Little Terrified Bun

The night was silent, and a few rays of bright light shone into the room through the gaps in the curtains.

The young man's back was bent, and his hands rested on the man's strong chest. In the darkness, his curly and pitch-black eyelashes blinked quickly. He swallowed nervously, and stammered: "I'm sorry, big brother, You are a good man.

The second half was stuffed back into his mouth.

Wei Zhe didn't know that he was almost issued a good person card, and Wei Jing's answer was reasonable and unexpected.But it is absolutely impossible to say that there is no disappointment.

"Why don't you agree? You don't like me?" The man's bony fingers rubbed against the young man's sensitive and delicate collarbone, like a light feather. Every time he stroked it, he felt numb and itchy.

Wei Jing wanted to hide behind, but the man's other hand was firmly around his waist, making it impossible for him to retreat.

"My, my, my love for big brother is the love of relatives, not the love of couples!" He was aggrieved for a long time, and finally choked out these words.

"After the passion between lovers is over, don't they slowly turn into relatives?" Wei Zhe said slowly, "We can do it in one step, isn't it better than others?"

Wei Jing: "..." Shocked to the point of being speechless!

"Then do you want me to marry another woman? Do you want to start a family with other people in the future?" Wei Zhe pressed hard at first, and then suddenly gave up, "You don't have to answer me now? Between us There is still time, you can think about it slowly."

Wei Jing's "don't want to" was suddenly blocked in his mouth.

Since the eldest brother is not in a hurry, then he will take his time!Wei Xiaojing, who was shrinking his head like a tortoise, spit on himself silently, and vaguely already had the answer in his heart, but compared to his status as a couple, he felt that his brother's status was more stable.

Between lovers, once there is a gap in the relationship, and the gap enlarges, they will fall apart, like enemies.

As long as Wei Jing thought of the possibility of this relationship between him and Wei Zhe, his heart would be pierced and it was difficult to breathe.

"Okay, go to sleep!"

The man held him in his arms, and a familiar breath came over his face. Wei Jing bit his lip, clenched and loosened his five fingers, and repeated several times, but he couldn't push the person on him out. .

Forget it...forget it!Just this once.

Thinking like this, he fell asleep in a daze.

-

Li Fei worked in the police station for a whole day. Early the next morning, he found a car and took Li Qiang's body to the funeral parlor for cremation.

The nightmare in his life has now become a handful of ashes in his hands, and the ordinary brown-red urn was taken home by Li Fei.His house was bought on the top floor, a very common house type with three bedrooms and one living room.His mother was sitting in the living room sweeping the floor when he got home.

A woman in her forties or fifties has age spots on her face, yellow and wrinkled skin, gray hair, and thick calluses on her fingers. When she saw Li Fei, she showed a loving smile, "Xiao Fei You came back so early? Didn't you say it would take three months?"

"The work is over early." Li Fei paused for a moment while putting his shoes on, and he put the urn aside, his brows and eyes were shrouded in a golden halo by the warm sun at dusk, "Mom, I want to tell you something , you are mentally prepared, don't be scared?"

"Did your father owe money outside again?" The woman raised her voice suddenly when she heard the words, and her eyes fell down, "Son! No matter what, he is your father, you can't just watch Let him die! If you don't have money on hand, let's borrow it, okay?"

Familiar words, familiar tone, familiar tears.

Li Fei was wearing slippers, standing quietly next to the shoe rack, his eyes had thick dark circles, and his face was bloodless due to the exhaustion of the past two days, he smiled meaninglessly, "He died."

"What?" The woman froze for a moment.

The man said calmly, "When he was outside the day before yesterday, he was killed by a mentally ill person. I have been handling his affairs for the past two days." He said, pointing to the brown-red urn on the floor. Pointing, "This is the cremated ashes."

"Dead...dead." The woman stood there blankly for a few seconds, until Li Fei stepped up to her side, bent down and picked up the urn as if in a nightmare, and cried loudly, "I told you not to gamble. , if you don’t listen, it’s all over now, people are gone, everything is gone..."

Her cry was hoarse, as if she was going to faint from crying in the next second.

Li Fei turned his head, his eyes were light and thin, like a gust of wind, he took out a bottle of mineral water from the refrigerator and took a sip or two, his stomach, which had been empty for most of the day, was aching, "What are you doing at night?" What do you want to eat? There seems to be corn in the refrigerator. I’ll make corn ribs and stir-fried cabbage. I have to go to the supermarket to buy something tomorrow! Otherwise, the refrigerator will be empty..."

