Shi Ling

Fu Bai's image is probably the worst since Shi Ling met him. With his wrinkled white half sleeves and basic denim cropped pants, his whole person is dusty.Looking carefully, there is still some dirt on the shoes, and the hair is also messed up. The face that is not fat has lost some flesh, and the face is straight and thin, with sharp edges and corners, quite a bit of a decadent wanderer.

"Shi Ling," Fu Bai wiped his trouser pocket with his hand, and looked at Shi Ling helplessly.

Shi Ling looked at the dirty Fu Bai, and sighed indistinctly, "What's going on?"

"I..." Fu Bai said a word, then stopped, as if he couldn't continue, he hesitated for a long time, and finally his shoulders relaxed, "Come with me."

Shi Ling followed Fu Bai all the way to the ward, and saw a young girl lying inside through the glass.

"Do you still remember that time in middle school, when you said you wanted to support education and do more meaningful things?" Seeing Shi Ling's surprised expression, Fu Bai felt a little lonely, "After you left, I... Not so good. I earned some money part-time during college, but I didn’t have anything special to spend on it. I remembered what you said, so I funded a child in the mountains. In fact, I didn’t really have any ideals at first, but I just wanted to do more selfishly. Some good things, if you come back one day, you won't be ashamed to face you, maybe you can still praise me."

"I don't want you to think that I'm a waste, so I worked hard to make money, and then I sent money to the mountains every month, which is kind of meaningful. The girl in it is the one I have been funding all the time. It's called Lin Ying. I've only met her before." Photos, and occasionally she will write to me to talk about her recent situation."

Fu Bai pursed his lips and licked his slightly dry lips, and continued to talk to Shi Ling, "I suddenly received a letter from her a while ago, she said that she will take the college entrance examination soon, and she wants to see what I look like before the college entrance examination. I I told her that I would see you naturally when you passed the exam, but she sent several letters in a row with sincere words, and I was worried that she might have some hidden secrets that could not be written, so I went to the mountains."

"Is she sick?" Shi Ling looked at the little girl for a long time, then turned to look at Fu Bai and asked.

"Leukemia," Fu Bai held the handrails around the corridor, his eyes flushed, "She was always in pain before, and she resisted going to the doctor to save some money. Then she fainted in the classroom, and the teacher who taught her was a She went to the city and felt uneasy, so she paid for it and took her to the hospital for an examination. The doctor said that the platelets were low, and she was suspected of leukemia. The teacher found a friend and mobilized all parties in the society to donate money to her, although the urgent need was relieved. , but it consumes too much for her, and it keeps getting worse."

Fu Bai, who hadn't slept for several days, had bloodshot eyes in his eyes, covered his eyes with his hands, and squatted on the ground with his waist bent.

"Where are her relatives?"

"My father left home when she was just born and never came back. My mother has mental problems. When she was eight years old, she jumped into the river by herself. There was only one grandma in the family, and she disappeared last year. She was the only one in the family. She wrote to me I feel like I'm dying, and I want to see me before I die, to see what the person who helped her looks like."

Shi Ling lowered his eyes, and his lips were tightly pressed into a slit, "What about bone marrow transplantation? Then what can I do?"

Fu Bai shook his head weakly, "A few days ago, I helped her contact the hospital with her teacher, and she was transferred from the county over there to the Third Hospital. After all, the medical conditions here are better, but the doctor also said that the situation is not good. She always Fever, and the bone marrow has not been successfully matched."

"Can we just wait like this?" Shi Ling lowered his voice, as if he was afraid of disturbing others, but his eyes never left the child in the ward.

"Do you know what that child said to me?" Fu Bai's voice became more and more choked up, even a little out of tune. He took a deep breath and stabilized his emotions before continuing: "She feels very sorry, and I'm sorry because she can't be like Like I said, get out of the mountains, go see the outside world, and go help those who are more in need."

"My mother's life is worse than that of a child."

Shi Ling shifted his gaze to Fu Bai who was squatting on the ground, also bent down and squatted down, looking at him.Shi Ling looked at Fu Bai silently for a long time, and finally didn't speak, just squatted there with him, but finally stepped forward to give him a hug, and whispered in Fu Bai's ear: "You are fine".

