underwater moon

"It's you who will never leave. If you are willing to cooperate, we would have already..."

Yue Zhongshan didn't want to hear Jiang Mingyue finish his sentence, so he suddenly covered his mouth.

"The Liang family is in catering and your family is in retail. What are your mother and brother thinking? What are the benefits of having you and Liang Zhou together?"

He gently covered Jiang Mingyue's mouth, so she could only blink her eyes.

"I reflect on it every day, wondering what else I did wrong." Yue Zhongshan spoke in a slow and calm tone, but it was only at this time that Jiang Mingyue felt his sadness, "But I don't know, so you really It's not waiting for me."

"I had some extravagant hopes before. I thought you might just want to teach me a lesson so that I would never dare to do it again. This effect has already been achieved. I will never dare again. You didn't know those things a long time ago. I didn’t dare to do it when it happened, but what I did at the beginning is not a piece of news, how can I withdraw it? Ever since you said divorce, I have always felt the same way, but today, I.”

Yue Zhongshan's throat suddenly choked badly at the beginning of this sentence, he turned his face away and slowly, the side face showed a deep fragility, the hand stuck behind Jiang Mingyue's ear and the side face was hot, for a while , then continued: "Suddenly I don't dare to think that way anymore. Are you serious, are you mad at me, or, you really want to know other people, and really, you don't want to be with me anymore."

A few days ago, Jiang Mingkai also asked Jiang Mingyue a similar question, and he made it very clear that after such a long delay, the supportive attitude and confidence given by his family are quite sufficient, and it is time to come to a result whether it is black or white.

If Jiang Mingyue has the mentality that he can try again, then as an outsider, he shouldn't get involved too much. Otherwise, Yue Zhongshan and him will still be a family in the future, but he will inevitably have knots in his heart and remember his greatness. The revenge of beating mandarin ducks.

Jiang Mingkai was not afraid of anyone who would bear his grudge, but Jiang Mingyue would always be caught in the middle to be in a dilemma.

If Jiang Mingyue insisted on getting a divorce, then he would stop teasing and flirting with Yue Zhongshan, and he would sue when it was time to sue.

At that time Jiang Mingyue was very insistent on his request for a divorce, but now Yue Zhongshan asked him in a different way if he was serious and never wanted to be with Yue Zhongshan again, Jiang Mingyue couldn't answer.

Yue Zhongshan was indeed here for a social event today, and he was wearing a very formal suit. He also said that someone needs to block the wine openly and covertly. It should not be an occasion with many subordinates. The status of each other is not high, no one can say for sure Who can use it on which day.

He didn't drink much, at least it didn't affect his thinking, but he didn't drink a lot, he described his actions as not as mature and experienced as usual.

It was also because he said these words too seriously, with the stubbornness of a teenager in his eyes, as if Jiang Mingyue's negative answer could really kill him, Jiang Mingyue began to have difficulty making a choice.

Jiang Mingyue found that she began to sway from side to side again.

Since high school, although Yue Zhongshan looked fierce, many people were afraid of him, and the children of the same generation of Yue's family did not have a good word for him, but at that time, he actually had no shortage of friends who surrounded him.

His childhood circumstances made him grow in an unusual direction, and his thinking and interpretation of feelings were different from others, but it did not make him lose his ability to communicate, and it can even be said that he cared more about the role of winning people's hearts in his life. proportion.

He understands better than anyone how terrible it is for a person to be in a situation of isolation and helplessness for a long time, and how important it is to have support. In addition, this kind of support can be obtained by exchange, which is really true for him. A wonderful thing.

It's just that the overlap rate between his friends and Jiang Mingkai's circle is very low, so if we are serious, Jiang Mingkai has very little contact with him in comparison.

But it may be because of the childhood friendship. When Jiang Mingkai was in college, Jiang Mingkai needed someone to help him send Jiang Mingyue back to the hotel, and Yue Zhongshan was entrusted.

Later, Yue Zhongshan planned to imprison his father Yue Meiyin at sea.

Even if a discerning person knows what's going on without even thinking about it, he is innocent because he didn't leave any actual evidence that contaminated him. But when Jiang Mingkai asked him, he didn't even make a fool of himself and admitted it openly.

