unforgettable, reluctant

After much deliberation, Yiyi finally told Bu Wang about Lin Nian's current situation, after all, he was the one Lin Nian forgot.Ke Yiyi never thought that Bu Wang would not react when he received the news, but just asked them to take good care of Lin Nian.Ridiculous, too ridiculous, where did the impulse to ask her for help and vow to chase Lin Nian back?Excited him to give up?Say let go and let go?Let him live his life?No, no, that's not the case, Bu Wang is not the kind of person who gives up lightly.

Yiyi is not a patient person, so she killed Bu Wangjia.

Yiyi knocked on the door of Bu Wang's house, and it was Ying Jing who opened the door for her, the one she hated since childhood.

"What do you mean?" Yiyi rushed in, crossed her chest and looked at the man viciously, questioning him.

"Ying Jing's due date is coming soon, and you are all accompanying him, besides, he still has Jin Haitang."

"Excuse!"

"Yiyi, it's time for us to grow up, we are no longer children. You were right at the time, what I should do now is to live my life well."

"But what he needs now is you!"

Ying Jing, who was sitting next to Bu Wang, wanted to say something, but Bu Wang grabbed her hand and stopped her.

Yiyi continued to say, "Okay, I won't talk about your previous relationship, let's talk about the present. You are his landlord's uncle, and you are also the opposite door. They say 'a distant relative is not as good as a close neighbor', don't you plan to visit?" ?"

Bu Wang smiled wryly, "Yiyi, stop messing around, okay?"

"You...huh!!" There was really no way to talk, so Yiyi had no choice but to turn around and slam the door and leave.

"Bu Wang..." Ying Jing softly called Bu Wang.

"it's already over."

"But... sorry..."

"Silly girl," Bu Wang rubbed Ying Jing's head, "If you don't have a fate, you don't have a fate. What does it have to do with you?" The more Bu Wang said this, the more Ying Jing felt sorry.

After staying in the hospital for a few more days, Haitang took Lin Nian out of the hospital. Lin Nian's illness cannot be cured in the hospital, and Yiyi is newly married, so it's not a big deal for her to go to the hospital every day.

"Haitang, I seem to have forgotten a very important person, but I just... just can't remember who he is, what should I do..." Lin Nian leaned on the sofa and nestled in a small blanket, watching a certain satellite TV on the TV. The variety show is in a daze.

"You really forgot someone." Haitang sat beside Lin Nian and hugged him, and Lin Nian leaned against Haitang's arms, blankly wondering what he was thinking about again.

This year's winter seems to have come a bit early, and it's only mid-October now that there is a tendency to snow.

"Then will I still think of him?" Lin Nian looked up at Haitang slightly, hoping he would give him an accurate answer.

"It's up to you, little hedgehog." Haitang rested her chin on his head and patted him coaxingly.

Lin Nian suddenly sat on Haitang and hugged him, "You won't leave me, will you?"

"Yes, I won't." Haitang also hugged Lin Nian, Lin Nian always made him feel bad, an indescribable heartache.

Lin Nian firmly believed that the person he had forgotten must be very important to him, because he was like a mirror in his heart, if it was not important, why would he forget him?Is it possible to find that important person somewhere?Even if you can't find anyone, even if you can find a trace of memory about him.

This is an annoying city. The outside world says that it is warm in winter and cool in summer, but in fact it has very unclear four seasons. It has a very magical spring. When you are in a good mood, it rains, and when you are in a little mood, you will drift away. It’s snow, it’s half good to have sleet, and it’s not good to have hailstorm, especially it’s not good to shoot hail directly. If it goes violently, there will be a strong wind directly. The feeling of the strong wind is enough, and then, Summer comes all of a sudden, and it is still hot. If the temperature suddenly drops in autumn, it will become winter, and it will be freezing cold.

Haitang lay on the sofa staring at the ceiling in a daze.

Last night Lin Nian fell asleep lying on Haitang's lap. Seeing that Lin Nian was sleeping soundly, Haitang didn't disturb him. She rolled up the blanket and put it on Lin Nian's pillow. Then she turned off the TV and went to the room to get the quilt. Lin Nian made do on the sofa all night.

Lin Nian must have slept cold in the middle of the night, so he went back to his room to sleep, anyway, Haitang didn't see him after waking up.

It has started to snow outside, and winter is coming early again.

Haitang picked up the folded quilt and went back to the room, waking Lin Nian up by the way.After opening the bedroom door, Haitang didn't see Lin Nian, she was puzzled, where is he?Haitang noticed a sticky note on the bedside table, so he threw the quilt on the bed and picked up the sticky note.

"I'm going to find my memories." There are only six simple characters left on the sticky note.

Haitang opened the closet again, and sure enough, she was missing a coat and a whole body of clothes. Then she went to the shoe cabinet in the entrance, and there was a pair of shoes missing.

This kid is really good, can he just wander around outside by himself?Also, where did he find his memories?This is the most important.

