Fanservice Paradox

Pei Tingsong shrugged, "Growth is the process of continuous evolution of self-cognition, which is why everyone can't escape the law of true fragrance."

Hearing what he said, the fans in the audience were unable to refute.

Fang Juexia doesn't know if everyone is really fragrant, but everyone knows about his picky eaters.

It was a bit cold inside the venue, so the staff brought Pei Tingsong a sweater to put on outside.The background music of the signing event started to play the debut song "kaleido", which was still the live version. Just as the staff was about to cut the song, the fans in the audience started to sing in chorus. Ling Yi also picked up the microphone, "Don't cut it, don't cut it! cut."

Lu Yuan excitedly moved his body following everyone's voices, "The first battle song is here."

"You guys sing really well." Jiang Miao gave a thumbs up to the audience.

Fans even sang He Ziyan's rap with precision, which surprised them.Fang Juexia was a little surprised, and applauded everyone to beat the time. Unlike Ling Yi, who can sing funny songs anytime and anywhere, he seldom sings in informal occasions, but in this environment, he was also infected.

Ling Yi held the microphone and sang the refrain with everyone, "Fight! Fight! Fight! Enjoy falling in the strong wind. Fight! Fight! Fight! You will remember me after the storm—"

When it came to Pei Tingsong's impromptu famous scene, Fang Juexia, who was hidden under the warm atmosphere, also sang from the chorus to rap.

Seeing him shaking his head and singing his own part, Pei Tingsong felt very cute, so he handed the microphone in his hand to Fang Juexia's mouth, and the rap debut of Qing Leng's lead singer was exposed in front of everyone.

"This value bidding auctionshow, haters are not qualified to raise their hands..."

As soon as Fang Juexia's voice came out, he was startled first, and stopped like a frightened animal, only blinking his eyes.

"Whoo!" He Ziyan was the first to boo, "Continue!"

Pei Tingsong raised his eyebrows at him, and the fans in the audience were also screaming. The lead singer Fang Juexia had no choice but to follow the rhythm and forcefully rap, "...allmymoneyrisingtall.Iamrich, ohIamfresh.Yourlittle..."Fang Juexia sang bitches Automatic replacement, "angelslovemeso."

Pei Tingsong smiled and shook his head when he heard angel.

Lu Yuan laughed, "Hahahaha, it also comes with purification!"

Jiang Miao: "Improvisation is the family tradition of Caledo."

Fang Juexia sang more and more vigorously, took the microphone directly from Pei Tingsong's hand, and sang the last few lines at a rare speed, "Fakers was kicked away by me, please don't pick opponents!" Let’s go. The next stop is heading to my universe, you have one second left to escape.”

"Wow, that's amazing!"

"Juexia is awesome!"

Ling Yi was still maintaining the dignity of the lead singer, singing his own part word for word. When it came to Fang Juexia's part, he retaliated with fire, and pointed the microphone in front of the unprepared Pei Tingsong.So Pei Tingsong, who was in charge of rap, began to sing passively with a very complicated expression, "The soul was burned, and the burning desire exploded into fire at this moment."

Fang Juexia immediately took back the microphone after singing, and took over Pei Tingsong's part, raising her eyebrows at him, "Sayhellotomyego."

This demeanor and these words are quite provocative.But Pei Tingsong likes it very much. He likes Fang Juexia who is lively, shy, childish, and brave enough to do things he has never done because he is encouraged by everyone.

Ling Yi didn't even stand up when he sang the last three high notes, he just sat and laughed and finished singing.This unexpected debut song was sung live by them in a mess, but the fans were super satisfied.

He Ziyan joked, "Next time Jue Xia solos, let's rap. This is the real ACE."

Fang Juexia has always been slow-witted. She was very excited when she sang, but she was a little embarrassed after singing and kept waving her hands.Jiang Miao also joked, "Which lead singer doesn't have a rap dream?"

Ling held his face in both hands, "I didn't."

Jiang Miao made a fuss all of a sudden, "One by one, are you my expert in dismantling the stage?"

"Hahahahaha!"

Pei Tingsong leaned on the chair, looked at Fang Juexia quietly, and saw that his cold shell was suddenly lifted. In fact, he was a boy who would be at a loss when he was joked, and would hum along to himself when he was in the mood. It belongs to my own part, and because I am embarrassed to scold others, I will replace the bitch in the lyrics with angel.