"What are you thinking?" The woman looked up, looking at him in disbelief with her eyes red and swollen from crying, "This is your father. Don't you feel sad when your father died? This is the father who gave you life! "

"Why are you sad?" Li Fei looked back, his dark eyes couldn't reflect a gleam of brilliance, he was puzzled and said: "He abused you domestically, owed debts outside, and disrupted our good life. Now You should be glad he's dead."

"You, you, you..." The woman seemed to realize who her son was for the first time, she screamed like crazy, "How can I have such a selfish son as you, the dead are the greatest, no matter what he did in life What was wrong, now that everyone else is dead, why can't you forgive him?"

Why should I forgive him?Li Fei thought.

"Okay, okay!" She said three good words in a row, "When I die in the future, will you still treat me like this? I don't have a son like you, so get out of here."

"Mom, you..." Li Fei took two steps forward, he wanted to say, how could this be the same?He is him, you are you?You are totally different.But the woman's disgusted and terrified eyes made him freeze in place.

"roll!"

He pursed his lips, before he even had time to change his shoes, he just walked out numbly.

Li Fei looked at the ordinary anti-theft door in front of him in bewilderment, feeling a little pain in his heart, but after careful perception, the pain disappeared without a trace.You can pretend well outside, why do you continue to pretend in your own home?

The man who hurt the two of them like a vermin has completely disappeared. Shouldn't they be happy?

From a very young age, Li Fei watched the man press his mother under him and beat him, punching and punching, and he would not stop until he was exhausted, day after day, year after year.The family's source of income is all earned by women doing handwork outside. Occasionally, when a man wins money, he will generously give one or two hundred.

But that was very rare, and most of the time, it was he who searched through boxes and boxes to find women's deposits, and called them if they didn't give them.

Li Fei would ask at that time—Mom, why didn't you divorce Dad?

The woman will smile wryly and say - divorced, what do you do?I am a woman, how can I live with you!

He doesn't understand, wouldn't life be better without that man?Why can't I go on? ?

Later, as he got older and learned painting from Xu Jiaming, he gradually realized that for some people, what he lacked was not money, but the desire to stand up for himself.They are used to attaching their future to other people, even if it is a person who is rotten enough to stink.

Many years ago, he spent a lot of effort to get his mother to agree to go to the court to testify for divorce. On the way back, she cried a lot, then hugged him and said, "I will only have you in the future. You have to be more confident, Qian Don't be like your father..."

Because of this passage, he changed himself, he became smoother, and he would chat and laugh happily with people he didn't like.

Gradually, the network gradually increased, and the reputation slowly rose.

He was admitted to a good university, saved up money, and was about to surprise his mother and tell him that when they could have their own house.

That man... he's back.

With a butt of debt, he knelt down in front of them and cried, saying that he would change, begging them to save him.Li Fei looked indifferently, this person, in his heart, has long been dead.

At that time, the woman still had a cold face, and she refused to forgive the man no matter what.

However... In less than half a month, her heart became attached to that man again.She cried and said: "The group of people outside are too scary, anyway? He is your father, and he also knows that he is wrong, so let's give him a chance, and the family will be together and beautiful."

Li Fei was bored and didn't want to agree, but couldn't hold back his mother's tears.

The debt of more than 80 yuan, this time, the money in hand will be reduced by more than half.And this was just the beginning of the nightmare. The man was honest for a while when he first came home, and then changed his face. First he owed a few hundred, then thousands, and finally ten thousand, twenty thousand...

This is a bottomless pit.

And now... this bottomless pit has disappeared.

A small happy smile appeared on Li Fei's delicate face. He glanced at the slippers on his feet, then at the anti-theft door, and walked towards the elevator.Fortunately, he always carried his wallet with him, so he went to buy a pair of shoes, and stayed in a hotel for a few days.

Li Fei chose a hotel far away from home, he didn't know what happened to him?Maybe it's because you want to stay far away from that man's vicinity?

The decoration of the hotel is elegant, and people come and go in suits and leather shoes. Li Fei's eyebrows and eyes are very good. When he looks at you, it is like a pool of water that has melted in spring, soft and beautiful. There is a small dimple that makes people want to poke it twice.

"Brother Li?" When Wei Jing saw him, he still couldn't believe it, "Why are you here?"

