Whose family love is incomprehensible

They said goodbye at the school gate, Zhang Siqin originally wanted to send him back, but Chen Yishu refused.Seeing Chen Yishu turn around, Zhang Siqin still couldn't hold back and asked him: "Chen Yishu, did you witness your father's death with your own eyes?"

Chen Yishu froze and didn't look back for a long time. He hadn't had this kind of reaction in front of Zhang Siqin for a long time. Zhang Siqin knew that the question was too much, so he opened his hand lightly.

Chen Yishu still didn't move, a soft "hmm" was almost blown into the wind.

Zhang Siqin blurted out, "It's not your fault!"

Chen Yishu answered quickly this time: "I know."

It is one thing to know some things, but it is very difficult to do them. If I could let myself go so easily, Chen Yishu would not be like this today.The appearance of Fu Hongjian reminded him that he was once as alive as Zhang Siqin, but unfortunately, it was only once.Chen Yishu wondered more than once whether his soul left this world with his father when he witnessed his father's death, so he was so out of place.

He's sick and he knows it.

This disease should be called autism. I heard that it is usually children who suffer from this disease. It is congenital. I don’t know if there are other cases of this acquired product. His mother didn't allow him to touch the computer, so he didn't have a chance to check it. Later, when he became seriously ill, he lost interest in checking it.

There are quite a few people who come and go around me over the years, but when they found out that he was sick, they all hoped that he would change like his mother. He changed over and over again, but those people were not satisfied, and finally left him. Yi Shu feels more and more that dealing with people is meaningless.Anyway, those who have to go will go, why bother to tear yourself apart to force you to stay, if you can't keep it, you are the one who hurts, but those people say that he is cold-blooded and ruthless, he doesn't know pain, Chen Yishu can't even make excuses Tired, simply ignore it.

I don't know when, he changed from unwilling to speak to really not speaking, and he hated contact with people more and more.Think about it when he was a child, he actually talked a lot, how did he become like this?Can't figure it out.Probably because he was sick.

In a blink of an eye, I have known Zhang Siqin for half a year. He is different from others, and lives a frank and self-willed life. Although Chen Yishu often feels that he has excess energy, she is generally envious of him, and occasionally yearns for his freshness. life.However, judging from today's attempt, I really can't expect something that doesn't belong to me. No matter whether I force it to stay or force it, the result will not be very good.

When will Zhang Siqin leave?tomorrow?next week?next month?Or can it last for another six months?Ah, as soon as someone finished fighting for him, he wondered when he would leave, isn't it good?It seems that he is driving people out... But he is so disfigured today, if Zhang Siqin still doesn't leave, can he treat him as a friend for a little bit?can you?

Chen Yishu asked himself, from the beginning, he would look back for Zhang Siqin, he would listen to all kinds of gossip about Zhang Siqin, he would be curious about what Zhang Siqin liked, and he would be happy because Zhang Siqin liked his paintings. Judging from these signs, he It seems that Zhang Siqin has long been regarded as a friend.Tomorrow, if Zhang Siqin comes to the studio again, he should pay more attention to him, and move him from the position of a friend to the position of a good friend.

Chen Yishu was secretly making up his mind, Zhang Siqin was hesitating and didn't know where to start, he was usually too talkative to die at a critical moment, but he couldn't find a suitable sentence, so Chen Yishu said "Thank you" to him and then bid farewell, went home.

Zhang Siqin stamped his feet angrily on the spot.On the way back, he thought about the aftermath of what happened tonight, so he called Zhao Zikun again, and Zhao Zikun directly promised to leave it to him, and asked Zhang Siqin to treat him to dinner later.Zhang Siqin liked to deal with such straightforward people, so he naturally agreed.

The matter was resolved, but Zhang Siqin was still unhappy. He always thought that Chen Yishu was born with autism, but unexpectedly, it was traumatic autism.After much deliberation, I still called my old sister again.

"Sister, are you busy?"

There was a voice from Sister Yu who was full of arrogance, "You know I'm busy and you still make eight phone calls in a row? Just get to the point, little brat, what's the matter?"

Normally, Zhang Siqin would have to have a chat with Zhang Aixuan in order to talk properly, but today he was not in that mood, and went straight to the point, "Sister, the autistic friend I told you about last time seemed to be because he saw him with his own eyes. Dad jumped off the building and died in front of his eyes, so what do you think we should do in this situation? Can you still be saved?"

Zhang Aixuan said in surprise: "Why does your voice sound like a mangy dog ​​dying, I thought it was a big deal, it's just autism, and you don't want to die."

Zhang Siqin: "I don't want to die, but my friend is very talented. It's hard to see him sitting in a small utility room all day long. No one knows him after studying for a year. I just want to ask if you have any questions." There is a way for me to help him."

Zhang Aixuan: "What can I do? I'm an orthopedic doctor, not a psychiatrist. If it's serious, let him see a doctor."

Zhang Siqin: "Aren't you minoring in psychology? Give me some advice. I can't tell people directly that you should go to the hospital. It's not like saying that you are sick. It's impossible for his family to not I know, I guess I’ve seen it too, and I might give up now.”

Zhang Aiqi: "Everyone's family has given up, why do you care so much?"

Zhang Siqin: "He is my friend, how can I ignore him when I see him every day."

