Shi Ling

The dinner party is also a wine party. Some people show off and others talk less, and the banquet is very lively.Fu Bai was sitting far away from Shi Ling, and he could only watch Shi Ling being surrounded by people to toast, and Zheng Ran persuaded him to stop him, even Shi Ling couldn't get close.

The man's envious gaze and the woman's yearning expression stung Fu Bai, so he could only keep pouring himself alcohol to numb his nerves.

When the woman in the white skirt was toasting Shi Ling, she suddenly threw out the □□, and said with a smile that she had a crush on Shi Ling at the beginning, and finally worked up the courage to confess, but Shi Ling disappeared.

"So Shi Ling, are you single now?" The woman in the white skirt still didn't give up, and asked about Shi Ling's recent situation.

Shi Ling was a little embarrassed, he didn't know if he was drunk or embarrassed, his cheeks were flushed, he could only euphemistically explain that he was going abroad for a special reason, and in the end he calmly rejected the woman's advance, and punished himself with a drink, and drank it all down.The woman in the white skirt was not hypocritical, she laughed and poured all in one cup, and this topic was over.

Although he was a little delirious after drinking, but seeing Shi Ling being dragged to talk and responding calmly, Fu Bai felt great pain in his heart, and had to face it squarely: Shi Ling today is no longer the boy he was back then—and An introverted boy who blushes and stammers when people say a word.

Fu Bai didn't know what Shi Ling had encountered in these years, but he could confirm that it was all his fault that Shi Ling became such a masked and independent personality.

Near ten o'clock, the group of people finally dispersed, and Zheng Ran dragged Fu Bai, who was drunk like mud, in a trance, remembering that the last time Fu Bai was so drunk was the time when Shi Ling had just disappeared.That was ten years ago, when Fu Bai drank, others couldn't stop him, he could only watch him blushing from drinking, and kept pouring himself alcohol, and finally pushed away the person who wanted to help him, and staggered back home alone. Home.

Zheng Ran, who had always admired Fu Bai, was somewhat sad to see Brother Fu like that.It's just that until now Zheng Ran didn't know what happened between Fu Bai and Shi Ling.

But this time... Zheng Ran looked at Shi Ling who was about to take a taxi by the side of the road, and he had a flash of inspiration, his mind was so sensitive that he was possessed by a god, and he took a sudden step forward and grabbed Shi Ling's clothes, and then the sole of his foot Hua almost threw himself in front of Shi Ling.

"?" Shi Ling looked at Zheng Ran for a long time, followed Zheng Ran's fingers, and finally realized that this was a child who used to follow Fu Bai often. Personal high.

Since it had nothing to do with him, Shi Ling broke away the fingers that were holding him, and wanted to leave immediately.Zheng Ran couldn't let him get what he wanted, wiped his face, and said with a mournful face: "Shi Ling, you two know each other in high school, so I'll leave it to you!"

As Zheng Ran spoke, he pulled Fu Bai who was dangling on one side, stuffed it into Shi Ling's arms, turned around and ran, shouting as he ran, "He is homeless, please take it away!"

Shi Ling was caught off guard, and by the time he realized it, Zheng Ran had already run away, but fortunately, the students around him were almost gone as well. At first glance, it was only him and the drunk with slippery feet in front of him.

"Hey, can we still go?" Shi Ling really wanted to just leave Fu Bai alone, but he couldn't bear it, even if he was just an old classmate, he didn't like watching him sleep on the side of the road in the middle of the night.

Fu Bai was in a daze, relying on his intuition that it was Shi Ling who was in front of him, he hugged and stuck to him without saying a word, and hugged Shi Ling's waist without letting go.Shi Ling was hugged by the bear, and the more he struggled, the tighter he hugged him.In the end, Shi Ling had no choice but to keep a straight face and said seriously: "Let go."

When the relationship between the two was still very good, as long as Shi Ling really put on a straight face, even Fu Bai, who was fierce, would often soften and go to rub against Shi Ling obediently. Is it useful.

The dizzy Fu Bai let go subconsciously, as if he was afraid that Shi Ling would be angry, he rubbed his hands on his pants cowardly, and looked at Shi Ling flatteringly, his eyes were wet, he didn't look like a vicious lone wolf, It looks like a little milk dog.

Shi Ling's heart softened, and he couldn't help rubbing Fu Bai's hair. Unlike looking at Yinglang's temperament, Fu Bai's hair is actually a bit soft, soft and fluffy where he touches it.Shi Ling wanted to withdraw his hand, but Fu Bai immediately sent his head over again, rubbing against Shi Ling's palm.

"Why are you like a fat cat..." Shi Ling thought of the fat cat in the community, his eyes were bent down, his whole temperament softened, Fu Bai raised his head, as if he was caught by Shi Ling's Confused by the gentleness, he quickly licked the corner of Shi Ling's mouth.

