I want to break every day

The printer was humming, Xia Ruoruo rested her chin in boredom and looked out the window.A few leaves stayed on the wire, swayed by the wind, reluctantly falling to the ground.Probably the electric wires are also sad, but that feeling of reluctance is no match for the power of the cold wind after all.

Just like she and Ah Xue, they thought they could despise everything with love, but they were defeated at the gate of love in the end.Countless times I turned on my phone, wanting to call You Zuixue, wanting to ask her how she is doing and if she is taking good care of herself?Don't forget to eat while working, she has a bad stomach... But every time the phone is about to get through, she hangs up in a hurry.

Stopped under that building countless times, looked up and counted the floors where You Zuixue was, even though he couldn't see clearly, he played this game endlessly.When she walked to the street where the building was located, Xia Ruoruo would subconsciously slow down, just to stay for a moment longer, just thinking of breathing on the same street as You Zuixue was enough to move her to tears.

These little things that she didn't care about in the past have become her most important things now.Apart from these pitiful and ridiculous fantasies, there is nothing left in the connection between her and You Zuixue.

Xia Ruoruo frantically buys magazines, whether it's entertainment or finance, just to see You Zuixue's photos on them.She is almost hungry to search for all possible news about You Zuixue on the Internet, but how can those fictional stories satisfy her heart.Even sometimes, Xia Ruoruo fought hard with those netizens when she saw those articles that were posted purely for slander and to satisfy other people's curiosity.But after the teasing was over, she felt even more lonely. What would Ah Xue be doing at this time?

Curled up in the small single sofa, Xia Ruoruo could only try to hug her shoulders. This small sofa was bought by You Zuixue when she was in college.At that time, she ignored A Xue's objection and chose this instead of the loveseat. Did it imply that the two of them could not get together?She didn't know the answer, and she didn't dare to think about this kind of thought full of psychological implications.Doesn't she love Ah Xue? If she did, why didn't she go and grab it back?

It is nothing but a self-deceiving lie to say that I will marry you with the best face.Who are you, don't you know yourself?Xia Ruoruo buried her head in her knees, sobbing silently, then the sobbing gradually became louder, and finally turned into heart-piercing cries echoing in the bedroom.

What Xia Ruoruo didn't know was that You Zuixue didn't go to work at this time.Or, since we met that night, she has spent most of her work time at home except for the meetings she needs to attend.Sitting on the floor leaning against the wall, the cushion under her body was chosen by Xia Ruoruo for her. It has a furry bear pattern, and her naive appearance is very cute.Although I was disgusted at the time, I actually screamed happily in my heart.With the two of them graduating from high school, the bear mat is still well preserved, just like her feelings for Ruoruo, she took care of her carefully and dared not use force.

Xia Ruoruo once told her that young widows in ancient times liked to get up in the middle of the night to pick up Buddha beans, and they kept picking them all night, as if they were tireless.When a bowl is full, pour the buddha beans on the ground and continue picking until dawn.Now she is like that little widow, she can only cling to this wall all night long, hoping to capture a trace of Ruoruo's warmth from this icy body temperature.You Zuixue doesn't know how many nights she can last, maybe tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow, during this period she can only choose not to meet Ruoruo.

Because of this, Ruoruo can be protected.

You Zuixue deeply knows that compared to herself as a daughter, her half-brother has more advantages than her.For example, the project she won so desperately this time, her younger brother just acted like a baby to her father at home, and got it easily.Sometimes You Zuixue wished she could leave this family, break with this family completely, and then find a new city with Ruoruo to start their lives.But Youjia is like a river, with a clear and beautiful surface, and its gorgeous appearance attracts everyone's attention.But if you drain the river, you will find that at the bottom of the river bed is thick silt, which is full of rotting objects, and they entangle every person who enters the river, greedily draining their bodies, and then let The residue of decay dissipated in the river.

You Zuixue knows very well that the way to protect Xia Ruoruo is to keep her away from him.

But how could she be willing to let this person out of her sight, even if it was just for a while.So when Xia Ruoruo looked up, she could only hide behind the curtain and greedily look at that person through the monitor screen.And when Xia Ruoruo bought milk tea, she would also tell Ivy to buy the same cup, holding it in her hand, imagining that two people were drinking the same milk tea, and savoring the imaginary beauty.Ivy said that she was haggard, how could she be haggard before she accomplished her goal.

She is the strongest and most indestructible.You Zuixue pressed the back of her head against the wall, raised her chin, and there was a look of disdain at the corner of her mouth.

Since you dare to stretch out your hands, don't think that I dare not chop off your paws with a knife.

