Shi Ling

But apparently even God was not on his side, Shi Ling didn't even want to say a word to him.

"I don't mean anything else, I just miss you very much!" Seeing Fu Bai's next message, Shi Ling smiled instead of anger, a thousand strange fires suddenly ignited in his heart, and he felt extremely cold.What's the point of saying these things now, Fu Bai is still unwilling to let him go.

Shi Ling's hand holding the cup tightened, and his anger surged a few times before being suppressed by him.Years of self-restraint and calmness made him wake up, and he realized that there is no need to be serious at this time.

Even though he was smiling, there was no joy in his body at all, that smile was extremely cold, and it was a bit harsh.

"Miss me? It's because I didn't make a fool of myself in the way you expected back then. I have some regrets?"

Fu Bai's lips began to stiffen, and he opened his mouth slightly, staring at those words for a long while.For a long time, Fu Bai was not very clear about the reason why Shi Ling left without saying goodbye. At first, he thought he was the one who was abandoned, resented and ashamed, but he couldn't find Shi Ling's pain so that his emotions didn't last long. .

As time went by, Fu Bai began to fall into self-blame, complaining that he didn't care enough about Shi Ling. Although he vaguely guessed that it might have something to do with his own indiscretion that day, but at the same time, Fu Bai underestimated Shi Ling. After clearing his own mistakes, now Shi Ling's words completely cut off the last trace of luck in his heart.

At that time, Shi Ling really heard the nonsense he said!Fu Bai wanted to explain, but he didn't know where to start. He hated his stupidity so much that he could only worry about his phone.

Fu Bai wanted to rush down desperately to explain, but he also knew that Shi Ling wouldn't even talk to him if he did so, besides, Shi Ling would definitely not want to entangle with him in public, if he was forced to pull him, Shi Ling would even retaliate- Warn Fu Bai to do such things as harassment.

And explain, what is there to explain, the words were spoken by himself, and an inevitable wound has been formed.

"sorry."

Shi Ling put away the book, glanced at the phone screen lightly, with a sneer on his face, and after a little thought, he replied, "It's not necessary." Shi Ling once wanted Fu Bai's apology very much, but he waited. For a long time, Fu Bai remained indifferent.Shi Ling began to feel cold-hearted. Years of self-protection had been formed, and now it was really difficult for him to return to his previous temperature.

Let the past go, Shi Ling just wants to live the present and enjoy the fun of life.

So Shi Ling took another bite of the cake and ate it. The dark mood affected by Fu Bai soon brightened up again, and the little Shi Ling who was sealed in his heart seemed to be going around in circles with joy.

Here, Shi Ling was overwhelmed by the rain, and started eating again, while Fu Bai on the other side was really restless.I thought that when Shi Ling came back and found a wife, he had made a small progress, and then set a big goal strategy, which would always succeed.Who knows that in the end, not only did he not make progress, but he also took a big step back.

Holding the phone in his arms, Fu Bai began to think about the second chasing strategy.

In any case, if you are not blocked, there is still hope.

Fu Bai didn't know where Shi Ling lived or where he worked. Fu Bai knew too little about Shi Ling.Fu Bai, who had no one to ask questions, unconsciously drew circles with his index finger on the table. Suddenly, he had an idea and turned up Shi Ling's circle of friends. Finally, his hard work paid off. Fu Bai found clues based on clues and decided to hide in the dark first. check it out.

So how important it is to set up blocking in the circle of friends.

On the way home from school, Shi Ling passed a park. There was nothing special about it, but it was lush and green, and there was a relatively clean lake.The greening effect is good, attracting many birds that have never been seen before, and the chirping is also interesting.Occasionally, there are some students who sketch here with an easel under the guidance of the teacher or alone.

When he felt a line of sight fall on him, Shi Ling subconsciously looked back, but there were not many passers-by except for a few scattered people who were sketching on the shelf.Shi Ling withdrew his gaze, thinking it might be an illusion. After walking a few steps, the feeling of being stared at came back again. Shi Ling stopped walking, and his eyes behind the lens were more cautious.

As if he realized that he had been discovered, the line of sight that made Shi Ling unhappy soon disappeared. Shi Ling took another look at the side of the path not far away, and finally said nothing.

Fu Bai, who was hiding behind the drawing board, finally breathed a sigh of relief. Thinking of Shi Ling's eyes just now, Fu Bai's hand holding the watercolor pen trembled a little. He once thought his heart was going to pop out of his chest.Fu Bai didn't dare to imagine how angry he would be if Shi Ling found out that he was here every day just to sneak a glance at him.

