I want to break every day

Sitting on the bed numbly, she watched her mother find her clothes numbly.

Putting on the filial piety numbly, and numbly looking at everything in front of her, Xia Ruoruo didn't say a word.

Li Shuyue looked at her daughter worriedly, and she hasn't said a word since she woke up, which would stifle her.But no matter whether it was her or her husband, the persuasion was worn out, and it still had no effect.Seeing her daughter sitting on the bed for five hours without saying a word, Li Shuyue felt that she was about to collapse.

"If something happens to my daughter, Xia Laosan, I want your whole family to pay for my daughter's life! Woooooo..."

Hugging his wife tightly in his arms, Xia Changchun seemed to have aged a lot overnight, and his old smiling face was filled with vicissitudes and fatigue.After all, the elderly mother couldn't make it through, and Ruoruo left in the middle of the night when she fainted. Before she left, her eyes were wide open and her mouth was also open, as if she was shouting silently, or talking to someone. argue.

Someone next door said it looked like she was starving to death, but Xia Changchun preferred that it was the old mother's dying wish to see her grandson.

The old man has passed away, but the affairs of the old man still need to be arranged together.The elderly father hoped to hold the event at the house of the fourth brother. After all, it was his old man’s house, but the fourth daughter-in-law refused to let the old man in. Finally, she locked the door and took her son back to her mother’s house.Since you can't enter your own house, let's count according to the ranking of brothers.

The old family is still renting a house. Although a down payment has been paid, the small building is still under construction, so it was finally decided that the old lady's funeral should be handled at the second family.

Now the old lady's body has not been moved home from the hospital, and is still lying in the cold mortuary.There are still some expenses at the hospital that have not been paid in full. The brothers have been discussing the medical expenses for the past two days.The old lady does not have medical insurance, and she is still a farmer with her duties. She has not caught up with the good policies of the country, and can only be solved by her sons.

The old family has no money; the second child likes to gamble, and the family has nothing to earn; the fourth child’s money is in the hands of his daughter-in-law, and he has a maximum of 20 yuan; the fifth child can pay some, but his family also has a house loan and a car loan to repay. However, the tens of thousands of medical expenses finally fell on Xia Changchun's head.He didn't care about this little money. When he left Youshi, he exchanged all his stocks for checks and took them away, but he felt chilled for what his brothers did.

The daughter at home was still unconscious, Xia Changchun felt that he really didn't have the time to discuss these things with these people.When he returned to the company and asked for a leave in a hurry, the boss specially approved the leave note for him, allowing him to take half a month's leave with pay, and comforted him not to be too sad.After the leave was over, Xia Changchun drove home. Looking at his daughter who was dumbfounded on the hospital bed, the man with red eyes and a man who didn't cry easily bit his lip.He approached his daughter tremblingly, his voice was hoarse and unpleasant: "Bao'er..."

"Baby..."

"Bao Er, say something..."

"Bao'er, Dad's Bao'er..."

The sound of weeping blood, every word is tearful.

Li Shuyue leaned against the door frame weakly, covering her mouth with her hands and weeping, tears streaming down her face.If her daughter is not well, she really can't survive. The couple gave up everything for their daughter back then, and they can give up everything now.Xia Changchun knelt on the floor, holding Xia Ruoruo's hand tightly with a pair of big hands, her daughter's hand was still so cold, even in summer.The doctor said that this is because the daughter is weak and needs to rest well.

"Auntie, Uncle." The balcony window was pushed open, and a flustered You Zuixue crawled over.

Her straight suit was covered with dust, and President You, who was climbing the balcony for the first time, was in a mess.

She already knew the news about the Xia family, the old man had gone west, and what he had to do now was to properly settle the matter behind the old man.But at this moment, You Zuixue is most worried about Xia Ruoruo, her Ruoruo is so stupid, so stupid, she naturally knows how much Ruoruo likes her grandparents, how innocent her children are, and how hateful an indifferent adult is.You Zuixue doesn't want to comment on the old man's thoughts, whether it's fair or unfair, today's life is no longer the time when the old man in the family is in charge.

In the past few days, she stayed with Xia's house after work, but recently heard something wrong with the noise next door, so she couldn't wait for Li Shuyue to open the door for her, so she climbed onto the balcony without authorization.

The first time she saw the person sitting on the bed, she realized something was wrong before she could be happy.Ruoruo's eyes are empty, and she is completely deaf to external things, so it's okay to go on like this.With just one glance at You Zuixue, she knew that she had to wake up Ruoruo, otherwise Ruoruo's body would definitely not be able to hold on.

