Three unlucky lives

With a smile, he stretched out his hand to rub Lin Siwei's forehead.Feeling the warmth of Fang Shi's palm, Lin Siwei stared blankly at Fang Shi, until Fang Shi withdrew his hand, he still hadn't recovered.

"Sisi, eat quickly, why are you staring at me?" Fang Shi reminded me aloud.

Lin Si came back to his senses violently, thinking that he had been staring at Fang Shi just now, he blushed immediately, buried his head in the bowl in a hurry, and picked up the rice indiscriminately.Fang Shi didn't pay attention to his abnormality, and just helped him pick up vegetables from time to time.

Lin Ju'an, who was sitting opposite Lin Siwei, stared at the two of them calmly, his face gradually sank, and a thought that made him very worried appeared in his heart.

After lunch, Aunt Lin made a fuss about cleaning up a room for Fang Shi.When Lin Siwei heard this, he was unwilling, and his black eyes rolled around, "Mom, what are you packing up? It's so troublesome. It's still the same as before. Ah Shi and I will sleep in the same room."

"You son of a bitch, how old are you two, and you still sleep in the same room, besides, you were tall and big when you were young, so it's not too crowded."

"Aunt Lin, it's okay, I won't be staying for long anyway, just squeeze with Sisi."

"That's it."

Mrs. Lin couldn't hold back her two children, so she had to give up.Lin Siwei lowered his head, showing a sneaky smile, thinking that if his mother insisted on letting Fang Shi sleep alone in a room, then he would sneak away and tear down the bed.

his kiss and choice

Fang Shi took out his clothes from his backpack, "Sisi, go take a shower first."

Ever since Lin Siwei figured out what he wanted, he hadn't slept in the same bed with Fang Shi, and he felt very nervous when he thought that he would be in the same bed with Fang Shi soon.

Lin Siwei lowered his head to let the water flow down his cheeks, his mind was turning back and forth, and when he turned off the tap, Lin Siwei wanted to test whether Fang Shi would also fall in love with him.He looked at himself in the mirror, his lips were red and his teeth were white, and the corners of his eyes smudged by water vapor were red. He took a bath towel, wrapped it around his lower body, deliberately threw the clean underwear he brought into the bathroom on the ground, and took a deep breath. He opened the bathroom door and walked out.

Fang Shi was leaning on the bedside reading a book, when he heard the movement in the bathroom, he raised his head to look.Fang Shi saw Lin Siwei with his upper body up and his hair still dripping water. The water droplets ran down his cheeks, slid over his Adam's apple, collarbone, and the pink-brown dogwood, and swirled around in his small navel, and then Drained under the towel.Fang Shi felt that his mouth was dry, and he watched Lin Siwei walking towards the bed step by step.

When he was about to get to the bed, Lin Siwei stumbled over his left foot and stumbled over his right foot. During the process of falling on the bed, he secretly tore off his loosely wrapped bath towel.Immediately, Lin Siwei threw himself into Fang Shi's arms naked.

Fang Shi looked at Lin Siwei's upturned and white back mound in front of him, the scent of Lin Siwei's shower gel wafting from his nose, Lin Siwei's firm skin under his hands... His Adam's apple rolled unconsciously, he closed his eyes, calmed down, Helping Lin Siwei up, "Sisi, why did you run out without wearing underwear?"

Lin Siwei heard his calm voice without waves, as if a basin of cold water had been poured over his head, and his heart was cold, "The underwear accidentally dropped on the floor and got wet."

"Why are you so careless? I'll get you a clean one. Put the quilt on quickly, so you don't catch a cold."

Lin Siwei sat under the quilt sullenly, and Fang Shi brought him clean underwear and pajamas, and Lin Siwei put them on silently without saying a word.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Fang Shi knew that something was wrong with him, but he just thought that he was naked in front of her just now and was shy, so he took his clothes and went into the bathroom to take a shower.

Lin Siwei lay sideways on the bed, although he knew that Fang Shi might not like him, but when he saw Fang, he didn't respond, but he felt extremely sad.He didn't know how he and Fang Shi would end up. Judging from the present situation, hehe, he laughed at himself and closed his eyes.I'm afraid there is no result.

Lin Siwei knew that his love might never be reciprocated, but he still loved it without hesitation. In the days to come, even though his body was covered with scars, he never looked back and swallowed all his tears and unwillingness alone.

Fang Shi walked out of the bathroom and saw Lin Siwei carrying him on his back, breathing long, thought he was asleep, saw his hair that was not yet dry, frowned, took out the hair dryer from the bathroom, turned on a small setting, and gently helped Lin Siwei Hair blowing.

Lin Siwei slowly opened his eyes behind his back, his fingers caressed his hair lightly, with a warm touch, again and again.Lin Siwei was attached to the warmth Fang Shi gave him, he wanted to hug him tightly and kiss him, like a moth to a flame, he couldn't help himself.But he knows he can't.He can't even tell him his love.Lin Siwei knew that he had to swallow the sadness and pain brought about by this unexpressed love, he couldn't say it, he couldn't show it.