It might feel disgusting, Fu Bai knelt down helplessly, covered his face and remained silent, with countless thoughts circling.Fu Bai even wanted to kidnap Shi Ling and tie him to his bed forever, so that he could only see himself every day.

Will you forgive me when there is no one to rely on?

But Fu Bai didn't dare to do this, he dared to do this, but he didn't dare to bear Shi Ling's cold eyes.It would be better for him to watch from afar and seep into Shi Ling's life little by little, maybe they still have a chance to start again.

Seeing that Fu Bai was squatting on the ground for a long time, the old man painting next to him was a little worried, so he walked over and patted Fu Bai's back, and asked with concern, "What's the matter, young man? Are you feeling unwell?"

Fu Bai was taken aback, and quickly adjusted his emotions. When he raised his head, he smiled at the old man like the bully who was fooling around in the past.Although he wanted to make himself more friendly, it was just that when he laughed, he looked even more cynical and a little bit bad. Maybe girls in the second grade would like this, but the old man seemed uncertain.

"Young man, it's fine, there's nothing you can't care about, as long as you're happy while you're alive, the other things don't matter!" The old man pulled Fu Bai and chatted a few more words, probably treating him as a broken-hearted person, rambling on for a long time.He talked with Fu Bai about the problem of painting for a while, and suddenly the phone started to vibrate. The old man was stunned for a long time before realizing that it was from himself. An old machine.

The old man squinted his eyes and looked at the screen, turned his head and smiled at Fu Bai. This smile made the wrinkles on his face even worse, and his tone was a little complaining, "Pick up the phone, my wife, probably urging me again."

Fu Bai looked at the old man's back enviously. Although he couldn't see the old man's expression, in Fu Bai's imagination, it should be a pleasant experience. It's not happiness when you talk and complain. At least some people worry about whether you are hungry.

If Shi Ling can't be chased back, Fu Bai thinks that he may have no partner in his life, and he doesn't want anyone except Shi Ling.

The old man was still talking on the phone, his voice rose from time to time, and soon fell down again, a little timidly.Fu Bai stretched himself, started to pack his easel, and began to picture in his mind that one day, Shi Ling called him to go back to eat.

But the reality is always unsatisfactory, and Fu Bai's road to chasing people is still elusive, and he is doomed to have a long way to go.

Shi Ling is currently at home learning how to make cat rice according to the video. Cook the chicken breast and radish in plain water, cut into cubes, and put them in a box. Shi Ling went downstairs to look for the cat with his results.

The fat cat was sitting downstairs obediently, with its tail naturally hanging on the ground, looking lazy.Shi Ling went over and touched its head, and put a bowl of cat food in front of the fat cat. The fat cat leaned over and sniffed it, then turned its head and gave a "meow" to Shi Ling, as if being coquettish, soft.

"Are you mature?" Seeing the delicious food of the fat cat, Shi Ling's mood became brighter, his right hand felt a little itchy, so he touched the back of the fat cat again, the fat cat looked back at Shi Ling slowly, the little tongue Shi Ling licked her hands.

A little itchy, Shi Ling, who was usually a clean freak, was licked by the fat cat while eating, and his hands were wet.Shi Ling didn't look angry, only a smiling face.

After leaving the park, Fu Bai put back his painting tools, and habitually began to browse Shi Ling's circle of friends again. When he browsed to a status of Shi Ling a few days ago, he looked at it for a long time, and vaguely recognized that it was a local community.Based on the principle that he would rather kill by mistake than let him go, Fu Bai decided to try his luck.

So Fu Bai, who was observing secretly, was a little annoyed, his eyes were full of anger, the scene of Shi Ling feeding the cat was beautiful, and the scene of the setting sun covering his body was the icing on the cake, it was very beautiful to watch.It's just that Fu Bai wanted to throw the cat away and send himself there, then he licked his face and approached Shi Ling, telling Shi Ling that you don't touch it, it's better for me to touch it.

Fu Bai even wanted to snatch the cat's food, angrily wondering why it could eat the food that Shi Ling personally fed.

Shi Ling felt that gaze again, looked deeply into the rustling grass, and walked over quietly.Fu Bai, who was hiding behind the grass, was stunned. The 1.8-meter tall man was too difficult to shrink, and now he had nowhere to escape. In desperation, Fu Bai grabbed a few branches on the ground and held them above his head.

Shi Ling went over and looked down, and saw Fu Bai squatting in the grass, with a pile of leaves on his head, holding two dry branches in his hands. Seeing Shi Ling, Fu Bai subconsciously shook the branches in his hand Son, the atmosphere froze in embarrassment for a moment.