Li Fei just put the room card in his pocket at this time, and he said: "It's been dealt with over there, but I have something to do, and I will be staying in the hotel for a few days."

After all, it was Li Fei's biological father who died. Wei Jing didn't want to ask more questions. He cast a glance and saw that the elevator was about to reach the first floor, and he panicked.The boy's soft five fingers grabbed Li Fei who was still in a daze, "Brother Li, let's go eat! I'm treating you."

"Hey?"

"What do you want to eat? Western food or Chinese food? Forget it, let's eat Chinese food!" He grabbed Li Fei and ran to a slightly remote Chinese restaurant like a guilty conscience.

Li Fei suddenly wanted to smile a little, not a hypocritical smile for the sake of communication, but a joy that flowed from the depths of his heart.He smiled with crooked eyebrows, and a ray of sunshine suddenly shot into his eyes, which were originally like a pool of stagnant water, shining brightly, "Did you quarrel with Mr. Wei??"

Wei Jing, who was drinking water to suppress his shock, was so frightened that he almost choked, he couldn't believe it: "How did you know?" He didn't say anything?

"Otherwise, what else do you have to hide?" Li Fei had an expression that I had seen through everything, and he said with some doubts: "No! Based on what I know about you two, shouldn't you quarrel? Or Say, you two can't argue at all."

Wei Jing put down his water glass, with a mysterious expression on his face, "...that's because you don't understand us at all." Mama!Can this man read minds?

He and Wei Zhe did not quarrel like Li Fei said, it's just that he is currently hiding people unilaterally.

In Wei Jing's mind, since Wei Zhe gave himself time to think about it, it means he still has the right to refuse.But early in the morning, he started to touch himself, kissed him from time to time, and said a few nasty words of love...

It seems that they have entered the life mode of old couples! ! ! !

The frightened Wei Jing was in a bad mood, and just sneaked out of the room while the man was on the phone, trying to calm down.Unexpectedly, I happened to run into Li Fei downstairs, and then panicked...and took Li Fei away.

"Okay! Then what are you arguing about?" Li Fei propped his chin with both hands, and looked at the boy with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth.

"Well... let me tell you something, you must not be surprised." A trace of embarrassment flashed across the young man's delicate face, his long and curly eyelashes blinked uneasily, and his voice was as small as a pitiful bird. Xi's cub, "There's just one person who confessed to me, he...uh! It's a man."

Li Fei subconsciously reminded, "...you are underage, don't be fooled."

When he looked at Wei Jing's magnificent and beautiful face, he felt uneasy in his heart, why didn't he notice it before?This child has grown up, and he no longer has the childish and unimaginable face when he was young.

It was a face that no matter whether a man or a woman saw it, they would want to possess it.

The ignorant innocence flashed across the eyes, making people wish to teach him the book, let him burn different colors because of himself.

The man's eyes subconsciously turned around, and sure enough, many people were secretly looking at this side.Perhaps it was because he had been peeped at him since he was a child, and Li Fei didn't feel anything. He set his eyes on the young man who was still struggling to organize his words...

This one probably feels nothing.

"So? Your elder brother doesn't agree?" Li Fei simply opened his mouth first, "If it were me, I would not agree. You are still so young, what do you know? Go to school well, and when you grow up, you will meet more Good people."

"No, my elder brother agrees, but I think... I don't agree with it a little bit?" Wei Jing broke the jar, and he said vaguely: "That man grew up with me, although we are not relatives. , but better than a relative, I didn't expect him to have such thoughts about me."

Li Fei said: "Then it's fine to refuse, things like feelings can't be forced."

"But in this case, he will marry another woman, and we will be separated in the future. I... I don't want to be separated from him." Wei Jing said aggrievedly.

Li Fei, "..." You need to ask me this? ?

"Brother Li, what kind of lover do you want to find in the future? What is your ideal type?" Wei Jing still remembered that Nie Ningle said that Li Fei liked men, and when he couldn't find any other gay, he simply asked Li Fei to marry him. Learn from the scriptures.

"Me??" Li Fei was taken aback by the question. He lowered his head, holding the teacup in both hands, his brows were cold, "I don't have anyone I like, and I can't imagine how I will live with another woman or man in the future. Probably ... am I frigid?"

He was a little uncertain about the last sentence.

