Three unlucky lives

After thinking about it, KTV is better, although it is very old-fashioned.

A few people laughed and entered the private room, ordered songs each, and took two decks of cards, Lin Siwei ordered the song Xia Ling sang today, the lights dimmed, Lin Siwei spoke slowly, his voice was very clear.In the dim light, Lin Siwei looked at Fang Shi obsessively. Fang Shi was playing cards with them, and he didn't see Lin Siwei's eyes.After the song was over, he returned to a corner of the sofa and sat down, lowered his head and inadvertently wiped the corners of his eyes lightly.

Xia Chen was looking at Lin Siwei the whole time.When he opened his mouth, he felt that his mood was very unstable. Later, when he saw Lin Siwei staring at Fang Shi, and lowering his head to wipe the corners of his eyes, he seemed to understand something.He was a little surprised, but he didn't hate Lin Siwei for it. On the contrary, he felt a little unbearable.

Because there is something to look forward to, it will be more disappointing.

Time passed quickly as the winter came and went, and it was the senior year in a blink of an eye. Lin Siwei started to study hard two years ago, and his grades soared all the way, which shocked many people.And Lin Siwei's mentor was very happy. He had long thought that this kid was a good seed. He just didn't pay much attention before, but now that he has worked hard, he is really outstanding.

Fang Shi was also very pleased to see Lin Siwei's changes. He resigned from the chairmanship in his junior year and went to the Fang's branch in H City as an intern.Now that the senior has taken the position of general manager, no one knows his identity, it is all his own hard work.But Lin Siwei walked further and further away when he saw Fang, he didn't want to let himself go further and further away from him, so he worked hard, just to be able to stand by his side and accompany him.

Lin Siwei's increasingly excellent grades have gradually attracted the attention of various tutors.Lin Siwei's tutor is an old professor with a white beard and always wears a Tang suit in class.He called Lin Siwei to the office, "This is the training for excellent students from Country M. Country M is a big economic country in the world. It is always good for you to study. I will leave in April this year for a period of three years."

Three years, neither short nor long, enough to forget someone, and enough to fall in love with someone again.After three years of separation, will Fang Shi still treat him like this?

Lin Siwei told his mentor that he needed to think about it, and he would reply in three days.He returned to the dormitory in a daze, only Xia Chen was in the dormitory, "Linzi, what's wrong with you? How did you lose your mind?"

"The tutor recommended me to study in country M."

"Isn't that great? What a great opportunity, no one else wants it."

"For three years."

Xia Chen understood it as soon as he heard it, and he was silent for a while, "Is it because you are worried that Fang Shi will have someone else by your side after you come back?"

Lin Siwei looked up at him in astonishment, "Tianchen, you know?"

"I knew it a long time ago," Xia Chen said lightly, "I guessed it when you were in the hospital before, and some things that happened later made me sure."

Lin Siwei didn't know what to say for a while.

"I have no prejudice against you. We are friends. Whether you like men or women, we are still friends." Xia Chen used a flat tone from beginning to end, but Lin Siwei felt very moved.

"Lin Zi, let me express my opinion, just listen to it." Xia Chen put down the book in his hand, looked at Lin Siwei squarely, his eyes were clear into the water.

"I think you can go. On the one hand, you can try to cut off the other party's thoughts, so that even if there is someone around Fang Shi in the future, you will not be too sad; on the other hand, if Fang Shi has been around for so many years. , I think, that is your opportunity, the opportunity to express your heart. When you come back from abroad, you are enough to be by his side. Three years, whether it is long or short, you can choose Forget about him or love him with all your heart."

Xia Chen picked up the book and read it after finishing speaking, without waiting for Lin Siwei's response.

Listening to Xia Chen's words, Lin Siwei just covered his face with his hands, not knowing what he was thinking.Time stood still for a long time, until Lin Siwei took out his mobile phone and called Fang Shi, "Ah Shi, is there anyone in your dormitory? I have something to tell you."

Fang Shi heard Lin Siwei's confused voice, "It's just me and Song He, Sisi, what's wrong with you?"

Song He is also there, that's fine, let's see what Xiaohe thinks. "Then I'll go over now, you wait for me for a while."

After hanging up the phone, when Lin Siwei was about to find Fang, Xia Chen held him back, "Lin Zi, calm down."

"Well, I see, thank you Tianchen." He looked at Xia Chen's calm eyes, and gradually calmed down.

Lin Siwei knocked on the door of Fang Shi's bedroom. After Fang Shi opened the door, Lin Siwei sat down at the table and took out a document with a solemn expression.Seeing that he and Fang Shi had something to say, Song He was about to go out to avoid it, but at this moment Lin Siwei said, "Xiaohe, listen to it too." Song He was a little puzzled, but sat down anyway.

"Ah Shi, our tutor recommended me to study in country M," Lin Siwei paused, "I will go for three years, and I will leave in April this year."

