nowhere to confess

The next day, I didn't go to the company.

Day three, day four...

I didn't lock myself in the house either, but went to the busiest downtown area, surrounded by people, and there was an endless stream.Human voices, car horns, leaves blown by the wind, machines on construction sites, outdoor advertisements, water in the Huangpu River, long whistles of steamships in the middle of the river... all kinds of sounds come and go.

And right now, the world is quieter than ever.

Thoughts never stopped, even though the body kept sending signals to it to stop and take a rest, it was still tireless and enthusiastic, as if it had suddenly taken the initiative, standing aside and waiting for the body to slowly collapse with expectant eyes .

There was a row of benches near the river. I walked over and sat down. I suddenly felt a pinprick in my left chest, and it returned to normal after a few seconds.

I decided to go to Zhejiang.

I want to see Tutu herself and hear her tell me that all this is just a misunderstanding.

Or, it's just a rumour.She just went home for a trip.When she sees me in her hometown, she will definitely be very happy. In the past, she wanted to take me back and tried her best to share everything about her hometown with me.She will definitely be happy to see me, and she will definitely say, Chen Huashen, you have finally come to pick me up.

The next morning, I set off.When crossing the sea-crossing bridge, the sun rose from the sea and dyed the whole sea red.

Get off the expressway, drive straight towards the high-tech zone, exit the ramp, and arrive at Qin's Weiye headquarters in about 10 minutes.I parked the car on the side of the road, got out and went to the reception room.

"Hi, I'm looking for Qin Zheng. I'm her friend. I'm passing by here and want to meet her."

"Qin Zheng?" The receptionist looked at me a little confused.

"That's right, your boss' daughter..."

"Oh, are you looking for Mr. Qin? Are you her friend? Come, come in and tell me." The receptionist stood up and warmly welcomed me into the room.

"How about I park the car first?" I pointed out the window.

The receptionist asked me to give the car keys to the security guard next to me: "Lao Li, go and help this lady park the car."

"Miss, may I have your name?"

"Miangui's surname is Chen."

"Miss Chen, wait a moment. I'll make a call first to ask you. Mr. Qin is very busy these days, so he may not be in the office."

The phone was connected, and the receptionist spoke to the inside, then hung up again.

"Sorry, Mr. Qin is in a meeting, why don't you wait for her inside?"

"No, I'll wait here. When she finishes the meeting, please tell me again."

After sitting on the sofa for a while, I got up and went outside again.A few security guards next to him were smoking on the side of the road, and they vaguely heard them saying "Xiao Qin Boss".I walked a few steps forward, and a little black dog ran over wagging its tail. I squatted down, took out a beef cube from my bag, and threw it to it.

"Young Master Xiao is here again today?"

"No, I came early in the morning and ran hard enough."

"The Qin and Xiao families are family friends. Young Master Xiao and our President Xiao Qin have known each other since we were young. We grew up together as childhood sweethearts, but we have made an appointment as a baby kiss."

"Blow it again, you just got engaged last week, okay? The ceremony hosted by the president of the Chamber of Commerce has a big background."

"I heard that Young Master Xiao rented an island in the Pacific Ocean, and even booked charter flights for all the guests present..."

"How much does that cost?"

"Ha - Young Master Xiao is short of this money?"

"Miss Chen!" The receptionist ran out and called me, "President Xiao Qin just had a meeting, and the secretary said she will be coming down soon, do you want to go downstairs first?"

I stood up slowly, my head was shaking a little, it might be hypoglycemia.Ever since I ate that piece of beef, the little black dog had been having fun around me. Seeing me walking in, he wagged his tail and followed me, but was pushed aside by the receptionist.

"Thank you, no need, I'll wait here."

Several security guards were talking non-stop before, but when they heard the receptionist call me, they all shut up and stopped talking.

"Come out!" The receptionist looked out the window, and I followed his line of sight. Two people came out of the office building one after another. The one in front was Tutu, who was the little President Qin Zheng that the receptionist said, in a dress.Followed by a man, it is the man in the photo, Xiao Nan, the young master of the Dragon City Group.

A black car slid slowly over and stopped at the door.Xiao Nan took a step forward and opened the car door, and after Qin Zheng got into the car, he followed suit.

"Miss Chen, why don't you hurry over now, I think they are going to go through the gate next to it." The receptionist was a little embarrassed, "Maybe the people in the office forgot to tell you."

"Thank you, no need." I looked away, "She is indeed busy, so I won't bother her."

"Hey, why don't you call President Xiao Qin directly, you have her number..."

The way back seems to have changed. It is not straight where it should be straight, and it does not turn when it should be turned.Bumping and bumping all the way to the Hangzhou Bay Bridge, there are sea water on both sides.When the sea and the sky meet, the bridges, cars and people appear to be very small.

After driving under the bridge for more than half an hour, I realized that I had gone astray.I picked up the phone to look at the navigation, but the screen was always black and I couldn't open it.

It was too cold and my phone froze.

Never mind, keep going.The moon was crescent in the sky and the stars were broken. There were people overtaking before, but now I didn’t see a car even after driving a few intersections. I guess I drove in the wrong direction.

I tighten the steering wheel.Then, just drive wherever you want.

With a broad mind, he stepped hard, and with a "boom" of the accelerator, he opened a big hole in the night.I drove in the direction of the hole, and a huge momentum hit me head-on. I quickly lifted my left foot and slammed on the brakes.But, it's too late...

After a long, long time, the consciousness gradually came to life, but the eyes still could not be opened.I stretched out my hand, and every nerve in my body became extremely sharp.

It seems like a dog is barking.I moved my fingers and felt a mass of viscous liquid. I rubbed it repeatedly with my fingertips, and my body unexpectedly felt an inexplicable pleasure.

I slowly opened my eyes, and found that the object I was touching was not someone else, but myself, to be precise, I was touching my own thigh.There was an opening on the outside of the thigh near the knee, and blood was gurgling out.

No blades were found in the car, so I tore the clothes apart with my teeth, and then used my teeth to comb the torn fabric into strips, one after the other.Finally, wrap the strip of cloth around the leg and pull it hard.

My hands are shaking a little, maybe from cold.

There was not much fuel in the tank, so I turned off the engine, put the torn clothes on my body, crossed my hands, and started counting breaths with concentration.Every breath brings out a cloud of white air.I lowered my head again, white air burrowed into my neck along my collar, it seemed to be warmer.

After the cloth strips were dyed bright red, the pain in the body disappeared little by little.

Probably frozen.

When the bright red turned to vermilion again, a gleam of light began to appear in the sky.

There are weeds on the left and right, and there is a wetland directly in front of it, with no end in sight.Fortunately, it was blocked by a big tree in front, otherwise it would have driven directly into the wetland last night.

I limped out of the car and cleared the gravel from around the tires.Get in the car and turn on the ignition, turn the steering wheel to the right and hit the accelerator hard.

When we got home, it was not yet full light.

"Lin Su..." I looked at the person standing in front of me, opened my mouth, and slid down the door frame.

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Sorry, it was submitted yesterday and has not yet passed the review.

Re-brush again, hoping to pass the review as soon as possible.