Fanservice Paradox

Under Ling Yi's wrong guidance, the camera quickly showed Cheng Qiang's face, who "treats artists harshly". He couldn't laugh or cry, and immediately lip-synced the party.

After crying on the stage, Ling Yi held the microphone, still twitching, "Then, that's what you said."

Everyone laughed again.

After Ling finished speaking, he stretched out his hand and handed the microphone to Lu Yuan. Lu Yuan didn't expect it, "Can I still talk?"

The host laughed, "Everyone can say, isn't this a group award?"

Lu Yuan smiled and said, "It's been a long time since I won the trophy, so I would like to thank everyone very much. In fact, when I just debuted, how could I ever think that I would be able to stand on this stage one day? So maybe this is a dream, no matter what the reality is. As long as you follow your dreams and work hard, you will definitely reach a place beyond your imagination."

He gave the microphone to He Ziyan, and the host also mentioned, "Actually, Ziyan was also shortlisted for the Arrangement Award just now, right? Isn't it a pity that he didn't win the award?"

He Ziyan nodded humbly, "No, no, I'm a novice who has become a monk halfway, so I'm very lucky to be shortlisted. In fact, I'm happier getting the group award than myself." He restrained his usual gags, and the smile on his face was very sincere. "It is my greatest honor to have such a proud family."

Hearing his words, the audience applauded thunderously, and many fans who held up the lights shed tears.

"Okay, then congratulations again to our Kaleido for winning the best team award of the year!"

The members held hands and once again bowed deeply to everyone.This scene was filmed by many fans, and it was the brightest moment of the six boys.

They are the ones who know them best.Not everyone knows the criticisms, cold receptions and blows that the six have endured along the way, but fans remember them all in their hearts.They watched Caledon go from a small group that was ridiculed by thousands of people when he debuted, overcame obstacles, and walked step by step to the present, and also watched them being defeated, getting up again, covering each other's wounds and continuing to fight.

They also know better than anyone that Kaleido deserves the glory of this moment.

Back to the seat, the artist friends in the front, back, left and right all turned their heads and congratulated them while applauding.Fang Juexia had the real feeling of winning the award in a trance.

This heavy golden trophy has different meanings to each of them. At least for Fang Juexia, it is an open door and the end of his long dark corridor.

Outside the door are his five teammates, and a kaleidoscope-like colorful world.

After the award for the best group of the year, it entered the awards for the sub-category. After the best dialect song and the best national song were awarded successively, another creative award-the annual best lyricist award was ushered in.

The award presenter was an influential American music producer at home and abroad. The other party was straightforward and generous. He didn't say too much when he came on stage, and directly announced the shortlist.

He Ziyan applauded on the far left, "Here we come, Xiao Pei is here."

"God bless, let me win." Lu Yuan began to worship the Bodhisattva.

Ling Yi grabbed Jiang Miao's arm, "I'm so nervous that I want to go to the bathroom, Brother Miao."

"Be patient." Jiang Miao couldn't laugh or cry, feeling like she was raising a child.

Fang Juexia, who had been quite calm all night, suddenly had a fast heartbeat, especially when he saw "Broken Array" on the big screen, and saw the words Pei Tingsong in the lyricist column. You can do it calmly, but now you can't control your tense nerves.

Four songs were shortlisted, and the other three were all ballads, mainly love songs, but the authors were also seniors in the lyricist circle, and one of them won the best lyricist of the year twice in a row.Pei Tingsong is the one with the most junior qualifications.

But when it comes to the layout and artistic conception of the lyrics, "Broken Array" is not lost.

It would be great if he could win an award... Fang Juexia prayed silently in his heart.

However, the finalists themselves seem much calmer.Prior to this, Pei Tingsong hadn't paid attention to the list of finalists.This is the first time I watched it, and my reaction was very real, "The lyrics of this song are very well written...ah, this one is also good, I have it in my playlist..."

Fang Juexia couldn't help but grabbed his cuff, turned his head to comfort the children in the competition, "It's okay, we are the first dance music shortlisted." After speaking, he added, "Don't be nervous."

As if speaking to himself.

Pei Tingsong looked at him and smiled, like a high school boy participating in a school sports meeting.He could tell at a glance that Fang Juexia was the one who was really nervous, so he deliberately said, "No, what should I do if I'm so scared now? You touch my chest." He grabbed Fang Juexia's hand and put it on his chest.Fang Juexia also really believed it, and when she touched her palm, she felt like she was dancing very fast.