Zhang Aiqi sighed: "Well, as long as it is not caused by congenital or acquired diseases, mental illness is essentially a post-traumatic sequelae, because everyone has a different personality, and the mental state they present is different. If you are autistic, it means that your friend is more introverted by nature. I am willing to fight with the outside world, so I closed myself up. For such a person, you just treat him well, and autism will naturally heal when you warm your heart."

Zhang Siqin hung up the phone very educated, but she didn't know that Zhang Aixuan was just talking nonsense. She minored in psychology when she was in college. She almost failed the exam because she failed the exam. How could she fight with such a shameful humiliation? What about the older brother?That's why it's so powerful.

Zhang Siqin was fooled by her for many years, until Zhang Aixuan suddenly recalled the memory of this day after a long time, although she felt that even if she hadn't said so at the beginning, things would have developed like that, but she still hoped that she hadn't said so back then , maybe, the ending of the matter will go to another fork.

After that day, Zhang Siqin didn't go to Qinghe Square anymore. He still often went to hip-hop clubs to dance, but he didn't go to Qinghe Square anymore.After hearing that Zhao Zikun was the one who helped in the beating, apart from the concussion and rib contusion that Chen Yishu ruthlessly beat up to Fu Hongjian, the three of them looked miserable, but they were all just flesh wounds, and they could be fined.

When Zhang Siqin said it, his tone sounded like he wanted to hit someone again, and Chen Yishu thought so too, but he waited and waited, but Zhang Siqin didn't really want to go, and Chen Yishu didn't know where the person was, so he had to give up.

Zhang Siqin didn't go to Qinghe Square, but Zhao Zikun did. He couldn't find anyone to play with, and suddenly had a lot of free time at night, so he asked Chen Yishu, "Do you want to learn to skateboard? I'll teach you?"

Chen Yishu was puzzled: "Why not dance?"

"Dancing is too tiring, and it's easy to get hurt. You sit still all day. If you accidentally sprain your joints when you learn that, it will be bad. Aren't you guys going to have an exam soon? It would be a big crime for me if you can't draw. Learn I can watch you on the skateboard and make sure you don’t fall, how about it?”

Zhang Siqin said this, of course Chen Yishu could only nod, anyway, he would do what Zhang Siqin said.

Zhang Siqin thought that Chen Yishu could ride a bicycle, and it would not be difficult to learn to skateboard. He didn't expect that he was so big that he couldn't stand up at all. He finally helped him up. Chen Yishu grabbed his shoulder and shook like a sieve. No matter what He couldn't stand still, and he fell decisively as soon as he let go.

Zhang Siqin was so teased that he couldn't stop laughing, his whole body was trembling with laughter, Chen Yishu helped him to shake even more, his legs were weak, he didn't know how to get down, he couldn't help but feel aggrieved.

Zhang Siqin saw it, smiled and grabbed his waist, "Come on, I'll count to 123 and you jump forward! 1, 2, 3!"

Chen Yishu closed his eyes and jumped, the firm touch under his feet told him that he had returned to the ground, and his legs, which had been holding on for a long time, suddenly bent, and he hugged himself and squatted for a long time, before he regained the sense of peace of mind that his feet were firmly on the ground.

Seeing that he looked like a quail, Zhang Siqin laughed out loud.

"Hey! Chen Yishu, how did you learn to ride a bicycle like this?"

Chen Yishu buried her head and answered him in a muffled voice, "My dad removed the training wheels when I was young, I don't know."

"You mean you originally rode the one with training wheels, but your dad secretly dismantled it for you. You don't know, so you just know how to ride it?"

Chen Yishu nodded, and Zhang Siqin smiled even more happily, "Why have you been so dumb since you were a child? Hahahahahahaha! The skateboard is the same, why don't I find you two rocks to support it first, and I'll give it to you when you get used to it. Quietly throw it away?"

Chen Yishu blushed and shook her head, "It's different, the skateboard doesn't have to be supported."

Zhang Siqin understood his words carefully, and asked him back: "You mean that skateboards don't have seats and handrails like bicycles?"

Chen Yishu nodded.

Zhang Siqin laughed, "Didn't you grab me just now? Why? Think I can't support you?"

Chen Yishu shook her head quickly.

"Then what do you mean?"

Chen Yishu pursed her lips, "It's just... flustered and helpless..."

Zhang Siqin clicked his tongue and said: "According to me, come on, come on, get up and try again. Just trust me more, really, don't be afraid."

Zhang Siqin pulled him up and brought him to the skateboard, "Come on, put your hands on my shoulders, put one foot in front of you first, and then step on the other foot when you feel stable...Yes!...Why are you shaking again? ?”

Chen Yishu obeyed, and then the time seemed to go back to 10 minutes ago, everything repeated itself, Zhang Siqin couldn't laugh or cry.Seeing that Chen Yishu hadn't healed after shaking for 2 minutes, Zhang Siqin patted his butt and said in a low voice, "I'm supporting you, why are you panicking!"

Surprised by him, Chen Yishu jumped back reflexively and landed safely.

Zhang Siqin looked at his hands, then at him, and said with a smirk: "If you make progress, you can come down by yourself. Come on, continue, if you can't learn from Teacher Zhang, you will be spanked."

Chen Yishu never thought that she could refuse at all, and gave a lot of advantages to a restless and kind teacher in vain.

When he came home after the show, Chen Yishu's face was ashamed like a monkey's ass, but he still didn't learn it.

Zhang Siqin waved his hand and said, "Continue tomorrow!"

Chen Yishu staggered, turned around and ran away, and Zhang Siqin laughed loudly from behind.