Fanservice Paradox

The author has something to say: In the article, Juexia sang Faye Wong's "Vertigo", which is a song I love very much.I hope that everyone will not go to the comment area of ​​the music platform to ky, yell at the password, or rage against ky, and don’t leave anything that is not related to the song. I hope that every comment you send comes from the appreciation of the music itself.Please respect the work itself.Thank you everyone.

(This is the second update, readers who directly click on the latest update may miss the previous chapter)

Under the influence of Fang Juexia, Pei Tingsong really fell in love with this identity, and truly integrated into the team of Kaleido. He no longer felt the pull of identity disapproval. A manifestation of a dream.

He remembered what Fang Juexia had said to him when they were still in dire straits.

[Dreams are not high or low, only realizable and unrealizable. ]

The forms are diverse, but the unchanging core is the truth.

He must also admit that expressing himself on stage feels really good, especially with such a group of passionate teammates standing around him.

"That's right," Pei Tingsong raised the microphone in his hand, "Now I can proudly tell myself and everyone that I am a member of an idol group, an idol."

The host cast approving glances at them, he nodded and smiled, and said to the fans in the audience, "I have to reveal something to everyone, in fact, I was also a temporary rescuer, you know that the stars have schedules, and in fact the host also has them. Originally, this meeting was held in early April, and the itinerary was already decided very early. One day, the staff of the star map called me several times, asking if I could make an adjustment. This is actually very difficult, because I will There was another event, but after I heard the ins and outs, I agreed immediately."

"It's hard for everyone to imagine how these boys spend these days. They don't even have time to eat and sleep, and they have to work hard to present this album to you and everyone." The host smiled Say, "So shall we give Kaleido a little applause?"

The fans in the audience rewarded them with the greatest enthusiasm, and many girls cried.He Ziyan and Lu Yuan started teasing again, bringing the atmosphere back.Six people performed the sub-title of the album for everyone, which is a very brisk dance song.

The scene also showed the highlights of their MV shooting. At the beginning, Jiang Miao was playing the guzheng. The cameraman asked him if the ebony guzheng was expensive. Jiang Miao looked up and smiled, saying that it was a bit expensive.

Jiang Miao, who was sitting on the stage, watched and picked up the microphone, "This is the first violin I bought with money after I debuted. It took me a long time to save money before I was willing to buy it."

The fans below shouted his name, Lu Yuan smiled and said, "Brother Miao will take care of this piano every morning, baby."

As soon as the picture changed, they came to the desert park.He Ziyan pointed at the big screen with a smile, "Isn't this like a desert?"

"Yes!"

"But it's actually a desert park," Ling Yi pretended to be angry, "Hmph, I didn't go to Xinjiang as agreed."

In the sideshow, there was a scene of He Ziyan and Lu Yuan fighting with two fake swords in the desert. The fans were so handsome that they screamed, but suddenly they heard Ling Yi screaming crazily outside the screen, and everyone couldn't help laughing.

"Ling Yi," He Ziyan pinned his head, "Chicken coop warning."

"Hahahahaha!"

Just as he was laughing, the tidbits of Pei Tingsong's promotional video suddenly appeared on the big screen, which immediately caused screams from below.

"Oh little Pei! Little Pei is so handsome!"

"My God, why is the vine so handsome!"

Pei Tingsong brazenly accepted the compliment, half turned around and stretched out his hand to press on the fans, "It's okay, it's okay, I know I'm handsome."

Unexpectedly, the scream suddenly became louder, almost toppling the roof of the stadium.Only then did Pei Tingsong turn his head to look at the screen, and saw the picture of him shooting an arrow with Fang Juexia on his horse.There is also a line of words below - this picture was taken by a member's mobile phone.

Fang Juexia was stunned by the scream, and saw the scene of Pei Tingsong teaching him archery again from another perspective. He was really in a daze, licked his lips awkwardly, and turned his head just in time to meet Pei Tingsong's gaze.

He saw the light and shadow on Pei Tingsong's face, and the corner of his mouth curled up.

The tide boiling for them doesn't know this sincerity.Falling into this turbulent vortex, Fang Juexia became more and more aware that he really could only be a performer on stage, he was not a good actor.It's obviously a scene, both sides are standing by each other's side for the benefit of themselves or the team, even if they are shoulder to shoulder, their hearts are far apart.So they have to pretend, they have to look like they are close, and at the very least, they have to look like a pair of brothers who have no estrangement.

At the end of the play, who is in the play?

Fang Juexia really couldn't tell the difference.

The tidbits on the screen ended, and the host said to the fans who were still excited, "Kaleido recorded a lot of wonderful tidbits in the process of preparing the album. These are only a small part. You can watch the rest in Tuan Zong."

Lu Yuan couldn't help giving a thumbs up, "The host is too good."

The host laughed, "Okay, then it's performance time. For this new album meeting after a year, the six members of Kaleido made a special trip to prepare their own solo performances for everyone. First of all, the first one will bring us The one who will perform is team member Jiang Miao, who will play "Spring Dawn on Snowy Mountains" for everyone."

