Ye Can

"To put it simply, I think you have lost the memory of those three years." Doctor Yang and Ye Can explained: "Because when I hypnotized you just now, there was no other personality, but you answered the question yourself. me."

"You simply told me who you are, then got lost in memory and never answered my question."

Ye Can's face was still blank: "I told you, what is my identity?"

Doctor Yang replied very sincerely: "You seem to think that you are the king of the country called Yan. After you died as a faint king, you were reincarnated in this world with your memories. You have memories of your childhood, but the memories of the past are vague. I don't know..."

Ye Can looked at Dr. Yang anxiously, waiting for her next sentence: "So? Is this some key information?"

Dr. Yang smiled and replied: "I gave you hypnosis and psychotherapy about eight years ago. At that time, you didn't feel that you had this identity, but you would talk about things when you were young. Things about when you were young, It’s pretty much the same as what you’re talking about now.”

Under the light, Ye Can's face looked very pale: "So you mean, the current me has an extra part of memory or setting?"

Doctor Yang smiled, and replied: "That's not the case, why don't you think you got all the memories three years ago, and then hid some of them?"

Ye Can felt that she was a mystery. After hearing the doctor's words, she muttered to herself, "If that's the case, then what am I now?"

Dr. Yang smiled: "It's Ye Can. Although memory will affect a person's temperament, and may even make you feel separated, you are indeed yourself now."

"Because...you didn't arrange another name and identity for yourself, did you?"

This hypnosis did not remind Ye Can of anything.But Dr. Yang believed that it was her subconscious memory, so she was willing to help Ye Can recover that part of her memory.

Dr. Yang said, "Let's try and see if we can wake up some of your sleeping memories."

Ye Can was very troubled, and asked, "Even if I will answer you when I fall asleep, how do you know which answers are true and false, and not my own imposed settings?"

Doctor Yang smiled and replied, "Because I have the secret key."

Ye Can was puzzled: "The secret key?"

Doctor Yang replied: "Yes, it is Miss Lin Zixi that you miss so much."

Ye Can was startled, and Dr. Yang continued to laugh and said, "The setting you gave just now is very interesting. You said that you came to this world to wait for a person, and that person's name is..."

Ye Can hurriedly answered, "Lin Zixi?"

Dr. Yang nodded: "That's right. And since six years ago, Ms. Lin has sent me almost a thousand emails, all of which are records of your daily life."

"You didn't cooperate with the treatment at that time, and I can only monitor your condition in this way."

Ye Can's eyes widened, and there was a glint of hope in them.Dr. Yang turned the chair, turned his back to Ye Can and said calmly: "Don't look at me like that, this is the patient's privacy, I won't show it to you."

Dr. Yang thought for a while and added: "At least, when we come to a conclusion, I won't show it to you."

Ye Can, who had nothing to gain, sat down on the chair, like a salted fish that had been drained of all water and could only be spread out.Doctor Yang smiled and said, "Don't be so depressed, you look like a puppy soaked in rain."

It seemed that some key switches were triggered, and a familiar scene flashed in Ye Can's mind.She glanced at Dr. Yang, "Do you think it's possible for me not to be depressed?"

Dr. Yang smiled: "But everything will pass. As long as you live well and don't give up chasing happiness, everything will be fine."

Her tone was very gentle, and she looked at Ye Can with encouragement: "Happiness will always knock at the door."

Ye Can, who was poured a bucket of chicken soup, stood up, sighed softly and said, "I hope."

She bid farewell to Dr. Yang and made an appointment for the next treatment.Ye Can felt that with her current mental state, she really needed the doctor's active encouragement and enlightenment.

In the next few days, Ye Can often went to Dr. Yang's place at work.Ye Can was stimulated intermittently with a lot of sense of sight, but still couldn't remember a complete plot.

But he didn't know if hypnosis had played a role, and Dr. Yang became more and more convinced that Ye Can just lost his memory.This diagnosis inexplicably gave Ye Can some wild hope: Maybe the person who has always loved Lin Zixi is actually himself.

Otherwise, it would be too frivolous to have the idea of ​​proposing marriage the first time you see the other party.

After all, she herself is not such a frivolous person.

With this in mind, Ye Can couldn't hold back her eagerness to contact Lin Zixi.But I couldn't find a good excuse, so I gave up.

Occasionally, when hearing Ye Can's small and heart-wrenching troubles, Dr. Yang would encourage Ye Can to be more active, brave, and chase what he wants.

Unfortunately, Ye Can still felt unworthy.

