Shi Ling

Xu Qitian has been quiet for several days, even Fu Bai has appeared less recently, if not for the occasional sneaky figure in the park, Shi Ling really thought that Fu Bai had given up.

Thinking about it, that person couldn't give up so easily, and Shi Ling didn't know how to react. If Fu Bai didn't challenge him, he could only follow Fu Bai.

Fu Bai really lived a fulfilling life these days, he signed up for a dessert class, and went to class every Monday, Wednesday and Friday.Among the women, his appearance caused quite a stir. Although there were some men who were learning desserts, Fu Bai undoubtedly had the upper hand in terms of appearance.

Who made today's women prefer men's sex, Fu Bai also took a lot of detours to avoid problems, and someone will always teach him how to do it more accurately.Especially when he knows that Fu Bai learned desserts in order to pursue the people he likes.

Women are always emotional, and naturally yearn for romantic love and infatuated men.Especially this man is handsome, but he is clumsy when he does things.

There are some weird contrasts.

Most of the dessert classes are young housewives, and some older ones come to learn for their grandchildren, so they are also willing to talk to Fu Bai more, and occasionally guide him a few times.

After getting used to it at first, Fu Bai gradually got used to these people. They were harmless, and occasionally they would talk about some trivial things about their parents.

When Fu Bai finally made his first tiramisu cake independently, he wished he could fly to Shi Ling immediately and make him an oversized cake like offering a treasure.

Oreo boxes, starry sky chocolates, red velvet cakes... Fu Bai will make more and more, and it will become more and more smooth, from the shapeless and ugly at the beginning, to the one that looks good and tastes good dessert.

Fu Bai secretly thought about when to surprise Shi Ling and make his angel happy.Fu Bai went to squat Shi Ling in the small park again, still thinking about how to use shameless reasons to post it, when Shi Ling appeared in sight.

Fu Bai squinted his eyes to look at his sweetheart, tracing Shi Ling's eyebrows and eyes over and over again in his heart.Before he could figure out how to pounce, Shi Ling picked up a phone call, his face changed drastically, and he turned around and ran the same way.Fu Bai rushed out subconsciously, and ran with Shi Ling.

"Professor Shi, hurry up and go back to school when you have time, there is a student in your school who is about to commit suicide on the rooftop."

Before Shi Ling received the call, he subconsciously responded and ran back to school, recalling the information on the phone while running.The girl's name is Lu Su, a junior this year, and a student with good grades in the school. Shi Ling didn't want to understand why such a cheerful and outstanding girl committed suicide.

When Shi Ling ran downstairs, there was already a fire engine downstairs, and there were many onlookers.Looking up from the bottom, Lu Su is sitting on the edge of the roof, her legs are dangling, and she seems to be able to fall if the wind blows, and she is on the verge of falling.

Shi Ling couldn't care less about talking to others, so he raised his legs and ran to the top of the building.

"Lu Su, listen to the teacher, can you tell me what's going on? What is more important than being alive!" Shi Ling heard Xu Qitian's voice before seeing anyone.

Without his usual idle look, Xu Qitian's voice became anxious now, and he leaned forward, fearing to stimulate her, so Lu Su jumped faster.

Xu Qitian turned his head when he heard the footsteps, and saw that it was Shi Ling who was about to cry, "Look, Lu Su, your favorite Professor Shi is here, you should always listen to him!"

Lu Su finally reacted, turned his head to look at Shi Ling, his eyes were red from crying, and sniffled again looking at Shi Ling. "Mr. Xu, can I have a few words with Teacher Shi alone?" Seeing Xu Qitian's obviously unwilling expression, "Mr. Xu, don't worry, I have nothing to do with Teacher Shi like this. I just want to talk to Teacher Shi." Talk, I'm so tired."

"Well, we will all listen to you and take a few steps back." Xu Qitian looked at Shi Ling when he stepped back, his eyes were full of unspoken expectations.

It wasn't until the crowd around the two dispersed that Shi Ling looked at Lu Su before saying, "Back up a little bit, don't accidentally slide down, it will be too late to regret."

Lu Su retreated a little obediently, embraced his legs, but still sat on the edge.

"Teacher, I feel sick now, and I don't even want to wait for a result before I want to end it all myself."

"Teacher, have you ever been betrayed?"

Shi Ling frowned unconsciously, squatted down slightly, and looked at Lu Su at the same level. "You are a good boy, what happened to you?"

Lu Su seemed to be unable to bear it any longer, and burst into tears immediately.Shi Ling took two steps forward, but Lu Su suddenly raised his head, moving a little further away from Shi Ling.

