time has waited for me

Seeing her mother whom she hadn't seen for a long time, all Jing Xian's emotions stopped instantly, and she just stared at her blankly.

Yun Youyou sighed in her heart, if it wasn't for the sudden incident last year, she and her husband would never have known that the pressure they put on their son was actually so great.

She took another step forward, and asked with a smile, "Why don't you invite mom in?"

"Oh." Only then did Jing Xian come back to his senses, and hurried forward, took out the key, opened the door, rummaged through the shoe cabinet to find mother's slippers, reached out to take her bag, and waited for her to come in, he hurriedly said , "Mom, sit down, I'll boil water and make tea for you."

With that said, Jing Xian turned around and went to get busy. The water was half boiled, and he opened the cabinet to find a lot of dried fruits and snacks.

He is a person who never eats snacks. Ai Qingying likes to eat pine nuts, seaweed, and all kinds of potato chips. Recently, there are a lot of such things in the house, and Jing Xian found them all.

When he was busy, Yun Youyou looked at his little home.

She is naturally familiar with her son's home, but after not seeing her for more than half a year, Jing Xian's home, which was always the same, has changed.

In Jing Xian's house, the walls are bookcases, only the entrance section has a white wall, which was originally clean, and now there is an oil painting on it, which is a little yellow duck, which is neither fish nor fowl, yet reveals a bit of cuteness .Looking at the balcony, there was a pink dream catcher hanging on the floor-to-ceiling windows leading to the balcony. She didn't know about it at first, but she heard it from a student by chance.

She walked in again, and there were a lot of sheet music spread out on the white carpet, and a guitar was placed on the sofa.

On the small coffee table was an unfinished half bucket of potato chips. The bed sheets and quilt covers were always light gray tones, but now they were pink and blue tones. There were two panda dolls next to the pillow, and an alarm clock in the shape of a little yellow duck was on the bedside table.

It's only been more than half a year, besides, I heard from Ai Qingying that he only came here for the first time at the beginning of this year.

In other words, in just a few months, he was able to influence Jing Xian to this point.

He hasn't been here for more than ten days, and Jing Xian can tolerate his guitar and sheet music scattered on the ground, half a bucket of potato chips, and he is reluctant to clean up, keeping the original appearance.

Just how much Jing Xian likes this person.

Yun Youyou couldn't help but sigh in her heart, "Mom, what do you want to drink—" Jing Xian came out with the tea, saw her still standing there, and asked in surprise, "Mom, why don't you sit down?" He glanced, a little Embarrassed, he stepped forward and quickly picked up the guitar and sheet music on the sofa, "Uh, that's..." He wanted to explain, but he didn't know where to start, so he said, "Sit down..."

How could Yun Youyou be willing to make things difficult for him?She stepped forward, grabbed Jing Xian's hand, and pulled him to the sofa to sit down together: "Sit together, Mom doesn't need you to do this."

Mother's palms are warm and soft, which is different from Ai Qingying's feeling, but Jing Xian's heart also calms down.

He couldn't help but smile: "Yeah."

Not busy anymore, the two started talking, Yun Youyou sensed Jing Xian's nervousness, and sighed again in her heart.

Yun Youyou didn't talk about last year's incident first, but picked out a few trivial things in life, while Jing Xian told her about her recent research direction and general work, and talked about work, Jing Xian asked her: " Is dad back too?"

"He's still a week away, I'll be back first."

"Then this week, are you going to school?"

The child's personality can be found in the parents. Yun Youyou and Jing Xian's father Jing Sui, like Jing Xian, is a bit of a workaholic personality and never takes a break.Schools, offices, and classrooms are another home for parents, more than a real home.

Jing Xian was just asking casually, but Yun Youyou smiled and said, "No."

"Ah." Jing Xian was a little startled, but didn't know what to say.

Looking at Yun Youyou, she felt very distressed, they missed too many moments of children's growth.

Jing Xian tried hard to find a topic, because he was afraid of being asked by his mother about the incident last year, so he had to ask more about their overseas affairs. Yun Youyou knew what he was thinking, but she still reached out and held his hand again, asking He: "Duo Duo, is there anyone you like?"