Shi Ling suddenly came to his senses, pushed Fu Bai away, his heart was pounding, and he looked at Fu Bai with a very complicated expression, a little hard to explain.Fu Bai seemed to understand that he had done something wrong, and shook his head in front of Shi Ling, looking pitiful.

Shi Ling could only think about not fussing with the drunkard, and after being blown twice by the wind, he became sober a lot. He squinted at Fu Bai, "Where do you live now?"

Fu Bai didn't speak.

"I'll walk you home?"

"not going home."

"Back to the bookstore?"

"Not going back to the bookstore."

"Where will I take you then?"

Fu Bai remained silent.

Shi Ling asked a few more times, but this person didn't cooperate, so he blinked at him. Shi Ling, who was already discouraged, pulled Fu Bai over and hung him on his body. It was getting late, and it was not good for Fu Bai's appearance to be seen by his employees, so Shi Ling could only take a taxi to drag him back to his home.

Fu Bai was not very honest along the way, touching this and touching that for a while, if Shi Ling gave him a look, Fu Bai immediately sat down obediently, blinked his eyes and looked at him without speaking, Shi Ling's temper was completely lost not come out.

He could only be aggrieved and took him back to his home. Shi Ling poured Fu Bai a glass of water to try to sober him up, but Fu Bai hugged him too tightly. After struggling for several times to no avail, Shi Ling grabbed a pillow on the sofa Stuffing it into Fu Bai's arms, he finally tricked the man into letting go.

Shi Ling breathed a sigh of relief, but in the time it took to turn around, Fu Bai was already lying on the ground when he came back, sleeping soundly with a pillow in his arms.

Shi Ling's house was designed as a single apartment, with only one bedroom. Shi Ling wanted to throw Fu Bai on the sofa and go back to bed by himself, but after thinking about it, he still felt awkward. Finally, he pulled him up with great effort, and then put him on the bed in the bedroom. Throw, open the window for ventilation, and put water on the bedside.Before leaving, Shi Ling left a note, and then led the door away.

Standing downstairs and blowing the wind for a while, insects buzzed in the community, and the quiet atmosphere is more suitable for walking alone.Shi Ling drank a lot of wine at night, and he rarely got drunk on weekdays, his mind went blank for a while, and he couldn't stop the sleepiness.

Shi Ling glanced back at Heideng's apartment, a little despising his soft heart, but now that he has walked out, let this matter be over.

Fortunately, the college has reserved a teacher's apartment for Shi Ling, but Shi Ling is not used to living with others, and Xu Qitian usually lives by himself, so he will not go to a hotel tonight.

Shi Ling left in a hurry and didn't have time to change into his usual sportswear. He was still wearing shirts and casual trousers. His hair was messed up by Fu Bai just now. His face was tired, and he had a good image of an elite. After a while it collapsed a lot.It's just that this slightly scattered degree is more seductive than the meticulous and meticulous.

But no one looked at him on the street in the middle of the night.

When Shi Ling walked to the door, he heard Xu Qitian singing loudly in the room, which was out of tune. Shi Ling hesitated to wait outside for him to finish singing before going in. Who knew that after waiting and waiting, the inside started again. A new round of singing.

Earth-shattering.Fortunately, no one lived around, otherwise Xu Qi would have to be complained, Shi Ling had a headache.

When Shi Ling appeared in front of Xu Qitian, Xu Qitian's first reaction was to finish, and the lyrics that had been sung for half a sentence were stuck in his throat, and he had no chance to express himself.

"Brother, why did you come back? No, the point is how did you come back so silently!? It will scare people to death, understand!"

"I think you're living well, and you're still panting, but your singing is quite distinctive." Shi Ling changed his shoes at the entrance with ease, sat down along the sofa and glanced at the screen, and sure enough, Xu Qitian was singing again. I'm playing a game, and I'm connecting with mics right now.

"Someone lives in my house. It's not convenient for me to stay there. Come and sleep for one night."

"Oh," Xu Qitian thought for a while and was about to ask who lived in his house, when suddenly a bad premonition hit him. He carefully checked that he had not turned off the microphone, and then saw that the screen had begun to be swiped.

"Who is it? Come to stay in the middle of the night yooooo~"

"It's actually a man's voice, I can't tell."

Xu Qitian wanted to cry without tears, and tremblingly typed a sentence in the dialog box, "Don't talk nonsense, we are all straight." Then he closed the computer screen at the speed of light, looked at Shi Ling with a mournful face, "Lingzi, return my innocence!"

"Huh?" Shi Ling tilted his head, a little confused.

"That group of gossiping men and women is particularly terrifying. My reputation for many years has been ruined." Xu Qitian was indignant, "No, Lingzi, you have to compensate me, let me order food, okay?"

