time has waited for me

Ai Qingying returned to the place where she committed suicide, and found her mobile phone behind the stone.

He originally planned to die, he didn't want to leave any traces, and no one in the world really cared about him.

He had already formatted the phone, and when he turned on the phone, seeing the empty phone, he gritted his teeth with hatred.He tossed about for a while, and quickly installed WeChat back. Just after installing it, he ignored all the prompts one after another. He clicked into one of the chat boxes, entered the license plate number, and said: Quickly help me check this car!

That car is Cullinan, and there are only so many cars in the whole city, so it is very easy to check.

The other party responded and answered him: one hour.

Only then did Ai Qingying heave a sigh of relief, he turned around and stared at the water in a daze.

It was dawn, and the sun came out. It was a particularly good weather. The sun was only at seven o'clock in the morning, and the water surface was already shining so sparklingly.

He thought of the "flowing gold" that the man said, maybe that's exactly what it was?

Originally, he no longer had the chance to see the sun today, nor could he see with his own eyes the "flowing gold" in that population.

But he did see it.

The two of them almost became two floating corpses in this piece of gold.

Is it because God is reluctant to let them die?

Unlike Jing Xian, he recalled all the experiences of the day and suddenly laughed out loud.

He smiled at the surface of the water for a long time, he thought, flowing gold should continue to flow, and should not be destroyed by bad things.

And he should continue to live well!

Ai Qingying turned around and strode away.

He drove here by himself, and the car was parked in a nearby forest without even pulling out the car keys.Unexpectedly, the car was still there and had not been driven away.He smiled and opened the car door directly, got in the car, and fastened his seat belt.

His car was a bright red Hummer, the dappled sunlight shone on the shiny body, and even his car was plated with gold, making the red more dazzling.

His mood was unprecedentedly clear, he stepped on the accelerator, and he left the place where his life was supposed to end.

Jing Xian lived alone after working, Bai Fan sent him home, very worried about him.

Because of coming out of the closet, Jing Xian has been very tense for a while, and he has noticed it, and he has to come to see it almost every day to be at ease. Yesterday was too busy to come here, just for a while, He was no longer in Shanghai, and even called a duck, so he was even more worried about Jing Xian.

He ordered a takeaway for Jing Xian, so to speak, Jing Xian reluctantly ate a few spoonfuls of porridge, Jing Xian took a bath, took a sleeping pill, put on an eye mask, and went back to the bedroom to sleep.Bai Fan didn't dare to leave, so he sat in the living room with him, guessing what Jing Xian was doing there.

Just to call a duck?

If you are looking for ducks, where is it difficult to find, why do you have to go to that kind of rural place?

Even after taking sleeping pills, Jing Xian didn't sleep for too long, and he woke up around one o'clock in the afternoon.

Waking up on the bed, his body was heavy, and he didn't even have the strength to lift his eyelids.

Bai Fan would open the door every hour and come in to see him. When it was almost two o'clock, Bai Fan came in and saw that he was awake.Bai Fan is different from Jing Xian. Although he is now a billionaire boss, it is not easy to work hard all the way. His ability to withstand pressure is very strong.

Jing Xian's work ability is very good. Strictly speaking, his ability to withstand pressure is also very strong, but it is only limited to work.

The two of them grew up in completely different environments. Jing Xian grew up with the expectations and love of many people. It is his duty to do well. If he does not do well, even if it is only a small mistake, he will face countless people. Disappointment and pointing, even cynicism.

Bai Fan can understand Jing Xian very well, but he can't really watch Jing Xian go on like this.

He took the initiative to say: "Are you awake? Get up when you wake up, let's go out for a stroll!"

Jing Xian didn't want to go to any place at all, and didn't want to see anyone.

Bai Fan didn't know that Jing Xian had already seen a psychiatrist in secret, and even had a tendency to depression. He was afraid that Jing Xian's mental health would be unhealthy, so he insisted on taking Jing Xian out to see people and scenery. much better.

Whatever Bai Fan said, Jing Xian was unmoved, and lay there, motionless, as if he had nothing to love.

Bai Fan was even more flustered, and said: "Why don't we go to Longhua Temple! It's a bad time for you, go and worship the Bodhisattva! Okay?!"

