underwater moon

Jiang Mingyue couldn't think of any place to go, and finally returned to Jiang Mingkai's office building again, and met Qiao still on the first floor of the building.

With a bunch of car keys in her hand, she hurried out. When she saw Jiang Mingyue, she stopped abruptly. Seeing that he was still going forward, she reached out and grabbed his wrist, which was cold.

"I was just going to pick you up, but no one answered the phone, and it's raining so hard, did you come here?"

Jiang Mingyue wiped the rain off her face, and brushed her hair back. The employees who didn't know who came and went, those who knew him or didn't know him, were all looking at him, nodding their heads as an answer to Qiao Yiran's words.

Joe still didn't ask any more questions, and took him to the elevator.

He took a shower in Jiang Mingkai's suite, and changed the T-shirt and pajama pants in Jiang Mingkai's closet.

He wasn't sleepy, but there was nothing he could do except sleep. He didn't sleep for a long time. When he woke up, it was still after four o'clock, but the rain had stopped.

The area of ​​Jiang Mingkai's lounge is not too big, just fit a bed, a single wardrobe and a sofa.

Jiang Mingkai was sitting on the loveseat sofa by the window, less than a step away from the bed for an adult, with a notebook on his lap, looking down.

As soon as Jiang Mingyue moved a few times, he didn't look up and said, "Someone brought food over, have some?"

Jiang Mingyue lay face up for a while before sitting up slowly.

It had been many years since this happened. In my memory, the few times Jiang Mingkai slept with him were when he was very young, and Jiang Mingkai was mostly reluctant.

But at that moment, Jiang Mingyue's coquettish energy came up, he didn't want his aunt, he had to be watched by his parents or brother to sleep, Jiang Mingkai had no choice but to sit in his bedroom and read comics cursing.

Jiang Mingyue has grown so big, except last summer, when Jiang Mingyue needed him, he was never by Jiang Mingyue's side.

Jiang Mingyue hugged her legs, buried her face in her knees, and rubbed her eyes on it. Jiang Mingkai didn't ask him any more, and walked out. After a while, Jiang Mingyue heard another knock at the door, probably because he had left the office.

Before going to bed, Jiang Mingyue chose a pair of dark green pajama pants, which looked very new, and put them on top of the pile of pajama pants, and took them with her.

I didn't notice it just now, but now I suddenly realized that the size is about the same as his, and the legs and waist are also suitable.

When Jiang Mingkai came in again, Jiang Mingyue stammered and asked him, "The pants don't belong to you, do they?"

Jiang Mingkai didn't pay attention either. Hearing that, he glanced at his lap, put a small table he got from somewhere in front of him, put a lot of insulated lunch boxes on it, and said, "It's new. I just bought it two days ago. Passed through, never seen."

After finishing speaking, he added another sentence: "If you are embarrassed, I will pay someone else."

Jiang Mingyue knew it was Feng Ting's, and she also remembered that he said Jiang Mingkai would not fall in love.

Jiang Mingkai sat with one leg bent, facing him across the table.

Jiang Mingyue looked at Jiang Mingkai's face, he was indeed handsome and attractive.

But Feng Ting used his photo as his profile picture, but at the same time kept secretive and didn't dare to show it too much. That kind of liking was different from liking him because of his good looks, and it was more poignant than Jiang Mingkai's face.

And Jiang Mingkai, who has a bad mouth and doesn't like crooked things, would also think of buying pajamas for Feng Ting.

Jiang Mingyue thought, Jiang Mingkai was actually talking about a very beautiful relationship.

Jiang Mingyue felt sorry for him, and didn't know how to say many things.

"I never asked you, did you have a fever in the detention center because of a cold? My aunt said it was a cold, but why didn't the fever go away?"

Jiang Mingkai didn't answer, just opened the lids of the lunch boxes one by one, and pushed the chopsticks towards his hand.

Jiang Mingyue picked up the chopsticks and said, "At that time, were you with Feng Ting? How did you tell him for such a long time?"

Jiang Mingkai was a little interested in this question, he smiled, the corners of his mouth curved obviously, as if he remembered something interesting: "I didn't say anything, I just thought I broke up with him, and sent me a WeChat scolding me."

"..." Jiang Mingyue said, "So cute."

Jiang Mingkai looked at him, his expression became serious again, rubbed the heel of his palm on his eyes, and said seriously to his red eyes: "Jiang Mingyue, it's not that I don't want to make him regret it now, and I'm patient , I was waiting to talk to you, but if you cry again, I can't guarantee that I will do anything."

Jiang Mingyue lowered her head and stopped crying.

He told Jiang Mingkai what the civil servant who went out in the afternoon told him. Jiang Mingkai didn't show any surprise when he heard the second half.

Jiang Mingyue sat in a daze for a long time and said, "You know."

Before he finished speaking, he wanted to understand again.

