Three unlucky lives

He knew it must be Lin Siwei who didn't let anyone tell him, so he deliberately said, "Didn't Lin Zi tell you? We all know Wen Wen."

Fang Shi pursed his lips and said nothing, Xia Chen saw that his stimulation was in place, so he ignored him.

"I'll go later, the ward number will be sent to my phone." Fang Shi left the bar after finishing speaking.Xia Chen looked at the back of him leaving, and sighed, Lin Zi was obviously so nervous, did he never find out that he loved the wrong person?

Fang Shi drove to the hospital, he dialed He Chuanrui's number, "Chuanrui, you don't need to come over later, I have something to do."

"what happened?"

"Sisi... is in the hospital, I'll go and see him."

"Okay...then you go and see him first." He Chuanrui hung up the phone and sat on the bed in a daze. He knew that Lin Siwei was a threat, and he always knew it.He used to believe that Fang Shi loved him, but since Lin Siwei came back, he watched Fang Shi get along with him, and felt that Fang Shi loved Lin Siwei no less than himself, and the only difference was that Fang Shi loved Lin Siwei. Lin Siwei's doting seems to have become a habit.

When Fang Shi came to the ward, Lin Siwei turned his back to the door and seemed to be asleep.Fang Shi took off his suit jacket and put it on the sofa, and sat in front of Lin Siwei's bed with a chair in his hand.Looking at his pale face and his increasingly thin face, he felt very distressed.

Fang Shi just quietly looked at Lin Siwei's sleeping face.Three years later, he has changed a lot, he is more mature than before, and his facial features have become more beautiful. When he is asleep, he seems very lonely, very lonely.Why didn't you tell me you were sick?Are you really estranged from me?Fang Shi thought a little bit disappointed.

As soon as Lin Siwei opened his eyes, he saw Fang Shi sitting in front of him. He was still a little confused, and habitually called out, "Ah Shi, you are here..."

The natural dependence pleased Fang Shi, "Well, I'm here."

Lin Siwei's eyes gradually became clear, and his voice was suddenly guarded, "Why are you here?"

Fang Shi was a little displeased with the defensiveness in his tone, but he didn't mind, "I heard that you were sick, so I came to see you. Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

Lin Siwei turned his head and didn't speak.Seeing his stubborn face, Fang Shi didn't ask any more questions.He could feel Lin Siwei's rejection of him, but he didn't know the reason.

"Have you had dinner?"

"I've eaten." Lin Siwei turned over and turned his back to Fang Shi, "Don't disturb me, I'm going to sleep."

"Okay." At that time, he was always pampered unconditionally.

Lin Siwei opened his eyes in the dark, not knowing where to focus his eyes.Suddenly he felt a hand pat on his back, "Sisi, can't you sleep? Just pat."

Lin Siwei's memory went back to ten years ago, when Fang Shi used to lull him to sleep like this in high school, however, memories are always the most hurtful.At that time, he didn't love him so much, and everything could be redeemed.Lin Siwei had a sore nose, and when he asked Fang in a low voice, "You don't know why I was hospitalized, do you?"

"Well, I don't know, you didn't tell me."

"Too much alcohol intake leads to gastric bleeding." Fang Shi quickly thought of the whole bottle of foreign wine that Lin Siwei drank on his birthday.

Lin Siwei obviously felt a pat on his hand, heh, Fang Shi, your heart aches too.

"Sisi, I'm sorry." Fang Shi apologized in a low voice, and continued to pat him on the back, while holding the other hand tightly.Fang Shi thought of Lin Siwei's hospitalization in college. At that time, he clearly promised in his heart that he would protect Sisi in the future, but he failed. The reality gave Fang Shi a resounding slap in the face. hurt yourself.

"Sisi, I'm sorry, it's all my fault. I promised you to protect you well, I'm sorry."

Lin Siwei held back his tears, "Hmph, I don't care. Anyway, you already have that He Chuanrui, so you still care about me?"

"It's not Sisi like this. I said that even if I have a loved one in the future, you are still very important in my heart."

Even now, Lin Siwei still has a hard time accepting that Fang Shi said that he has a lover, "How important is it? More important than He Chuanrui?"

Fang Shi hesitated, "You are different."

After hesitating and answering for a moment, Lin Siwei laughed in his heart, he still couldn't compare to him, couldn't he?But Lin Siwei didn't want to just give up on Fang Shi, it was too difficult, he couldn't do it.But Lin Siwei knew that Fang Shi didn't like to provoke He Chuanrui, so he could only bear it, enduring the pain that he didn't know when it would end.

Ring

In the next few days, Fang Shi came almost every day, and when he came, he just stayed with Lin Siwei all night.Although Lin Siwei told him that he didn't have to come every day, Fang Shi just smiled and didn't answer, and he still came every day.In the past few days, the relationship between He Chuanrui and the two has gradually improved a lot.

