[Korean entertainment GD] My dear little friend

——The sentence "I'm sorry" hurt you, but it also completely destroyed me.

This was the only sentence Quan Zhilong sent to Lan Zile in a private message on her wedding day.

Whenever he dreams back at midnight, Quan Zhilong spends countless sleepless nights relying on the few poor memories in his mind.The scene of that day is still vivid in my memory, from the time she took out the gift under the scorching eyes of everyone, Quan Zhilong's uneasiness began to spread.

Her smile was too eye-catching, too eager.The uncertainty in my heart was shattered by the small red velvet box in front of me.

There was an unknown emotion in his heart, and when he realized her next move, Quan Zhilong involuntarily took a step back when she knelt down on one knee.

Quan Zhilong knew that she would definitely notice the close distance between the two.Sure enough, when she looked up, she saw the doubt in her eyes, which flashed past without showing a trace.

"My dear, will you marry me?"

He had already guessed what she blurted out, and when he actually heard it, Quan Zhilong only felt a buzzing sound in his ears, and then his mind went blank.

"I'm sorry...", unable to think for a long time, looking at the sparkling diamond ring in her hand, lips and teeth touched.In an instant, as if even the air had stopped, the silence in the living room was suffocating.

"It seems that my dear wants to counterattack. Well, then you should propose."

Seeing her calmly standing up and putting the ring in his hand, Quan Zhilong felt inexplicable irritability in his heart.

"Sorry……"

One second, two seconds, three seconds... Just when he thought she would turn around and leave, she made a move.Her chin was pinched tightly by her fingers, and it hurt.Quan Zhilong was forced to raise his head to meet her eyes, which were as clear as a mountain stream, making him dodge subconsciously.

She didn't force it, didn't continue, and felt that she slowly let go of her hand, a gust of wind brought a familiar scent, lingering faintly at the tip of her nose.

The fragrance in the air is getting weaker and weaker, as if there is nothing there.

Chu Yunyao passed him by, Quan Zhilong didn't know whether to be sad or lucky, but Chu Yunyao didn't fight for her.

Light footsteps, as usual.

He didn't turn around, and he didn't care about the anger and confusion in everyone's eyes.Quan Zhilong looked at the figure reflected in the glass on the window without blinking.

Watching her leave step by step without stopping, leaving without a trace.

With a bang, the door opened and closed again.Quan Zhilong knew that she had already left, and left without looking back, not even looking back at him.

Pu Ran asked why he refused, but Quan Zhilong remained silent.The person most qualified to ask the question did not speak.

Quan Zhilong never hated her calmness as much as this moment. Those unripe eyes made him feel that everything just now was like a farce. She was outside the scene, watching him, a clown, lose his dignity. .

How much I wish she could speak, only Quan Zhilong knows.And she still left silently.Maybe it's because she doesn't want to waste too much tongue on him.

Quan Zhilong never thought about the reason for the refusal, because he knew and understood that with her temperament, she would never speak up.

Contradictory? Yes.He was so contradictory, he wanted her to speak, but he was afraid that she would speak.

Wanting to escape from the quiet living room, Quan Zhilong left everyone behind and went back to the room.The faint scent in the air reminded him that not long ago, the owner of the scent was still here.

In the cloakroom, there were neatly packed clothes, and he knew it with just one glance.

She didn't take any clothes with her.

He scooped up two fistfuls of cold water to clear his head, and when he lowered his head, the hand figure on the shelf came into his eyes.The smile at the corners of the girl's eyes and the curvature of her lips made him want to touch her involuntarily.

When she left, the smile on the corner of her mouth was still there.The coldness in those eyes, Quan Zhilong, who is familiar with her emotions, knew that she was angry.

Different from the past, she exudes a cold aura, making it difficult for people to approach.

For a split second, there was a needle-like pain in his heart, and the sense of suffocation he lost made him a little panicked.Turning around and walking quickly to the bedside to pick up the phone, the sound of 'thumping' heartbeat rang in his ears, and a trace of fear slowly surged in Quan Zhilong's heart.

What would he do if he lost her...

The 'buzzing' sound in his ear made him look sideways, and the corners of Quan Zhilong's lips curled up in a mocking arc.As kind as she is, how could she not answer the phone, let alone ignore it.Beside the computer table, the pure white mobile phone vibrated and made a sound, telling him that it had been abandoned by its owner.

Quan Zhilong thought that Lan Zile just wanted to be quiet, or their temporary separation.But he never thought that the marriage proposal would be the last words she said to him.

The thoughts of missing her, wanting to see her, and wanting to touch her kept circulating in Quan Zhilong's mind.He began to look forward to, looking forward to senior Kim Hee Sun's wedding, he knew she would attend.

Dressing up seriously, putting on her favorite little suit, and combing her favorite hairstyle, Quan Zhilong is full of anticipation.

No, no, nowhere.Undeterred, she confirmed with Pu Ran again and again that she didn't come.Pu Ran said that she asked someone to deliver a gift, but she didn't show up.

The fact that the expected person did not show up was like ice water falling from the sky. Quan Zhilong had to face the fact that he had been unwilling to believe.