Fang Juexia didn't notice Pei Tingsong's eyes, but when he occasionally turned his head and saw something, Jiang Miao cueed him, and he turned back to talk to them, but just after speaking, Fang Juexia turned around again, like a The dedicated little robot knew that there were unprocessed tasks in the queue in his brain, so he stretched out his hand and held the drawstring on the hood of Pei Tingsong's sweater with both hands. They were one long and one short, extremely asymmetrical.

"What are you doing?" Pei Tingsong looked at him.But Fang Juexia, who has obsessive-compulsive disorder, didn't care about him at all, but stared at the two small ropes seriously, tugging and tugging, trying to keep them equal in length.

But the rope got longer and longer, and Pei Tingsong could even feel the hat on his back tightened tightly, but there was no way, if Fang Juexia's obsessive-compulsive disorder was not satisfied, the trouble would be even greater.

So he indulged like this until Fang Juexia pinched the two ropes together and compared them accurately, and he didn't stop until it was almost long, "Okay."

Seeing that he was satisfied, Pei Tingsong said thank you, and turned to look at the tucked-back hat.

It doesn't seem to have much beautification effect.

Fang Juexia's many small details and small actions may not be called shining points at all in the eyes of others. To put it bluntly, they are just trivial behaviors driven by human personality and emotion.But Pei Tingsong just thought it was cute.

In the past, he habitually stood in the position of having nothing in mind, ideally cutting and judging the desires of others, thinking that the balance that cannot be adjusted is caused by mediocrity.

Once a person was put in his heart, Pei Tingsong finally realized that the equality that people imagined was really difficult, very difficult, because now he has a preference for Fang Juexia all the time.

During the break in the middle, everyone ate, drank and played some games.The relationship between Caledo and fans has always been like that of friends, joking with each other and swaying each other.They are all very principled people, even if they were very confused when they debuted, they rarely communicate with fans in depth, after all, they just want to make music.

At the end of the intermission, Caledo once again started the remaining half of the signings.Fans have a variety of tricks, which is an eye-opener for them.The atmosphere was very cheerful until the end, until Fang Juexia welcomed a somewhat special fan, who was also the last one in line.

This is a plainly dressed girl, sixteen or seventeen years old, she didn't take anything, and she wasn't as emotional and passionate as other fans.On the contrary, she appeared very reserved, even a little timid.

"Brother Juexia, please sign for me." Her voice was also very low and soft, and she was buried in the noisy venue.Fang Juexia was embarrassed, and then moved closer, "What's your name, and what do you want to sign?"

The girl lowered her head, "Xiaoqi, there's another one next to Xieyu. I want to sign a sentence... Just work hard."

Her request was also very simple, but Fang Juexia saw that her mood was not right, so she wrote a little Qi and stopped writing.He is not a person who often shows concern, but now that he is in front of him, Fang Juexia cannot ignore it.

"If you're not in a hurry, can you chat with me?" Fang Juexia smiled, "I feel like you're a little down."

The girl didn't know what happened, but she burst into tears all of a sudden.Transparent tears fell one by one on the back of her hand propped on the table.Fang Juexia immediately took out the paper and handed it to her.I heard her say thank you, and then said to him, "Brother Juexia, I'm so tired." She sniffed, "I just had a fight with my parents before I came here. Headphones, keep silent, say that I am like a mute, not like other people's children are cheerful and cute. Say that every day."

Fang Juexia listened silently, and patted her arm lightly.Pei Tingsong and Ling Yi, who had signed their share, also noticed that Ling Yi handed her a box of undrinked milk to comfort her.Pei Tingsong is not very good at comforting others, so he just asked, "Every day?"

The girl nodded, "Well, because I'm introverted, I don't know how to get along with other people. Sometimes I want to talk as much as a cheerful child, but I can't. My mother always dislikes me and thinks I'm very It's embarrassing, especially when there are many adults around, they will scold me, saying that it's better to be a mute, because they are more lovable than me."

She raised her hand and wiped her tears, "I know I'm unpleasant and boring, but that's just who I am. Aren't they my closest people? Why do you still treat me like this..."

