Dare to Live Up to the Country and Live Up to Your Honor Ⅰ

The cold illness in his body has been around for a long time, and it didn't happen because of falling into the Valley of Unrequited Love this time, it's just that this cold experience made his cold illness worse, so severe that he almost lost the energy to live until next spring .

Pon Ce looked up at the night sky, he was looking for his star, what Gongsun Mingyue said was enough for him to find his star.Suddenly a dim star came into view, and Ponce's heart tightened. Why is this star so dim? Could it be his life... .

Pon Ce looked at a big and bright star not far away, and now it was shining like a sun in the sky.

He couldn't help but clenched his hands on the table, then stared at him with lowered eyebrows and said, "I will definitely not let you die."

Gongsun Mingyue didn't pull out her hands, but showed a bleak smile and said, "I'm not afraid of death, I'm just afraid of dying before I finish my work."

"No, definitely not."

"Destined, can man conquer the sky?"

"Others can't, but I can." Ponce increased his strength, as if he wanted to pass on all his confidence to him, so that he could also feel his determination.

Gongsun Mingyue didn't speak, but stared at him holding his hands tightly, which made Ponce unable to figure out what he was thinking. He emphasized again: "Please, you must believe me."

Gongsun Mingyue could no longer be indifferent to Pang Ce's almost pleading voice. He took a deep breath, looked up at him again, and said with a forced smile from the corner of his mouth: "Believe me, of course I believe you." .”

Regardless of whether what Gongsun Mingyue said was true or not, Pang Ce secretly decided that no matter what price he had to pay, he would not allow him to abandon him to the west at a young age, it was absolutely impossible.

Of course Gongsun Mingyue knew what he meant, but she really couldn't promise him anything, so she could only smile lightly to relieve his anxious mood.

"By the way, how do you know I'm at the Yuelai Inn?" Pon Ce asked suddenly, but he didn't relax his hand.

"Feeling." Gongsun Mingyue looked up at Pang Ce with misty eyes. He didn't even know why he knew he was in Yuelai Inn. Anyway, he knew, but he also had doubts, "Why did you burn the bamboo house?"

"Burn the thoughts in my heart, once and for all." Pon Ce turned his face away. He knew that his original decision had been broken by himself today. Although he had tried hard, he was still no match for his call, a smile, He knew that in this life, he could no longer escape, and he didn't want to escape anymore.

Gongsun Mingyue roughly guessed what he meant, they have been avoiding, avoiding the relationship that should not exist, but now he can go back to the capital with Yan Xi as desperately as before?Let go of your feelings for him completely?If it is said that before I met him, I might still work hard on this matter, but now..., with his hands clenched, my heart began to tilt and collapse. what will it be

"Come back to the capital with me?" Pang Ce gently tested. He didn't know how he would understand this sentence, especially since he already knew that he also wanted to find Tianmang.

Gongsun Mingyue was taken aback for a moment, and then quickly withdrew his hand from his. There was deep surprise in his eyes. Obviously, he had never thought about Ponce's proposal.

Back to the capital?He clearly knows that he still has important things to do, and now he wants to go back to the capital by himself, how is this possible, even if his life is not long, but he also hopes that he is on the way to find self-worth, not the backyard of Pang Mansion in the wing.

Gongsun Mingyue withdrew his hand suddenly, and Pang Ce felt empty in his palm, and even in his heart. The distance between the two seemed to be slowly lengthening.

"I will tell Zhao Zhen about the matter between us, and I think he agrees." Pon Ce explained eagerly, he didn't like this feeling, as if he was getting more and more distant.

Gongsun Mingyue stood up suddenly, the surprise in his eyes deepened, his voice was a little hurried, and he gasped slightly: "Do you know what you are talking about?"

Pang Ce also stood up eagerly, wanting to get close to Gongsun Mingyue, but he stretched out his hand to block him from a distance. He was a little confused, and he needed enough space to straighten out these things.

"I know what I'm talking about," Ponce's face suddenly became tangled, he frowned, and continued, "I only want you."

Gongsun Mingyue raised her stunned eyes and stared at the melancholy Pon Ce in front of her. He actually said this sentence so easily. Didn't he know that he was incompatible with his position now?Want him?That is absolutely impossible, aside from ethics and morality, but as far as the emperor's test, Yan Xi's test, and the world's people are concerned, they will definitely not be able to pass.

want!What an extravagant word, even if Pang Ce could afford it, Gongsun Mingyue couldn't afford it.

When Pang Ce saw that Gongsun Mingyue hadn't spoken, he couldn't understand his meaning at all, but seeing his complicated face, his heart was already cold. Although he didn't want to escape this time, it seemed that he didn't want to do whatever he wanted. What can it be, the obstacle between him and him now is not just ethics.

