time has waited for me

Ai Qingying didn't know the exact name of a certain boy.

He started out as a fan, and like all the girls who are obsessed with themselves, he was there almost every performance.To be honest, people with good looks will always leave a deep impression on others, which is human nature.

He is also a male, Ai Qingying didn't have any guard against him, and regarded him as his younger brother from the beginning.

When he came to confess his love, Ai Qingying of course refused.

Later, he came over crying and confessed his love two or three times, and said he would confess his love until Ai Qingying agreed.

Ai Qingying has always been dull in terms of emotions, seeing him crying so pitifully, she thought, then try?

As a result, you can see it.

Ai Qingying was not very sad about being dumped, even when she found that she couldn't like girls anymore, Ai Qingying was not particularly desperate.His real reason for suicide is of course not so superficial, but on the night of suicide, he and Jing Xian were both strangers, but every person who commits suicide always has a cowardly and hard-to-pass side, and of course he will subconsciously hide that side, so He only said that to Jing Xian.

The matter of a certain boy can only be said to be an inducement.

Ai Qingying's cowardly and gloomy side buried deep in her heart is of course about her parents and family.

Fu Zhenzhen never kept it from him. After he became sensible, he knew why his mother didn't come to see him, why his father didn't come to see him, and why his grandparents didn't come to see him.When he was young, he couldn't understand his elders. Before he was healed by music, one can imagine how dark his childhood was.

He often felt that he shouldn't have been born, he hated being abandoned and forgotten, and he sometimes wanted to end his life so that Mom would be well, Dad would be well, and everyone would be well.

However, the aunts and teachers who accompanied him were too responsible. After all, he seemed to grow up peacefully.

Such thoughts, until I grow up, occasionally come back to my mind at night when I wake up from nightmares.

On the day of suicide, he was just dumped by that boy. The boy said that he was too dazzling to be with him, so he only dared to look from afar.

He suddenly remembered that when he was a child, the book said that when Chinese children passed the exams, their parents would visit them and buy them gifts.

He studies hard and learns the best in everything. When he becomes extremely shining, his parents will always see it.

Maybe they saw it, but still no one came to see him from China.

It turned out that no matter how powerful and dazzling he was, it was useless.

From then on, he learned not to shine for others, but only for himself.

His birth was wrong. In order to live a happier life, he worked hard to find the source of happiness to fill himself. After finally shaping himself into what he is now, he is still rejected by others?

Being born is a crime, but being too good is also a crime?

It was something about a certain boy that caused him to sink into his childhood nightmare, and then he thought that it would be a big deal to really die.

His life, less than 30 years ago, has been painful, desperate, and forgiven. After encountering music, he started a new life. He began to enjoy himself. He felt that it was worth it, and it was still interesting. , no more regrets, so he committed suicide.Especially after getting himself drunk, this thought couldn't be thrown away. He really almost died.

Later, he didn't commit suicide after all, and met Jing Xian again.

So, he actually never disliked this boy.

If you don't like it, of course you don't hate it, but it's just a stranger.

He died not because of this person.On the contrary, because of this person's inducement, he died impulsively. He met the most important person in his life.

In fact, he didn't have any more feelings for this boy. When he committed suicide, what he said to commemorate his love was just to hide the real reason of cowardice, and to find a noble reason for himself in front of outsiders and for himself who was drunk.

He even thanked the boy.

The boy was quite young, as Ai Qingying remembered, he must have been around ten years old, and he was only a freshman anyway.

The last time he performed at the Conservatory of Music, he had already approached him once, expressing his regret.

Ai Qingying didn't know whether to laugh or cry at the time, and said directly that it was impossible for the two of them.It wasn't possible then, and it's even more impossible now.

He already knows what liking and love are. Time will not slow down, and life will not be wasted wantonly.

He found the one he was willing to shine for.

It is said that he also came during the interview that day, and Ai Qingying couldn't laugh or cry. I heard that he was finally carried away crying and shouting. Ai Qingying didn't bother to know what he said that day. His teammates knew he was not interested. , did not say anything about it again.

Ai Qingying didn't know his name, and of course he didn't know Ai Qingying's real Chinese name either.

At that time, perhaps it was to match Ai Qingying's English title, so when he reported his name, he also gave his English name.