"It's okay, anyway, we still..."

Unexpectedly, at this time, the award presenter who didn't follow the rules announced the result directly, "The winner is——Pei Tingsong!"

Amidst the roar of cheers, the camera caught Pei Tingsong off guard.Both of them were a little dazed, Pei Tingsong was still holding Fang Juexia's hand on his chest.This scene made the fans even more excited, as if this was not a scene of the winners, but the "kissing game" of the NBA live broadcast - whoever is given the big screen will kiss the person sitting next to him.

After being so stiff for about a second or two, Fang Juexia suddenly came to his senses and quickly pulled his hand from Pei Tingsong's, his neck flushed red.

This is not an award presentation, it is simply a scene of rape.

Although Pei Tingsong was also a little confused, he reacted quickly, stood up with a rather gentlemanly smile, and signaled to his teammates, "Come up with me."

The others shook their heads and waved their hands, urging Pei Tingsong to go up by himself.There was no other way, the youngest in the team could only walk towards the stage alone.He was dressed in a black haute couture suit, which was different from usual, with an outstanding temperament and a lot of maturity.

After receiving the trophy, Pei Tingsong hugged the presenter.The other party also joked to him with a smile, "We will work together next time." Pei Tingsong also communicated with him in English, "My honor."

Standing in front of Limai, Pei Tingsong held the trophy in his left hand, with his right hand behind his back, paused for about a second, and then laughed, "I'm a little happy, because I just made a small agreement below, Now I have won." He looked in Fang Juexia's direction and smiled childishly, "I hope my little wish can come true."

Hearing that Pei Tingsong was playing riddles to him alone on such an important occasion, Fang Juexia pursed his lips, trying to ease the embarrassment.Fortunately, other people didn't know what he was talking about, otherwise the camera would fall on him again, and his face must be red again now.

If I had known that I would really win the award, I should have simply refused.

"Actually, I really didn't prepare my acceptance speech, because the finalists are all seniors and they are very good. I came here with the mentality of watching the show. But I am good at freetalk, so I just said it casually, Everyone just listen."

"All the songs shortlisted are my personal favourites. They are all worthy of scrutiny and have valuable lyrics. Maybe the selection of me in the final review is more of an encouragement to newcomers. Moreover, the song "Broken Array" It is written about the attitude of original musicians who break through the siege and are not afraid of challenges in the besieged environment, so this glory belongs to the original, and it also belongs to every creator."

These words are very sincere, without too much pretending to be modest.The camera was aimed at other finalists, and the seniors all smiled and applauded, and also gave support and encouragement to this newborn calf.

Pei Tingsong looked down at the trophy in his hand, "In fact, this trophy should belong to the entire Kaleido. It is the core of inspiration and creation given to me by my teammates, so that I have something to write about. But they don't want to come up, maybe it's I'm afraid that Ling Yi will cry until he becomes dehydrated."

The people in the audience laughed again, and the camera was called to Ling Yi, who shook his head calmly, expressing that he was really not crying.

Pei Tingsong hooked the corners of his lips, "Speaking of which, I also want to say to the person who 'relegated' the song for us before, I was able to write "Broken Array" thanks to you, after all, anger is also one of the sources of inspiration .”

These words were so straightforward that no one in the audience thought that this 20-year-old boy would still be so sharp even if he stood on the podium of the BMA.But leaking music is a very shameful act of malicious competition in the music industry. Hearing Pei Tingsong's frankness, everyone couldn't help but applaud him.

"But in fact, the best lines of this song in my heart were written by my teammate Fang Juexia." Across the flowers and the red carpet, he looked at Fang Juexia with tender eyes, "If pure anger is a whole The core of the song may be too intense, but his words were added to harmonize and unify all the emotions, achieve a balance in the artistic conception, and even add a bit of Zen in the world."

"He's really a very musical guy."

In the camera, Fang Juexia smiled humbly and clasped his hands together.

Looking away from his lover, Pei Tingsong continued, "Everyone knows that I study philosophy. My sage ancestor Aristotle once said, 'A person's dignity is not at the moment of honor, but at the moment of honor." is worthy of the honor in itself.'”

Putting this sentence here makes people feel full of arrogance, but it is very appropriate for Pei Tingsong to say it, because he deserves it.