The two big men waited at the door for a while, and they didn't look so sad before pushing the door in. Lin Ying's long hair had completely fallen off due to chemotherapy, and she was pale and thin, looking a little weak, but it didn't affect her delicate appearance at all. Face and bright eyes.

"Brother Fu Bai," Lin Ying yelled obediently, saw Shi Ling behind Fu Bai, said "huh" in a low voice, then quickly rolled her eyes, and shouted sweetly: "Handsome brother also good."

Fu Bai smiled, raised his hand and patted her, "You are the only one who can talk."

Lin Ying blinked, "Because the handsome guy is really good-looking."

"Okay, aren't you tired?" Fu Bai sat on the chair next to him, saw the wigs on the cabinet, and felt another stalk in his heart.

"I slept for a while after I came back, and it's okay now."

"Let me introduce you to this handsome guy," Fu Bai said, pulling Shi Ling over, "Professor of the Department of Literature, University A, isn't he good-looking?"

Lin Ying nodded, "It looks good," and then looked at Shi Ling enviously, "Handsome brother, is the university campus beautiful?"

"Looks good, if the doctor allows, I will take you to see it?"

"Okay," Lin Ying's eyes widened, and she stretched out her hand, "Handsome brother can't lie to me."

Shi Ling looked at the little finger stretched out in front of his eyes, smiled lightly, and stretched out his own hand, making an agreement with her.

"Hey," Fu Bai looked at the two pulling the hook sadly, "do you still take me to heart?"

Shi Ling washed his hands and used the disinfectant hand sanitizer at the end of the bed to clean it again. He picked out a circle from the bedside bag and took out an apple. , very nice.

Lin Ying took the apple and gnawed a couple of bites, then suddenly looked at Fu Bai, raised her face and said to Shi Ling, "Handsome brother, give Brother Fu Bai peel one too, he doesn't know how to peel apples, it's very pitiful."

Fu Bai was stunned for a moment, then looked at Lin Ying in disbelief, and Lin Ying replied with a simple smile, Fu Bai's heart relaxed, and he secretly thought that he was thinking too much.

Not long after eating the apples, Lin Ying was a little tired again, Shi Ling stuffed her with the quilt, watched her fall asleep, and then quietly retreated out with Fu Bai.

After chatting with the attending doctor, Shi Ling put one hand in his pocket and said to Fu Bai, "Tomorrow you will pick up Lin Ying, and then we will take her to the campus together."

"Well, okay," Fu Bai thought for a while, "Shi Ling, thank you."

Shi Ling glanced at Fu Bai strangely, but ignored him.And after waiting in Fu Bai for a long time, Shi Ling didn't leave, and finally felt something was wrong, "Shi Ling, why don't you leave?"

"How dirty are you? After all, you are a small boss, don't be too sloppy." Shi Ling pointed at Fu Bai's shoes with some disgust, "Just go back to sleep, you haven't rested for many days."

Fu Bai shrank his feet in embarrassment, "I'm fine, it's not good for you to stay here..." Fu Bai wanted to say that you should be drinking tea elegantly in the library, not in the hospital with someone you just met of patients.

"What's wrong?"

Fu Bai thought about it and said, "You don't have experience in taking care of people, do you?"

"Do you have one?"

Fu Bai stopped talking, and decided to go back quickly to wash himself clean, and then came back to change Shi Ling.

After Fu Bai left, Shi Ling stood outside the ward, and Shi Ling was startled by the sudden light-up of the phone screen, and saw that it was An Ru's message.

After thinking for a while, Shi Ling told Anru about Lin Ying, but it didn't take long to see Anru rushing over.

"How did you come?"

"Inspired by the boss and the male god, I am here to contribute my strength."

"speak English."

"Oh man, go back and rest. After all, you have been in class for a day. We girls should take care of girls." Afraid of disturbing others, Anru deliberately lowered her voice, her facial expression was still active, and by the way Shi Ling pushed to the front of the elevator.

"I'm really not tired, male god, you can bring me a meal tomorrow morning, and then ask the boss to give me a fake sleep."

