underwater moon

Yue Zhongshan sent back an emoticon of a rabbit hugging, and transferred [-] yuan to Jiang Mingyue. Jiang Mingyue accepted it and said: "The loan is cash."

He also said: I went to buy clothes with it, thank you [Bow.jpg]

Yue Zhongshan transferred another [-], followed by the emoji of the rabbit hugging.

He is not good at chatting on WeChat, especially when he has nothing serious to talk about.

When he was on a business trip, the two of them made the most phone calls and seldom made videos, because Yue Zhongshan, who was opposite the camera, was always more serious than usual, with an expression like he was in a video conference.

The emoticon of rabbit hugging was sent by Jiang Mingyue before.

Jiang Mingyue sent another smiling emoji, and Yue Zhongshan also smiled.

Jiang Mingyue said: Don't you have a job now?

Yue Zhongshan replied: no

Yue Zhongshan sent again: Miss you.

Jiang Mingyue felt that he was not that bad at chatting, so she half-truthfully said: I don't miss you at all.

After arriving home, Jiang Mingyue planned to tidy up the closet, but found that the project was huge, so she quickly gave up.

No one played games, so he had to go to the study to read literature.

There is a message from Wei Dongdong in the work WeChat posted on the computer, asking him to meet at the school gate tomorrow afternoon.

Wei Dongdong called him several times and asked him to eat at home, but Jiang Mingyue didn't answer.

Yesterday Wei Dongdong called again and asked him if he would go back to school this semester, and said that the grandma’s house in the country sent very good beef, which must be much more delicious than last time.

Jiang Mingyue agreed, not because of the roast beef, but because Wei Dongdong's mother later took the phone and told him to go.

Yue Zhongshan called at night, the two of them said a few meaningless words, suddenly there was a strange sound from Yue Zhongshan's side, the clothes rubbed against each other, and he seemed to be breathing a little.

Jiang Mingyue asked him what he was doing, Yue Zhongshan didn't speak, Jiang Mingyue asked again, Yue Zhongshan called his name: "Jiang Mingyue."

Jiang Mingyue suddenly understood. She felt her face was hot, but she didn't hang up the phone.

Yue Zhongshan said, "Speak."

Jiang Mingyue said, "The dirty buns I bought today are not tasty."

He stumbled and said, "Why is it so unpalatable, and it's also very expensive, one cost 25 yuan."

"I don't want to buy clothes with the 4 yuan you gave me. There are so many clothes, and the tags haven't been cut."

Jiang Mingyue felt that the phone was also very hot, and she didn't want to hold it anymore, and couldn't find anything to say, so she just wanted to hang up immediately.

He begged a little: "Is it alright?"

"Call my name."

"Yue Zhongshan."

Yue Zhongshan didn't speak anymore, and after a long time, he called Bian Jiang Mingyue's name again, his voice was a little hoarse, and he was panting slightly.

Jiang Mingyue said, "I really died."

Then hung up.

The next afternoon, he met Wei Dongdong at the school gate.

The two of them took Jiang Mingyue's car to Wei Dongdong's home in the old city. After getting off the car, Wei Dongdong said, "By the way, I'm still at home today."

"Which one is younger?"

"I told you about that last time." Wei Dongdong said, "The parking lot of Haigong University."

Jiang Mingyue knew that Wei Dongdong always recruited rotten peach blossoms as a school worker, and went to a resort with Jiang Mingkai. On Christmas Eve, he worked as a waiter at the party held by the Yue Family, and told Jiang Mingkai that he had a stomachache and could not go out with him overnight. .

Wei Dongdong asked him if he was in a bad mood, Jiang Mingyue said no.

After entering the door, Wei Dongdong introduced them to each other, "I am Fa Xiao, Feng Ting, a sophomore in the Marine Engineering University. The junior in the laboratory, Jiang Mingyue."

Feng Ting also recognized Jiang Mingyue, but it was just recognition, maybe because he didn't know the other times Jiang Mingyue had seen him, so it was natural and there was no other reaction.

He still wears that white shirt, probably because it has been washed too many times, so it looks soft and clean.

A pair of slender legs are wrapped under light blue jeans, and the trouser legs are rolled up, revealing beautiful ankles. He is sitting beside the square wooden table that serves as both a utility table and a dining table. He nodded, smiled, and said, "Come on, sit down wherever you want, and ask Wei Dongdong to pour you juice."

"Okay." Jiang Mingyue saw that he was really small, but also with pure tenderness, remembering Jiang Mingkai's vowed "one year older than you", she said, "You are a sophomore, and you are so young."

"It's quite small." Wei Dongdong poured two glasses of juice, one for Feng Ting and one for Jiang Mingyue, and then said, "March just turned nineteen."

"Then I'm older than you." Jiang Mingyue took the cup and sat across from him, watching him choose vegetables. Her fingers were slender, but overall they looked petite. "Three years older than you."