"Yo, when did you have this habit?" Shi Ling walked around Fu Bai with great interest, and looked at his handsome face and began to be at a loss, and he didn't know where to put the hand above his head. Hey, he was grinding on the spot.

Fu Bo threw away the branch in his hand nonchalantly, squatted on the spot and looked up at Shi Ling. After dropping his nervous hands, he tightly clutched his clothes, feeling a little flustered in his heart, but looking at Shi Ling's expressionless face, Fu Bo Cowardly, he sat down directly on the ground.

Fat cat followed for no reason, walked slowly, rubbed Shi Ling's trousers, raised its round head and meowed until Shi Ling bent down to touch its head, and then stopped barking.

"Calling you like this again will disturb the people," Shi Ling reprimanded the fat cat funny while rubbing its head.

So Fu Bai felt that this fat cat was not pleasing to the eye, why did you meow twice and Shi Ling went to smooth the cat's fur for you?I've been sitting here for so long and I haven't seen him give me a hand.

Seeing that Shi Ling didn't care about his intentions, Fu Bai put his left hand on the ground, jumped up by himself, slapped the dirt off his hands, and moved to Shi Ling's side, hesitating and not knowing how to open his mouth to find a topic.Shi Ling, who was stroking the cat, looked up and saw a black shadow. He seemed unwilling to even lift his eyelids. After playing enough, the fat cat simply treated Fu Bai as a ball of air, and was about to leave after walking around.

Fu Bai grabbed Shi Ling with sharp eyes and quick hands, but he was a little scared after pulling him.In the previous relationship, he took the lead, and Shi Ling cooperated with him most of the time, even if he had grievances, he would only say a few words, and never gave him a cold face.

In the past, Shi Ling looked like a soft and well-behaved kitten despite his menacing eyes. Although he had sharp claws, it seemed like a joke when he scratched it.But now Shi Ling seems to be a different person. Although he still doesn't talk much, Fu Bai sometimes feels that Shi Ling resists anyone getting close to him.

Like a full-grown snow leopard, it behaves elegantly and charmingly, and looks cute and cute. It can give you a hard paw when you turn around, so that you can't get any closer to him.

Fu Bai opened his mouth to read Shi Ling's name silently, and the hand holding Shi Ling's wrist exerted a little force. Shi Ling looked at his wrist displeasedly, and Fu Bai suddenly recovered and let go of his hand.Shi Ling herself was fair, but after being pinched by Fu Bai, a red five-finger mark was left.

"What's the matter with you? Why are you so coddling." Shi Ling rubbed his wrist. It didn't hurt too much, but the mark was too obtrusive.

"Didn't I want to come and see you?" Fu Bai scratched his head and smiled, looking a little silly, "I, I, I took it for you, I took it..." Fu Bai was a little anxious, his eyes looked around, He glanced at a few tree branches scattered on the ground, quickly picked them up, and handed them to Shi Ling like offering flowers, "For you!"

Shi Ling:? ? ? ? ? ?

Fu Bai was a little embarrassed. He racked his brains to think, and suddenly he had a flash of inspiration. There was such a confession, "There are trees in the mountains and mountains, and there are branches in the trees, and the heart is happy..." Fu Bai has been following Shi Ling's life for many years. Hobbies, although he has made up a lot of books, but his mind is quick to forget, and literature is really not his specialty.

Shi Ling's face was a little stiff, Fu Bai really stepped on his minefield everywhere this time, and he didn't get a single sentence right, and he couldn't even memorize poems.In high school, Fu Bai didn't like to memorize books, but Shi Ling's Chinese scores were always excellent, and occasionally he deliberately took Fu Bai to learn, but Fu Bai resisted being irritable when reading books and memorizing poems every time, so he beat Shi Ling a few times for this. .

Not very good memories were recalled, Shi Ling looked at Fu Bai angrily, "It's over? I'm leaving after I'm done." Shi Ling walked a few steps, stopped suddenly, and backed away.Fu Bai was delighted to see Shi Ling walking towards him again, leaning towards him, his face was full of joy and joy.

"Bihai Qingtian is the shop you opened, right?" Shi Ling lowered his head and smiled, but the smile didn't reach his eyes, "Fortunately, I'm still wondering what kind of person the shop owner is, and you asked that little girl to give me the cake, right?" ?”

Once you put things together, you can easily figure out how Fu Bai got his WeChat account. Shi Ling was so angry that he fell into someone else's trap because of an unknown hobby because of his own carelessness.

"I'll call you for the money for the cake, and I won't go to the bookstore again."