"If you are willing to go back with me, I can promise you any conditions, including giving up all my plans, and even living in seclusion in the mountains." Ponce added at the end, he knew him, and it took courage and courage to impress him. You also need to sacrifice everything you have now and everything you will have in the future.

"Live in the mountains?" Gongsun Mingyue smiled slightly, and asked helplessly, "Are you willing, is your father willing? You are the only male in the Pang family, do you think your father would be willing to let his son live in seclusion with a man in the mountains?" ?”

Pang Ce suddenly fell silent, and Gongsun Mingyue's words pointed directly at the most vulnerable place in his heart. Since the death of his eldest brother, his father has aged a lot. In recent years, his ambition has become smaller, but his worries have become heavier. Know how my father would react if he knew about his situation.

"Are you willing to promise me anything? Then you are willing to give up the country and the position of general? Don't forget, how much effort you have put in to get to this position, are you really willing to give up? Also, Do you also want to ignore the people of the world?" Gongsun Mingyue asked again excitedly.

Pang Ce's face became even uglier. He still didn't speak. Following Gongsun Mingyue's words, his mood became more and more depressed. After all, they couldn't be together.

He slowly walked to Gongsun Mingyue's side, caught him off guard and hugged him again, and said with a choked tone: "I can't bear it, I really can't bear it." After finishing speaking, Gongsun Mingyue felt a chill on his shoulders, he knew what it was, Although his eyes were moist, he didn't let the tears roll down after all.

reluctant!Yes, he is reluctant, and he is also reluctant, but the reality is like this, the only thing between him and him is that Yue Lao took the wrong line, and when Yue Lao finds out, he will untie this line. They should have To live a normal life, marry a wife and have children, and grow old together, Gongsun Mingyue should be like this, and Pang Ce should be like this.

"Pang Ce, promise me, don't fight with the emperor again, I can save you this time, but next time, I may not have the chance to save you again." Gongsun Mingyue said softly.

Pon Ce suddenly let go of his cold body and asked, "Why is there no chance?"

Gongsun Mingyue gave a bleak smile, and then slowly left his embrace, the chill on his body had already begun to scream, and he didn't know how long he could resist, he slowly looked at the night sky and said, "Why ask me if you already know? "

"I won't let you die. There are so many famous doctors in the world, and they can always find someone to cure your illness." Ponce followed behind him and said softly.

"My body, I know it in my heart, I certainly hope that there will be such a person, but..." Gongsun Mingyue wanted to say more, but was interrupted by Pang Ce, "No, but there must be such a person. "

"But you know I have other things to do, so how can I have time to visit famous doctors?"

"I'll go." Pang Ce said suddenly, causing Gongsun Mingyue to turn around involuntarily, look at him unexpectedly, and said after a while, "Are you sure?"

"I'm sure." Gongsun Mingyue couldn't help being moved by the determination in Ponce's eyes.

Gongsun Mingyue coughed twice, and unconsciously leaned her body towards him. His body was so hot, it was like a never-ending fire to her, warming every moment. own body and mind.

Pang Ce knew that his body was getting weaker and weaker. Fortunately, when he left the Valley of Unrequited Love, he brought back a lot of dried flowers and plants. It would be no problem to save his life temporarily.

"Remember to take medicine regularly, whether it is useful or not, and drink the ginger tea made by Xiaoman, you know?" Close his eyes and make his heart beat faster.

"How do you know that Xiaoman made ginger tea for me?" Gongsun Mingyue stared at him intently, as if she wanted to see something wrong in his eyes.

Pang Ce knew that it was impossible to hide the truth, so he simply opened up and said clearly: "I will give all the flowers and plants brought back from Unfeeling Valley to Xiaoman, otherwise you think that those ginger teas alone can make your body recover so quickly ?”

Gongsun Mingyue did not expect everything to be like this. When he left the Valley of Unrequited Love with Yan Xi, he never thought about bringing back the flowers and plants, but only he thought about it, thinking about the life-saving herbs he depended on for survival, so he did not Keeping up with them made him think he was dead.

"How did you escape from Heartless Valley?" Gongsun Mingyue's grateful face was mixed with some doubts.

Pang Ce hugged him into his arms again, and said in a flat tone: "No matter how I escaped at the beginning, as long as you know that I came out and came out safely, from now on, my heart will always be with you, regardless of how I escaped. Whether I'm by your side or not is enough."

Gongsun Mingyue didn't speak. At this moment, no words can describe the gratitude in his heart. Apart from the tight embrace, he didn't know what else he could do.

The croaking of insects and frogs in the night sky seem to be getting noisier, but they are completely immersed in their own world, completely forgetting everything around them, and even dreaming that time can stay in it all, and never dawn.