Bu Wang played chess with Mr. Ying, and Ying Jing accompanied her daughter to play with toys on the sofa.

Haitang stood at the opposite door, hesitated for a long time, and finally rang the doorbell.

"Excuse me, is your husband there?" It was Ying Jing who came to open the door for Haitang.

"Yes, please come in."

It just so happened that the game of chess between Bu Wang and Mr. Ying was over. Bu Wang lost and Mr. Ying won.

Without further ado, Haitang handed the note to Bu Wang, and Bu Wang looked at the content on the note thoughtfully.

Haitang said: "This little guy 'run away from home', what did he say to find memories."

"What does this have to do with me?"

"I thought maybe you could find him."

"why me?"

"Bu Wang, don't play dumb, you know better than me, don't you?" Haitang turned around, ready to go home and wait for the news.

Why is it you, because you are the one he forgot, because you are Bu Wang, the Bu Wang that Lin Nian wants to forget and remember, is the memory he wants to get back.Yes, he hates him, but he loves him more. This is a fact that no one can change.

After seeing off Haitang, Bu Wang sat back at the table, ready to have another fight with the old man.

"Aren't you going?" The old man could tell that Bu Wang was very absent-minded, he had already made several mistakes, and he would definitely lose this round.

Seeing that Bu Wang ignored him, the old man went on to say, "Don't regret it."

"Bu Wang, you go, it's not like you don't know Yiyi's temper, if you let her know..." Ying Jing also started to worry, she whispered something to her daughter, and then her daughter ran into the bedroom.

"Father, Si Nian will obediently listen to her mother, so go get busy." Xiao Si Nian handed Bu Wang's coat in front of him. It turned out that Ying Jing asked her daughter to take the clothes.

"Son, listen to my advice, yes, you two are not destined, but your bond is still there, this cannot be untied. Love is still there, love is there, don't let yourself regret it any longer." The old man These few words have played a big role.

Bu Wang took the clothes that Xiao Si Nian brought over and put them on, then squeezed her little face, "Be good, listen to mom and grandpa."

How did the daughter's name come up in the first place?Forget it, but Bu Wang himself knows a truth - if you don't miss it, you don't miss it, the more you miss it, the more you miss it.He has always been a loser, from beginning to end.

When is the most beautiful time in a person's life?After much deliberation, it was still the most beautiful when I was a student.

The middle school that Bu Wang and the others attended was divided into junior high school and high school. From the third year of junior high school to the third year of high school, Bu Wang and Nian Nian were classmates, and they were very good friends.When they were students, that was the most carefree time for them. The middle school was full of memories, maybe... Lin Nian would be there.

Snow suddenly fell heavily.It was snowing all over the sky, Bu Wang buttoned the hat on his coat, put his hands in his pockets, took one step, two steps, and his shoes made a "creeping" sound when they stepped on the snow, which was very crisp.

That was when they were still together. In the snowy weather, Bu Wang took a step ahead, and his Nian Nian followed him and stepped on his footprints. Sometimes Bu Wang would deliberately slow down, and then suddenly Stop, under normal circumstances, Nian Nian who follows him will run into him.Bu Wang would take the opportunity to hold Nian Nian's hand, and just hold his hand and walk forward without looking back. At that time, I felt that this road seemed to be very long, and it seemed that no matter how I walked, I couldn't reach the end. One road seemed to be walkable For the rest of my life.

Bu Wang came to the school and knocked on the window of the guard room, and the guard opened the window, "Hey, Xiao Bu is here, looking for Lao Tianer to play ball?"

"Ah."

"Then why didn't you come with Niannian?"

"He's here?" Hearing that the uncle said that Nian Nian was at school, Bu Wang regained his energy in an instant.

"Yeah, I saw it was him and let him in."

"Thank you, sir." After confirming that Nian Nian was at the school, Bu Wang hurried in.

Knowing that this stuff is easy to handle at school, just go to the gym and it's over.

Bu Wang pushed open the door of the gymnasium and walked in.In the distance, in the empty gymnasium, a figure sitting with knees tucked under the basketball hoop attracted Bu Wang's attention. That figure was staring at the opposite basketball in a daze, probably thinking about something, but was beaten by Bu Wang. Broken, now he is looking up at Bu Wang.

Bu Wang sat beside him, and he asked, "Do we know each other?"

Bu Wang nodded and replied, "I know."

He asked again: "Are you the one I forgot?"

"Yes." Bu Wang answered.

Bu Wang hugged him into his arms, he didn't resist, and leaned into Bu Wang's arms naturally, everything seemed to be back to the past.He could hear Bu Wang's heartbeat very clearly, it was a very familiar heartbeat in his memory.Listening to Bu Wang's heartbeat, Lin Nian thought of something, but he couldn't say it, maybe in the past years, this heartbeat really appeared.

Bu Wang's heartbeat sounded like a lullaby, Lin Nian was a little confused when he heard it.

