You who cannot be touched in memory

A severe headache brought my consciousness back to reality. I was lying on the bed, hearing the sounds of various medical equipment connected to myself.I tried to open my eyes, but after a few tries, I couldn't even feel the eyelids. I panicked and struggled to sit up, but... it was as if my whole body had disappeared, and I couldn't even move. Every penny.

what happened?Why can't I move?What's wrong?Can not remember.

I don't know why I am like this, my memory seems to be blank, my head hurts, it hurts...

About an hour later, I finally calmed down. Although my mind was empty, at least I was still conscious. I gradually regained my calm and tried to feel my body.It can be done, it can be...

I gradually became able to feel the surface of the skin, and I knew what thread was inserted in one side of my nose, all the way to the side of my face.There is also a mask on my face, and the gas in the mask is slowly sent to my mouth and nasal cavity.Through my eyelids, I could feel the gentle light from the outside world. After an unknown amount of time, I heard voices coming from beside me.

"Doctor Zhao, just tell me directly, I can hold on."

It was a man's voice, his voice sounded warm and familiar.

I can't remember who he is, but since he will appear here, does that mean he knows me?

"I've already talked about this, so I won't hide it from you, Mr. Lu, it has been nearly half a month since the operation ended, and the patient's brain still has no signs of activity. All the tests we have done I also did it for him, but unfortunately, he can't even pass the most basic test now, so the unanimous recommendation of our neurosurgery department is..." Speaking of which, the doctor paused, "We think that the patient has already Entered an irreversible coma state, that is, in the popular sense...a vegetative state."

"Ah..." The man's voice was choked with sobs, "I understand..."

"But it doesn't mean that there is no hope of recovery. Mr. Lu, there are still many cases in the world where vegetative people finally wake up. As long as the patients are given continuous awakening treatment, the patients will still..."

The man interrupted the doctor: "Doctor Zhao, I understand, I will not give up, I will never give up..." When he said this, his voice was trembling because of the huge emotional shock, but he The tone of each sentence is extremely firm. "Dr. Zhao, thank you for your hard work. I want to be alone with him for a while."

"Well, then I won't bother you, Mr. Lu, just ring the bell if you need anything."

The doctor left, and I heard the faint footsteps of a man walking slowly to my bedside.My almost unconscious hand was gently held by him, and in an instant, there was a tingling pain on the back of my hand.what happened?

I held my breath, and gradually noticed the dripping sound on the upper right side of me.Am I getting an injection?I still have a needle in my hand?I'm sick...or so?Get ill?My reason began to become lax, and I fell into a state of being unable to think for a while.The man said something to me, but I couldn't understand the meaning of his words. He touched my wrist gently, his hand was so warm.

"Don't be afraid, Ling Xi, you will get better. I will take you to the best doctor for treatment. No matter what the price is, I will definitely cure you..."

As he spoke, I felt a few drops of lukewarm liquid drip onto my wrist.My heart trembled slightly, is he sad?I was thinking like this, trying to think about the situation in front of me, but the severe pain in my head forced me to stop all thinking.

The light and shadow in the room turned from dark to bright, and then from bright to dark. During this period, I didn't know how long I had been in a coma. When I regained consciousness, I only heard the familiar voice of the man echoing in my ears again.

"Ling Xi, the transfer procedures have been completed, and we will fly to the United States in a while. There are the best brain surgeons in the world there. You will definitely get better."

I couldn't understand the meaning of his words, but hearing his voice, there was a warmth in my blank mind, hoping to hear his voice, as if as long as he was there, everything would be fine.

Not long after, I felt that the bed I was on was being moved, and my body trembled slightly with the tiny bumps when the bed moved forward. Along with the movement were all kinds of mechanical sounds around me that kept going all night, and the pain on my face The mask has been removed, and a gust of wind gently brushed my face, and I shivered involuntarily.My hand has been gently held by a big warm hand, as if feeling the reaction of my body, the owner of that hand pulled up the thin quilt covering my body.Soon, I was sent to a bright and warm place, surrounded by noisy sounds, my headache became more and more serious because of these sounds, I had to give up the feeling of the surroundings, and fell into the battle against the headache middle.

I don't know how long it took, but I fell asleep. When I woke up again, the surroundings were already quiet. I searched for the man's voice, but to no avail.Soon there was the sound of people walking around me again.This time, there were a lot of people, and the sound of footsteps ding ding dong dong echoed in my ears, and I became a little confused.

"Master, the accommodation has been arranged, that is, the villa on the outskirts of the city. I have ordered someone to clean it up. You and Mr. Gu can move in at any time. There are also servants and medical staff who can help Gu Mr. provides 24-hour care."

"Well. All the nursing equipment that Ling Xi may use, we also put a set in the house, and tell the servants, Ling Xi, I will take care of them myself, and tell them not to enter Ling Xi's room if they are fine."

"Yes, then master, now we are..."

"The driver stays here. Take the others home first. I will stay here with Ling Xi until the inspection report comes out and the direction of treatment is confirmed before going back."