A long time ago, Jiang Mingyue learned from Jiang Mingkai that it was the beginning of their severance.

Jiang Mingkai has no intention of reforming an ordinary friend, nor does he want to force his own three views on others on such an obviously emotionally indefinable matter. After realizing that they are not the same kind of person at root, they have no contact with each other. Pass.

At that time, Jiang Mingkai didn't know that Yue Zhongshan actually liked Jiang Mingyue. He didn't even know when it started. It could only be traced back to the year Jiang Mingyue graduated from high school.

His principle of doing things is not to get together if it is not right, which is very simple and straightforward.

But Jiang Mingyue is different. He has parents and elder brother on his head. To a certain extent, his education is not as strict as that of Jiang Mingkai. However, he has never suffered any setbacks since he was a child, and even his interpersonal relationships have been smooth sailing. Compared with him, he is always better. Easy to soften and give in.

Under normal circumstances, I don't want to do things and talk about them, and grow up to be grown-ups, but it is true that I always prefer to think things and people simply.

This kind of character gave him and Yue Zhongshan the opportunity to develop a relationship at the beginning.

The day before he promised Yue Zhongshan to give it a try, Yue Zhongshan was furious at Jiang Mingkai just because he found out that Jiang Mingkai asked someone to draft a divorce agreement, and almost raped him after drinking. Then he found out that the two had a misunderstanding three years ago. Yue Zhongshan had liked him for so long, before that, he had actually been enduring Yue Zhongshan's cold violence in marriage.

Except for Jiang Mingyue, probably no one would choose to continue with such a chaotic beginning.

No one could stand him except Jiang Mingyue.

But the various contradictions and frictions that followed, apart from Yue Zhongshan's excessive desire for control and lack of security, may not have arisen from this.

Jiang Mingyue has always been aware of his problems, so when he and Yue Zhongshan repeatedly collided, he was willing to find the reason from himself, and try to change it.

But for Jiang Mingyue, it's still the same sentence: people really shouldn't be too fussy, and treat a little change for the sake of feelings as a concession, but too many changes will lose themselves.

Between self and love, which is more important, Jiang Mingyue thought about this question for the last time on the afternoon when she proposed divorce.

Looking back at the development track of this relationship, he did not see any positive impact caused by the change, and even suddenly discovered that it was his retreat that caused Yue Zhongshan a deeper misunderstanding, so in the end he chose something different from the previous ones. s answer.

Jiang Mingyue once said that he wanted a healthy relationship, but in fact, both he and Yue Zhongshan used the worst way for each other.

Jiang Mingyue hates control, and Yue Zhongshan doesn't have the ability to distinguish between controlling success in love and the other party's intentional concession.

Due to Jiang Mingyue's personality, he showed insufficient devotion and withdrawing at any time, which made Yue Zhongshan fall into the vortex of trying to control.

"I don't want to anymore." Jiang Mingyue turned her face away, left Yue Zhongshan's palm, lowered her head slightly, and said in a light but no longer hesitant tone, "Divorce means that we don't have to be together anymore."

At the same time, Yue Zhongshan tried his best to control himself to take a few deep and long breaths. He was very close to Jiang Mingyue, and the air between them was almost stagnant.

Jiang Mingyue felt bored, wondering why the driver from Yuezhongshan hadn't come yet, opened the door and got out of the car.

Yue Zhongshan soon followed and stood with him, the cold night wind blowing on his face.

Yue Zhongshan began to regret endlessly at this moment, regretting that he had asked that question.

He also began to be completely confused, with no way or any hope.

He is indeed stupid. He didn't apply the method of treating his subordinates with kindness and power to Jiang Mingyue before, which is already a very remarkable view on love. This can only be because he really regards Jiang Mingyue as a lover. From the very beginning that is.

Otherwise, I would also know that Yue Zhongshan would not be a childish person, because it is impossible for him to defeat his opponents with a cold face in the mall, and not all the big bosses he deals with are suits and leather shoes and well-educated.