——They have broken up and have no relationship anymore.

The time to enlist in the army finally came.Quan Zhilong wrote a letter and wanted to send it to her, but found that there was no address.Yong Pei said that he could ask Park Ran for help.

After thinking for a long time, he finally failed to find Pu Ran.

Quan Zhilong made a bet with himself, two years of precipitation, two years of growth, if the love is still there, as she said at the time, he will go to Paris to find her.

Quan Zhilong thought that after two years in the barracks, he could forget about Lan Zile.

Quan Zhilong thought that he would not have time to think about Lan Zile due to the hard training.

Quan Zhilong thought that with the passage of time, he would gradually forget about Lan Zile.

Quan Zhilong thought that when he heard about her again, his heart would be as calm as water.

Heh~, all the assumptions were broken by the news of her engagement.

After retiring from the army, Quan Zhilong told Yong Pei his thoughts, and did not ignore the flicker in his eyes.Later, Yong Pei said that she was engaged, shortly before he was discharged from the army.

Don't believe it, Quan Zhilong doesn't believe that she will do that.He knew that she would not be so impulsive.

I searched for her information on the Internet, but there was no information about her engagement.Quan Zhilong stared at Yong Pei, smiled and said he was a liar.

Yong Pei, who was silent for a long time, told him that Park Ran told him the news of the engagement.Moreover, Park Ran also attended her engagement banquet.

Looking at the photo, when she snuggled up to the man's arm with a smile, Quan Zhilong felt a sudden pain in his heart, causing his hands to subconsciously contract.

"Cat, don't be angry, okay?"

"Cat, you can hit me, you can scold me. Please, don't use such a cruel way..."

Yong Pei accompanied Quan Zhilong to get drunk, watched him murmur unconsciously when he was drunk, and sighed slightly.

After resuming the schedule, Quan Zhilong's life is boring every day.Occasionally, they would hear them mention the person's recent situation.Perhaps his acting skills were too perfect, they thought he had already walked out of that relationship.

They no longer shy away from mentioning her in front of him, but they no longer mention her name, but use a word instead,—that person.

That person's love, that person's picture, and that person's voice.

Quan Zhilong began to have expectations in his life.Whenever he heard them mention that person, he would hide the excitement in his heart, pretend not to care, and look at the photos they sent to him.

Just such a faint glance, already imprinted in the bottom of my heart.

The man was still the same, nothing had changed.Except, the man next to that person is no longer him.

That's it.

Since leaving on the day he refused, there have been no pictures of the man on the Internet.There aren't many news items, and the few ones are just award-winning text news.

That person's official twitter, he learned from fans' messages that he would no longer accept the show.

The photos on the Internet are all old photos from a long time ago, except for the stills and the stills, there are very few others.

His memory is getting worse and worse, and every time he thinks about it, it is always vague.With the help of my phone and that sketchbook.

He thought that the days would pass slowly in peace, and when they would never meet again, fate made another joke.

Only to him.

Time did not speed up because of his sadness and loss.

That year's Shanghai Awards Ceremony, as usual, Quan Zhilong didn't pay much attention to it.It's just a little more familiar feeling, this is the city where that person lives.

Sitting on a soft chair, his eyes were empty.There is a hint of river water in the air, maybe it is an illusion, but it is always refreshing than Seoul.In a daze, the familiar voice seemed to come through centuries, which made him stand there for a moment.

Long time no see that tall figure.

In a short time, the man walked off the stage.Suppressing the desire to see him in his heart, Quan Zhilong felt like he was sitting on pins and needles.

Yong Pei saw his intentions and persuaded him to meet her at the banquet at night.

Quan Zhilong could only stare anxiously at the time, watching it slip by second by second.Just like the wedding of senior Kim Hee Sun, that person still didn't show up.Be disappointed, yes.Are you sad? Yes.

Close at hand, but far away in the world.Years of punishment, isn't that enough?

It was Nichkhun who told him about the man's marriage.

He and the team members got off the stage and accepted the greetings from the juniors wearily.When passing by, Nichkhun whispered in his ear.

At that moment, the noise in the corridor was blocked out, and nothing could be heard in the roaring ears.

Only the sentence "she is getting married" keeps repeating.

Quan Zhilong clenched his fists tightly, cold sweat slid down his cheeks.He didn't know how to get back to the departure lounge, didn't know how to get back to the apartment.

Standing under the shower, I couldn't hold back the sadness in my heart anymore, tears came out.The body squatted down slowly, hugging the knees, like an insecure child, waiting for the embrace that the person had left long ago.

On the big bed for the two of them, Quan Zhilong frowned slightly, not sleeping peacefully.My mind kept turning, recalling the scene when the two first met.

The words that hit the heart with that person.

——Except for farewell, all departures are betrayals, and what that person hates the most is betrayal.

He opened his eyes suddenly, panting heavily with difficulty in calming his heart.After seeing the surrounding scene clearly, he slowly turned his head in disbelief.

The pleasing smile made his eyes widen suddenly, his slightly parted lips trembled involuntarily, and indescribable surprise shone in his eyes.

"you……"