"Teacher, I'm sick, you... stay away from me."

"what?"

Lu Su was silent for a long time, and then slowly spoke.It turned out that Lu Su had a boyfriend, they were classmates in high school, their parents knew each other well, and there were no vigorous confessions or flowers, so they got together tacitly.Lu Su once thought they were the happiest couple, and even his family acquiesced in their graduation and marriage.

The two universities are not in the same school, and the two cities are not far from each other.I failed to resist the temptation of the forbidden fruit several times, and had intimate contact.Lu Su didn't take it seriously, he just thought that the two of them would be a matter of course, as long as they had love.

Until a few months ago, Lu Su suddenly found out that she was pregnant, and secretly bought a train ticket. She wanted to surprise her boyfriend, but unexpectedly, it turned out to be a particularly unbearable memory.

Her lover cheated, and she was caught in bed.Her lover still cheated on a man.

"Teacher, do you know how disgusting it is?" Lu Su put his hands on his head and began to sob, "I never thought that he would be so disgusting, with a man in such a posture."

"I don't discriminate against homosexuals, but why did he lie to me? Isn't loyalty the most basic thing in love? He explained to me later that he had no choice but to stay with me because of family pressure. No choice?" Lu Su smiled Sternly, "Who forced him to like women? As far as I know, he never had any in his family! He had countless opportunities to confess to me, but he didn't."

"It's because he is cowardly and incompetent. He dare not work hard and dare not resist, but he chooses to harm me."

Following Lu Su's narration, Shi Ling's heart sank even deeper, and finally he felt something in his heart, "But Lu Su, you shouldn't punish yourself like this, it's not worth it for scum."

"Later I went to kill the child. Teacher, you always said to be kind to others. I don't think I have done anything bad. Why did you treat me like this?" Lu Su shook his head and muttered to himself gradually, his face covered with tears.

"I once thought about starting over, but I can't forget that scene. Some time ago I was always sick and had a low-grade fever, and then I heard that he had a disease, AIDS. I didn't even bother to say that he deserved it, so I was reminded by my parents to do it. checked."

Shi Ling's chest felt tight, and he couldn't believe it: "What happened?"

"There's no result yet, but I checked the symptoms, and it's almost there." Lu Su stood up again, and looked into the distance unsteadily, "Look at the beautiful scenery here, I want to live, but why can't I. "

"Lu Su, listen to me, you go get the results first, it's still too early to draw conclusions, let alone it's not your fault!"

"I dare not wait, I am afraid to see the result. I am afraid that if it is true, how should I face others and how should I deal with gossip."

"If you give up your life like this, what will your parents do? Do you have the heart to see them live in pain when they are old?"

"I can't bear it, how could I bear it, those are my parents, they love me more than life, and I love them too, but I really can't bear it!"

"What can I do, what can I do!"

"Lu Su," Shi Ling stepped forward, Lu Su wanted to back away when he saw this, but was grabbed by Shi Ling, "Fortunately, you are a student with good grades, even if it is AIDS, it will not be like this. Contact infection. Besides, do you have to say something else. If you die, but you don't get sick, what do you want everyone who loves and cares about you to do?"

"Only living is the greatest punishment for wrongdoers."

Shi Ling pulled Lu Su past and patted her on the shoulder lightly: "Whether it's betrayal or a relationship breakup, there is a probability that it will happen, and the more important thing is to adjust and deal with it. We can't let the negativity always fill us up, so that we will always be able to deal with it." You will lose a lot of fun. Think about it from another angle, love is just a spice in your long life, and you can’t forget your main course just because of the spice.”

"Treasure yourself is the most important thing." Seeing that Lu Su began to soften, Shi Ling hesitated, "I used to be decadent because of my lover's lies, and even developed mental illness, but I always want to suppress the beast in my heart and let myself live Be more personal."

"teacher?"

"It's no big deal. I'll accompany you to the hospital to see if the result is okay? It will all pass, and nothing is more important than being alive. We exchanged secrets, and no one can tell them."

Lu Su cried a little weakly, and after the ups and downs in her mood, she began to overdraw, who was not very healthy, and finally fainted on the rooftop.The firefighters, who were waiting for an opportunity at any time, rushed over quickly, stepped forward to pull the person back, and sent him to the ambulance.

Shi Ling finally breathed a sigh of relief. There was some thin sweat on his forehead, and he didn't care to wipe it off. Shi Ling followed him into the ambulance.Before getting into the car, he suddenly saw Fu Bai next to him. Shi Ling was stunned for a moment, and finally looked away.