To be honest, Ai Qingying can't remember now...they really only dated for three days, and he was dumped before he could hold hands.At first, Ai Qingying even suspected that she was dumped because she was too polite?

Didn't he think about respecting each other?Never mind.

Only when he met Jing Xian did he know that if he really liked someone, he could bear it if he couldn't see Jing Xian in person. After seeing him, if he wanted to respect the other person, he only wanted to kiss Jing Xian and hug Jing Xian. Xian... Of course, he thought about such a dangerous thought in his heart.

If Jing Xian knew, he would beat him up.

Seeing him crying miserably, Ai Qingying said helplessly, "What's wrong with you? It's late at night, why don't you go home and sleep?"

He cried: "Why didn't you come to the interview that day? Did you know that I was going to be interviewed and avoided me on purpose?"

"Where did I know you would come?" Ai Qingying was speechless.

"Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow

"..." Ai Qingying felt that it would be meaningless if one had to speak clearly about this kind of thing.But because the other party is still young, Ai Qingying still said a few more words, "Last time at the conservatory, we made it clear, right? You have grown up, and you have to be responsible for what you have done , don’t come here again.”

"Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow."

Ai Qingying looked up at the sky helplessly, and he couldn't do anything to persuade him. After a while, he sighed: "Then you continue to cry? I'll go first."

He lifted his feet and left. Seeing that he had really left, a certain boy cried and rushed towards Ai Qingying again, and was about to rush forward to hug him again.Ai Qingying was so frightened that she ran away quickly, so the two circled around in place, one running and the other chasing, Ai Qingying was going crazy.

He just came out to buy a coffee!Don't spill his coffee!Any later and the coffee will be cold!

Jing Xian didn't see Ai Qingying on the way, so he asked his assistant and found out that he was going to buy food.

The assistant thought that the two of them were arguing, and said specifically: "Cyan is afraid that you will be hungry, so he specially went to buy you a cake. He said last time that the cake in that coffee shop is delicious, and you must like it."

What he said was the truth, and the assistant was kind.

Jing Xian's heart really warmed up. In the past two days of rehearsal, he hadn't looked at Ai Qingying directly. Ai Qingying was always wronged.

Jing Xian is a very soft-hearted person, and when he softens his heart, he sees that people still haven't come back, so he comes out to have a look.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he came out, he saw Ai Qingying and a certain boy, and Jing Xian couldn't tell who they were chasing after, after all, they were going around in circles.In his eyes with tinted glasses, it was clearly Ai Qingying who was chasing that boy!

In the middle of the night, why did such a young child come here?

Not because of him!

Is it because of buying food to come out on a date! !

Jing Xian turned his head angrily and went back to the bar.

When Ai Qingying sent people away with great difficulty and came back covered in sweat, Jing Xian got up: "Then come here first today, I'll go back first, and I'll come at ten o'clock tomorrow morning."

"Ah?" Ai Qingying was taken aback, "Why did you leave? You haven't eaten yet..."

The assistant winked at him. Jing Xian had already put on his clothes and left. Ai Qingying put down her things, picked up a bag of bread, caught up with Jing Xian, and handed it to Jing Xian. entanglement.Especially coldly, he took the bread, got in the car and left without looking back.

Ai Qingying rubbed her head in place, is she still angry, or is she not angry anymore?

He went in again, and amidst the noise of the rehearsal, the assistant said into his ear: "What's wrong with you? Jing Xian went out and waited for you just now! Do you have any misunderstandings? Make it clear!"

Ai Qingying's heart skipped a beat, thinking, Jing Xian must have seen something, did he misunderstand? !

The teammates rested and began to eat. Ai Qingying guessed that Jing Xian would probably be home, so she found a corner to call Jing Xian. Jing Xian answered the phone calmly, and asked even more calmly, "Is there something wrong?"

Ai Qingying was confused, didn't seem angry?

If you are angry, you will not answer his phone.

Ai Qingying became happy, and asked with a smile, "Are you home yet?!"

Jing Xian sneered, Ai Qingying's neck felt cold, Jing Xian said more calmly: "Here we are, I'm quite tired, I'll hang up first and go take a shower and go to sleep."

"Oh oh oh!" Ai Qing echoed, and said again, "Well, there is something."

"what's up?"