To put it simply, the raw material suppliers of one of his branch lines consist of a huge network, just like when he went to the Yuanling factory in work clothes. In fact, he had to do a lot of things, and he had to deal with many kinds of people. Diverse, when necessary, he can also be kind and gentle, and when he was young with Yue Meiyin, he could even be called groveling.

But he regards Jiang Mingyue as his evenly matched and intimate lover. The two compete for their dignity in the unbalanced love at the beginning. happy side.

Apart from the habit of consolidating his relationship with overwhelming financial contributions, he never thought of using any means of coaxing and confusing him, such as putting on a mask for himself and putting on a calm and generous appearance.

Even after he realized that if he did that, it would be a shortcut among shortcuts, and even he could pretend for the rest of his life. After all, just reading this sentence with Jiang Mingyue for a lifetime would be infinitely attractive, but he still didn't.

Although all along, he didn't quite believe that there was something worthy of being loved in him, but it was from the bottom of his heart, and he deeply longed for Jiang Mingyue to love him because Yue Zhongshan was Yue Zhongshan, not any other pretense. look.

But even if Jiang Mingyue is willing to give him a lot of patience, there will always be an end.

It doesn't matter when that thing was done, what matters is that it was done.

Jiang Mingyue couldn't forgive something that happened long ago, which was an unsolvable puzzle for Yue Zhongshan.

He could correct and learn lessons, but he couldn't make the mistakes Jiang Mingyue made before he started teaching him disappear.

He felt deeply powerless.

"What exactly do you want me to do, Jiang Mingyue, I have corrected many problems. I can't explain what happened at the beginning. It's up to you to kill or cut. But you know, I used to, I didn't understand, and later Didn’t I change it! After the casino incident, I will change everything!”

Yue Zhongshan paused, and lowered his tone again: "Actually, I think the root cause of your dissatisfaction with me is because of that Wei, who quarreled with you because I was unhappy, but have you ever thought about it the other way around? If there is a person who clearly said that he likes me, and I still contact him and lie to you, what will you do?"

"I will quarrel with you. Do you expect me to say generously that others like you are beyond your control, and you contacted him because you quit a suitable job out of kindness?" Jiang Mingyue said, "Tell me, if someone I like you, will you contact him?"

"..." Yue Zhongshan said, "No, I will let him get away."

"That's good." Jiang Mingyue said.

Yue Zhongshan felt that he had been robbed of his lines, and suddenly had nothing to say.

"That's because I looked at your phone."

Seeing that he finally got to the point, Jiang Mingyue said: "You forgive me when I contact people who like me, but I can't forgive you when you look at my phone?"

Yue Zhongshan gritted his teeth and really wanted to beat the roof of the car, but he kept remembering Jiang Mingyue's "anger transfer", saying that hitting something was just to hit him, so he didn't hit it in the end.

"Are you torturing me on purpose?" Yue Zhongshan said, "I don't know which sentence you said is true and which sentence is false."

"It was true to say that I love you before, but it is true to say that I don't want to be with you today, and everything I said is true. You are so stupid, why should I lie to you?"

Yue Zhongshan gritted his teeth again, the word "injured" was written all over his body.

Jiang Mingyue saw that he had reached the peak of irritability and aggrievedness, and she was also a little impulsive when she was in a hurry, and said the most incomprehensible thing: "It's not that stupid, at least he has skills, and he can direct and act on his own." Ability, while promising not to peek at the phone again, while installing monitoring software on the phone, I knew that I was calling Wei Dongdong early in the morning, and I had to act out accidental discovery, do you know what you are doing? I really don’t Understand, if being with me really makes you feel relaxed and happy, why do you still do so many unnecessary and hurtful things, you..."

Yue Zhongshan was shocked.

The surprise and panic when she first heard Jiang Mingyue talk about the monitoring software flashed by, and were replaced by shock.

He didn't seem to know at all that Jiang Mingyue had discovered the monitoring software, and he didn't immediately understand what Jiang Mingyue meant when he said that he directed and acted by himself.

After digesting it, he changed his expression. Before that, he had completely forgotten that he had done such a thing. After pretending, since Jiang Mingyue seriously said that he didn't like him looking at his mobile phone, he never used it again. Jiang Mingyue didn't even know it was uninstalled.