Whose family love is incomprehensible

Chen Yishu glanced at the phone every once in a while, until the lunch break, the phone didn't ring again, he put the phone back in his pocket a little disappointed, feeling that Zhang Siqin probably wouldn't reply to him again.

"Senior, is get out of class over?"

Chen Yishu had just finished packing halfway, when Zhong Lingyu had already arrived.She was standing beside his table, tilting her head and looking at him, she looked very lovely.

Chen Yishu nodded silently, Zhong Lingyu approached him and took him by the arm, and said to him with a smile: "Then let's go, I have reserved a seat in the West Wing, let's eat there today, okay?"

Chen Yishu has always had no objections, and she made arrangements with her, but Zhong Lingyu asked him what he thinks day after day, which really made people feel comfortable, and felt that she really valued him.

Although I am very grateful to her, but at the same time...Chen Yishu looked at Zhong Lingyu calmly. This girl is good in everything, good-looking, good-tempered, talented and eager to learn. From her daily expenses, it can be seen that her family background is also very good, but None of these touched his heart, Chen Yishu gradually felt the pressure, his feelings were not equal to her dedication, it was very unfair to her, he felt it was time to say goodbye.

Chen Yishu recalled the gentlemanly manners that his mother forcibly instilled in him when he was obsessed with the eight o'clock stalls. It was the first time he took the initiative to serve Zhong Lingyu, opening the door, pulling the chair, properly arranging the order and serving, tidying the tableware for her, and adding rice clips. vegetable.He can also be so relaxed and relaxed, and he can also be thoughtful and meticulous.

Zhong Lingyu stared at him blankly for a long time, then suddenly realized that this person was not born that way, he could do everything, but he didn't want to do it.Thinking about it like this made her even more sad, but at the same time Zhong Lingyu was very happy. There should be only a handful of people in this world who can see this side of this person. She is so lucky, so lucky... I want to cry.

"Sister, we are not suitable, let's break up."

When Zhong Lingyu heard this, even though she had a premonition, tears still fell all at once.

Zhong Lingyu tried to make herself laugh, "Senior, is it difficult to like me?"

Chen Yishu smiled and said with a sense of loss: "You are fine, it's my problem, I probably don't know how to love, and I don't want to waste your time."

Zhong Lingyu shook her head and said, "How can there be someone who can't love? Senior, we won't be separated, you can try again, okay?"

Chen Yishu looked at her apologetically, expressing the emotion in his eyes: "I'm sorry."

Zhong Lingyu shook her head desperately, she lowered her head, tears were pattering down, but kept silent, as if she would not let him see.She was silent for a long time before she said in a choked voice: "Is it because of Senior Zhang Siqin?"

Chen Yishu was stunned, a little surprised and a little dazed, "Why is it because of him?"

Zhong Lingyu raised her tearful eyes and looked at him with red eyes. After a long time, she said in a hoarse voice: "Okay, let's break up, but can you promise me one thing?"

"You said."

"Senior, you don't matter who you like in the future, just don't be with Zhang Siqin. If you let me know, I'm afraid I can't help but take revenge on you."

Chen Yishu was even more at a loss, "How could I be with Zhang Siqin?"

Zhong Lingyu shook her head, said with a sad smile: "Anyway, remember my words, I will really take revenge on you."

Then he picked up his bag and rushed out the door.

Chen Yishu watched her run downstairs and a taxi came, but didn't chase her.

He sat quietly by the bed, looked up, saw the snowflakes peeling off from the gray clouds like ashes, staggered to the ground, but they looked pure white, and then they were trampled to pieces.

Beautiful things can't always be kept, no matter they are black or white, they will disappear.Everyone is a passer-by in someone else's life, and the only thing that can stay warm is the fleeting time.

But he couldn't even hold on to that bit of warmth, obviously as long as he held on to it, it would be fine, even if it didn't belong to him.

It's so cold when people are alive.

Suddenly she lost the desire to draw, and felt a little tired. After paying the bill, Chen Yishu wrapped herself in a scarf and hat, and walked slowly towards her home.

