Ye Can

The two had a brief conversation on the road, and Lin Zixi learned about Ye Can's recent situation on the way.Knowing that Ye Can came back to help the pregnant Ye Shen, Lin Zixi was a little surprised: "Is Dong Ye pregnant?"

Ye Can nodded: "Yes, she said she wanted a child, so she went to the hospital for surgery and had a child."

Lin Zixi recalled that time when Ye Can hugged her and asked if she wanted to have a child.She narrowed her eyes and said softly, "Dong Ye...she really loves you."

Ye Can didn't understand what this had to do with Ye Shen's love for her, so she asked suspiciously, "Huh?"

Lin Zixi shook his head and said, "It's nothing."

Ye Can quickly sent Lin Zixi home.Before getting out of the car, Lin Zixi asked, "Is it convenient to leave a contact information?"

Ye Can was stunned.Seeing this, Lin Zixi quickly explained: "I didn't mean to pester you, it's just..."

Ye Can understood, brought her mobile phone over, opened the screen, and said, "Sure, if you don't feel annoyed when you see my face, then there's nothing wrong with it."

Lin Zixi smiled and said, "No." The two exchanged WeChat messages, and Lin Zixi opened the car door and walked out.

Ye Can was sitting in the car, watching Lin Zixi walk into the gate of the community with her bag in her hand, thought for a while, rolled down the car window, put her head out and shouted, "Miss Lin!"

"Huh?" Lin Zixi turned around and looked at her suspiciously.

Ye Can bit her lip and said awkwardly, "Take care of yourself, you... are too thin."

This is Ye Can's concern, as awkward as before, but different from before.Lin Zixi nodded and replied with a smile, "Okay."

Lin Zixi turned around and walked into the community.

Ye Can was sitting in the car, looking at her leaving back, seeing the breeze blowing up her skirt, revealing her fair and delicate calves and delicate ankles, she always felt so dreamlike.

Perhaps it was this scene that Ye Can remembered deeply. That night, Ye Can had a dream.

Everything in the dream was beautiful, she led Lin Zixi to run in the cloudless wilderness, everything was so free.

After waking up, Ye Can picked up her phone and glanced at Xinjia's WeChat, but Lin Zixi didn't send her a message.

Ye Can began to feel irritable. From the time she got up to the office, she was restless.When I was at work, I couldn’t draw or stare blankly.

Ye Can felt that she was in a bad mood. She stared at the computer and hesitated for more than half an hour. Finally, she dawdled and entered the word "Xiao Can" in the search bar of the browser.

Since waking up, Ye Can has been consciously or unintentionally avoiding the news of Ye Can No. 1.But after seeing Lin Zixi, for some reason, she suddenly wanted to know what that past was like.What was Lin Zixi like when he was with this body?

With such thoughts in mind, Ye Can looked at the disaster of the country.

Even though he was mentally prepared, Ye Can still couldn't hold back and cried from the beginning to the end.Holding the tissue box, she sobbed as she wiped her tears, "Damn it, why did you write such an exaggerated plot and let them have a happy ending?"

"Wooooow, Lin Zixi is so miserable. You have no heart, my lord!"

Ye Can scolded the screenwriter, then looked at the production list, the screenwriter was Lin Zixi.Okay, I stopped cursing for a moment, just whimpered and said that the script was so touching, Lin Zixi is so talented.

It was only then that Ye Can realized that besides having well-developed lacrimal glands, he also had double standards.

Ye Can, who has a double standard, spent a few days watching the movies and interviews related to "Ye Can No. 1", as well as all the videos of the other party and Lin Zixi appearing in front of the camera together.

She watched No. 1 and Lin Zixi's sudden closeness and distance in front of the camera, their intimate smiles, the twinkling lights in each other's eyes when they looked at each other, everything seemed to be staged, but it was very sincere love, I feel very uncomfortable.

Ye Can repeatedly watched the details under these shots, watching the CP fans of Huoguo analyze the clues that No. 1 and Lin Zixi fell in love.For example, in those three years, a talented screenwriter willingly put down all the work at hand for a little-known actor, and only worked as her agent, always inseparable.

For example, in Reuters at every airport, No. 1 always holds Lin Zixi's hand and walks forward with his head down, not paying attention to everything around him.

For example, when No. 1 was so popular, countless media blocked her and asked if she was dating the international actress Meng Zhiqiu, but the person said: "If you want to talk about same-sex scandals, why don't you ask me if Lin Zixi and I are dating? "When the media really asked, she said frankly: "Yes."

For another example, after the announcement of his death on the 1st, Lin Zixi never updated his blog except for posting a photo.Every time he was secretly photographed by the paparazzi, he was in a state of depression, obviously suffering from pain.

This relationship has attracted countless people's daydreams and speculations.

