Little Terrified Bun

Today's sunshine is just right, the room is bright, and they can clearly see each other's expressions.

Wei Jing opened his mouth, wanting to beg for mercy, wanting to be coquettish, but in the end he couldn't say anything.What can he say?It was because he didn't work hard enough, so he was jealous of his elder brother; it was because he wasn't firm enough, and he betrayed his elder brother. Everything was his fault.

The elder brother treated him with great care and obedience. It was his own dissatisfaction that ended up hurting himself, not to mention the elder brother.

In the first reincarnation, he obviously lived with his elder brother with the idea of ​​redemption, but the person who needs to be taken care of is still himself.He was like a parasite, saying nice things in his mouth, thinking about what he should do?In fact, he has been sucking the flesh and blood of his elder brother for a living.

Despicable and selfish.

How can I beg my elder brother to forgive me like this?

Are you about to be abandoned by your elder brother?From the last life to this life, the things that I have panicked for countless years are finally going to happen now.Wei Jing raised his head in a daze, and looked at the cold and stern eyebrows of the young man, who just wanted to hold the other's hand but couldn't lift it.

"Don't you have anything to say?" The man's voice was low and sexy, and in Wei Jing's ears at the moment, it seemed to be the whisper of a demon.

"Yes... I'm sorry." The little boy shrank, his eyes and eyebrows were reddish, he suppressed the tears that were about to fall, and said in a weak voice, "I will move out."

Wei Zhe's complexion just got better when he heard the previous sentence, but he laughed angrily at the latter sentence.Standing next to Wei Jing, his tall body was like an insurmountable mountain, which gave people a great sense of oppression. He sneered, speaking with contempt, "Go out? Just you? I'm afraid it won't take half a month. You can be tricked into going to a mountain village to bring up a child bride."

He added: "There is no household registration book, no ID card. A 12-year-old child with a lot of money is simply the best target for hooligans."

He has devoted countless efforts to his love for so many years, but this child... wants to leave?

Just don't like yourself that much?Then what was the purpose of the active approach back then?Missing a playmate?Now there are more people, so want to give him up?

Wei Jing's face turned pale because he always knew he was useless.Not smart, not quick-witted, not pleasing to others, and has no skills. After being reborn, he still lives a mediocre life. The only way to make money is to resell houses, a skill that anyone who is a Chinese can understand.

He is a vermin.

So it's right for the elder brother to look at him like a pest.

Don't cry, brother hates weak people the most.Wei Jing warned himself like this, shrunk his nose vigorously, and held back the tears that were about to fall.He stood there stupidly, like a prisoner who had committed a heinous crime, waiting for the emperor's trial.

"Speak? Are you dumb?" Wei Zhe at this moment is like a manic patient, with a sharp voice, red eyes, and distorted face.Doing things he would never do when he was sober.

"Then...big...big brother...you...what do you want...how...?" Wei Jing couldn't speak fluently at the moment, the huge indescribable pressure was like a mountain, pressing on his back, everything in front of him They all turned black, and there was a brief visual fault.

Wei Jing thought, even if his elder brother told him to die at this moment, he could jump off the balcony without hesitation.

But he waited and waited, but he couldn't wait for a response.

It wasn't until the loud closing sound that he suddenly woke up from the previous chaotic state.The white roses in the painting are in full bloom, the messy packaging is thrown aside, the whole living room is empty, and he is the only one left.

Wei Jing's legs gave way, and he fell to his knees on the cold ground.

He screwed everything up again.

like crap.

The self-confidence that had just been established was like ice and snow under the sun in June, disappearing completely.

The young man silently held the painting in his hand, his delicate five fingers clasped tightly on the painting, the nails were quickly stained with paint.If only he hadn't painted the picture, if all this hadn't happened.

The oil painting was ravaged by him in a mess, cold and salty tears fell on the oil painting one by one, those unbearable and undeserved grievances collided with the self-blame and shame in his heart, making him feel like he was in a In the blend of water and fire.

He was sobbing softly, his voice was broken, but his chest seemed to be pressed by something, he couldn't breathe, as if he was going to faint in a second.

The sun was setting to the west, and this was what the confinement wife saw when she came to make lunch.

A boy in his twelfth year, with his arms around his knees, his eyes closed tightly, his eyes flushed, and tears on his face, like a pitiful little rabbit who has been bullied but has nowhere to complain, is adorable.

"You're here..." Wei Jing was tired from crying, and fell into a light sleep without knowing it. The sound of the confinement wife's door opening woke him up. He rubbed his eye circles and got up from the ground, because he squatted for too long Yes, and almost fell down.