His home is really close to the school, three stops away from the bus stop, so it is right to take a walk after dinner.The highest floor of the old-fashioned residential quarters does not exceed six floors. Every household is surrounded by rusty iron railings washed out by the rain. Old big-character posters are pasted on the yellowed walls. Together, it looks uniquely retro and friendly.

Chen Yishu has been very popular with the old people in the yard since he was a child. Even if his temperament is subdued, every time he passes by, the grandparents downstairs who are drinking tea, playing chess, chatting and dancing will still greet him, and occasionally give him some snacks for their grandchildren.

Just like just now, Grandma Sun in Building No. [-] stuffed him with two white rabbit toffees. She always said that he liked to eat them when he was a child, but Chen Yishu couldn't quite remember.But it should be right, Chen Yishu peeled off one and threw it into his mouth, the rich milky fragrance spread around, so sweet that it almost flowed out from the corner of his eyes.

Chen Yishu opened the door with the key, and a gust of warm air came blowing in, carrying the familiar smell of food.

Lin Jiahui turned her head unexpectedly, looked at him and said, "Are you back? Why is it so early today? Have you eaten yet?"

Chen Yishu showed his most perfect smile and said, "I've eaten."

Lin Jiahui nodded, turned to continue watching TV, and asked casually: "Did you eat with your girlfriend? Why did you come back by yourself? Why don't you go play with others? It's okay for the two of you to be bored in the studio and draw all day long." , at least try to change things to make adjustments..."

Chen Yishu responded while changing her shoes, put down the things in her hands, walked behind Lin Jiahui and hugged her suddenly, "Mom, I want to ask for two days off, I won't go to school for these two days."

Lin Jiahui was taken aback by him, "Ouch! Why is your child walking silently! You scared your mother to death! What's the matter? What happened at school?"

Chen Yishu buried her head in the hollow of her shoulder, and said in a muffled voice, "It's nothing, it's just that we broke up and I'm in a bad mood."

Lin Jiahui put down the bowls and chopsticks, dragged him to sit down in front of her, frowned and asked, "Ah? Why did you break up? Didn't you say that girl is pretty good?"

Chen Yishu stretched out his arms to hang on her body as if cheating, "Zhong Lingyu is quite good, but I am not good, I am not good enough for him."

Lin Jiahui hugged him, and patted him on the back, "Nonsense, what's wrong with you? Have you been wronged? Tell Mom."

Chen Yishu closed her eyes and shook her head, "No, it's just cold and I want to take a rest."

When Lin Jiahui touched it, his hands were really cold, and she quickly pushed him up, "Get up, get up! Put on your clothes, what are you doing here, rubbing against the radiator."

Chen Yishu was greedy for the warmth of her body, and waited for a while before obeying: "Okay."

Chen Yishu walked into the room and closed the door. He stood motionless behind the door, the temperature on his body gradually dissipated, and the emotions on his face disappeared without a trace.He fell onto the bed as if exhausted, rolled up the quilt, and didn't want to move again.

He hates winter, his strength is always lost very quickly, and strange thoughts always pop up in his mind.

Chen Yishu was thinking about what Zhong Lingyu said last, and she didn't understand when he made her think that way... He and Zhang Siqin?How could it be...... Well, in fact, he was aware of it.The sense of anticipation that popped up from time to time recently and always made him feel anxious, and the sense of loss that the expectation failed, were not normal.

But so what?Playing a normal son has exhausted all his energy, and he really doesn't have the energy to care about someone else at the risk of getting hurt.Especially people like Zhang Siqin, that kind of people... who seem to care about him more than the sun, who live in two worlds with him... and he's still a man...

Thinking of this, Chen Yishu couldn't help laughing, he must be crazy, if he really dared to think about it, what the hell would he do?

The author has something to say:

This chapter begins to turn to the perspective of Gongjun. The author wants to try to express everyone's cognitive errors about themselves and others. By changing the perspective, it can be clearly seen that this is not the collapse of the characters.