"Yes."

Many people have left, but the familiar voice is still there.After a while, there was a knock on the door.

"Who?"

"Ah...Mr. Lu, I'm the nurse in charge here, and I'm here to help patients scrub their bodies."

"Put it down, I'll take care of everything about him."

"This………"

"I have already greeted your director here, and I have also learned some nursing knowledge, so you don't have to worry about it."

"Ah, that's it, then I won't bother you."

The door was closed.The thin quilt on my body was gently lifted.A warm towel was placed on my body to wipe it gently, and only then did I realize that I didn't have any clothes on my body, and the room was very warm, so even without the quilt, I wouldn't feel cold.The man wiped my whole body very carefully, even when turning over, he was very careful.There is still a tube attached to my nasal cavity, and if I move it slightly, my entire nasal cavity and then my stomach will feel a bit uncomfortable, but the man noticed even this, when I was turned from a supine position to a side sleeper , the tube connected to the inside of the body hardly changed much.

After wiping my body, the man used a dry towel to absorb the remaining moisture on my body. He began to gently fiddle with my limbs and help me do various passive body movements.Because my body was lifted from the bed, my head fell back weakly. The man reached out and gently supported the back of my head, and lifted me up.My body was leaning against his arms like noodles. After he confirmed that I was lying comfortably, he began to slowly move my arms and help me do the most basic activities.

He was very quiet while doing this, and I was able to gradually find my thoughts that had been scattered for a long time.I started to rethink all this that I was facing.

I was sick and he was taking care of me without knowing who he was or who I was.But fortunately, the headache is gone, and my most basic common sense is still there, so I can still make a certain judgment on the current situation.As long as this is enough, I definitely don't want to become a mess like before.

Soon, I was gently put back on the bed and covered with a quilt.The side of my bed suddenly sank downwards, and my body tilted along with it.It turned out that the man sat by my bed. He straightened my body and began to massage me from the head.

The strength in his hand was not small, and the part he pressed hurt like being pricked by a needle, but I couldn't respond to it, so I could only endure it silently.Finally, the massage was over, and I took a deep breath in my heart.The man sat by my bed and took my hand lightly in his again.My forearm was lifted up with his lead, and my five fingers were in his palm for him to fiddle with.

"Ling Xi, how are you feeling? Are you feeling better? Your hands are so cold...is it cold?" He gently rubbed my hands as he spoke, the heat slowly spread from his hands to my skin "Don't worry, with me here, you will be fine, everything will pass. I said a long time ago, no matter what you become, I will never abandon you, so this time you don't Abandon me..." The man's voice was choked with sobs, "I will find those who turned you into this one by one, and make them pay the price. You don't have to worry about anything, I will settle everything in your house Now, you just need to cultivate well. I have also put off all the company affairs, and I will never leave you alone again. Forgive me before..." His voice became broken, "Just focus on work... in your When I needed me the most, I didn't accompany you...it was my fault, it was my fault...otherwise you would have no accident, and you were given by those people..." His tears fell on my hand, and after a long time, he He spoke again, "It's okay, I will be with you. No matter what you become in the future, I will be with you and never leave again, so you have to persevere, don't have anything to do again..."

My mood sank because of his words.His words sounded so sad that I even wanted to get up to comfort him, which of course was absolutely impossible.

But according to what he said, my name should be "Ling Xi"?And he is Mr. Lu, he will always be with me...

Mr. Lu?Can't remember, memory is still blank.

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Suddenly, the door was pushed open.Mr. Lu put my hand back under the quilt, turned around and walked towards the door.

"Dr. White's diagnosis is confirmed." I heard this voice before, when was it?I thought about it repeatedly, and finally, I remembered some clues related to the sound.It was when many people were present at the same time before, and that voice was talking to Mr. Lu at that time.

"Say."

"Well, the results of the brain CT scan are not very satisfactory. The doctor said that there is still a certain amount of congestion in Mr. Gu's brain, which is oppressing a part of the nerves in the brain. However, given his current physical condition, it is not suitable for a second diagnosis. He is undergoing cranial surgery, so he can only wait for the congestion in his brain to disappear automatically."

"How long will that take?"

"Doctors are not sure, it could be months, it could be years."

"...Then... What if Ling Xi's condition improves a little before the operation?"

"This………"

"You should have asked clearly, right? Du Ping, just tell me straight."

"Yes, master... The doctor said that even after Mr. Gu's physical condition recovers, the risk of surgery is still very high."

"How tall is it?"

"Only...20.00% chance of survival."

"what………"

"Master, don't be discouraged. The doctor said that after a long time, the blood will be absorbed by the body automatically, and Mr. Gu will wake up by then."

"Well...I see."

Mr. Lu's voice sounded very gloomy, and even my mood became a lot lower.

"Du Ping, how is the domestic investigation going?"

"The suspects have all been found, including the group who kidnapped Mr. Gu, and..."

"Don't say it, don't say it in front of him."

"Yes."

"When will the court be held?"

