Whose family love is incomprehensible

What's it like to have a boyfriend?Zhang Siqin observed the female friends around him, and felt that there was not much reference value. I don’t know why girls’ personalities change drastically when they talk about love, and they become emotional, so they ignore many things, and they become stupid in the eyes of boys.

Not only did his boyfriend not become stupid, but it was as if the cycad tree had blossomed and opened up, and his femininity index skyrocketed.From his cup of coffee in the morning, he can infer who he is with other people, and what time he can get off work in the evening, which is really amazing for my male god.

Chen Yishu failed to sign a contract with Evergreen, but after the recommendation of Director Sun, he successfully signed a new gallery with great potential.Zhang Siqin resigned from the company during his internship and went to the city where the gallery was located with Chen Yishu. Finding a new job was not difficult for him, after all he had a very good-looking resume.

To put it bluntly, the current state of the two is living together, and the progress is really rapid.However, they have done all the good things with a negative distance, and they have nothing to be hypocritical, and they quickly entered the old man old man state.

Zhang Siqin's family unexpectedly let go first, the only male who was spoiled and spoiled, and Zhang Siqin is really good at coaxing people, so he softened after a long time.

Because of this, Lin Jiahui's side became more invulnerable. Chen Yishu was always stopped by Zhang Siqin when she wanted to quarrel anxiously. The parents could understand, anyway, they were young, so they took it easy.

Fast forward seven or eight years, at the age of 28, Chen Yishu should have won a very important award in the industry, but unexpectedly missed it.

He met an old man surnamed Zhong under the stage, sitting beside the old man was a proud lady, he passed by without realizing it, but was stopped, "Chen Yishu, don't you recognize me?"

Chen Yishu could only turn around helplessly, and greeted the woman, "Long time no see, Zhong Lingyu."

Zhong Lingyu looked him up and down for a moment, with a complicated expression, "You have changed a lot, senior. You used to be like an independent fairy in the world, but now you are full of fireworks in the world."

Chen Yishu has good manners, Zhang Siqin taught him how to avoid being picked on by others, and now he can do well by himself, "Student girl is absurd, I am an ordinary person in the world, so naturally I have to live like a human being. I didn't understand it before. How much the fun has failed the spring, but now I see the spring is still better than before, and the blooming season is not missed, I am very relieved."

Zhong Lingyu was stunned for a moment, with tears in her smile, "It's really... changed, it's very good, senior, you are so good. I think I can do what he did for you, but it's a pity that we met too late. After all, you are not willing to give me this chance again? Forget it, after today is over, I have done what I said, and we will not lose each other from now on. "

Chen Yishu looked at the young talented man behind her looking for someone, and said with a light smile: "Since the lover has arrived, don't miss the flowering time, take care."

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Chen Yishu went home and told Zhang Siqin about this. Zhang Siqin laughed half to death at their polite conversation, and didn't pay attention to what Chen Yishu wanted to express at all. went.

I thought that there was no ripple in this matter, and it sank directly into the lake, but I didn't expect that Zhang Siqin's whole body was wrong from that day on. He had frequent nightmares at night, and stared at him silently for a long time during the day without speaking.

In previous years, he liked to celebrate Chen Yishu's birthday the most, and Chen Yishu also liked to hear him say "Thank you for being born in this world, for giving me the opportunity to meet you." I feel that my existence has been endowed with important meaning.

But this year, Zhang Siqin's attitude was extremely wrong, as if he was frightened by something, he always looked at him in panic, Chen Yishu had a bad premonition, but there was no trace to be found, and he didn't know what happened.

Ten days later, he knew that something had happened, but something was going to happen.

Lin Jiahui was involved in a car accident and was "coincidentally" rescued by Zhang Siqin who ran back to his hometown who didn't know when. Lin Jiahui had no scratches and Zhang Siqin was knocked out and fell into a coma.

When Chen Yishu received the news, she was completely dumbfounded.He rushed back to his hometown in a hurry, calling out to Zhang Siqin, who was weak on the hospital bed, and no one woke up for a whole week. One couldn't stand it anymore and passed out.

Lin Jiahui cried bitterly.

Looking at the two children, the Zhang family felt extremely helpless. They had no request but that they would wake up safely.

How long is two years?If it is calculated according to the standard of living like a year, it is not an exaggeration to say that it seems like a lifetime away.

When Zhang Siqin opened his eyes, Chen Yishu thought it was an illusion, until the illusion helplessly raised the corners of his mouth, and asked him weakly with his most familiar smile: "Chen Yishu, how long have I been asleep?"

Chen Yishu stumbled and rushed over, lightly held Zhang Siqin's hand as if falling into a dream, and replied: "You have been asleep for two years..."