Jing Xian's hands immediately froze, and his eyes avoided looking down.

This is a hurdle, and we have to get over it. If it weren't for this matter, neither Yun Youyou nor her husband would have noticed that her son also has such a fragile side.Ai Qingying likes Jingxian so much, she believes and is at ease, Ai Qingying's mother, Fu Zhenzhen, she has dealt with many times, and she also believes that she is a very kind and lovely person.

It can be said that the other party's family is a very happy and suitable family.

She likes Ai Qingying very much, and also likes Fu Zhenzhen.

But she prefers her son, no matter how much she guesses, she still needs an accurate statement from her son.This road is not easy to walk in China, but as long as the son is determined, no matter how difficult it is, they will accompany him on the journey.If their son felt a little uneasy, they would not force him for others.

As expected, Jing Xian did not speak for a long time, Yun Youyou was not sure whether his silence was because his feelings for Ai Qingying were not sure, or because of them.

Yun Youyou recalled that time last year, when they came over, they actually wanted to understand the situation and see if they could do something.But Jing Xian wanted to kneel down to them guiltily, her heart ached to the point of bleeding.

She never wanted to see such a son again, she couldn't bear to force him at all, she said in a soothing tone: "You know about me and your father."

Jing Xian looked up at her, as if curious why she suddenly mentioned this.

"Your father and I were born in the same yard, went to the same elementary school, the same middle school, skipped grades together, and went to university together..." Yun Youyou said slowly, her voice seemed to be able to pass through time.

Jing Xian also gradually became obsessed with listening, yes, if there is love in this world that he admires, it is his parents.

They both graduated from college together before they were 20, and when everyone thought they would go on to school, they married immediately and had him immediately.After giving birth to Jing Xian, they continued to go abroad to study for a master's degree or a doctoral degree, and then returned to China together.

Even if they were studying abroad, he was still very young at that time and didn't have to go to school. His grandparents often took him abroad to see his parents.Mom and Dad often come back to see him. He is really a child who grew up in love, so he can calmly accept his own life. In terms of learning, the strictness of his parents and grandfather is also for his own good.

When I was in middle school, the reason why I always thought that there would be such a boy waiting for me outside the door.

It was also my mother who told him that my father often waited for her at the door of the classroom after school.

His parents were his best role models, but he failed them.

Jing Xian couldn't help sighing, Yun Youyou squeezed his hand tightly, looked at him, and asked, "When I was young, did you hate grandpa and dad, who didn't allow you to play the piano, forced you to do your homework, forced you to write Big characters, forcing you to read and memorize obscure ancient books?"

Jing Xian immediately shook his head, but said honestly with a little shame: "It's just a little sad, I know you are doing it for my own good, and I also know that I can't do nothing all my life. Compared with everything I have now, this is what I want Commitment to pay."

"Aren't you envious of going to the music academy from afar?"

"A little bit, but it's okay. It's my own choice to study such a major and engage in such a job. I love them very much, just as I love her cello from afar." Jing Xian looked at her, "Mom , character determines destiny, in fact, in the dark, I will eventually become who I am now, and this kind of me is also me."

Yun Youyou looked at him for a while, nodded, then brought the topic back, and said: "Mom and Dad were similar to you when they were young, and they were also sad and angry. When I was very young, I was angry and didn't want to read. Your father would comfort me. At that time, we How do I know what I like. When we were young, it is not as good as it is now, the layer of paper has never been pierced, but I always remember that kind of heartbeat." Yun Youyou also smiled a little embarrassedly, but in order to enlighten Jing Xian, she Continued, "That feeling surrounded my entire girlhood, and even accompanied me to this day, and it will affect my life. I still remember that we took pictures together on the day I graduated from college, but I didn't see your father."

"We waited for a long time, and suddenly the school radio, which had been clamoring about various graduation-related matters, fell silent."

Jing Xian looked at her curiously, he had never heard this from his parents.