Lin Siwei heard Fang Shi behind him put away the hair dryer, lay down beside him, and fell asleep.Not long after, Lin Siwei heard that Fang Shi's breathing was getting longer and longer. He sat up, lifted the quilt, walked barefoot to the side where Fang Shi slept, sat on the floor, and looked at Fang Shi.The moonlight outside the window penetrated into the room and fell slightly on Fang Shi's face. His sleep was very gentle, no longer the usual indifference.Lin Siwei stretched out his fingers, tracing his facial features in the air.This is the man I love, he is handsome, gentle and considerate to me, but unfortunately, all his love for me is based on family affection, my love is not responded to, maybe I will die alone, watching him get married and have children, grandchildren Around the knee.Thinking of this, Lin Siwei's eyes turned red unconsciously.He lowered his head, with full of piety, touched Fang Shi's lips lightly, God knows how much he didn't want to leave, but he still forced himself to leave immediately.Ah Shi, this is the first kiss between you and me. Although you will never know it, I will never forget it in my life.Lin Siwei lay down on the bed again, leaning against him, looking at his face, and gradually fell asleep.

Outside the door, Lin Juan looked at the two in shock, holding tightly the hand on the doorknob.

The next morning, Fang Shi opened his eyes first, and Lin Siwei curled up with his head on Fang Shi's shoulder, sleeping soundly.Fang Shi got up lightly, tidied himself up, covered Lin Siwei with the quilt again, and left the room.At this time, the Lin family had already served breakfast, and Mrs. Lin waved to the other party, "Hi, did you sleep well last night? Come over for breakfast."

Fang Shi sat down as he said, "I slept well, thank you Aunt Lin, then I will start."

Lin Juan came down from the stairs, his complexion was not very good, there were two dark circles under his eyes, "Xiao An, what's wrong with you? Did you not sleep well last night?" Mrs. Lin was a little worried.Lin Juan gave Fang Shi a strange look, "It's nothing, I have some things to deal with, I slept late."

Lin Juan looked at Fang Shi, who was quietly eating breakfast, with a complicated expression on his face. He never thought that this kind of thing would happen to his beloved brother.Fang Shi raised his head, and saw Lin Juan looking at him with a complicated expression, and was about to ask, when Lin Siwei came down from upstairs, rubbing his eyes, "Sisi, come and have breakfast."

"Well... Got it." Lin Siwei sat down in a daze, his eyes still a little confused.Seeing this, Fang Shi brought him a glass of milk and put it in front of him, "Sisi, drink a glass of milk first." Fang Shi instructed Lin Siwei to move one by one, and after drinking the milk, Lin Siwei's mouth was stained with milk, but he couldn't help but Know.Fang Shi looked at him amusedly, picked up the handkerchief on the table, squeezed Lin Siwei's chin, made him turn to him, and wiped off the milk stains for him.Lin Siwei looked out of state, looking at Fang Shi blankly.

Fang Shi patted his head, "Okay, don't look at me, let's eat." Lin Siwei started to eat breakfast quietly.

Lin Juan looked at the interaction between the two, and his expression became more and more weird. This happened before, but Lin Juan didn't think much about it at that time. Now when he saw his younger brother kissing Fang, and seeing this scene again, he seemed to feel that everything was actually a sign. I didn't think about that.

Lin Juan thought for a long time, but decided to talk to his younger brother, so he called Lin Siwei into his room while Fang Shi was going shopping with Mrs. Lin.

Lin Siwei looked at his brother's serious face, confused. "Sisi, do you know that your door was not closed last night?"

As soon as Lin Juan's words came out, Lin Siwei was stunned for a moment, and then he realized that his face turned pale instantly, "You, you, did you see that?"

Lin Juan looked at his younger brother's instantly pale face, and suddenly regretted his decision to understand clearly, but the words had already been spoken, and it was impossible to take them back. "Sisi, do you know what you are doing? You are 17 years old and should be responsible for your actions."

Hearing what his brother said, Lin Siwei felt a desire to confide in him, "Brother, since you've seen it all, I won't hide it from you. That's right, I like Ah Shi, no, I love him. Maybe I fell in love with it a long time ago, I just didn't know it then."

When Lin Juan heard his brother's generous confession, he became angry, "Lin Siwei! Why didn't I know you were gay?! Do you know how much weight you have to bear when you say it! If your parents know, they will never agree!"

"Hehe," Lin Siwei smiled wryly, "Brother, you are thinking too much. He doesn't love me, he just treats me as a younger brother. He has never had love for me. I dare not tell him my feelings for him. I am afraid of him. After finding out, he will hate me and avoid me." Lin Siwei's eyes were red, "Brother, I can't tell him, I feel suffocated when I think that one day he will avoid me like a snake and a scorpion. There will be no result between me and him. , what he likes are women, even if he doesn't dislike me, he will never fall in love with me." Lin Siwei's eyes were filled with tears, and he just stared at Lin Juan like that, but it seemed he wasn't looking at him.Lin Siwei's eyelashes trembled, and tears rolled down one after another, "