"Uh." Ai Qingying thought, if Jing Xian wasn't angry about that incident, would he have done more?He said, "Nothing, good night!"

Jing Xian hung up the phone expressionlessly. He didn't do anything wrong. If there's anything he dared not do, he just answered the phone!

He did the right thing!Sit up straight!

The next day, Jing Xian arrived early to rehearse with everyone and had lunch together.After the meal, the teammates smoked and chatted together. Jing Xian didn't want to smell the smoke, so he had to change his clothes. Ai Qingying also helped him tidy up a new small room upstairs. Ai Qingying naturally hoped that Jing Xian would live in it. My room, but Jing Xian didn't agree.

He had no choice but to buy a new bed and rearrange a room for Jing Xian.

Jing Xian went upstairs, took a nap in bed, and made an appointment to wake him up in an hour.

But Jing Xian couldn't fall asleep, he was wondering what Ai Qingying was doing, when he was about to eat lunch, a man came to look for Ai Qingying, the two of them didn't know what they said, Ai Qingying didn't even have time to explain, and left in a hurry.

It was really in a hurry, Jing Xian turned over, he had never seen that person like this before.

The more he thought about it, the more he couldn't sleep. His cell phone rang suddenly. He saw that it was the security guard downstairs.

"Master Jing! Come down and take a look! What's wrong with your car!" The security guard followed his teammates in addressing him, "I came back from a meal, and within half an hour, your car was scratched!"

Jing Xian frowned, he didn't care about Che that much, he really hated such behavior.

He got up, put on his coat and went downstairs. When he saw his car, his face turned pale with anger.

Rather than being scratched, it is better to be painted!

His car was covered in white paint with extremely childish words such as "stay away from him!" and "hate you!"

Jing Xian was so angry that the corners of his mouth trembled. He is a man who wants to save face, so it's okay to write such childish words on the car, but it was written by such a person!

Yes, he could guess at a glance who wrote it.

Not that duck's ex-boyfriend! ! !

Jing Xian was so angry that not only the corners of his mouth trembled, but his breathing began to increase.

The big security guard saw that something was wrong, and hurriedly said: "Master Jing, don't be angry! Who is this prank! You wait, I will find something to wipe it for you." Then he regretted, "It's a pity that the place in front of our bar It’s not big, it’s just a small area where you can park, but it’s a dead corner, and I can’t find out who did the bad thing, sorry.”

Jing Xian took a deep breath, turned around and said to the big security guard, "It's not your fault."

The guests of the bar usually park their cars in the parking lot of the shopping mall not far away.

Jing Xian squeezed out a smile: "I'll call the car dealership later, don't bother you."

The big security guard was very sorry: "If I knew it earlier, I would order a takeaway and eat whatever I want."

"It's really fine." Jing Xian's expression became calm, "It's just this matter, please keep it a secret for me, don't tell anyone."

The big security guard guessed that he felt ashamed, so he nodded immediately: "It must be! Don't worry, I will never tell anyone else about this!"

Jing Xian gave him the car keys: "I will contact you later to pick up the car. After the car is returned, please call me. Please."

"No trouble, no trouble."

Jing Xian walked back to the bar seemingly calmly, but when he entered his room, his face completely collapsed.

He used to doubt that he liked that person, but he won't anymore! !

From this moment on, the person he hates the most is no longer Fu Zhenzhen.

It's the most hated pair in the world! ! !

Get back together, why drag him into the water!Still want to disgust him!

That duck can't take care of that little kid who doesn't understand anything? ? ?

Jing Xian was so angry that he walked back and forth in the small room, and even thought of the kid in his mobile phone, who was about the same age, why is there such a big gap between people? ? ?

After today's performance is over, that person will take the little yellow duck on the bedside table and leave!Get out of his house and go to sleep and fly with your little boyfriend!

There's no reason for him to help him raise two! !

Jing Xian was really furious, until he got so angry that he lay on the bed, gasping for breath.

At around three o'clock in the afternoon, Ai Qingying hurried back again.

When his teammates asked him what he was doing, he was ambiguous and didn't say anything specific. Everyone already knew it. It should be difficult to answer, so he didn't ask any more.

Ai Qingying asked again: "Where's Jing Xian?"

"It's taking a nap upstairs. It's just in time for you to come. Go upstairs and ask God Jing to come down. It's just in time for you to talk."