Mrs. Lin also came several times during the period, and she could see Fang Shi every time.Ever since she knew about Lin Siwei's feelings for each other, Mrs. Lin's thoughts were very complicated. She didn't know that Fang Shi had a boyfriend, but she just thought that Fang Shi didn't like men.In fact, Mrs. Lin is very contradictory. On the one hand, she is glad that Fang Shi doesn't like men, but on the other hand, she hopes that Fang Shi likes men. She doesn't want to see her son sad.Every time Mrs. Lin sees Fang Shi's meticulous attention to Lin Siwei, she is entangled again.

On this day, Lin Siwei was sitting on the hospital bed reading a magazine, while Chu Dian was holding the computer to handle business.Suddenly a person walked into the ward, Lin Siwei looked up and saw He Chuanrui walking over with fruit.

"Why are you here?" Lin Siwei frowned.In fact, he knew that He Chuanrui was really a good-natured person, and he had been making trouble for him all the time.

"I heard from Fang that you were sick, so I came to see you." He Chuanrui was a little embarrassed.

"Sit down." Lin Siwei pulled a chair for him.

He Chuanrui put down the fruit and sat down, not knowing what to say for a while.Chu Dian left the ward in good time.

"I know you already know." Lin Siwei took out an apple, found a fruit knife, and peeled it slowly, "That's right, I like Ah Shi."

Guessing in secret and hearing it with your own ears are two different feelings. When He Chuanrui heard Lin Siwei admit that he likes Fang, he was still a little shocked.

"I have liked him since I was 16 years old. After so many years, liking him seems to be my habit."

"I..." He Chuanrui didn't know what to say.

"Do you know why I want to go abroad?" Lin Siwei said casually, the apple in his hand was being peeled round and round, He Chuanrui didn't answer.

Lin Siwei didn't expect to get his answer, "I used to like photography. But since I discovered my feelings for Ah Shi, I made up my mind to study business. I don't like it at all, but I want to help him. Always be by his side."

Lin Siwei handed him the peeled apple, He Chuanrui took it silently, Lin Siwei took out a pear, "I was very relieved at first, because I have been by his side for seven years, and I have never seen him fall in love with anyone, so I I left without hesitation. I was so stupid, I thought it was only three years and many things would not change, but I never thought that after I came back, he would have you by his side." Lin Siwei said in a flat voice, so flat that it seemed talking about other people.

"I love him very much too." This is probably the only thing He Chuanrui can say.

"But you definitely don't love him as much as I do. There is absolutely no one in this world who loves him more than I do."

"Emotions don't come first and then come first."

"I know, do you know what my only mistake was?" Lin Siwei looked into He Chuanrui's eyes, and the latter shook his head.

"It's just that you don't have the courage to express your love for him." Lin Siwei took a bite of an apple, "I know him, it's impossible for him to fall in love with someone suddenly, you must have done or said something that broke your original love. Relationship."

Listening to Lin Siwei's words, He Chuanrui thought of his unintentional kiss.

"He Chuanrui, do you know? As time goes by, I love him more and more, and I become more and more cowardly. If I had the courage to be like you three years ago, do you think there is still a place for you now?" Lin Siwei said incredulously Said without sadness.

"I'm sorry, although I know it's mean to say this, but I won't give up Fang Shi to you."

Lin Siwei smiled and said nothing, if feelings can be easily let go, then how could he be in such pain.

"Does Ah Shi love you?" Lin Siwei lowered his head and asked softly.

"Well, he loves me." He Chuanrui hesitated when he said it, he actually didn't know if Fang Shi really loved him, but how could he show uncertainty in front of Lin Siwei.

"Heh..." Lin Siwei's wry smile was the only thing in the ward, and even He Chuanrui felt so sad when he heard it.But love is always selfish, if he is kind to Lin Siwei, who will be kind to him?

He Chuanrui checked the time, he was about to go back to cook for his mother, just like Lin Siwei saying goodbye and preparing to leave.Just as he was about to leave the ward, "Actually, I know you are fine, but I just can't help but target you, I'm sorry." Hearing Lin Siwei say so.

He Chuanrui was a little sad, he paused for a second, and then left.On Chu Dian's computer is his cell phone, which shows that recording is in progress.

Chu Dian returned to the ward at the right time, put away his phone, and chatted with Lin Siwei as if nothing had happened.

"Brother Chu, I know you've done something wrong, don't meddle in my affairs with Ah Shi." Lin Siwei's cold voice sounded.

"Oh, you've become uncute at all, okay, I get it." Chu Dian shrugged helplessly.

"Hmph, I heard that Simon has gotten very close to you recently." Lin Siwei jokingly