More embarrassment surfaced on Yun Youyou's face, and she said, "After about ten seconds of silence, your father's voice rang out on the radio."

Jing Xian said "Wow" silently, and asked anxiously, "And then?!"

"Your father said: 'Yun Youyou, Jing Sui wants to ask you if you would like to marry him'."

"Wow, the whole school heard it!" Jing Xian became excited, "And then?!"

"Then your father was immediately criticized by the whole school. The principal at that time was your second grandfather. As a nephew and an outstanding graduate, he took the lead in violating the school rules... When he got home, your grandfather beat him up..."

"Hahahahaha!" Jing Xian rarely laughed so heartily.

Yun Youyou also laughed, and her voice was much more relaxed: "After the fight, your grandpa will ask him to leave."

"Huh."

"Your father asked, where are you going?"

"Your grandfather said: 'Go to Yun's house and propose to Youyou again in front of her parents!'."

"Hahahahaha!" Jing Xian laughed and collapsed on the sofa, "I never knew about this!!"

Yun Youyou smiled: "Because of this incident, your father was criticized in a circular, was beaten up by your grandpa, and was scolded by your second grandpa. When he came to our house to propose marriage, your grandpa also scolded him. How can the elders tell you about this?"

Jing Xian laughed until his stomach ached, while Yun Youyou gently brushed away the blushing on his forehead, and said softly: "So, Duoduo, your father and I know what a beautiful love is like. Your father and I , I have always hoped that you can have it too."

Jing Xian's smile gradually eased, and he understood the meaning of what his mother told him about it.

But he still didn't understand the exact intention of his mother. Did he understand that he was gay, or did he suggest that he also find a girl?

Yun Youyou touched his face again with her hand, and said softly: "Duoduo, Mom and Dad have been busy with work these years, and often ignore you. It is our fault. Mom and Dad also want to make up for the lost years as much as possible, but they know it is difficult. Fortunately, we still have a future, mom and dad, have always been here, in front of you, and behind you."

Jing Xian's nose was a little sore, he didn't expect that after that incident, his mother would still talk to him like this.

Yun Youyou felt that it was almost the end of the day, so she said again: "Duo Duo, if you have anything, you can tell Mom and Dad with confidence. Whenever you want to talk, come and tell me."

Jing Xian nodded slowly and slowly.

Only then did Yun Youyou smile again: "Speaking of now, I haven't eaten yet, so let's go home with my mother, and stay at home these few days?"

Jing Xian thought of a certain little yellow duck that was "waiting to be fed". Anyway, he was also being silly recently, so Jing Xian agreed.

Jing Xian went home with his mother that night.

Jing Xian didn't eat takeaway these days, all the meals were cooked by his mother himself. He felt that he had become a ten-year-old child in an instant. His mother and a certain little yellow duck wanted to gain weight. His intentions were exactly the same, but the little yellow duck The food I cook is too ordinary, and the food my mother cooks is too delicious. If I stay for a few more days, I'm afraid I will really gain weight.

But no matter how ordinary the rice cooked by the little yellow duck is, he also likes it.

On Friday night, Yun Youyou saw him eating with a smile, and asked him with a smile: "What are you thinking? So happy?"

Jing Xian pursed his lips and smiled, continued to eat, and stopped talking.

The atmosphere was just right, Yun Youyou's cell phone rang, she picked it up and saw that it was Ai Qingying, she got up and said, "Duo Duo, I'll answer the call."

"Oh." Jing Xian didn't care.

Yun Youyou walked into her bedroom, connected the phone, and before she could speak, Ai Qingying hurriedly said, "Auntie!"

"What's the matter? In such a hurry?"

"Auntie! I was photographed by paparazzi again!"

Yun Youyou said neither in a hurry nor in a hurry: "It was clarified before that you are only a distant cousin, so it's fine."

"No, Auntie, I was the only one being photographed this time!"

"Ok?"

Ai Qingying really feels that she has been a bit weak recently.