"No." Shi Ling rubbed his temples, his head was even more dizzy from Xu Qitian's noise, and he said angrily, "I'm going to sleep first."

Xu Qitian finally found out that something was wrong with Shi Ling, and when he got closer, he realized that Shi Ling smelled like alcohol, "Didn't you go to a party? Why did you run back when you drank so much that you had no place to sleep?"

Shi Ling waved his hand, indicating that he didn't want to answer.Xu Qitian curled his lips, watching Shi Ling go back to another bedroom, Xu Qitian thought about it, and always felt that he missed some important gossip tonight.

Although the bedroom has not been lived in for a long time, fortunately Xu Qitian also pays attention to it when cleaning, and there is no dust in the room.Shi Ling took out a cool summer quilt from the closet, lifted the dust cover and threw it aside.He was so sleepy that Shi Ling almost fell asleep as soon as he touched the pillow, but after all, he was a bit reluctant to fall asleep, and it was not so easy to fall asleep.

The tired spirit and the relatively sober body were seeing each other, and the wild dream in his mind was changing slightly. Shi Ling's whole body seemed to be torn apart, and despair and helplessness enveloped him again, as if it was a shadow that could never be shaken off. Changes with your every move.

Some persistent mental illnesses will not completely disappear with the passage of time, and will only hit you in the face unexpectedly when you thought you were relieved.

In the dream, Fu Bai was chatting with his classmates, Shi Ling was not familiar with that expression, it was a bit rebellious and a bit disdainful.Seeing Fu Bai's lips opening and closing, Shi Ling wanted to rush up and cover his mouth, but no matter how hard Shi Ling tried, he couldn't move forward. He was imprisoned there, unable to move, and could only watch Fu Bai say hurtful words.

"No! Don't say it!"

Shi Ling woke up with the quilt in his arms, and sat on the bed with a dazed face, his back drenched with sweat.

"Why did I have this dream again..." Shi Ling raised his head, sweat slid down his jaw and neck, and Shi Ling, who had always been self-retaining, looked very embarrassed during the violent breathing.

"Sure enough, we are still too close to him..." Shi Ling said to himself outside the window, the temperature in the room was a bit high, and there was no wind outside the window.At this time, Shi Ling's wine was mostly awake, but it was not as dizzy as before, at least not as scary as a nightmare.

After all, after many years, with a solid skin, Shi Ling is not comfortable, but he is used to it, except that it is difficult to grasp himself in the dream, but as long as he struggles out, everything will end, and he believes that it will get better .

Don't think about any depressing things, this is a story destined to be forgotten, without any value and meaning.

Shi Ling got up and looked for the remote control of the air conditioner in the bedroom, but couldn't find it after searching for a long time, so he had to take a cattail fan to support himself. If he was in a small courtyard in the countryside, under the grape arbor, he would really look like an old man enjoying the cool air , seven points comfortable, three points cool.

Xu Qitian outside the bedroom was silent, Shi Ling didn't care to check the time, thinking that Xu Qitian was not free enough to stay overnight, so he probably fell asleep.Suddenly Shi Ling began to regret giving up his bed to Fu Bai, and he didn't know why he was so soft-hearted. This kind of person should let him sleep under the overpass to experience the suffering of people's livelihood.

Anyway, to be kind to this kind of person is to feed the dog with good intentions.

Shi Ling recalled the class reunion at night, some fat monitors dragged him to talk, and finally thought of something, sighed and said to Shi Ling: "We should participate in more gatherings like this, only in this way can we be better." remember the past, so as not to forget it.”

Is it not good to forget?Shi Ling didn't know.It's just that at this moment, Shi Ling doesn't want to remember.

Shi Ling yawned, and nestled back into the pillow again, hoping that this sleep would dawn directly, and that he would not be entangled in other things in his dream.

When Fu Bai woke up, he was still not sober, he covered his head for a long time, and the memory slowly came back.

Immediately afterwards, Fu Bai jumped up from the bed. If he remembered correctly, this should be Shi Ling's home. He still remembered that Shi Ling brought him in, but he fell asleep on the ground.He didn't know where Shi Ling slept that night, but it was obvious that he didn't share the same bed with him. Fu Bai felt a little regretful and missed a great opportunity.

Fu Bai tiptoed out of the bedroom, trying to catch the lonely little squirrel. Shi Ling, who hadn't woken up in a daze, must be different from the usual calmness, and even had a cute meaning.

When Shi Ling was in high school, he would occasionally lie on the table to catch up on sleep, and occasionally shrunk his nose when he looked obedient. I just want to touch Shi Ling's head.

Just thinking about it, Fu Bai couldn't help but feel itchy in his heart, like a cat's paw scratching himself, looking forward to it.

Just walking around the apartment several times, Fu Bai was dumbfounded - there was no one else but himself.