Jing Xian's eyeballs finally moved.

It's not that he feels that his passing years are unfavorable, but he also knows that Bai Fan is worried about him. He obviously doesn't want anyone to worry about him, and he doesn't want to cause anyone trouble, so he chooses to die quietly.

Bai Fan was so anxious, he finally complied.

Anyway, the temple is quiet, it is better than going to other places.

The two of them arrived before Longhua Temple closed at 04:30.

At the door, Bai Fan bought him several kinds of incense and stuffed them to him: "I bought them all, this one is called Responsive Incense, and that one is called Ping An Incense, you order them all and worship!"

Jing Xian received it in his hand and clicked one by one.

There were a lot of people praying in the southeast and northwest at the gate, he followed suit and followed suit.

After offering incense, Bai Fan dragged him in again, and bought him seven or eight safety charms and sachets: "This one is on the trailer, this one is hanging on the door of the bedroom, and this one is under your pillow!" Bai Fan put them into his hands one by one. stuffed.

Jing Xian's nose was a little sour.

Seeing this, Bai Fan sighed, took him to a place where there were few people, and said in a low voice: "Duo Duo, the teacher and mistress are not really angry with you, let alone disappointed in you. At the beginning of the year, I went back School, I heard people say at that time that the teacher will go abroad for more than half a year this year, and it is not a temporary decision."

This is what makes Jing Xian sad the most, and what really makes him depressed.

After the incident, when his grandmother got better, his parents went abroad together.

Dad is going abroad for exchange, and mother is accompanying him.

Mom can obviously not go, and dad can obviously go later.

Is it because of him?

Parents are disappointed in him and don't even want to see him.

I have been abroad for so long, except for the occasional WeChat to ask about safety, I almost never talk to him.

Jing Xian bowed his head and did not speak, Bai Fan dragged him into the main hall: "Let's go, let's all come, every Bodhisattva bows!"

Jing Xian was dragged in by him, looked up at the tall golden Buddha, solemn but kind.

An aunt next to him knelt down piously, muttering something, he looked at it, and bowed down like his aunt.Bai Fan dragged him, bowed to Bodhisattva one after another, Bai Fan specially exchanged a lot of cash, stuffed one hundred after another in the merit box, until he knelt down to the last Arhat Hall, Jing Xian raised his head again, one hundred and eight golden Arhats Occupying the entire hall, everyone looked at him.

He was the only one in the empty hall, Bai Fan was standing outside the door waiting for him.

Jing Xian's heart choked, and he closed his eyes and bowed down again.

After the worship, Bai Fan drove him away.

Sitting in the car, Jing Xian remained expressionless.

Perhaps there is nothing wrong with people being superstitious. After worshiping so many Bodhisattvas, his state of mind has indeed improved a little.In the process of his worship, he would occasionally hear other people muttering words. Those people would ask the Bodhisattva to bless their health, bless their marriage, bless their work smoothly, and bless them to make a fortune.

He even saw someone coming in a wheelchair.

It can be seen that this is indeed the case in life, and no one's life is smooth sailing.

He has even entered the police station, and has "prostituted", so what else can't be faced?

Maybe the next time he gets sick, he might choose to die cowardly.

But at this moment, he wanted to continue living, so that he would know how life could treat him.

Jing Xian took the initiative to ask Bai Fan: "I don't want to go home, where can I go?"

Bai Fan was very happy, and mentioned a few places, golfing, hot springs, bookstores, VR game experience stores, and even escape rooms. Jing Xian was not interested, and Bai Fan asked again: "Do you want to go for a drink?"

Jing Xian has never drank alcohol, and he doesn't drink at all.

His superior family background gave him enough confidence to refuse all occasions that required him to drink.

Jing Xian thought of what Yun Yuanshan called "rebellion". Perhaps, he really needed to change some of the so-called self-rules that he had strictly followed.

Bai Fan took him to a bar.

There are many dinner parties in Baifan, and many business deals are negotiated at the wine table. He can drink very well, but he rarely comes to the bar alone. He even called a young assistant of his own. The assistant recommended this restaurant called " The bar of Qingying” is said to be a bar, but it is actually a livehouse with resident singers.