His voice was already choked up in the end, even hoarse than Zhang Siqin's.

Zhang Siqin's eyes lit up, he pulled him and asked, "What year, month and day is it today?"

Chen Yishu pressed the bell to call for a doctor, and answered in a hoarse voice: "January 27, so-and-so."

Chen Yishu looked at Zhang Siqin as if he had breathed a sigh of relief, suddenly regained his energy and looked good, and sighed: "That's great..."

Chen Yishu was frightened half to death, thinking that this person was a flashback!Shouted in a panic: "Doctor! Doctor!"

Lin Jiahui and Zhang's grandparents came together with the doctor for questioning. Zhang's parents and elder sister could not stay in the hospital for a long time due to work reasons, but they also received the news at the first time and asked for leave to come here.

The ward was full of chaos and excitement for a while, Zhang Siqin held Chen Yishu with his backhand and never let go of him, and it took him a long time to feel alive, "Fortunately, you are still here."

Zhang Siqin's voice was low, and Chen Yishu could only hear it when he focused all his attention on him. He was a little puzzled, but he was not entangled. He could feel the real pulse at his fingertips. He bit him lightly, "You stole my lines. It should be me who said it's okay, you're still here, thank God."

After more than a month of various examinations in the hospital and receiving visits from relatives and friends, the ward finally returned to calm. Zhang Siqin looked at Chen Yishu with slightly raised eyes and a smile on his lips. It was Chen Yishu's favorite appearance. Holding Chen Yishu's hand to let him sit down beside the bed, she said next to him: "Finally, there are only two of us left."

"Yeah." Chen Yishu stroked his pale palms that had lost a lot of weight, turned her face and said in a hoarse voice: "But you still need to rest and recover."

Zhang Siqin froze for a moment, caught a glimpse of someone's red ears from the corner of his eyes, he smiled lightly and leaned over to kiss him lightly, which made Chen Yishu almost jump up, "Where are you going, I just want to say that we finally have time to talk gone."

Chen Yishu froze when she heard the words, she refused to turn her head no matter what she said, her ears were red as if they were about to bleed.

Zhang Siqin didn't have the strength in his hands, and he didn't force him, he just leaned his head on his back and said softly: "Chen Yishu, I have a secret to tell you, even my parents don't know it, do you want to listen?"

Chen Yishu looked back at him suspiciously, then turned back like lightning, and said decisively: "Yes!"

Zhang Siqin thought that this should be a long story, but it was unexpectedly short.

In his story, Chen Yishu is a talented sculptor with autism, who has been unknown at home for a long time after graduation because of ignorance and communication barriers.Zhang Siqin, who is already an IT elite, occasionally saw his left works in the library during a reception accompanied by leaders.Just as he fell in love with his paintings at first sight, Zhang Siqin in the story also liked Chen Yishu's sculptures very much. He was invited by his alma mater to give a speech during a school meeting. One year, they were 28 years old.

Nowhere did Zhang Siqin seem to have changed. After getting to know each other, Zhang Siqin went looking for Chen Yishu every now and then, which almost took up all his free time. His heart and the way of getting along are also inclined to the kind of hospitality that adults associate with, making everyone around him think that he likes Chen Yishu, and making heartless jokes on the sidelines, he managed to make Chen Yishu take it seriously, but he himself Didn't know this.

Chen Yishu's birthday is on January [-]th. His mother died unexpectedly on January [-]th. On the [-]th, Zhang Siqin brought a fake girlfriend to introduce Chen Yishu to him. Three days later, Chen Yishu committed suicide and died.

Zhang Siqin regretted it too late, he didn't know that Chen Yishu also liked him, when Chen Yishu asked him whether he liked him, his only instinct was to panic, to cover up the matter, but it created an irreparable situation .He got drunk all day long in grief, and one accidentally fell into the river and died.

That day was January 27, two years after Chen Yishu's death.It was also the day when Zhang Siqin from another time and space woke up and returned to his own life.

Maybe it's because the remorse is too deep in my heart, Zhang Siqin in the story hopes that the other self can be happy.

Zhang Siqin from another time and space would dream of another life of his own since he was a child. Maybe it was a day, maybe a week, and the highest time was a month. He possessed the ability to predict the future in a disguised form.This made his study less strenuous and gave him a lot of time to do other things, but his heart was always empty, cold and windy, until he met Chen Yishu, he suddenly had a kind of The predestined sense of fulfillment seemed to have found the missing piece of the puzzle.It's not like he didn't feel weird before. This feeling came without warning, but it was fierce. He suppressed it for a long time before he dared to admit from the bottom of his heart that he really loved him.

He didn't dare to tell Chen Yishu this before, because he didn't understand the reason himself, and the resistance caused by that panic has been buried deep in his heart until he learned the reason two years ago, on the eve of Chen Yishu's birthday.