When he was very young, he would also think about what kind of wife he would marry in the future?He won't be rough on his wife like his father, will he work hard and earn money to support his family?

But now... thinking about his father, mother, and that painful marriage?

He couldn't imagine what kind of person he would spend the rest of his life with in the future. If he ended up like his parents, it would be better to end it from the beginning.

"Don't talk about me, let's continue discussing your matter!" He took a sip of the milk in the glass, and the sweet liquid slipped from the roar into his stomach, which made him feel much better, "So you now Is it because you don't want him to get married, and you don't want to be with him yourself??"

Wei Jing bit his lip, like a deflated balloon, "Okay! I know it's impossible, I'll think about it again."

"Is he treating you well? How is your family?" Li Fei started from practical questions.

Wei Jing thought for a while, and made an analogy, "It's very good! It's the same as my elder brother treats me well. As far as my family background...it's not bad anyway." He didn't dare to say too much, for fear of losing his horse.

Li Fei himself has never liked anyone before, and he doesn't know anything about relationship issues, "If you like it too, just stay together. As for the issue of children? It's better to find a surrogate. It's just that you have a relationship like this, so you can't make it public! There is no legal guarantee, and the risks are huge, and as far as my own attitude is concerned, I don't agree with it."

But... just give up like this?What if one day you regret it?

Life is like countless forks in the road. If one choice is different, the result will be completely different.He still remembered a little joke he saw many years ago.

There was a very fat little girl. Once when she was going to the library to read a book, she squeezed together with a boy, who couldn't pass that way because of her.

The girl was very shy, she said sorry in a panic.

The boy politely said it was okay.

As a result, the two became friends, then became lovers, and finally got married and had children, and lived happily ever after.

The girl was reborn after death. In order to make herself an excellent woman worthy of her husband in her previous life, she lost weight, put on makeup, and wore beautiful clothes.On the day I met a man, I wanted to greet him with a smile.

But the man just said to her indifferently - I'm sorry, please let me go.

The two have since become strangers. 【Note [-]】

"You're right, I'll think about it carefully." As soon as the young man finished speaking, his cell phone rang non-stop. He took out a glance and thought it was the elder brother's, but who knew it was his manager of.

When Wei Jing answered the phone, he asked in confusion, "What's the matter? What's the matter?" After all...he doesn't have any new works recently!Still the one that was uploaded.

"My little ancestor! How can you talk nonsense on Flying Pigeon?" The manager was also worried about him, "Look, what the hell is the painting style on Flying Pigeon now? "

"What?" Wei Jing was puzzled.

The manager over there who was on vacation with his wife rubbed his forehead with a headache, and said, "It's the Xiao Yiyuan from before? Do you remember? Did you chat with him on Flying Pigeon yesterday? Fall out, say that you are bullying the young rookie, the tone is arrogant, condescending to listen to people uncomfortable."

Wei Jing had difficulty speaking, "...I just replied, okay, it's okay! This can also quarrel. To show consideration, I also added a smiley face?" This is the famous little smile on the surface. .

"Go and see for yourself and you will know, but don't talk anymore, leave this matter to me. OK?" People who have to work overtime on National Day can't afford to be hurt!

"OK." Wei Jing slightly replied with a guilty conscience.

After hanging up the phone, he sneakily logged on to Weibo, only to see a lot of scolding, and occasionally someone who helped him to speak was immediately scolded.There are fans of Xiao Yiyuan, there are trolls, and there are netizens who follow the trend.

Blanket: You don't mind hahaha!You don't mind a hair?Who gave you such haughty courage?Liang Jingru?

I'm Yiyuan's wife: It's because our family, Yiyuan, has a good temper and just said a few words on your Weibo, what's wrong?A public platform like Feige doesn't allow other people to comment. If you have the ability, don't draw it?Trash paintings.

Pink Pink: Garbage Garbage Garbage! !

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Wei Jing, who was hacked by the whole Internet, silently clicked on Xiao Yiyuan's Weibo, and saw that the top one was about him——Private chat with Fat Juda, it's great that he wasn't angry, and he was very nervous at first. 【picture】

Then the group of those who felt sorry for Xiao Yiyuan scolded him by the way for relying on the old and selling the old.

Wei Jing: "..." How angry!Don't want to keep smiling.

Remark [-]: This is a joke I forgot where I read it a long time ago, and the plot is similar.Invasion and deletion.

Comforting sad friends, I almost missed the update TAT