"Are you okay!" the confinement wife who was supporting the boy asked worriedly.

"It's okay." Wei Jing shook his head. He wanted to say that I'm not hungry and you don't need to cook today, but then he thought about it, what if the eldest brother comes back later?Even if the hope is slim, but what if? "You cook! I'll go to the bedroom to rest."

"Yeah." The concubine nodded and comforted her: "Look at it, there is no obstacle in this world that you can't get past."

Wei Jing forced a smile, but that smile was uglier than crying.

The bedroom is still the scene when Wei Jing woke up in the morning, but in just a few hours, things have changed?He was sitting on the bed blankly at this moment, his eyes fell on the corner of the room, the big yellow sponge and his friend Pai Daxing were quietly snuggling up together, just like when his elder brother gave him a few years ago.

What on earth is he going to do?Big brother will not be angry?

Wei Jing didn't know.

He judges others by himself, if he dotes on a person so much, but in the end this person betrays him, he will probably throw him far away, and hope that he will never see him again.But he said he was going to leave before, but he was ridiculed by the elder brother, so... the elder brother doesn't want to leave by himself?

Even in this situation now, a hidden joy arose in his heart because of this thought.

On this day, Wei Jing thought a lot, but couldn't figure it out.It wasn't until night fell and the room was pitch-black that Wei Jing came to his senses. His empty stomach was clamoring for hunger, but he didn't want to move at all.

Even if it happens, just go to death.

Anyway, he is useless in this world, even if he is dead, few people would be willing to shed tears for him.

boom!

Wei Jing turned his head, and saw the aggressive young man kicking open the locked door. His face could not be seen clearly in the dark night, and he could only vaguely see the long and narrow eyes of the other party. Anxiously, "What are you doing in your room all day long? Come out for dinner soon."

"Big...Brother." He looked at the figure in front of him without blinking, jumped off the bed and threw himself into the opponent's arms, his thin arms tightly hugging the opponent's strong waist, afraid that it was only his own. The dream will disappear in the next second.

Wei Zhe immediately regretted it the moment he ran out of the house.

He bought a pack of cigarettes in the commissary of the community, and he sat by the flower bed like a downcast homeless man smoking one pack of cigarettes. The familiar smell of nicotine in his memory filled his brain.

People coming and going on the side of the road pointed at him and looked at him as if they were looking at monkeys in a zoo.

The sun was shining in May, and he was sweating profusely from the sun, like a fool, but he didn't dare to go upstairs, afraid that he would say such hurtful words again.

He doesn't know what's wrong with him?As long as you face Wei Jing, you will easily lose control of your emotions. It seems that your previous calmness and rationality have been thrown to the dogs, like a fool, saying insincere words, expecting this person to give you more and care more about yourself.

Once the other party's answer is not in line with his wishes, his temper will become even more irritable, wishing to lock Wei Jing with a chain and lock him in the room so that he will never see other people.

But... that's not right.

Wei Jing is the person he loves, he should give the other party enough respect, treat the other party as an equal person, instead of messing around like an object.

The person he loves should be a reserved and shy little prince. Although he is a bit cry-loving, ignorant of world affairs, and simple and stupid, he is still him, the person he has liked from the beginning, people who care.

What does it matter if you're not smart?There are many smart people in this world, but there is only one Wei Jing he loves.

What does it matter if you love to cry?Isn't it just a little squeamish?Isn't he too spoiled?

What does it matter if you don't know the world?He has a lot of money and great power, and he can build him a pure ivory tower, so that he can live smoothly and happily.

But that's how it is, he can't wait for someone who can't even be pampered enough on the top of his heart, when will he become so sensitive and fragile, like exquisite porcelain, beautiful is beautiful, but too fragile, he is afraid that when the other party doesn't care about him He fell down carefully, and he didn't catch it, so he broke it.

He obviously wanted to be nice to the other party, but the final result always seemed to be completely opposite to his expectations.

It's wrong no matter what you do!

Even if he asked, he could only get a weeping expression, which made him feel distressed, but at the same time he became more and more angry, wishing to get into the other person's mind and see what he was thinking?

Wei Zhe sat alone in the garden of the community for a long time. After smoking a pack of cigarettes, his voice became hoarse.

But still dare not go upstairs.

The emotions in his heart seemed to be stirred up by a demon, making his mentality unbalanced and unable to control his actions.What he did before must have been hated by Wei Jing!That's right, he also... hates himself who is so selfish, indifferent, and full of evil desires!