Rebirth of the Lost Me

Originally, the injury on his body was quite serious, plus he hadn’t eaten for two days after the operation, and his blood sugar was low. Yang Qing just felt that he was in pain, and even his head was dizzy. It’s not like there were times when he didn’t eat for two days , but for some reason today, I really want to eat, but it is impossible for him to play with his temper and ask Zhang Rin for food.

After staying in the hospital for two days, Yang Qing also noticed that the little boy by the window was left alone, and the nurse brought him three meals a day, and waited for him to eat before taking away the tableware.The children are very quiet, often sitting motionless by the window for a long time, but they seem to be looking at them more, as if they are very interested in them, but when Zhang Rin asks him, he doesn't open his mouth, Yang Qing I wonder if he can't speak anymore.

When Zhang Rin was not around, the ward was very quiet, only Yang Qing and the little boy were in the ward, and none of them would take the initiative to speak.Two days after the operation, Yang Qing could barely sit still, and he asked Zhang Rin to buy him a book, otherwise it would be too boring to just lie down every day.

The lights were always on in the ward, even though it was getting late, Yang Qing didn't notice it, and the afternoon passed before he knew it, and the children's dinner tonight was a fried eggplant with minced meat, after the nurse brought it in, Put it on the small table on the bed for him, told him to eat it while it was hot, and went out. Yang Qing looked at it, then silently turned his head to the side.

Yang Qing remembered that during the period before his college entrance examination, he was so busy with his study tasks that he had no desire to eat, so Wang Yi would cook something for him in different ways. Among them, stewed eggs were usually used as a midnight snack. After two o'clock, I was already hungry. It would be great to have a bowl of stewed eggs at this time, but that time has passed, and the person who can make delicious meals has already left.

After inexplicably thinking of Wang Yi, Yang Qing's mood became depressed. The first thing he saw was probably the child on the bed next to him. The child looked up at him several times. Yang Qing was immersed in the memory, and there was no noticed.

It's not that hard to forget someone.

In his previous life, he tried his best to forget Zhang Rin's time. After thinking of Zhang Rin, it seemed that as long as he closed his eyes, he was always in his mind.But now I don't have such an unforgettable feeling for Wang Yi, it seems that everything has passed, but only the scar on his leg reminds how stupid he was to hurt himself for that person.

The child's thin hands struggled to scoop out a few spoonfuls of eggs from the bowl of stewed eggs, put them on the rice, and then got off the bed with both hands. His thin body was not much higher than the bed, and then he struggled to reach Carefully holding the bowl of rice towards Yang Qing.

Unexpectedly for a long time, Yang Qing felt that his eyes were wet again, but he knew that this did not mean that he still liked him.Just as he was about to reach out to wipe, he felt someone pushing him, then he opened his eyes and saw a child holding a small bowl and handing it to him.

"Eat, don't cry."

The child's voice was a little hoarse, as if it was a waste of effort just to say these few words, but Yang Qing's heart was filled with warmth as he looked at it with big eyes full of hope.

"good to eat."

The child is only five or six years old, and he stayed in the hospital for two days. He has heard about the child to some extent. The child is a child of a single-parent family. His mother gave birth to a child out of wedlock. His grandma didn't recognize them, and when he was four years old, his mother also had a car accident and left. At that time, his grandma still refused to recognize him.Afterwards, the child could only be sent to an orphanage, but after only a few days in the orphanage, he was found to have a congenital heart disease and was sent to the hospital until now.This is what Yang Qing heard from Zhang Rin yesterday. At that time, the child fell asleep, and then Zhang Rin whispered to him. He didn't feel anything at the time, but now when the child is holding his meal for him to eat, Yang Qing Why does Qing feel so sad?

Yang Qing knew that he couldn't eat now, and his attending doctor insisted that he fart before eating. If it was normal, Yang Qing would bear it no matter how hungry he was, but now such a small child let him eat , how could he refuse.

"Thank you, I'm full."

The child's mouth moved, but no sound came out. He still didn't say anything, took the bowl, returned to the bed, and continued to eat the rest of the meal with Yang Qing.In fact, Yang Qing ate four or five mouthfuls in total, and the rest was enough for children.

Whether it was before rebirth or in the past few years in this life, Yang Qing seldom had the desire to talk to anyone, but seeing the child opposite him obediently eating with a spoon, Yang Qing suddenly had the desire to talk, he couldn't imagine What does it feel like to be alone in the hospital for such a child with no relatives? Has he already felt the loneliness that does not belong to his age at such a young age?Yang Qing lived alone, he understood that feeling, and just because he understood, he felt even more distressed.

In his previous life, Yang Qing had already clarified his sexual orientation, and he had already decided that he would not choose to get married because of other people's opinions. Of course, it is impossible to have children. In this life, he has never adjusted his own emotions, and of course he has never thought about these things. But just now, he desperately wanted to give this poor child a home.

He may not be able to raise a child, but he can always do it by giving him a home, feeding him and clothing him warmly, it is better than staying here alone.

What are the procedures for adopting a child?Yang Qing didn't know, but he thought, didn't Zhang Rin say he liked him, then leave it to him, and when he is discharged from the hospital, he can take the child home with him. After adopting the child, he will have a family again. No, this family will not leave him like Wang Yi did, and will stay with him for a long time.

Yang Qing thought that he might not be able to take care of him alone at that time, so it depends on Zhang Rin's performance. If he is still like this, it is not a problem to treat him better, but he wants him to be as dependent as Yang Qing It's impossible for him to like him.

When Zhang Rin came back, he took a lot of books, because Yang Qing said he wanted to read the books of the first semester of freshman, and then Zhang Rin picked some professional books and brought them over. When he came, he happened to meet Yang Ran, so he let him We entered the ward together.

Yang Ran also came here yesterday. It was the first time that Yang Qing saw this younger brother since his parents divorced. It has been 20 years since his last life and this life. Yang Qing still recognized him at a glance.

After all, Yang Ran didn't tell his mother about Yang Qing's injury and hospitalization. She just wanted to come and see Yang Qing every afternoon after class. It's been a long time since I saw Yang Ran. Yang Ran's impression of his brother has long been blurred. I think everything is fine, even if he talks to him for a long time, he just returns a smile.