After crying, her body was tired, and she wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes. Xia Ruoruo looked at the water stains on her fingertips in a daze, and grinned like a smirk for a while, but couldn't squeeze out a nice smile.

Xia Ruoruo, think about something interesting, you can't be so decadent.At least, at least in front of Ashe, you have to still look full of energy.

There are still many manuscripts to be sorted out, but the master doesn't have the patience to correct her word by word.Even though my eyes are looking at the words, my head starts to go blank, I really want to go back to the way I was in school.On the podium, the teacher was lecturing on the text with a straight face, and everyone was listening to the class carefully, but she was the only one lying on the table, tilting her head and staring stupidly at A Xue's side face.Then she was given a white look by the serious Asue, obviously a reproachful look, but it made her cool as if she had eaten ice cream, and she started to suspend class in high spirits.

Week after week, year after year, such ridiculous scenes are staged every day.

Xia Ruoruo thinks it is very good, you only see the cold side of Asue, but only she can understand, what kind of softness is hidden under that cold expression.When he is angry, he will frown slightly, and when he is happy, he will raise the corners of his lips. When he is calm, his eyes are like a clear pool, deep and invisible.For a while, Xia Ruoruo fell in love with her smile, deliberately imitating You Zuixue's way of smiling with the corners of her mouth upturned, but the students around her thought her brain was broken, otherwise how could she smile?

You are the smirks!This is obviously a handsome smile, isn't it!

You Zuixue, who found out the truth later, was surprised for half a minute, and her bright laughter resounded in the classroom where only the two of them were left.I still remember that time when Ah Xue hugged her head and said in a gentle tone: "What a fool..."

At that time, she fantasized that she could hide Ah Xue, so that only she could see and enjoy her tenderness, but as she grew older, she knew how naive this thought was.So when Qin Mo appeared beside You Zuixue, the tight string in her heart broke with a "crack".An excellent Ah Xue should be matched with an even better person, not a mediocre person like herself.

If there is no crystal shoe between the prince and Cinderella, they will never be together.

Dancing with the pen on the paper, Xia Ruoruo worked hard to revise this article, trying to make it more suitable for adaptation into a web drama.She had inquired with Yang Xiaotian, that Shiyuan Media is a new company, but although the company was established for a short time, it has produced several excellent web dramas.So the word-of-mouth on the Internet is not bad. Most importantly, they allow the author to participate in the adaptation of the script, and even the author occupies a very important position in the screenwriting.Unlike other companies, although under the banner of the author's participation in the adaptation, the author can actually do very little, resulting in the script being adapted in a mess.

Now Xia Ruoruo is working on her first adaptation.Unlike novels, which can use long monologues to express characters, web dramas show more of the person's personality through dialogue.If the adaptation is not suitable, it can easily become a logbook full of dialogue.

When Zhu Yizhi called her, it was already past five o'clock in the afternoon, the time for office workers to get off work.Nothing else, just ask her out to chat and eat.

When Xia Ruoruo arrived at Gu Le's hot pot restaurant, she found that there were no other customers in the store, and patted Gu Le's shoulder worriedly: "Is the business okay?" Are you really going to lose money if you continue to operate like this?

Gu Le blushed from holding back, but Zhu Yizhi couldn't stand it anymore, so he solved the doubt for her: "You don't know, Lele told the big guys during the day that there are big people coming to book the venue tonight, so there will be no guests tonight."

Xia Ruoruo looked at the faces of the two of them: "Since when did the two of you have such a good relationship?"

Zhu Yizhi stuttered, and Gu Le next to her smiled, hooked her neck and made a charming gesture: "It's very simple, because we are in love."

"Huh?!" Xia Ruoruo's jaw almost dropped.

"Hahahahaha! You really believe it!" Gu Le held his stomach, leaned back and forth with a smile, and bent his body into the shape of a shrimp.In the end, I couldn't even stand still laughing, so I could only squat down.

Zhu Yizhi glanced at her, wanted to say something, but held back.

"Okay, I won't tease you anymore. Seriously, how did this little brain grow younger and younger?" Gu Le stood up and patted Xia Ruoruo's head proudly.

"You call me retarded!"

"Nonsense, I praised you for being young!" Gu Le whistled with his hands on his hips.

"You judge a pig!"

"Please don't attack crabs at will. Also, boss, I want to eat two catties of hairy crabs tonight."

"...How can anyone order this thing when they eat hot pot?!"

"Then I want a one-meter-long shrimp!"

"My little ancestor, you are not young at all, and you are not mentally retarded at all, please forgive me!"