"She doesn't deserve it", "she can't give it", 'she is persona non grata', etc., these thoughts seem to be innate.It occupied Ye Can's mind and was deeply rooted.

Such people are not uncommon, but when this phenomenon appeared on Ye Can's body, it was particularly lovable, and the onlookers couldn't rush it, so they had to let nature take its course.

After a week like this, Ye Shen's due date soon arrived. On May 5, Ye Shen gave birth to a baby girl in the hospital.

Ye Can didn't have much feeling for this new family member.But when she stood at the door of the hospital ward, looking at Ye Shen holding the baby in his arms and showing a gentle smile, she sincerely thanked the baby for coming.

Ye Shen, who was lying on the bed, quickly found Ye Can. She was holding the child and beckoning to Ye Can.Ye Can came to the bedside with a straight face and looked down at her.

While teasing the child, Ye Shen looked up at Ye Can and asked, "Can Can can give her a hug?"

Ye Can took a chair and sat next to her, shook her head and said, "No, I'm afraid I won't be able to hold her well. She is really too small, and I'm a little worried that I won't be able to handle it well."

Ye Shen didn't force others to make things difficult, he just comforted him: "It's okay, as long as the posture is proper, there won't be any major problems."

Ye Can nodded, but still did not take any action.She just stretched out her hand, gently touched the newborn's wrinkled and powdery face, and asked, "Have you decided on a name for her?"

Ye Shen smiled and replied, "I haven't thought about it, what can I think is a better name for her?"

Ye Can blinked: "A name is very important to a person. This kind of thing should be done by you as a mother, and I don't want to get involved in this matter."

Ye Shen lowered his eyes, looked at the child in his arms and smiled slightly: "But I was the one who took your name."

Ye Can suddenly froze.She looked at Ye Shen and saw her looking at the baby in her arms and said word by word: "I remember the day you were born, mother hugged you like this now, and let me sit beside her."

"The day you were born, the sun was particularly bright. Although it was a very cold winter, the bright morning sun still came in through the window."

Ye Shen raised his head, looked at Ye Can and said, "When I looked at you at that time, I felt that I could go on." For a girl of seventeen or eighteen years old, it is quite difficult to get sick at such a brilliant age. bad.The torment of the disease almost made her want to give up her life for a while.

But at this moment, Ye Shen had his own younger sister.A younger sister who was born because of her, a person who came into this world because of her.

Ye Shen felt that no matter how bad the world was, if there were so many people who loved him, he could still persevere.

Ye Can had no memory of this part, but at this moment she was subtly aware of Ye Shen's mood.She paused, and said to Ye Shen, "So, you gave me a charm?"

Ye Shen smiled and said, "Yes, because I hope your future life will be bright and beautiful."

Ye Can pursed her lips, not knowing how she felt for a moment.She was a little complicated, after all, her childhood and adolescence were very bad.

Ye Shen seemed to understand the harm he caused: "But I'm sorry, I don't seem to be a good sister, and I even made your life full of haze."

Ye Can raised her eyes and looked at her in surprise.Ye Shen looked into her eyes and said, "I'm sorry, although I owe you this sentence for many years, I still have to apologize to you."

Ye Can lowered her eyes and put her hand on the baby's face.The baby, whose eyes hadn't opened yet, grasped her fingers firmly by instinct.She looked at the little child who was clinging to her tightly, and after a while, she nodded and said yes.

She accepted Ye Shen's apology, but didn't say whether she forgave or not.

But at this time, whether to forgive or not is irrelevant.

Ye Shen breathed a sigh of relief. She looked at the baby in her arms, smiled and said, "I'm going to name this child Ye Xin."

Facing Ye Can's puzzled eyes, Ye Shen said, "New life is new. I hope that in the future, no matter what she does wrong, no matter what choice she makes, she will think that she has the right to a new life."

Ye Shen raised his eyes, looked at Ye Can and said, "Can Can, I feel that I have experienced a new life, what about you? You are still the same person you were eight years ago, or the person who ran away three years ago ?"

"Are you happy? Are you happy? Do you have something you yearn for?"

Ye Shen paused, and pointedly said: "You were born again, and you were once brilliant, but I don't think you look very happy now."

"As your older sister, no matter what decision you make, I hope you will be truly happy and happy."

Hearing such persuasion, Ye Can looked at the newborn who was holding her hand tightly, and made a decision.She nodded and replied, "Don't worry, I will."

After all, the meaning of most people's life is to make themselves happy, isn't it?