Jiang Mingkai stumbled, how could he not figure out which rock he stumbled on, Xu Yingyu was not so confused, it is hard to say how many of his friends have never heard a few words, there are only a few people in Haicheng, going back and forth , can there be any secrets.

Just a fan of the authorities.

Jiang Mingyue couldn't forget the New Year's Day, when Jiang Mingkai told him to ignore it in the future, "I don't care about anything", but now that I think about it, did Jiang Mingkai really set his heart on that day and tell him to make a choice?

Jiang Mingkai may just want to confirm how much sincerity Jiang Mingyue has given.

He probably hoped that Jiang Mingyue would not like Yue Zhongshan so much, but the fact that Jiang Mingyue finally got into Yue Zhongshan's car also told him that Jiang Mingyue had indeed fallen into a state that would hurt his muscles and bones.

Then he took a step back. At that time, all the things that he endured because of Jiang Mingyue were contained in that not-so-heavy punch. He was counting on Yue Zhongshan to sing the whole set. Jiang Mingyue knew.

Jiang Mingkai is sensible in everything, and he is not surprised by what Yue Zhongshan does, but Jiang Mingyue is always willing to have confidence in Yue Zhongshan, and there will be a sad truth in the end, but he has been unwilling to think too clearly.

"Then will something happen to him?" Jiang Mingyue asked.

"You let him die."

Jiang Mingyue propped her arms on the table, and slowly covered her face with both hands.

An action he often does recently is defined psychologically as shame and avoidance.

Perhaps before he himself realized it clearly, this relationship had already begun to overwhelm him.

Jiang Mingkai finally said in a cold voice: "Building a school, as long as you are an individual, you won't get confused. If you take a step back, the money is not much, so there is no need for a big company. It is necessary for the people below to eat a little." , but the fire can’t start, let alone him, the person you mentioned is also ridiculous, and he really pointed to this to make meritorious service.”

Jiang Mingyue said "Got it", and asked him for the divorce agreement that he had drawn up before, so he called Qiao Yiran to send it in.

Not long after it was typed, there was still the smell of the ink cartridge on it, and Joe was still carefully sandwiching it in the transparent cover.

Jiang Mingyue changed clothes to dry, and before going out, Jiang Mingkai said, "Call him and tell him to come out, and I'll be with you."

After finishing speaking, he changed his words again: "You don't have to go...and there is no rush for a day or two. You can go home if you want to go home. If you don't want to go back, you can live outside. Let Qiao still find you a key. I will talk to my mother first. Say, don't worry about anything."

Jiang Mingyue didn't agree.

It won't work if Jiang Mingkai comes forward. Yue Zhongshan won't let go when he is beaten to death. .

There is no difference between saying early and saying late to Yue Zhongshan. What Jiang Mingyue is afraid of is that she will not be able to delay.

He had committed the Madonna disease too many times at Yue Zhongshan, and even now, he dare not admit it, and he is still not sure whether the same wrong judgment will happen again.

If the sinking is long, then the sobriety will not go anywhere in a short time.

Layers upon layers of foreshadowing eventually lead to strangers, which is clear from a rational point of view, but still wants to leave room for emotion.

The reason why the predecessors said that the sharp knife cuts the mess is because the gentle knife will only make the mess worse.

When they got home, the aunt was busy with dinner. Jiang Mingyue didn't pay attention to what she said, but saw the same smile on her face as usual, she stood at the door in a daze, and then sent them all to leave.

After sending the message, Jiang Mingyue kept sitting upright on the sofa in the living room.

The sun outside the window set a little further, leaving almost only a dim yellow light, jumping up from behind the mountains, illuminating a small piece of sky.

He felt dizzy in his head, but he was very conscious, with many emotions lingering in his heart, but there was not much expression on his face.

It wasn't until dusk fell and the familiar unlocking music played softly that the door was pushed open again.

In the living room, only the two wall lamps in the corner near Jiang Mingyue were turned on, so the eyes fell on the door, and only a dim mass could be seen.

The movement of Yue Zhongshan putting down the car keys came late and slowly, so Jiang Mingyue guessed that he had seen the message he sent.

After another uncountable few seconds, the tall figure slowly appeared in the place where the light could reach.

Unlike the calmness he had when he left the house in the morning, his steps were heavy, as if he had fallen from a thousand weights, but his whole body was buoyant, as if he couldn't calm down.

Jiang Mingyue waited for him to approach, and was ready to meet his stern rejection or indifferent neglect. She leaned forward and pushed the divorce agreement in duplicate neatly placed on the coffee table: "I've signed it. What's the problem, if there's no problem."

He raised his head, met Yue Zhongshan's bottomless eyes, and said, "You know the content very well, it should be all right, sign it."

Yue Zhongshan was breathing heavily. He didn't read the two divorce agreements that Jiang Mingyue had signed and pressed his fingerprints on. He opened his mouth a few times but didn't say a word.