Feng Ting tilted his head, raised his gentle eyes, with a smile on his face all the time, and said, "Brother Mingyue."

Jiang Mingyue was a little embarrassed to tease him, and felt that Jiang Mingkai was really not human.

Fengting has been helping Wei Dongdong's mother all the time, and Wei Dongdong's father will also ask him to help him get something. It seems that there is a kind of familiarity that has accumulated over the years.

Wei Dongdong explained to Jiang Mingyue: "He took his younger sister with him, and he often ate at my house when he was young."

Jiang Mingyue groaned, thinking of Feng Ting in the resort and the parking lot of Haigong University again, she felt an indescribable feeling in her heart, which was different from any time she met him before.

When leaving Wei Dongdong's house, Feng Ting followed him downstairs, and Jiang Mingyue said, "Come and play when you're free."

Feng Ting nodded and said, "Okay."

Jing Yu called Jiang Mingyue several times, and Jiang Mingyue answered it for the first time, because she always changed an unfamiliar number, and never answered it again.

He received a text message, and Jing Yu apologized to him in a long way, and the harsh bell would ring every night, and on the fifth day, Jiang Mingyue went to the place where Yue Zhongshan was on a business trip.

It was 06:30 in the morning when we arrived, and it was almost [-] o'clock when we arrived at Yue Zhongshan's residence, but he was no longer there.

Although Jiang Mingyue told the secretary who told him his address not to tell Yue Zhongshan first, Yue Zhongshan came back less than an hour later.

He pushed open the door with the wind, walked in and asked Jiang Mingyue if he didn't want to move, why did he come again, Jiang Mingyue was held by him and kissed the side of the cheek, only said a word, Yue Zhongshan paused for a while After a while, it suddenly started to get angry.

Just like the day he found out that Jiang Mingkai was entrusting a law firm to draft the divorce agreement between Jiang Mingyue and him, his anger came intensely and quickly.

Jiang Mingyue never interrupted others, and patiently waited for him to finish his madness before saying, "What are you thinking? I don't want to quarrel, and I won't break up or divorce because of this kind of thing."

"If I said that so easily, there would be no need to come here."

"And I really can't figure out why every time there is a problem, the first thing you think of is that I want a divorce. I never knew that I was such an irresponsible person before."

Yue Zhongshan felt as if he had punched the cotton very hard. It was the first time he felt this kind of deflated feeling, because he was far from the other party's key understanding.

All the muscles in his body were still in a state of anger, but the first moment he heard Jiang Mingyue said that he was not going to break up, his reason told him that his reaction was completely wrong.

He wanted to refute, but thinking back to what Jiang Mingyue asked him when he came in, it was indeed just why he made such a stumbling block for the Jing family.

The tone wasn't even accusatory or disapproving.

"I don't care about the Jing family that much at all, I just want you to meddle in my affairs as little as possible in the future."

Jiang Mingyue's words were very cold-blooded, but her tone was actually very soft, she even sighed, she didn't push away Yue Zhongshan's hand that was still around his waist, but just wanted to make it clear: "If I didn't say I need help, it means I don't want to help you." Need, we should reach a consensus on this point, because only on the premise of mutual respect can a healthy relationship develop...you make me feel that there is more than one problem between us."

Yue Zhongshan's eyes were almost hurt: "It's not just your business."

It wasn't just about Jiang Mingyue, because Jing Yu made Jiang Mingyue forget that night, which caused Yue Zhongshan to receive a "disgusting" text message by mistake, and caused them to miss three years.

Jiang Mingyue looked up at him, pursed her lips, there seemed to be some hesitation in her eyes, and finally said, "Really."

Not a question, at least not Yue Zhongshan.

Jiang Mingyue asked herself if Yue Zhongshan would be willing to replace what happened that night with Yue Zhongshan, so that he could have no grievances, and would not feel horrified every time he thought about it.

The answer is no.

Jing Yu and Yue Zhongshan, the former is a classmate who pursued him crazily, while the latter is just a stranger who knows his name.

Yue Zhongshan could have other options, such as sending him to the hospital, or contacting his family, but Yue Zhongshan chose the solution that frightened Jiang Mingyue the most.

For a moment, Jiang Mingyue felt that he was cold-blooded and didn't know what to do, but he still couldn't feel any kind of gratitude or gratitude to Yue Zhongshan because of this, let alone call that night a matter between the two of them.

He was a little sorry for what happened to Yue Zhongshan, but later he agreed to give it a try, but in fact it was only because he had been together for a while after marriage.

After sitting for a while, Jiang Mingyue felt cold.He arrived here on a red-eye flight last night. In addition to the waiting time, he almost didn't sleep all night, so he was still very sleepy, and almost his whole body was in the most impetuous state.