There are also some well-known underground bands from other cities who come here for tours. The young assistant said that this livehouse is the best in Shanghai. The singing is good, the food is delicious, and the drinks are delicious. The assistant emphasized: the key is the lead singer of the band" Super!!!" Handsome.

Bai Fan thinks this bar is quite good, according to the assistant, there are no messy things in it, and it is very healthy.

He asked Jing Xian what he meant, Jing Xian never had any leisure and entertainment, and he didn't know anything about it, he just said: "It's fine if you can drink."

Bai Fan went directly with Jing Xian.

Qingying is on a very secluded old street in Jing'an District. They arrived early, just after six o'clock, and the bar usually doesn't open until after nine o'clock.Bai Fan thought, there should be few people, so he happened to go in for a chat.Unexpectedly, they had just parked the car, and when they reached the door, the receptionist first asked with a smile, "Do you two have an appointment?"

Bai Fan shook his head.

The pretty young lady smiled and said, "I'm sorry, it's already full tonight."

"It's only six o'clock." Bai Fan wondered.

The young lady smiled again: "Our seats have to be reserved half a month in advance, I'm sorry."

Jing Xian said indifferently: "Then let's change."

Where can't I drink alcohol?

Bai Fan was not convinced, what kind of bar is this? Is it made of gold? It needs to be booked half a month in advance?He still can't believe it!He stretched out his hand to push open the wooden door, and the cool air came oncoming, it was only six o'clock, and the inside was already full of people!

The young lady explained with a smile: "Tonight is our Qingying's home stadium, only four times a month, and our bar seats have a uniform price, and many people come to line up at noon to grab the front row."

"Qingying?"

"Our bar is called Qingying, and the band in our bar has the same name."

Jing Xian looked up and saw the word "Qingying" engraved on the wooden plaque on the wooden door.

The young lady warmly introduced: "Our boss carved it himself."

Jing Xian's eyes were appreciative, and then he looked at the tip of the iceberg in the bar that was revealed through the crack of the door. It was not the noisy and cool bar that Jing Xian imagined, but it was quiet and simple, with each table There is a seat lamp in the shape of a small star.Maybe it's because he has never been to a bar and has seen little of the world, but he likes this bar quite a lot.

Seeing his expression, Bai Fan knew that Jing Xian liked it.

This is not easy, Bai Fan decided to get two seats no matter what.

They waited at the door and asked one by one, finally someone was willing to sell the reserved seats to the two of them, Bai Fan paid three times the price to buy the two seats, and was taken in by the young lady.

Their seats were already in the third row from the bottom, and Jing Xian didn't care about that. Although there were many people in the bar, few people spoke, and there was soft music playing, which was very comfortable.

Jing Xian's mood was rarely relaxed, and he even took the initiative to ask, "What song is this?"

"This is our Qingying's song."

Bai Fan asked: "Can I buy CDs? Get some!"

"We only sell it once a year, on October 10th every year, with a limited edition of 18 copies, sir, you can wait!"

Bai Fan was even more speechless: "It's so difficult to buy a CD? Isn't it good to make money?"

The young lady smiled and didn't say much. She asked the two of them to sit down and showed them the menu.

Jing Xian was quite happy, and ordered the various cocktails on the menu one by one.

Bai Fan came to drink with him today, to relax with him, and cocktails were nothing, so he didn't stop Jing Xian at all, he had to drive, and had to send Jing Xian home, so he just ordered a cup of iced tea.

The wine was served one after another, and the seats became more and more full, Jing Xian drank one cup after another.

Bai Fan knew that he didn't want to talk, so he kept his mouth shut and took care of some work matters with his mobile phone, occasionally looking up at Jing Xian.Jing Xian took a few sips of wine, then looked up and looked around, his eyes became more and more dazed, obviously getting drunk, Bai Fan still didn't stop, Jing Xian knew that getting drunk was already a good sign, but he was afraid that his emotions would be buried in his heart, and he would have to resolve it None of the ideas.

Different light music was still lingering in the bar, and the wine in his mouth was also light. Jing Xian found his three favorite wines, and ordered many more glasses.