"I don't know. At that time, I thought you didn't want me." Yue Zhongshan's throat seemed to be filled with charcoal, and he spoke slowly and hoarsely, "I have no other choice."

"I don't want you, we're not together, you don't need another way."

Yue Zhongshan frowned fiercely, clenched his fists and let go, lowered his head and said, "Except for this, I can do anything, Mingyue, Jiang Mingyue, you know, what is the point of my life without you? I can do anything, don't say anything." divorce."

Jiang Mingyue's heart throbbed in pain, and after a while, she whispered: "Up to now, you are still talking about yourself, you can't leave me, then did you ever think that I am with you, Are you happy after all? Even if it’s disgusting, you still want to get married. When you first fell in love with me, that’s what you thought in your heart, right? Yue Zhongshan, I thought I understood, but today I don’t understand again. We got married because of you Love me, or want revenge on me."

"Of course it's because I love you." Yue Zhongshan interrupted him without thinking. He said the words "I love you" slowly, and then showed that very hurt look in his eyes, "How could I think of revenge on you."

"you love Me."

Jiang Mingyue didn't deny it, but just continued his words:

"After resuming school, I couldn't join the senior sister's group, and the professor ignored me at all. When I went to the laboratory every day, I could only wash the instruments. Others also played with me, but only Wei Dongdong was willing to tell me what he made. What do you know? It’s only good to do a little bit more, and it’s good to read some materials. Do you think I have a direction in reading papers? The professor is very dissatisfied with my impromptu picking, so I’m just blindly trying to figure out what I’m doing, but I I don't feel wronged, because people have to bear the consequences of making decisions, but now they tell me that everything is because of you."

"It was my father's death that gave you a great inspiration. Seize this opportunity and don't let it go. See how I am begging for help and bumping into walls everywhere. It suits you so much."

"Do you remember that I was crying when I got into your car in the rain? If I was doing well, why did I cry? My brother's secretary would always look sad when he saw me in the rain. Have you ever felt sorry for me? Why did I agree to marry you? It’s because I couldn’t find a big problem, but my brother couldn’t get out. He had a fever in the detention center. My mother was suddenly ill and had the same symptoms as my father. It was only because he was sent to the hospital quickly that he was fine. , I was so scared that I didn't dare to sleep at night, I was afraid that my mother would die too, Yue Zhongshan, but you don't care about these, I'm afraid you will be happier if all my family members die, you love me, that's how you love me, you ..."

"I said I knew it was wrong! Those are all from the past, it's not that you don't know me..."

Yue Zhongshan said this, but Jiang Mingyue's face didn't even have any fluctuations, and she shed tears, but it wasn't because of sadness. Yue Zhongshan could see it, and his heart was even colder because of it.

He felt short of breath in his chest, and the shirt and tie on his body were strangling him in extreme pain. He stood still, but felt that every bone in his body and even the nerve endings were trembling.

Jiang Mingyue used to be angry and wouldn't bring up the past, but he said a lot today, but he still didn't turn over the past. He just understood that Yue Zhongshan's "I was wrong" had never had much credibility.

Yue Zhongshan didn't know what was wrong, he only knew that Jiang Mingyue was unhappy, he would not be able to control Jiang Mingyue, he would lose Jiang Mingyue.

"There is another very small thing, I suddenly remembered. At that time, you fucked me every day, but I still went home once. Jiang Mingkai saw that I had a detergent allergy that was almost gone, so I went to the professor for dinner. I I never blamed you, and I didn’t insist on going through the back door or being special. I just want to ask you now, have you ever thought about being responsible for what you did? Have you ever thought about making up for the troubles you caused in other people’s lives? Why? I am loved by you, so I will be so unlucky?"

Jiang Mingyue picked up the divorce agreement, stood up, and handed it to Yue Zhongshan: "You may think I'm stingy, after all, many things have passed smoothly, and you can't figure out why this is not okay, but I I don't have anything else to say, and I don't want to hear any more. I'm sorry, sign to..."

Yue Zhongshan knelt down.

His knees hit the ground with a muffled sound, and before he knelt down without saying a word, Jiang Mingyue saw his red eyes.

He clung to Jiang Mingyue's leg so close that he could touch it with a slight bow. Jiang Mingyue subconsciously took a step back and sat back down again. Yue Zhongshan wrinkled the divorce agreement with one hand, and gently tried to hold it with the other. Jiang Mingyue's voice was hoarse, and after a long while, he uttered an intermittent sentence:

"Jiang Mingyue, I beg you."

Jiang Mingyue looked at him for a long time, so long that he didn't know when it was dark.

Jiang Mingyue suddenly remembered that many days ago, on this sofa, Yue Zhongshan told him, we can take our time.

He pushed Yue Zhongshan's hand away, stood up and said softly: "Yue Zhongshan, I'm with you, we, from the very beginning, made a big mistake."