But their attitude is too calm, and sometimes people feel that they are suspected of deliberately frying CP, but many people think that is not true.

They're not in love, they're just close friends and sisters.

No. 1 would occasionally call Lin Zixi "Mom" without hesitation in front of people, and fans would even say that the relationship between them is a mother-child relationship.

Ye Can savored the details repeatedly. Looking at the familiar yet unfamiliar face in the camera, she felt that it was not her but it was indeed her.

Especially the way the other party looked at Lin Zixi, which was so familiar that she missed it.

It turns out that this is what happens when you fall in love with someone.It turns out that being loved is so beautiful.

But why, all this has nothing to do with her?

Ye Can can't tell the difference between reality and fantasy in this kind of camera story.When his consciousness was gradually in a trance, Ye Can saw a video clip of No. 1 and Lin Zixi called "The Truth Is True".

In the last paragraph, the singing voice sang: "We used to have the most fun talking about hidden love in a full house..."

At this time, the clip in the video happened to be the premiere of "Above the Throne", No. 1 and Lin Zixi sat under the stage, cuddling each other. Number 1 turned sideways and whispered something in Lin Zixi's ear. Lin Zixi looked up at her with surprise and joy in his eyes.

In this paragraph, the subtitle on the video is: Lin Zixi, I love you...

Ye Can was stunned for a moment.She stared blankly at the video, watching that paragraph over and over again, and the sense of déjà vu in her mind became stronger and stronger.

Her chaotic consciousness was ups and downs in her mind, struggling to grasp some fragmented pictures.After several struggles, she finally caught a corner of her memory that didn't seem to belong to her.

At that moment, the closed door of memory seemed to be pushed open by a corner, and a glimmer of light penetrated.Such an image flashed in Ye Can's mind: in the hall where countless lights flickered, she was sitting beside Lin Zixi, looking at her intently.

She didn't remember what clothes Lin Zixi was wearing that day, but she only remembered that when the lights went out, she kissed her sideways.When the lights came on again, she heard Lin Zixi ask, "Aren't you afraid that others will know?"

Ye Can replied, "I'm even more afraid that others will not know."

Recalling this, Ye Can's head thumped, and his heart seemed to have collapsed in such a shock.

At that moment, Ye Can only felt that her head was so painful that it was about to burst.She put her head on the table and bumped it over and over again.

Those memories are like a bone-biting poison, no matter how they are hit, they will never go away.In the chaotic consciousness, Ye Can once again understood that she might really be irrelevant in this world.

After an unknown amount of time, Ye Can suddenly raised his head and got up with a bruise on his forehead.She made a decision, a big decision.

After a while, she drove to a private mental hospital.

After many years, she came to this hospital again.

In the darkroom, a bunch of incandescent lights were aimed at Ye Can.In the only ray of light in the darkness, Ye Can stood on the bandaged wound, looked at Doctor Yang not far away, and said: "There is still a person living in my body. She has left, but I am not sure about her." Whether it has completely dissipated, I want you to help find her."

Dr. Yang, who was holding a pen in the dark, looked up from the notebook with a few records, and looked at the other party: "Are you sure you want to do this? This is a very dangerous behavior. You also know that you have managed to have normal life."

Ye Can clenched his hands into fists and said quietly: "I know, I know that this kind of normality is hard to come by. But I have worked very hard, and I have worked hard to make my life more meaningful in the past few years. But recently I I found out that my meaning doesn’t really mean much.”

"I feel terrible now. No one in the world needs me, and Ye Shen has a child of his own..."

"I'm not much of a people-pleaser, so I figured..."

Dr. Yang interrupted her: "Why do you feel that way? You also know your sister, and your friends are always by your side to accompany you, you..."

Ye Can replied: "In the past three years, I have been unable to establish an intimate relationship with anyone. The only person in this world who is connected to me is Ye Shen. The person I want to establish an intimate relationship with has already established an intimate relationship with this person in my body." It's over. So there's nothing I can do, I'll never be able to have an intimate relationship with the other person again."

"I also said that soon someone will accompany Ye Shen instead of me. So I want to try it out and make myself happier."

She made Lin Zixi cry, and he cried so sadly, so sadly.But Ye Can knew that he was definitely not the one who could comfort her.But at least she can try to do something.Maybe she can help her find the person she wants back.

A person without memory cannot replace the original lover. Even if he has the same body, but does not have the same memory, he is always watching other people's love.

Just like before, even if those memories flashed in her mind, even if she was touched, it still felt like a dream.

Ye Can looked at the doctor and almost begged, "So I beg you, please help me find it again. I want to know if she is still there."

"If you are here, please welcome her in the way you welcome me."

The author has something to say: Ye Can: I will return the king to you.