Bai Fan ordered some chicken wings for him, and advised him to eat some too, so as not to spoil his stomach.

Unknowingly, it was nine o'clock, and there was finally a commotion in the bar, but Jing Xian lay down on the table, apparently really drunk.

Seeing that it was almost done, Bai Fan put down his phone and wanted to take Jing Xian away.

Suddenly he heard a scream, which made Bai Fan tremble with fright. He quickly raised his head and followed the scream. It turned out that the stage not far away was lit up, and several people ran up one after another, but the scream disappeared. Stopped, but it became more and more lively. Bai Fan knew what the "roof-turning excitement" in elementary school textbooks was.

The stage became brighter, two bass players, a guitarist, a drum kit and a keyboard came up.In front of the lead singer's microphone, there was one person missing.

Bai Fan, who has never watched live, knows that this is one person short.

Sure enough, the people around him began to ask "Why is brother Cyan not here!", "Where is brother!!", "I came here for brother"...

Bai Fan didn't understand what the English name was at all, but saw one of the bass players standing in front of the microphone and said with a smile, "Good evening, everyone!!!"

The people in the audience responded enthusiastically.

"Miss us?"

"Ahhhhhhh!" The audience continued to scream, and more people started shouting in unison, "Cyan! Cyan! Cyan!"

The bassist said aggrievedly: "So I only wanted your dream brother..."

People in the audience laughed, some said "I miss you too!", and some continued to ask where the English name went.

The bassist smiled and said, "I'm afraid Cyan can't come today due to personal matters. I'm sorry." After saying that, they all bowed together, and the bassist continued, "To express our apologies! All for free! The next time Cyan plays, we will sing a few more songs for everyone!"

Everyone was a little disappointed, but at least not completely disappointed because of the free drinks.

After the bass player apologized, he stood in front of the microphone and acted as the lead singer to start tonight's singing.

Bai Fan didn't know how the famous English singer who didn't come was like, he thought this young man sang very well!Bai Fan was going to leave at first, but he sat back and beat to the beat of the song. He was quite happy to hear it. It really deserves to be the shop recommended by his assistant.

Bai Fan listened to five songs in a row, all of which were rock and roll, and the bar was already very excited, Bai Fan also stood up with the little girl next to him, deeply feeling that he would have to come to these places with many young people in the future.

He heard it beautifully. Just after a song ended, the stage suddenly went dark again.

The screaming in the entire bar also stopped abruptly, and everyone sat back in their seats.

Jing Xian moved at this time, Bai Fan was distracted, and hurriedly asked: "What's wrong? What's wrong?"

Jing Xian raised his head in a daze, he wanted to go to the bathroom.

But because he was drunk, he couldn't speak clearly, Bai Fan couldn't hear clearly, so he leaned over: "What?"

But at this time, in the quiet bar, a voice suddenly sounded on the stage: "I heard that everyone misses me?"

The bar was quiet for a moment, "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!".

Bai Fan's ears were almost deaf.

A circle of light slowly lit up in the center of the stage, and there was a new person in front of the microphone.

The man was sitting on the high chair, hugging the guitar, in the increasingly bright round light, the man looked up and smiled brightly: "Good evening."

"Aaaaaaaaaaaa!!!"

Bai Fan plugged his ears.

"Hush." ​​The person on the stage stretched out his fingers and said with a smile, "Sing a quiet song for everyone, okay?"

"it is good!!!"

"Then everyone should be quiet and listen."

Everyone stopped talking and sat down again.

Guitars began to sound.

Only now did Bai Fan have time to see who that person was, probably the English name.

But Jing Xian suddenly stood up holding the table, he quickly looked at Jing Xian first: "A lot?"

"I, I'm going to the bathroom." Jing Xian lowered his head and muttered.

The guitar sound on the stage suddenly stopped.

Following the puzzled sound of "Hey?", Bai Fan couldn't help but look back at the stage.

Wait for him to see that person clearly.

Bai Fan was dumbfounded.

Are ducks so versatile these days...

The author has something to say: Talent Duck: Quack! [very proud]

The plane is delayed, in this chapter of the airport code, I will revise it later~ After the Chinese New Year, the update is stable and I will let you know!