He must save Lin Jiahui, otherwise he will lose his lover.

With this thought in mind, Zhang Siqin fought desperately and changed their fate.

When Chen Yishu heard this story, she turned around a long time ago, stared at Zhang Siqin, and grasped him tightly with both hands. Zhang Siqin could hear the trembling voice of his teeth, "I... When I was young, I first studied sculpture. Yes, but I gave up, I felt that something bad would happen if I continued, so I gave up, do you think it has something to do with the story you told?"

Zhang Siqin's heart trembled in pain, he hugged his lover with his backhand, "It doesn't matter if it's related or not? We are not them."

"Then why don't I remember? Are you reborn?"

"I'm not, they are probably parallel time and space. I went to that world after I was in a coma, and I saw the expectations of that Chen Yishu and that Zhang Siqin. That Chen Yishu didn't give you the memory, probably because he was too sad, you originally He is such a sensitive person..."

Zhang Siqin rescued Lin Jiahui in a car accident. When he closed his eyes and opened them again, he saw the quiet young man turned his head slightly, his eyes that were always blocked by the too long bangs were completely exposed, looking at 'Zhang Siqin' clearly in black and white, It's so close, it's filled with only him.

Zhang Siqin was only surprised for a moment, he realized that it was not him, it was him in his dream, or he in another world, he usually sees the world through his eyes, but this time he can dissociate Outside of the matter, he was an outsider watching, could it be that...he died?Zhang Siqin didn't dare to think about it, he suddenly felt his heart beating faster, with a heartbeat, he should still be alive!No, no, it wasn't his heartbeat, it was...

'Zhang Siqin''s heart beat instantly like an explosion, and his breathing was out of rhythm.

"Do you like me?"

The young man's voice was as calm and gentle as his own, but just a few words in such a light tone seemed like a basin of ice water was poured on his head, extinguishing all the thoughts of 'Zhang Siqin', and his boiling heartbeat stopped for a moment. When the fire broke out, panic spread out like a plague, draining every ounce of vitality from his limbs and bones. At that time, there was only one sentence in his blank mind that looped endlessly—he knew it!

'Zhang Siqin' tried his best to discern the young man's intention and emotion when he said this with his remaining power of observation, but the young man remained expressionless as usual, except that his brows were slightly furrowed, appearing a little troubled. 'Zhang Siqin' tightened his numb fingers, stood up suddenly, and tried to laugh like usual: "Of course, we are good friends! I don't like who do you like?"

Then run away.

The next day, 'Zhang Siqin' borrowed a colleague's girlfriend's cousin to whitewash peace at the price of a project. He didn't say what the relationship between the girl and him was, but he was too intimate in front of the young man. The young man kept silent and didn't say anything. That tens of millions of craftsmanship temporarily made two small doll sculptures for them.

'Zhang Siqin' was very happy that the young man was so easy to fool, but he was more disappointed. He couldn't help but hope that the young man would lose his temper with him because of this, and that he was special in his heart.

Before leaving, the young man said to 'Zhang Siqin': "Everyone knows that you like me, but you don't know it yourself. I misunderstood."

'Zhang Siqin' wondered what this meant all night, and he didn't dare to see the young man for three days. He never thought that that would be the last sentence the young man said to him.

When he learned from the gossip of the big sisters in the square that the young mother who was dependent on each other passed away in an accidental car accident a week ago, 'Zhang Siqin' no longer cared about his pretentious little thoughts that could not be put on the table, and turned to the youth's residence. Run wildly.

But, it was too late, he came too late.He put it on the apex of his heart, the young man who had silently promised to keep him safe for the rest of his life, lying on the gray-white bed dyed dark by the red paint flowing from his own wrists, his bones were cold, and he had been gone for a long time.

That scene was too cold, even though Zhang Siqin knew that the lifeless person lying there was not his lover, but how could he deny that it was also Chen Yishu, that was Chen Yishu!

'Zhang Siqin' felt his heartbroken grief!

Chen Yishu hugged the trembling Zhang Siqin tightly, and comforted him: "That's not me, I'm here. Don't be afraid."

"It's great that we met earlier."

"Yes."

"Chen Yishu, everyone knows that I like you, I really like you, can you like me again?"

Chen Yishu looked at Zhang Siqin's suddenly bewildered face, froze for a moment, and gently hugged him, "Okay."

If time and space are reversed, we still choose to meet, love each other, and miss each other. Does this prove that we are destined by nature?

The fleeting time has passed, the love is still there, the person is still the same, the fate that cannot be untied by time and space, then it is incomprehensible.

Thank you for my love and the one who loves me, who was born into this world, and let me meet you.