Even though Jiang Mingkai and Xu Yingyu told him so much about Yue Zhongshan's "bad history" in the past, it was during this non-quarrel conversation that he was tired and sleepy, and it was the first time he felt that he and Yue Zhongshan so different.

Not only in the means of solving problems, but also in the interpretation and processing of emotions.

Yue Zhongshan is used to using the other party's guilt and the other party's debt to him to strengthen his relationship, which is precisely the way Jiang Mingyue can't understand the most.

He felt tired for the first time, and began to think about whether the promise he made to Yue Zhongshan was really good for Yue Zhongshan, reflected on whether he was really a suitable partner for Yue Zhongshan, and began to hesitate about the future of this relationship.

Maybe what Jiang Mingkai said is right, they are not suitable, and in the end, it will only make the belated separation more embarrassing.

Jiang Mingyue got up and went back to the bedroom, and Yue Zhongshan, who had not spoken any more, followed behind him.

Yue Zhongshan's residence in Linshi is large and empty, with almost no soft furnishings. From the photos he posted, it can be seen that it is just a model house with a good appearance. There is only a double bed in the huge bedroom, and the shelves are empty.

Jiang Mingyue only took off her socks, got into the bed with her clothes on, paused, and asked the bed, nailed to the foot of the bed like a wooden stake, as if she was afraid of being chased away by him: "Are you going?"

"Don't go."

"Then you come up." Jiang Mingyue pushed the two pillows together, and pushed the other pillows aside, "It's so cold, sleep with me for a while."

Yue Zhongshan quickly put the coat he had taken off on the back of the engineering chair, went to bed and hugged Jiang Mingyue into his arms.

He had just left the house not long ago, when he heard Jiang Mingyue coming, he hurried back excitedly, the chill on his body was still not gone after a quarrel.

Jiang Mingyue trembled a little, and leaned closer, putting his arms around his waist, feeling that it took Yue Zhongshan a long time to relax, the arms around Jiang Mingyue's back tightened, his chin rubbed against Jiang Mingyue's head, breathing It was no longer so heavy, and I slowly fell asleep.

He slept deeply, but was rather tired, maybe because he didn't take off his clothes, or because Yue Zhongshan crossed his leg and almost pressed most of Jiang Mingyue's body.

One of Jiang Mingyue's hands was placed on her stomach, pinched by Yue Zhongshan's belt, and a rectangular red mark was pressed out.

He moved slowly a few times, and Yue Zhongshan also woke up. Before he regained consciousness, he began to adjust his posture and stopped pressing Jiang Mingyue.

The two of them were still hugging each other tightly, the air was cold, and only the two of them were warm when they hugged each other.

Jiang Mingyue was lying in Yue Zhongshan's arms without opening her eyes, but when she heard him take a few sleepy long breaths and caress her back with big hands, her heart suddenly softened.

Thinking of what she said before going to bed, Jiang Mingyue regretted it for a moment, thinking that she could actually communicate in a more gentle way, instead of pouring cold water on the people who came to see him happily.

After being quiet for a while, Yue Zhongshan asked, "Are you still angry?"

Jiang Mingyue thought for a while and said, "I wasn't angry at first."

"I know."

Yue Zhongshan's voice was very low, he carried Jiang Mingyue up and moved him up to his shoulder, bent his arm back, and lightly touched Jiang Mingyue's hot side face with the back of his hand.

"I became unhappy later on." Yue Zhongshan said, "I didn't mean to ask me to sleep with you, but I changed my mind."

Jiang Mingyue didn't expect him to see his hesitation in a short period of time, and he felt more regret in his heart.

Thinking, did he also see that he was tired of this budding relationship at that moment.

If possible, he really didn't want Yue Zhongshan to experience the feeling of being abandoned or abandoned again and again.

More than ten years ago, Fang Peiyao said "I don't want you anymore" to the frightened Yue Zhongshan, and Yue Zhongshan would immediately apologize in fear and say "I was wrong".

The abnormal and wrong family relationship made him unable to face love skillfully. Although this was not Jiang Mingyue's fault, it was not Yue Zhongshan's fault either.

"I'm sorry, I was wrong. I was too impulsive to get angry with you." Yue Zhongshan subconsciously hugged Jiang Mingyue tightly again, and said with some difficulty on top of Jiang Mingyue's head, "Because I'm afraid you will shrink back. I I can't take it, Jiang Mingyue, if you give me hope and then say quit, I can't take it."

"I'll change it," he said.

"I will remember what you said. If there are problems in the future, I will not think of you wanting a divorce first. I will change it. "

Jiang Mingyue couldn't think of what to say. Like every time before, their conflicts came without warning, the point of quarrel was not the same, and the conflicts subsided so quickly that it was unbelievable.

He didn't ask Yue Zhongshan to apologize, but Yue Zhongshan always apologized.