"Auntie, let me come."

Rather than saying that You Zuixue convinced Li Shuyue, it is better to say that Xia Changchun convinced her.Li Shuyue looked at her daughter without blinking, her pale face changed various expressions, and finally turned into anticipation.

You Zuiruo cautiously approached Xia Ruoruo's body. She once said that she hoped that Xia Ruoruo would become quieter, but at this moment she was so afraid of the quiet Ruoruo.When the quiet reaches a certain level, it will make people suffocate in despair, Ruoruo in front of him seems to be in another world, You Zuixue hates this feeling.Because it would make her feel that she was far away from Xia Ruoruo, so far away that she couldn't even touch this person with her hand, which would drive her crazy.

Slowly sitting beside Xia Ruoruo, staring at the girl in a daze, her eyes were filled with smoke, making it hard to see what she was thinking.You Zuixue softly called Xia Ruoruo's name, but she didn't get any response, not even a habitual "um".

Seeing her daughter like this, Li Shuyue lay on Xia Changchun's shoulder and wept uncontrollably.No matter how strong a mother is, she is always at a loss when facing a child who is suffering. She wishes she could share her grief for her daughter, but unfortunately she can't even do this.

In a daze, Xia Ruoruo smelled a familiar smell, which made her feel at ease, and made her want to see what kind of flower it was.Turning her head in a daze, looking at You Zuixue's cold face, Xia Ruoruo slowly reached out to stroke her face, her eyes brightened for the first time.Inadvertently, a murmur came out of his mouth: "Axue..."

A Xue, so you are here.

Axue, it's good to have you here.

Xia Ruoruo's unfinished words were interrupted by You Zuiruo's movements, she hugged Xia Ruoruo's waist tightly, "Ruoruo, Ruoruo, Ruoruo..." Behind Li Shuyue and Xia Changchun heaved a sigh of relief, willing to speak Well, as long as you speak, it means that you have returned to your soul.

Lying in You Zuixue's arms, Xia Ruoruo tightly closed her eyes, clasped her fingers tightly, and rolled out the tears one by one, and finally threw herself into this person's arms and cried: "Axue, grandma is gone... "

You Zuixue didn't dare to look down, she held her head high, because as long as she lowered her head, she would also collapse.The child she held in her palm, who was reluctant to hurt the slightest bit, was lying in her arms, crying like a mess.

You Zuixue suddenly hated herself for being incompetent and clumsy.She already knew the personalities of those members of the Xia family, why would she still fantasize about changes?Could it be possible to ignore the selfishness and viciousness of those people just because of Xia Ruoruo's kindness alone?You Zuixue lowered her head and kissed Xia Ruoruo's ear, no one could see the coldness in her eyes.

Xia Changchun and Li Shuyue exited the room, and You Zuixue hugged Xia Ruoruo, wiping her nose from time to time. The red and swollen nose was so cute that she couldn't help but want to pinch it.

"When we were young, we didn't build a building there, and there was a small slope. Grandpa always liked to carry me on his back, and took me to find those grasshoppers and praying mantises, and made a long string with grass leaves. When I got home, I baked them on the briquettes stove. It is delicious and can be eaten. But my grandfather never allowed me to eat too much, saying that it is not good to eat too much. In spring, other people’s homes will fly kites. Grandpa tied a rope to the plastic bag and asked me to play with it. I also feel very happy.

Every fifth day is the day for the village to go to the market. Grandma said that there are bad people who shoot Hanako, and asked me to wait for her to come back at home.Every time my grandma came back, she always brought me a bunch of candied haws or a small piece of rice cake, which was a rare delicacy in my childhood.

Later, I ate so many candied haws and rice cakes, but none of them tasted as good as they did back then.

Grandpa has a lot of books. I only like to look at the pictures, and I often mess up the books just to look at the pictures. Grandpa doesn't train me, but just smiles and says that I can read as much as I like.

The noodles cooked by grandma are very delicious. I like the noodle glutinous rice balls made by grandma the most. Put two or three glutinous rice balls on top of the noodles. It tastes sweet when you bite into it. It is delicious.

Grandma was worried that the socks would not wear well, so she always sewed a piece of white cloth on the heel and ankle, saying that it would be durable.But my mother said that grandma's socks are silk stockings, which are not worn in the first place...

Grandma, grandma, grandma..."

Xia Ruoruo tightly hugged You Zuixue's neck, crying: "I don't have a grandma anymore..."

The old man who held her by the hand and gave her rice cakes in case she fell would never be seen again.