"This...young master, actually..."

"What's the matter? You should speak clearly."

"Actually, the judge said that the evidence is insufficient. Unless Mr. Gu can testify, otherwise..."

"Testimony? Heh...Let him testify?"

"Master, don't get excited. The judicial process is like this. If it doesn't work, let's contact Boss Jiang. It's okay to ask Boss Jiang to help."

"Jiang Zhengming? No, I don't want Ling Xi to have anything to do with him again. Let's let the domestic affairs go first. I just want to take good care of Ling Xi now."

"I understand, master..."

"What are you doing standing still? What's the matter, is there anything else?"

"This………"

"What's wrong? Tell me straight."

"that……"

Another voice joins the conversation.

"Qixuan."

"Ji Ming?"

"Auntie is really worried about you being here alone, let me help you..."

"Oh………"

"Hey, don't be like this, we have only met each other for so many years, can't you put a smile on my old friend?"

"Mr. Ji, young master, he is not in a good mood."

"Hey—it's okay, what's the big deal, I'll go in and have a look—hey, this is Gu Lingxi? He looks really good, no wonder you like it, no matter who sees this skin, it won't matter. Possibly annoying?"

"Mr. Ji, stop joking, young master..."

"I know, I know, you feel sorry for your little lover, don't worry, I'm here to help you. I'm straight, you don't know that yet."

"Yeah. You and Du Ping go out first, Ji Ming. I'll call you if I have something to do."

"Okay, then I——hey, why is his quilt wet? Shouldn't he be peeing?"

All I knew was that my quilt had been thrown off, and I was carefully wiping my lower body with a warm towel in both hands.

"Du Ping, call the nurse for new diapers and bedding, hurry up, Ling Xi can't stand the cold."

Soon, my body was covered again by a dry and soft bedding.

"Qixuan, do you wipe his shit and urine every day like this?"

"What's wrong? Can't you?"

"No, no, it's just..."

"Just what?"

"It's just that the young master of our Lu Group is actually doing this kind of thing in the United States. If Auntie finds out, you can't—"

"If you can stay here, stay here, or get out of here immediately!"

There was a little anger in Mr. Lu's voice.

"Well, it's okay to listen to you for everything? I'll wait for you outside the door. When do you figure it out? Come to me and explain the ins and outs of the matter clearly."

The door was closed, and Mr. Lu and I were left in the room again. Mr. Lu turned my body to a side-lying position, sat on the edge of my bed, and stroked my cheek with his hands.

"Are you annoyed by them, Ling Xi?"

He asked me like this, but I couldn't give any response. He gently stroked the hair on my forehead, and said softly to me: "Ling Xi, we will go home tomorrow, I know you are afraid of strangers, so I put We have moved all the things from our home in China, so that you can sleep in a familiar place like before."

"Ling Xi, rest well, don't worry about anything."

Listening to Mr. Lu's voice, I fell asleep quietly.In my dream, I dreamed that there were many people, and they grabbed me and refused to let me go out. I tried to struggle, but they pressed me even tighter.I started to get scared and hoped that someone would come to help me, but no one came, and one by one, the group of people pushed me to the ground, and then...

I was surrounded by a warm current.It turned out that I was lying in a ball of warm water, my body was held from behind, and my head was kept above the water surface.There is a hand wiping my submerged body from top to bottom, who is it?

I couldn't move, I just felt that the body against my back was so hot, hotter than water.My head hanging to one side was supported by a hand and I leaned back. Whose shoulder was that...

The person holding me gently massaged my head with his hands, the strength was very light, but I still felt a little pain.

Finally, a stream of warm water was poured from the top of my head, and the water flowed down my cheeks and into my closed eyes, it hurt so much... I wanted to raise my hand to wipe the water from my eyes, but I couldn't.After a while, a hand appeared next to my cheek, helping me wipe the water from the corner of my eye.And because of this action, my body lost its support and fell to one side.That hand immediately held me up again.

With a sound of "pass", something fell into the water.It turned out to be the arm I had been draping over one side of the platform.My arms floated limply in the water, touching the body below me that supported me from time to time.

Who is he?

do not know.

Due to the hypnosis of the hot water, my consciousness seemed to be floating in the water, and my consciousness began to gradually slacken.I'm so tired, I want to sleep...

The heat around my body gradually dissipated, and I was wrapped in a soft blanket and put back on the bed.After being dried carefully, my naked body was covered with a quilt.Immediately afterwards, the touch of the previous warm body reached the surface of my skin again.A big body got into my quilt and hugged me tightly.

"Ling Xi, will you forgive me? It's all my fault... just open your eyes and look at me, okay? It was my fault when I quarreled with you that day. I shouldn't listen to that woman. Look at me." , Ling Xi, I miss you so much..."

It was Mr. Lu's voice.He sounded so sad that even I became sad too.I wanted to get up and comfort him, but couldn't.I just let him hug me and listened to him whispering in my ear.I can't quite understand what he means, but he is really sad, and I can feel it...

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