Shi Ling stood in the elevator helplessly and agreed to An Ru's request.

"Call us if you need anything."

"No problem, don't worry!"

Originally, Shi Ling planned to take Lin Ying to visit the campus in the evening. After all, the weather has been too hot these days. During the day, the temperature is so high that eggs can be fried on the road. It is dry and stuffy, and it is really not suitable for patients to go out.

And it seems that God has mercy, the second day was cloudy and cloudy, but it was not too windy and cold.Even so, it is not suitable for the warbler to stay outside for too long.Shi Ling borrowed the wheelchair from the inpatient department, helped Lin Ying to sit in, put on a wig for her, and scratched her nose with a smile.

Lin Ying put on a red dress and giggled at Shi Ling.

"You push her, I'll drive the car downstairs."

"You drive?"

"Well, I bought it and seldom drove it, and the garage is almost full of hair."

Lin Ying lay on the car window and looked out of the window curiously, and occasionally asked a few silly questions, which made Fu Bai laugh out loud. Shi Ling looked behind through the rearview mirror, and happened to bump into Fu Bai's eyes that he couldn't look away in time .

Shi Ling's heart moved, his eyes moved away in a bit of a haste to flee, and out of the corner of his eye, Fu Bai still looked at him steadfastly, with neither sad nor happy expression.

"Handsome brother, can I take a picture here?" Lin Ying looked at the gate of University A, then turned her head to look at Shi Ling.

Shi Ling smiled, "Of course."

In the photo album, Lin Ying's smile is pure and flawless, like a morning glow in the forest, even though her life may have come to the end of the sunset.

Xu Qitian got out of nowhere, and broke into Shi Ling's camera with a playful smile, "Hurry up, hurry up!"

Shi Ling shook his hand, and put it down helplessly, "Why are you here?"

"I heard that there is a kid, come and have a look." Xu Qitian glanced at his watch, "Time is limited, I have to go back to class later." Saying that, Xu Qitian ran over to grab the wheelchair, "I pushed her."

After speaking, she couldn't help but stuff Lin Ying back into her wheelchair, "Let's go, brother will take you around the campus!"

"You told him?" Fu Bai tilted his head and asked Shi Ling.

"I have a class today, and I changed it with him, but he thought it was just a common illness. Sometimes it is the most real thing not to know."

Even though it shouldn't be, Fu Bai still couldn't stop, and said sourly: "You are really kind to him."

Shi Ling patted Fu Bai's head, "You think everyone is like you."

"What do you mean?"

"Sima Zhaozhi's heart, what do you say?"

Fu Bai scratched his chin, dogleg said: "Shi Ling, you are really educated."

Shi Ling ignored him and went after Xu Qitian.

Xu Qitian and Lin Ying got acquainted quickly, and by the time Shi Ling chased after them, the two had already gotten into a fight.

"Don't take Lin Ying with you if you're crazy."

"Hahahaha," Xu Qitian smiled and hugged Shi Ling, "I told her a joke, and it turned out, hahahahaha..."

Shi Ling looked at Xu Qitian who looked like a mentally retarded person, and suddenly said leisurely: "There are still 3 minutes to class."

Xu Qitian's smile stopped abruptly, he grabbed Shi Ling's hand to check the time like a ghost, grinned back at Lin Ying and shook his hand, "When you recover from illness, come and take the exam and be my student!"

"Okay."

Xu Qitian, who knew nothing, was still making an appointment with Lin Ying, and Lin Ying was unwilling to mention her illness, so she misunderstood and bid farewell to Xu Qitian.

Lin Ying looked a little tired, Shi Ling rubbed her temples, and asked gently: "Are you tired?"

"It's okay, Brother Fu Bai, I want to drink milk tea."

Fu Bai, who was suddenly named, didn't think much, and asked Shi Ling by the way: "Do you want it?"

Shi Ling thought for a while and nodded: "Sweet ones."

"Okay," even though he agreed, Fu Bai secretly insisted that he could just add three parts of sugar to Shi Ling, fearing that the whole sugar would spoil him.