"Then will I still remember you?" Lin Nian asked vaguely.

"I do not know."

"Then... can you accompany me to think of you?"

Bu Wang was silent. Seeing that Lin Nian was about to fall asleep, he adjusted his posture slightly to make him sleep more comfortably.

"You will definitely stay with me." Lin Nian seemed to be talking to Bu Wang, but also seemed to be talking in sleep.

On this basketball court, although they have defeated opponents one after another here, they have never defeated each other.After all, neither of them can win the other, one loves too seriously, and the other hates too seriously, so they are all losers, so neither of them can win the other.

"Yo, isn't this Bu Wang?" Bu Wang raised his head when he heard the sound, it was the physical education teacher who used to teach them.

"Long time no see, Teacher Tian."

"This is, Lin Niannian..." Teacher Tian looked at the person in Bu Wang's arms and asked.

"That's right." Bu Wang looked at Lin Nian who was soundly asleep.

"I've also heard about you guys. Everyone will make some mistakes when they are young, but you must not make mistakes again and again. If you do that, you will add mistakes to mistakes."

"I understand, teacher."

"The next class is my class, if you want, you can sit in on it."

"Let's wait until that day when this guy is energetic. Then I will call Zhang Yang and let's have a good time."

"Okay, then I'll wait for you guys."

"Teacher, I want to trouble you with one thing. Can you help me stop the car at the school gate?"

Teacher Tian glanced at Lin Nian, "No problem."

Back then, when Bu Wang couldn't beat Zhang Yang, he would go to Niannian as a rescuer, and when Zhang Yang couldn't beat them, if he met Teacher Tian, ​​he would become Zhang Yang's savior.

Yes, what the teacher said is right, one mistake after another is tantamount to adding another mistake, so, I will not run away, let us not run away again.

"Nian Nian, it's time for us to go home." Bu Wang's voice was soft, waking Lin Nian up.

"Well, let's go home..." Lin Nian moved in Bu Wang's arms, and replied in a daze.

Bu Wang picked up Lin Nian, who was still in a daze, and put on his hat again.

The snow was still falling, he took his hand and continued walking on the endless road.

Bu Wang first sent Lin Nian to the car, and then exchanged greetings with Teacher Tian at the school gate before getting in the car.

When the driver asked Bu Wang where he was going, he gave an address he knew by heart.

At that time, after Bu Wang’s grandparents passed away one after another, the old house became vacant. Later, the old house became Bu Wang’s comfort zone, the base for him and those cronies. Sometimes Bu Wang’s friends would joke, "Couldn't this be the home of Bu Wang and Nian Nian, right? When did you two worship the world? Why didn't you tell my brother?"

Lin Nian slept all the way, and when he got to the old house, no matter how you called him, he couldn't get up. The driver was an uncle, and he was not bad. In the end, he helped Bu Wang get Lin Nian into the house.

Lin Nian was sleeping soundly on the paved kang, Bu Wang lit a fire in the outhouse, lit the kang, and then made dinner.A while ago, Bu Wang and Ying Jing found a nanny who lived in this old house, so they still had food.

Bu Wang escaped from the engagement ceremony that year, and then he came to this old house and stayed in the old house for one night.That night, he didn't close his eyes all night, thinking about a lot of things, from the first meeting to the final break with him, who is right and who is wrong?No solution, no answer, maybe no one is wrong.

Tonight, Bu Wang and Lin Nian are going to spend the night in the old house. Does this count as reliving and looking for memories?

Bu Wang cooked some porridge and made some refreshing side dishes. After the meal, Lin Nian consciously cleaned up the dishes, and Bu Wang sent the dishes to the kitchen to start cleaning.

"Have I been here before, and you brought me here, right?" Lin Nian poked his head out and asked Bu Wang who was washing the dishes.

Bu Wang raised his head and asked Lin Nian, "Who am I?"

"You...should be the one I forgot."

"You are right in saying that." Bu Wang said to himself.

"what?"

"I've brought you here many times before, it's a 'home'"

"A 'home'?"

"Yes, a 'home'."

At night, the kang table on the kang did not move, and the two slept on each side.

"Hey, um... are you asleep?" Lin Nian asked cautiously.

"No."

"I can't sleep, can you...can you come and accompany me?" Lin Nian waited quietly, but Bu Wang didn't reply him after a long time, so Lin Nian could only say, "Good night." Then he turned over, thinking drowsiness.

In a haze, Lin Nian seemed to be hugged by someone, and then he fell into the warm embrace of a thief, and a very familiar voice whispered to him softly beside his ear: "Nian Nian, Nian Nian, If you can, give me another chance? Let's start again, and I will definitely treat you well in every possible way."

When it was just dawn, Bu Wang woke up once, Lin Nian was still in his arms, sleeping very soundly, Bu Wang wanted to pinch his face to tease him, but he held back.When Bu Wang fell asleep until the sun was high, he touched it again, but Lin Nian was not in his arms, and ran away again.