There was a paparazzi who came to take pictures of him. In the photo taken with Fu Zhenzhen last time, his face was relatively clear. He is the lead singer of a band. He has fans on the Internet, and there are many photos on the Internet. .I don't know who contacted them, and found out that they are the same person.

How did he know that he would have such a day, so he naturally did what he should do.

He looked at Fu Zhenzhen's pink car parked in the yard, which was an eyesore. He even drove the car back for her, but the paparazzi caught him and said that he was driving Fu Zhenzhen's car. cousin relationship.

If it's just rumors with Fu Zhenzhen, that's fine.

An hour ago, Fu Zhenzhen was really fortunate to be at the press conference of his new movie. When asked about this matter by a reporter, Fu Zhenzhen personally refuted the rumors, saying that he was his distant cousin, and he clarified it himself. .

However, during the last New Year's Eve, he jumped off the stage to secretly kiss Jing Xian, and was seen by a fan.

Although they strictly forbid the audience to bring mobile phones, cameras and other items into the arena, they rely on self-consciousness, at most pass through a machine, and will not reach out to touch the whole body. This has been the case for so many years, and fans have never stolen pictures.

Unexpectedly, during the New Year's Eve, some fans hid their mobile phones and brought them in, and even photographed him lifting the veil and kissing Xian Xian.

That fan is not a paparazzi, but an ordinary melon-eating audience. Originally, this photo would never be published.But didn't he, Ai Qingying, go on the hot search with Fu Zhenzhen, and many people found out that he was him, Qingying's lead singer.

When the fan ate the melon, he excitedly posted the photo.

Now the situation is hot, as can be imagined.

He and the fans of the band are fine, they didn't see him as an idol, and they saw him kissing Jing Xian on stage on New Year's Eve.Only a few said a few words, and even helped scold the person who posted the photo.

The point is that this matter has become a big issue now, a large number of netizens from outside the circle are pouring in, there are rotten girls shouting how cute, there are homophobic insults, there are more comments from passers-by, and some insist that he is still with him. Fu Zhenzhen has an improper relationship, and Fu Zhenzhen's fans and gangsters are also mixed in, it's a mess.

It's all right to scold him, he doesn't care.Scolding his mother, Fu Zhenzhen has been scolded a lot, and he never cares.

He couldn't stand those people scolding Jing Xian.

Ai Qingying Yuzu said: "Auntie, it's okay. The venue was dark and the angle was wrong. I almost didn't get a picture of Duoduo's face, but I did get a shot of his chin. Duoduo is not a public figure, so he won't be recognized by others. I'm afraid of this, you know..."

Yun Youyou understands that Jing Xian became so fragile because of that kind of thing, Jing Xian is very sensitive to other people's words and opinions.

Today, something similar to "exposure" may hit him again, especially if he sees those ugly words on the Internet.

"Auntie, what do you think about this matter? My father has already helped me to suppress things on the Internet, but it is impossible to really suppress such things. My mother recently released a new movie. If she doesn't want to be popular, she will be popular." Find it yourself." Ai Qingying became more and more depressed as she spoke, "It's impossible for Duoduo not to look at his phone, what should he do if he sees it? He's managed to be happier recently."

Ai Qingying raised many ideas, all trying to suppress this matter.

However, Yun Youyou's heart moved, and she asked: "Why, we must press this matter down?"

"what……"

"Did you do something wrong? Did Jing Xian do something wrong?"

"No."

"Then what are you afraid of?"

"I'm not afraid, I'm worried about him."

Yun Youyou walked to the bedroom door, pushed it open, and saw the back of Jing Xian eating quietly.

Jing Xian was on the thin side, wearing white home clothes, his back looked thin, but handsome and straight, like the back of an adult, he would not be easily crushed.The last time, even since his birth, so many times, they hadn't had the chance to be by their side.

The son has grown up, and it seems that he no longer needs the hand of others.

They have always thought so.

But they were wrong.

This time, they never want to continue to make mistakes.

Yun Youyou closed the door, returned to the bedroom window, looked at the scenery outside the window, her voice was quiet and full of strength: "Since there is nothing wrong, then tell the whole world that you are right."