As soon as Fu Bai left, Shi Ling smiled and asked Lin Ying: "You sent your elder brother Fu Bai away, did you want to say something to me?"

Lin Ying snapped her fingers a little embarrassed, "Brother Fu Bai really likes handsome guys..."

"what?"

"Handsome brother, you may not have noticed. Brother Fu Bai always looked at you involuntarily when he was talking. I counted it on purpose. I looked at you more than 1 times in about a minute."

"Well, our relationship...is not bad."

"Brother Fu Bai mentioned in his letter to me before that there is someone who is very important to him. Although he didn't mention who it is, he must be a handsome guy."

"Did he say anything else?"

Lin Ying shook her head, "Not anymore."

"My name was given by my father. I heard that when I was holding me, I heard the yellow warbler singing. My father hoped that I would be as happy as the yellow warbler. Although it seems that I am not so happy now. I was very afraid of death before. , I am afraid that I will never see my teachers and classmates again, but it is useless for me to be afraid."

Lin Ying lowered her head and began to cry softly, "I want to live, I really want to live, I want to study, I want to get out of the mountains, go to college and earn a lot of money like Brother Fu Bai said, and then be a useful person. people."

Although Shi Ling's wrist was imprinted by Lin Ying's grasp, Shi Ling didn't move, letting Lin Ying grab him. "I'm afraid that Brother Fu Bo will blame himself, so I dare not say some things to him. Handsome brother, I heard that organ donation is possible. Since I can't do much in life, let's leave the last meaning. I hope I can stay here longer Some time in the world, even to experience it as someone else."

Shi Ling's chest throbbed violently, and he was very uncomfortable with the stuffiness. He pinched the bridge of his nose and said to Lin Ying, "It's not that bad yet, don't think about it."

"Handsome brother, you don't need to comfort me. I've been in more pain these days. If you don't say something now, it may be too late tomorrow. After I die, there are still some donations left by others. Handsome brother will also donate for me. , to the orphanage or anywhere, as long as it is those who need money."

Lin Ying raised her hand and gently stroked the corner of Shi Ling's eyes, "Handsome brother, why are you crying? My grandma always said that it's not good for a girl to cry, and it's not good for a handsome brother to cry."

Shi Ling turned his head away, sniffed hard, his eyes were hot, then he raised his head and blinked, and looked at Lin Ying again with that good-looking look.

If the corners of the eyes are not slightly red, it may be more convincing.

"I heard that people will become stars when they die, so I hope it will be the most beautiful one."

"You've always been the prettiest."

"Hee hee, I hope everyone will always remember my smile, remember that I have come here and worked hard." Lin Ying was a little tired, leaning on the wheelchair with her little head drooping and drooping.

Everything is so beautiful, and she is like the cutest bird on the branch, dancing freely, flying around, singing wantonly, that piece of forest is her territory, she has everything.

Everything was so beautiful, and she could never see it again.

A few days later, Lin Ying suddenly started to have a high fever one day, and her condition deteriorated rapidly. The doctor said that it was a miracle that she could persist for these days, and the improvement in the past few days might just be a flashback.

Shi Ling looked up, and suddenly there was a bird on the branch outside the window. After stepping on the leaves a few times, it spread its wings and left.

In the intensive care unit, Lin Ying closed her eyes.

Living is not easy, but there are always people who live hard.feel pain?Then go and see those who meet death in the eye without being surprised.

In the life of a person, there are countless sorrows and joys. How to choose is up to each person.

The author has something to say:

Finished the chapter of Lin Ying's story.

I looked up and saw that it was the [-]th day. When I wrote this story, I thought of Tian Wei. I recommended the book "Half Acre of Flower Field" to the little angels who read the article. This is what I read in high school. I still remember that I just picked up the book at that time , When I saw Tian Wei's photo, I started to cry. She is really my favorite type of girl, she is beautiful, transparent and energetic.After so many years, whether it was the stage of reviewing for the postgraduate entrance examination with gritted teeth, or when life was at a low point and I couldn't think about it, thinking about her always felt strong.

No matter how bad it is, how difficult it is for me to live, at least I am still alive and healthy. Compared with people who want to live but have not defeated the god of death in the end, I am much happier.