Fang Shi frowned when he heard that he was going to go for three years, "Sisi, this is an opportunity. But for three years, I'm worried that no one will take care of you."

Lin Siwei didn't speak, Fang Shi continued: "Actually, three years is very short. I will support you whether you go or not."

Lin Siwei looked at him, and said slowly, "But three years is a long time for me." It's really long, and I can't stand not seeing you for a day.

Song He now knew why Lin Siwei wanted him to listen too. He asked himself to help him choose.

"Sisi, no matter what decision you make, I will support you."

"I left you for three years, will there be other people around you, other friends, and then forget me?"

Hearing this, Fang Shi looked into Lin Siwei's eyes, full of entanglements and struggles, and he told Lin Siwei seriously, "No. Even if you haven't been by my side for 30 years, you won't." Word by word, slowly and solemnly .

Lin Siwei was in a daze when he heard Fang Shi's promise to him.

Song He sent Lin Siwei downstairs, "Xiaohe, what do you think?"

"Linzi, I think this is an opportunity for you to let go. If you really can't let go, after four years, there is no one around Fangshi except you, maybe you don't have to worry too much."

"Hehe, you said the same thing as Tianchen. I see, let me think about it again."

Lin Siwei called his family and told his family about this. Father Lin expressed his support, but mother Lin was worried that no one would take care of the child outside for three years. "Sisi, you go abroad alone, and no one is by your side , I can’t accompany you when I was young, how can I let my mother rest assured.”

When Lin Siwei heard his mother mention Fang Shi, he laughed at himself, even his mother handed him over to Fang Shi as a younger brother to take care of.He asked Mother Lin to call Lin Juan, "Brother, what do you think?"

Lin Juan was silent for a while, "Go Sisi. Let yourself go."

Lin Siwei's eyes turned red when he heard his brother say that, "Then, what if I don't let him go?"

"Three years is enough for you to fall in love with someone again. The world is big, there is not only one time."

Lin Siwei hung up the phone, sat on the bed and stared blankly at the phone, Fang Shi, do I really want to let you go?After you know, will you be sad?

In the end, Lin Siwei bit his lip and decided to try to put it down.

Before Lin Siwei went to study, his birthday was approaching. In previous years, he always made regular preparations, and this year was no exception.Fang Shi arranged to stay at Yishiju, and invited Lin Siwei's roommate and Song He.A group of seven people came to Yishiju, and Chu Dian gave Lin Siwei a new Amani men's watch; Zhang Chao still gave the most simple gift, ordering a double-layer cake; Song He took out a pair of exquisite cufflinks Xia Chen took out an exquisite wooden box from his bag, "I will open it after you leave." Lin Siwei took them one by one.

Several people sang the birthday song together, "Happy 23rd birthday to Lin Siwei!"

Lin Siwei smiled happily, "Thank you everyone. I am very happy."

"Sisi, make a wish."

Lin Siwei closed his eyes, hoping that his family and Ah Shi are safe and healthy, and that I can put down Shi.I also hope that there will be someone who loves him as much as himself by his side and will always be with him.

Blowing out the candle, Fang Shi took out a necklace with a piece of emerald green and moist jadeite hanging from the bottom, "Sisi, I hope this piece of jade can protect you for me." Fang Shi lowered his head, approached Lin Siwei, and carried the jadeite for him neck.

Lin Siwei touched the jade on his neck, the texture was smooth and delicate, as clear as clear water, he knew it was Fang Shi's intention.

They drank a lot of wine, Lin Siwei was really drunk this time, Fang Shi wanted to send him back to the dormitory, Chu Dian thought what was wrong with this, if Lin Zi lost his consciousness and said everything, then he went down His determination was in vain.So he hurried to help Lin Siwei and prepared to take him back by himself, but Lin Siwei was drunk and unconscious, both Lin Siwei and Chu Dian were 178 in height, it was really difficult for Chu Dian to get this drunk back alone.At this time, Xia Chen helped Lin Siwei on the other side, looked at Chu Dian, and said nothing.

"Old Fang, we can just send Lin Zi back, and you and Song He should go back sooner too."

Fang Shi was speechless when he saw that the two of them had taken them away before he could answer.

The two brought Lin Siwei back to the dormitory. Lin Siwei lay sideways on the bed, hugged himself tightly, and let out suppressed but uncontrollable low sobs.

Chu Dian lit a cigarette, sat on a chair, looked at the moonlight outside the window, and listened to Lin Siwei's cry.Xia Chen walked to Lin Siwei's bed, squatted down, and stared at him, even though he was crying, he was still so pretty.Xia Chen took the tissue, gently wiped away the tears on his face, covered him with the quilt, and patted his back until Lin Siwei fell asleep.

"Lin Zi fell asleep?" Chu Dian said, his voice a little hoarse.

"En." Xia Chen responded in a low voice.

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