Rebirth of the Lost Me

When I was young, I lived at my grandparents' house. Yang Qing knew how to treat guests, but he never treated guests like that once. Firstly, not many people would come to see him. Secondly, he didn't want to bother himself, so he just sat up straight. Physically, the pups beside him were quite strong, barking instinctively in a low voice.

"You are Yang Qing? You are the one Wang Yi came looking for these days? Do you know that he is someone else's husband?"

Yang Qing finally knows who this woman is. He knows that Wang Yi is married, but he doesn't care too much. Wang Yi said that she has no feelings, but from this point of view, it is Wang Yi who has no feelings. This woman still has feelings in her heart. Wang Yi's, otherwise why would a woman marry a man who obviously doesn't like women.

"I am his wife, Yang Qing, you are a man, young and rich, what kind of man can't be found, why bother to fight with me? I have been with him for two years. Without a single child, it's like a real couple, Yang Qing, you can do me a favor and let us go!"

Yang Qing gently put his hand on the top of Xiaoyi's head. He often touched the hair there, and it seemed to feel better than other places. The sun was weak and it was almost dark. Yang Qing didn't talk to anyone, especially women. Experience, I just want to wait for Wang Yi to handle it by himself. If Wang Yi wants to be with him, then he should show some sincerity.

"Why are you so shameless as a man? They have a good relationship between husband and wife. If you want to come here to intervene, you will be happy to see us divorced? You are still a student, right? School will start soon, and you are here After a few months, you will pat your ass and leave at that time, have you thought about what we will do! I ask you to talk to Wang Yi, and you should leave earlier."

"Sister, Wang Yi said that you know he likes men, and there is nothing between you, so I am not a third party. If you really feel wronged, Wang Yi is the one you should appeal to."

"Don't be too arrogant, you are in our village, here are all my people!"

"Then what can you do to me? I have nothing to ask you, so there is nothing to be afraid of."

"Homosexuality is perverted. People in the village know that they won't let you stay here! They also have sons. As long as I say you will arrest their sons and turn them into homosexuals, they will drive you away!"

Nowadays, there are still many places where there is indeed discrimination against homosexuals, just like his former hometown. Yang Qing knew that this person did not exaggerate at all. The rural people are enthusiastic, but they are also open to the outside world. It is really possible that they will be driven away. Compared with the past few days in those few years of life, Yang Qing suddenly feels reluctant.

"Then you can tell."

Yang Qing picked up the puppy and got up and walked into the house. He closed the door for the first time, and when he entered the house, he still felt extremely cold.Yang Qing felt that his heart was extremely empty, just like the chaotic years in his last life, when these years were like this, only the ultimate sex could satisfy him, so that he would not think too much about other things.Yang Qing just sat against the door, as if he couldn't exert any strength on his body.

Yang Qing wanted to forget for a while, even though he knew that it was not good to sleep with different men, but he just couldn't control himself. At this time, he couldn't even tell whether he was the self who had been depressed for many years in the previous life, or whether he was with him in this life. Another person who shares a body with himself.

I never thought that one day a person would affect me like this, and I fell down along the door, still curled up, and fell on the cold ground without knowing it.

That night, Wang Yi didn't come. If he didn't come the next day, Yang Qing might have been sleeping on the floor with a fever. Wang Yi came over at noon the next day. Yang Qing was already hot at that time, and Wang Yi also I don't know how long he slept like that, but when he touched his hot body, he was immediately frightened and sent him to the hospital in the town.

Yang Qing slept until two days later, and what satisfied him was that when he woke up, he saw Wang Yi beside him. Before he opened his eyes, Yang Qing was thinking, don't wake up at all, let the one in his body Just live by yourself, this is his life!He doesn't want to care about any heartbeats, he just wants to return to zero and return this body to another self.But waking up to see Wang Yi is something to be happy about, at least it's better than being alone after waking up.

"Qing'er! You're awake, I almost sent you to the hospital again!"

"How long have I slept?"

"It's been more than a day! Qing'er, how do you feel now? When you woke up before, I shouldn't have listened to you, and I shouldn't have come back. Everything can be treated in time in the hospital. This sleep lasted for more than a day. Well, the fever has subsided, no, I have to go to the hospital to see if there are any sequelae."

"It's a bit noisy."

Yang Qing pulled the quilt to cover his head, and lifted the quilt again when he recovered. He thought that according to Wang Yi, he must have come out again, but he didn't know if Wang Yi saw anything.

"Then I won't talk. You have slept for so long. Do you want to get up and take a walk? The sun outside is nice today. I'll carry you down to bask in the sun, just to dry the quilt too, okay?"

"Don't you have to go home today?"

"I told her, come and accompany you!"

Yang Qing knew that the woman Wang Yi was talking about was his wife. Yang Qing couldn't explain why he was so angry with that woman that day. He really didn't like that woman. It is true that he intervened between husband and wife. Even if they had no feelings, he was the one who destroyed the family. Yang Qing could speak those words to that woman confidently, but he couldn't lie to himself, that's why he felt so uncomfortable that day.

"Go back, since I'm awake, I'm fine."

"I'll stay today, Qing'er. If you feel that I'm uncomfortable here, then I'll go down. Call me if you have anything to do. I'll be right below."

Sometimes you already like someone, but you can't be together for many reasons.

Yang Qing thought, the life here is really not suitable for him, he is still suitable to stay in the indifferent big city.