"Okay." Ai Qingying walked into the elevator with heavy steps, and after the door closed, he let out a sigh of relief.

He is so tired. Maybe Ai Yuebai was "encouraged" by him, or "stimulated" by his upcoming boyfriend, jealous of him, and inspired by the scandal between him and Fu Zhenzhen.After many years, he went to block Fu Zhenzhen today, and even brought several media reporters with him.

What these media reporters are doing, of course, needless to say.

Anyway, I took a lot of photos, and it is said that they will be sent out to confirm the scandal between the two of them.

Ai Qingying stretched out his hand and rubbed his forehead. He didn't quite understand the thinking of middle-aged men, and of course he didn't understand the thinking of middle-aged women either.

Fu Zhenzhen was quite happy when she spread the scandal with him, but this time she was going crazy again, and started arguing with Ai Yuebai on the spot, and she didn't want to be a little princess, so she really pointed her nose and scolded.Maybe it's because he hasn't been face to face at such a close distance for many years. Ai Yuebai is very happy, scolding what is what, and laughing. Fu Zhenzhen is even more crazy, and he fainted from the anger...

Fu Zhenzhen cried when he woke up in the hospital, and even said that he missed his son.

Ai Qingying had no choice but to go over. After persuading her for a long time, she was still crying. If it wasn't for the performance tonight, Fu Zhenzhen wouldn't let her come back.Fu Zhenzhen didn't allow Ai Yuebai to approach her, and Ai Yuebai didn't dare to be angry with her anymore.When Ai Qingying left, Ai Yuebai was smoking in the car and was on her second pack, the car was full of the smell of snuff.

At that time, Ai Qingying suddenly felt very lonely.

This gentleman and this lady, do you think there is any great hatred, and there is no such thing. On the contrary, they used to love each other like that, why did they bother to the current scene?Sometimes, both sides take a step back, isn't it?Life is not easy, and life is short, let's spend more time together.

He immediately thought of Jing Xian, he wanted to hug Jing Xian immediately, he just wanted to have the most perfect future with Jing Xian.

He doesn't want to be like his parents.

After getting out of the elevator, he walked towards the door of Jing Xian's room and knocked on the door.

After a while, the door was opened, and Ai Qingying was about to throw herself on Jing Xian, but was pushed away by a hand.With great strength, he staggered and took a few steps back.

He looked up wonderingly, Jing Xian had already changed into Hanfu and a veil, looking at his eyes, they were filled with a coldness that had never been seen before.

He was immediately stunned.

Jing Xian walked out of the door, closed the door behind his back, looked at him again, turned his head and left without saying a word.

Jing Xian's figure disappeared for a long time, and Ai Qingying still felt cold.

When Jing Xian hated him the most, she never looked at him like that.

Jing Xian walked a long way before Ai Qingying regained consciousness and immediately chased after him. Jing Xian was already talking with his teammates downstairs, talking and laughing, as if what he saw just now was just an illusion. Ai Qingying was confused for a moment, and stepped forward Call him: "Jing Xian."

Jing Xianli ignored him, and never looked at him.

The teammates looked at each other, then quietly winked at Ai Qingying, Ai Qingying cautiously stepped forward, and said softly: "Jing Xian, what's wrong with you—"

Jing Xian unceremoniously sat with his back to him, facing his teammates, continued their conversation with a smile, and treated him as air.

Ai Qingying's face darkened, he could bear anyone's ignorance, because he didn't care.

However, Jingxian is not included.

The teammates saw that this was not the case, Link cleared his throat, and said in a low voice: "Master Jing, what, there is a quarrel at the bedside and the end of the bed, why did Cyan upset you, listen to his explanation, what he did is wrong , we beat him for you!"

Other teammates echoed: "That's right! Let's beat him!"

Ai Qingying's eyes were full of anticipation again, and she looked gratefully at the teammates.

Jing Xian lowered his eyes and pondered for a moment, then finally raised his head and spoke, but what he said was: "It happens that everyone is here, and there is something I want to explain to you. Actually, I have nothing to do with Cyan, we are not what you imagined. That kind of relationship, we can't become the kind of relationship you think, please don't make fun of me and him in the future."