Everyone left the stage together. The closer they got to the edge of the stage, the darker their vision was. Pei Tingsong was originally behind Fang Juexia, but he deliberately quickened his pace and walked in front of him with his back very close. In this way, he helped Fang Juexia open the way.

Pei Tingsong didn't hold his arm until he completely retreated and the audience couldn't see him.He has changed. He used to be able to unscrupulously perform intimate gestures in front of these audiences, but now he really likes Shangfang Juexia, and he feels guilty about this bright business scene. He would rather hide it, and would rather be more careful and sincere. treat.

"I'm fine." Fang Juexia said in a low voice, "It's a bit obvious for you to do this."

"What's obvious?" Pei Tingsong moved closer to his ear, "It's obvious that you're afraid of falling, or is it obvious that you like you?"

Fang Juexia's heart was beating fast, but he still stared straight at him, a little surprised and a little angry.Pei Tingsong thought it was cute when he saw it, but he didn't dare to get in touch with her any further, so he could only carefully adjust his limits, "I'm just kidding."

But Fang Juexia was not angry, nor did she feel angry.Listening to this song, he felt like some kind of hibernating creature in the snow, his rigid body wrapped in cold scales.These are normal and in line with the rules.But now, before the snow melted, he changed first.

He can't change, he has to be that cold-blooded animal, otherwise how can he live.

Spring is short.

He is afraid that spring is short-lived.

The timbre of the guzheng was like melting snow, and the strings trembled slightly under the plucking. Pei Tingsong changed the subject calmly, "You will be on stage later? I heard you changed the song."

"Hmm." Fang Juexia lowered his eyes, looking at the shadow boundary between the stage and the backstage on the floor.

"What song did you change?" Pei Tingsong asked.

Fang Juexia lowered his head and saw that several staff members had already moved a white piano to a corner of the stage, so he said, "You will hear it soon."

The strings of the guzheng hit the last note, and amidst the cheers, the host read out Fang Juexia's name.

"Then I... just treat it as if you sang it for me." At the end before he took the stage, Pei Tingsong said this in a low voice.

Fang Juexia took a deep breath and walked towards the stage without looking back.He sat in front of the piano, adjusted the microphone, looked sideways at the fans in the audience, and said softly, "I heard that you really want to hear me sing Cantonese songs."

"Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah!"

"Cantonese songs!! Really Cantonese songs!"

Hearing the cries of the fans, Fang Juexia smiled, placed her slender fingers above the keys, and took a deep breath.

"This song "Vertigo" is for everyone."

The sound of the piano is as gentle as water, Fang Juexia lowered his head slightly, and approached the microphone, "Don't tell me to thank you too much, the color of the potion is too exquisite." The tone is still special, but it is tainted with more emotions, and it is no longer a conveyer who withdraws to tell other people's stories, " Don't ask me to taste it, to be so happy that I feel paralyzed."

Fang Juexia is a well-recognized singing quotient, and everyone heard him sing a Cantonese song for the first time, but everyone didn't know that he didn't use any skills in this song, and it wasn't a singing quotient, it was completely an inner monologue.

The coincidence of last night made this song come out, and every word was beating his heart.

"Why did you touch me? It's hard for me to get used to it, the lowest pain." The protracted ending trembled a little, with a sense of vulnerability that Fang Juexia had never felt before.Every time I sing a sentence, it seems to be asking myself.

"What are you afraid of? Afraid of your lover. If you rely on your emotions, you will always be sensitive when you get a gift."

"What are you afraid of? I'm afraid that I'm used to going all out to fall in love with others. But I don't know how to do it. After making a fake, it will become true."

Hearing this sentence, Pei Tingsong, who was standing on the side of the stage, couldn't help being stunned.

The soundtrack on the stage began to play the accompaniment tape. Fang Juexia took off the microphone from the stand, got up and left the piano, and walked to the center of the stage closer to the fans.His voice trembled a bit, which was very unusual for a professional idol who had trained for many years.

Fang Juexia adjusted his breathing, spoke again, and continued singing the song.

Pei Tingsong has heard this song before. He likes to delve into the lyrics. He has listened to many famous Chinese works, and Vertigo is one of them.When Fang Juexia sang "I'm afraid of getting used to falling in love with others", his first reaction was to feel distressed.

He knew how difficult it was for Fang Juexia to accept a relationship.Fang Juexia lives by the rules, and refusing love is one of the rules he abides by.

What a struggle it must be to overthrow the laws established by oneself.

"What are you afraid of? Afraid of being fascinated. Hold on to your emotions, get careful, and be afraid of losing your heart."

Standing at the very center of the stage, Fang Juexia really peeled off her own shell for the first time, not a shell that resists the outside world, but a shell that wraps emotions.

"Love what?"

He pricks himself, letting the emotion flow, "Love makes me dare to repay too many people."

"But I don't know how to escape from death."