men took the old woman who appeared in my first dream and her The son came out to "inspect the goods", the old woman's son took the girl home, the old woman gave them a thick wad of money, and a dirty deal was completed.

After the girl woke up, she didn't cry or make a fuss, just stared blankly, talked to her, and did not reply until a long time later. The old woman said that she was pretending to be crazy and acting stupid, and she would be fine after a few days. It has gotten worse, and people have become a little stupid, throwing up food and unable to communicate normally.

At the man's suggestion, they invited a barefoot doctor to come to the house. The barefoot doctor felt the girl's pulse, rolled her eyelids, and after a while, said to the mother and son who were waiting next to her, "Stupid."

It seems that he has been addicted to drugs, and that stupid b said that he knows a lot.

The old woman said that she was cheated and spent so much money to buy a fool as her daughter-in-law.

If a man says he's stupid, he's just stupid, and if he can live, he's fine.

The girl soon became pregnant, and the mother and son felt a little comforted.

but!

Not long after the girl became pregnant, the child's father was killed by a mad dog.

Now the whole village exploded, saying that this woman is a Kefu life.The old lady didn't have much affection for this stupid daughter-in-law she bought, but now it has plummeted to a negative point.

After the child is born and grows up, the outline of the facial features can be seen, and everyone finds:

——This child looks like a mother!

For a while, rumors spread in the village again, saying that this child is not of that short-lived man at all!After all, that woman is a fool, and she doesn't even know who fucked her.

The old woman who wanted to "put her thoughts on her grandson" was completely disappointed in this child.

So Fan Xiaoyun grew up tragically in such an environment...

Why?Why do I keep dreaming about your past?

I never asked him this question, not because I didn't want to ask it, but because I didn't dare to ask it.I have a very bad feeling, as if once this question is asked, it will produce a series of butterfly effects, breaking the superficial calm.

Then I'd rather procrastinate like this.