Pei Tingsong immediately thought of Fang Juexia.His father was disabled and alcoholic when he was in middle school, and he vented like this, completely negating Fang Juexia as a whole.What Pei Tingsong didn't know was that there were actually many such parents, and it was too easy for them to deny a child.

Fang Juexia was still very calm. He took out a piece of paper and handed it to the girl, "You know what? I am also very quiet, so I have experienced almost what you have experienced. I am often said to be withdrawn. The stereotype in our society is , it is better to be cheerful than introverted, so every child should be taught to have a lively personality." He said softly, "But it is not true. In many cases, introversion is also natural. It is born with it, such as you, listening to songs is better than communicating with others. You feel more comfortable and secure, right?"

The girl nodded, "Yes."

"That's right, a quiet personality is like a chip solidified in your body when you were born, it is difficult to change. Since it is difficult, then don't change it, just be an introverted person. Don't bother about other things. Negating people, let alone denying yourself because of others, there are all kinds of people in the world, no character should be completely negated, and being introverted does not mean boring.”

Pei Tingsong listened silently, without speaking.It is undeniable that he once had a prejudice against Fang Juexia who was too quiet, saying that he was like a log and did not respond.It turned out that he thought this way, he was not forced to lose his voice, but to be himself.

The girl didn't bow her head anymore, but looked at Fang Juexia with tears in her eyes, and there was still a trace of timidity in her eyes.

Fang Juexia is not very good at encouraging others, he can only give logical examples as much as possible in the field he is familiar with, "Let me give you an example. Some mathematicians have tried to divide all natural numbers into interesting numbers and uninteresting numbers. , of course, the definition of "interesting" is very subjective. For example, prime numbers are very interesting, and numbers with repeated digits are very interesting. In short, as long as the numbers have their own characteristics, they are all included in the interesting number set. But later, this problem actually evolved into An imprecise paradox—all natural numbers are interesting."

The girl sank in, a little puzzled, "Why?"

Ling Yi also felt curious, "Yes, why, there must be some numbers that have no special characteristics."

Fang Juexia smiled, "Let's use the method of counter-evidence to infer. If there really is a set of uninteresting natural numbers, then there must be a smallest uninteresting number in it?"

Pei Tingsong immediately understood and smiled, "'The smallest boring number' is already an interesting feature."

Fang Juexia was a little surprised, "Yes." He looked at the girl again, "This introduces a contradiction, the smallest boring number itself is an interesting number. So," he said while lowering his head and signing for the girl, "don't doubt that you are It's not boring, it's pleasing, you just need to be yourself."

After signing, Fang Juexia handed her the album with both hands, "Be confident, you know?"

The girl was greatly encouraged, she nodded vigorously and laughed, "Thank you brother Juexia, thank you."

Fang Juexia shook her head and watched her leave.

Cheng Qiang picked up the microphone, "I'm very happy that everyone can come to Kaleido's signing event. It will end soon. Please take care of your things and don't lose them."

Everyone feels sorry, everyone else is saying goodbye to fans, talking and making as much noise as possible.Only Fang Juexia silently waved to the fans in the audience with a smile on his face.

Pei Tingsong found that his prejudice was being reversed by Fang Juexia, which was a very interesting process.He used to think he knew him well enough, but he didn't.He may seem socially awkward and reticent, but he is actually a strong person at heart.I have lived in the negation of others since I was a child, but I have always believed in myself.

It's really cool.

"What did you sign for her?" Finally, Pei Tingsong couldn't help but ask.

Fang Juexia's eyes were clear and he smiled.

"Just like me, make an interesting smallest uninteresting number."

The author has something to say: [-]:[-] update, in the future if there is a second update, I may update the first update in advance.

I hope everyone can get rid of self-doubt~

(Some friends questioned, would anyone really confide in idols at the fansign? Yes, and there are many. Moreover, idols’ spiritual encouragement to fans is actually very powerful. Fans can see them and be inspired by them. I am concerned that it is normal to have the desire to confide. If you check it out, you will know that such things often happen. It is not the so-called "unreasonable and deliberate", but there are many similar things.

If you read the comments in this chapter, you will know that there are a lot of "stereotypes" about introverts, so everyone thinks that whether you pour chicken soup or preach, as long as you encourage those who need encouragement, other things don't matter. Also, please don't keep pulling me out for another book Compared, different ideas are not comparable)