He looked at the audience, the handsome eyebrows were not proud, but his own self-confidence, a light that would never fade away.

"Therefore, I am most honored not to stand here, but to stand here and defend my dignity with originality." After finishing speaking, he put his right hand, which had not been exposed all the time, in front of his chest in a gentlemanly way, and bowed, "thank you all."

A close-up of him appeared on the big screen, and Ling Yi who was sitting on the side suddenly asked, "Huh? Does Xiao Pei have tattoos on his hands?"

Lu Yuan also saw, "That's right, isn't this the place where he was injured last time? Said it was bitten by a kitten."

Only then did Fang Juexia, who was dull, realize that there was a black arc on the hand he placed on his chest, just at the position of the tiger's mouth.

No, it's not so much the arc as the shape of the tooth marks.

No wonder he was wearing gloves and was not allowed to take them out, and he kept his hands behind his back when he came on stage.All these details are traceable.

Only at the final moment of glory, did Pei Tingsong stick the scar bitten by Fang Juexia on his heart to thank him. It was the humility he learned from Fang Juexia, and it was all his love.

At this moment, Fang Juexia's fingertips were numb, and the grand award ceremony around him became a melted oil painting, with mottled colors, flowing down, but his heart was floating, heading in the direction of Pei Tingsong.

Everything was muted, and he seemed to be trapped in illusory night blindness, he couldn't see anything, it was all a black background.Only Pei Tingsong walked towards him step by step with a smile on his face.

When he was seated, he handed the trophy he had won to Fang Juexia, with a childish reproach in his tenderness, "It would be nice to go up together."

"It must be right for us to stand on it."

Board right.

This word is very familiar to Fang Juexia, who grew up in Cantonese novels, and it is also full of romance.The moment Pei Tingsong blurted out, he seemed to have already stood up with his lover.

Like the unity of opposites, like the white eustoma and the black knight.

They are the best for each other.

Showing the trophy in his hand to Ling, Fang Juexia's eyes were not on the glory he had won, but on Pei Tingsong's right hand, "When did you get the tattoo? You still hide it from me."

"The day before yesterday, I actually wanted to show you after it was over." Pei Tingsong told him generously without hiding it, "A classmate in class together tattooed a photo of his grandma on his chest. I think it's cool, and I want to get one too." .Did you know? The tattoo artist is a Ukrainian. He is very good at drawing, but his English is terrible. I am a genius who is proficient in Chinese, English and Spanish, so I can only communicate with him in body language. By the way, he said, tattoos Representing clan marks in primitive tribes, and the meaning of adulthood..."

Pei Tingsong was like a child, non-stop telling Fang Juexia about his experiences, but before he finished telling the story of the Ukrainian tattoo artist, Fang Juexia couldn't help asking questions.

"Why this?" he added, commenting on his unconscious behavior while drunk. "It's not cool at all."

"I think it's very cool." Pei Tingsong looked at his own tiger's mouth.The singer on the stage sang a very emotional ballad, and he approached Fang Juexia, "Bow your head."

Following his instructions, Fang Juexia lowered his head, only to see Pei Tingsong leaning his left foot towards him, pulling his trousers slightly to expose his ankle.Fang Juexia was stunned. It turned out that there was another tattoo on his ankle, which was a black fork.

That was during the meeting, he hid under the table and used a marker to draw a prank on Pei Tingsong.

His heart softened, and he was completely melted into the small thoughts that this young lover tried so hard to hide, "How, how did you get this up too..."

Pei Tingsong raised the corner of his mouth, leaned close to him and said softly, "Because I want to keep all the traces you gave me."

He smiled, and touched the tooth marks on his tiger's mouth, which he took a photo of the scab to the tattoo artist, and repainted it from the original.The tattooing process was very painful, and it reminded him of the feeling of being bitten by Fang Juexia, and also returned to the night when he was alone with him for the first time.

"You were born with a very beautiful birthmark. This is a gift from God, so that everyone who sees you can recognize you at a glance." He plucked Fang Juexia's hair, revealing the light red mark, "My skin is very mediocre, nothing special. Fortunately, I can still engrave the marks you gave me, anyway..."

Under the performance, the lights in the auditorium are always dim.In the dim field of vision, Pei Tingsong's eyes were so real, and what flashed in his eyes was the greatest loyalty of a young boy.

"I just want you to recognize me, too."