The ambulance roared away, and the onlookers who stayed there were mixed-minded onlookers, except for Fu Bai who was full of Shi Ling, who knew if they were still snickering and disdainful.

Lu Su's parents came quickly, Lu's mother stayed in the ward, and Lu's father came out to accompany Shi Ling.The life of middle-aged people should be more generous, which can be reflected in the details.It's just that now the middle-aged man's face is full of vicissitudes.

"I originally agreed to it for her own good. I thought the two families were acquaintances, so I couldn't be wrong. Who knew that this kind of thing would happen. That boy looks very good, who knew that he didn't know it." Father Lu wanted to reach out Cigarette, after touching it for a long time, I retracted my hand embarrassingly, "I forgot, I quit for a long time."

"I plan to suspend her from school and let her relax at home. This one also frightened her."

"May I ask, what is the result of Lu Su's examination?" Shi Ling asked hesitantly.

"Fortunately, it wasn't infected."

Shi Ling nodded, feeling relieved a lot, "I chatted with her for a long time, Lu Su is a good student, I believe she can understand."

"Xiao Su usually mentioned Professor Shi to us. I didn't expect you to be so young. We heard about what happened just now. Thank you for your willingness to help her." The middle-aged man rubbed his eyes as if embarrassed. Blinking her eyes, she kept saying thank you to Shi Ling.

Lu Su woke up once in the middle, and smiled at Shi Ling through the glass.Lu's mother didn't know what to say, and then the family of three hugged each other tightly, and Lu Su cried loudly.

It's just that through a layer of glass, the sound faded a lot, but Shi Ling still couldn't watch such a scene. He only hoped that Lu Su could cheer up again and face the future bravely.After all, her life has just begun, no one wants to see the white paper being defaced deliberately, it is too desperate.

Our bones and bodies start to stop growing and we look like adults.But our corresponding experiences and emotions have not stopped, which has increased the suffering of human beings, gradually bent their backs in such days, and finally groped forward in pain.

But no matter how painful the experience is, there is still a chance to break out of the cocoon and be reborn.

Shi Ling who walked out of the hospital was a little depressed and distressed. The problems he had deliberately ignored seemed to rush to his heart suddenly. Shi Ling's eyes went dark, and he quickly reached out to support the wall beside him.

Sometimes negativity is easily ticked off despite your best efforts.

Supporting Shi Ling's arms and waist with both hands, Shi Ling's closed eyes moved, and when he struggled to open them, he heard a familiar voice in his ear.

"What's wrong with you? Are you uncomfortable?" It was Fu Bai.

Shi Ling opened his mouth, but found that he couldn't speak—probably because he said too much just now, the weather was too hot, and he was highly nervous, and he was a little out of strength.

Fu Bai, who didn't get a response, panicked even more, and his subordinates stepped up their efforts, shrinking even tighter.

"Be gentle, you're strangling me to death." Shi Ling finally said hoarsely, and tilted his head to look at Fu Bai. The touch on his waist was obvious, and Shi Ling was a little annoyed, "Let me go."

But it has no strength.

"Don't let go, you're sick!"

Fu Bai's skill in climbing poles is excellent, seeing how such a good opportunity could be missed, he wished that a princess would just hug and abduct Shi Ling.

It was obvious that Shi Ling, who was a bit weak, was not Fu Bai's opponent. Between being pressured to get an injection and being sent home by Fu Bai, Shi Ling still chose to go home.

After all, Fu Bai is not afraid of needles.

Shi Ling, who protested to be invalid, could only be pressed home by Fu Bai. When he was stuffed into the quilt, Shi Ling was a little confused: Why did Xu Qitian do things that were quite mentally retarded, but Fu Bai did them so easily. No violation.

Shi Ling, who followed the rule of sleeping without a problem, fell unconscious when he touched the pillow, and gave Fu Bai a chance to take advantage of it.

With such a large piece of fat in front of him, the greedy Fu Bai just wanted to jump forward.

Fu Bai sat beside Shi Ling's bed, and touched his face lightly.Shi Ling's skin is very good, comparable to the tenderness of girls in high school, although it has grown up over the years, it still looks tender, not feminine, but delicate and beautiful, which makes Fu Bai covet.

I wanted to make some food for Shi Ling, but I couldn't bear to leave this position.Shi Ling's sleeping face killed too much, Fu Bai couldn't bear it, the beating frequency of his heart began to increase, and Fu Bai lost his mind with every hit.

At present, who cares about other things.