Jing Xian spoke coherently, and got up after finishing speaking: "Sorry, I will go to the rest room to rest for a while, and call me directly during the performance."

After speaking, Jing Xian left gracefully, also without looking at Ai Qingying.

Ai Qingying stood there dumbfounded, and his teammates stared at him with wide eyes.

Ai Qingying repeated what Jing Xian said just now in her mind, what does it mean?Did Jing Xian not like him at all?What is not, can not be?

How can it be?

Ai Qingying was very sad, and his teammates stepped forward to pat him on the shoulder sympathetically, unable to help.

Afterwards, Ai Qingying was always in a state of despair.

This was the first time that Jing Xian uttered such words of absolute rejection, and he was hit hard by Jing Xian's cold voice.

The New Year's Eve performance starts at 12:30 p.m. and ends at [-]:[-] p.m.

It was almost time, and Ai Qingying was still not in a high mood, and her teammates looked anxious.Ai Qingying was stuck in the corner of the stage in a daze, she wanted to ask Jing Xian for clarification, but she didn't dare to go, for fear of hearing worse words.

Normally, he wouldn't be like this.

Today, he is influenced by his parents, so he is rare and vulnerable.

Link couldn't see it, so he came over and patted him on the shoulder: "Hey, just go back and coax him. Wait, we have to perform again. This is a New Year's Eve performance! Fans have been looking forward to it for a whole year!"

"I know, I won't screw up the show, don't worry."

"I'm not so worried about acting, I'm more worried about you! Brother! Come on! You're not like that!"

Yes, he is not such a person, but this is the first time for him, Ai Qingying twitched her lips.Not far away, the person who made him like this came slowly, Ai Qingying looked at him, but Jing Xian turned a blind eye, Ai Qingying's heart became colder.

No matter how uncomfortable it was, the performance came as scheduled.

As his teammates said, the fans had waited for a whole year. Looking at the expectant eyes of the audience, Ai Qingying finally calmed down a bit, but she still had no energy to shout. Link said the opening remarks on his behalf, and the fans were enthusiastic as usual.

Everyone is looking forward to "Brother Immortal", this time the arrangement starts with Jing Xian's solo.

The guzheng was set up on the stage, and Link held up the microphone and shouted to the audience: "The following is what everyone is looking forward to the most—who? Who is it?!"

"Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah----"

Amidst the screams, Jing Xian stepped onto the stage, everyone's eyes were on him, and Ai Qingying couldn't help but also looked back.

Jing Xian looked down the stage, his eyes slightly bent, obviously smiling.

When the eyes were aimed in his direction, they were suddenly cold.

Ai Qingying was unhappy!Very unhappy! !

Although Jing Xian doesn't like to laugh, and doesn't have a good face towards him, Jing Xian treats him very well!Always take special care of him!It's just that Jing Xian is very face-saving, and he knows best whether Jing Xian treats him well!

Why are you doing this to him all of a sudden?

Jing Xian treats him badly now!

Smile and be peaceful to people all over the world, but treat him badly!

why! !

The stage darkened, only a faint round light was aimed at Jing Xian, Jing Xian finished the solo quietly, everyone held their breath, as if it was a fairy in a painting.

After the song was played, there were screams, whistles and applause in the venue.

Ai Qingying looked down the stage, very dissatisfied, what are these men and women happy about?

Jing Xian is not theirs!Jing Xian is his!

But when he looked at Jing Xian again, Jing Xian was also smiling at the audience.

It turned out that they were all very happy, but he was not happy!

Why is he the only one who is unhappy!

The corner of his mouth twitched, he suddenly walked out of the darkness, and strode up to Jing Xian.

Jing Xian was obviously confused by his actions, he didn't come back to his senses for a while, his eyes were slightly stared, Ai Qingying's mind became hot, his hands passed directly under Jing Xian's armpit, and he pulled him up forcefully, hugging him in his arms , bowed his head and kissed Jing Xian's mouth fiercely.

The audience stood still for a moment, then screamed frantically, and the sound wave was like a tidal wave.

Through the veil, Jing Xian bit his lip dissatisfiedly, and Ai Qingying licked it with her tongue, tasting the blood.

"What are you doing!" Jing Xian said angrily.

Ai Qingying left Jing Xian's lips for a while, and told him with a sneer: "You, Jing Xian, are mine!"